Happy birthday Ida gedik

I'm on my way to Dublin. Pergi bawa diri sepi dan muka sunburn sebentar.

Dear Ida,happy birthday sayangku. Sorry xdpt nak sediakan mocha kek as promised. Sorry these days busy pindah umah + exam + new home xde internet + pegi picnic + pegi Dublin..Huhu..talk to u soon!

Gi mana?

Cepatlah, tgh sedih neh :(

Ceriakan hidupku, anyone?

Sayang?

Pernah tak anda bangun mimpi dan sangat rasa kesan mimpi tuh.

Macam dalam mimpi anda sayang sama orang itu, dan bangun to an awkfard feeling yang anda sayang orang itu sama macam dalam mimpi.

Apa maksud ini?

Luahan perasaan

o neomu bukkeureoweo chyeodabol su eopseo
sarange ppajyeotseo soojoobeun geol

eotteoge hajyo
ddeuleeneun maeum
dugeundugeun georyeo bamen jamdo mot eerujyo

naneun naneun babongabwayo
geudae geudae bakke moleuneun babo
geulaeyo geudael boneun nan

q(^x^)p

Ha ha...kesian dia~

Tadi ada "mini housewarming" di rumah baru kami..hihihi...walaupun TV adalah menguji mata penonton, tapi boleh lah kan..

And Barca won. Takziah la die hard fan MU :P

hahahahahhahahahahhahahahaha

Sneak preview #2

Sneak preview #4

The new landlord

Day by day, I kept promising myself "ok, malam ni kita start study" but each time when the sky turns dark, my energy level is almost always zero. Macam mana ini kawan-kawan...macam mana mahu lawan /(-__-)\

These few days I've been busy with the new house. Kalau la rumah tu dah ada internet, memang saya dah tidur sana dah penatlah hari-hari ulang alik macam ini. And oh, our new landlord is (so far), super nice! Here's a few situations yg saya rasa dia sangat comel sekali :

#1 Sebagai org Melayu, mustilah kita adalah tidak memakai kasut didalam rumah kan. Tapi tidak bagi orang Irish. Jadi pastilah mereka pelik melihat kami berkaki ayam didalam rumah.

Dr M enters the house and surprised that we didn't put on the shoes in the house. So we explained.
Dr M : Oh you are gonna get a cold feet if you don't wear shoes!
Us : No we're not.
Dr M : Yes you will!

#2 Sangat berbeza dengan tuan rumah kami sekarang, Dr M berusaha untuk mengingati nama kami semua

D : I'm Da-yah
Dr M : De-yeh? allrite
W : I'm Wa-ny
Dr M *buat muka pelik*
Dr M : Weny? Not Winnie?
I : I'm I-ra
Dr M : Ira (boleh pronounce dgn baik. lepas disitu)

decided not to confused him with Kak Iera's name, I introduced myself as Nad instead
N : I'm NAD
Dr M : Nat? As in N-A-T (he spelled)
N : No no. It's N-A-D

after a while
Dr M : Ted, is it?
N : nooo...it's nadddd..*hahahaha*

#3 Kerana jumlah kasut kami yg terlampau, we asked for shoe rack.

Dr M pulls off muka pelik lagi.
Dr M : Oh I've never seen one here in Ireland. Hurmm..but I've seen one in Spain
LOL.
*bebel-bebel pasal tak pernah tengok shoe rack*
Dr M : Excuse me. Have I been whiny? This is my 1st time of having 4 girls. I have only 3 back home and that's including my wife and my 2 daughters.
N : Yes, now you have 7 altogether.

#5 Mereka mahu berBBQ dan menonton final bola dirumah kami, lantas kami minta Dr M dapatkan aerial supaya TV boleh berfungsi

N : Is it possible if you fix the tv before this Wednesday? We wanna watch the final football match

Dr M widens his eyes

Dr M : No you gals don't watch football!
N : Yes we do!!
Dr M : You gals need to study
D : But we are done with the examss...

#4 Rumah kami sangat-sangat dekat dengan Wilton Shopping Centre (jangan tertipu. takdelah "shopping centre" sangat. setakat ada tesco dan beberapa kedai tambahan sahaja). Oleh kerana barang-barang yang dibeli adalah besar dan berat seperti duvet, sarung duvet dsbgnya, kami pun mencuri sementara troli Tesco untuk dibawa kerumah. Setelah melintas jalan di traffic light dengan muka yang tebal (dahlah kulit mmg tebal), kami terserempak dengan Dr M di luar rumah..

Dr. M buat muka pelik lagi. hahaha...mesti dia ingat kami ni budak busuk "(T__T)" He closes his eyes with his hands
Dr M : No no..I didn't see this. I see nothing. Nada!
N & W : *laughs* we are going to return this back
Dr M : oh okay. I'm going to call the police saying that you are going to return this back.

#5 Terserempak lagi dengan dia di luar rumah membawa our new shoe rack. hehehe..

Dr M : Alright gals, are this good enough
N : Yes, this is perfect. Thank you!

*bebel2 pasal tak dapat cari aerial TV nak betulkan.

Dr M : I'm going to call my friend who is good with fixing this for opinion. I think I have the extension *something2 saya tak paham* at home, I'm gonna get back to you later

kerana kasihan melihat dia bertungkus-lumus, so I said

N : It's okay if you couldn't fix this today....*buat muka sedih* or tomorrow
Dr M : Why don't you watch the match at the pub
N : No we don't go to pub!!!!
Dr M : Now that you are in Ireland, you have to go to pub gals.
N : No we can't!!
Dr M : alright. I'll try to to get this fixed later alright?

So far he's been quite a nice landlord. Hope things would be okay throughout our stay. Kalau boleh saya malas mahu pindah rumah sudah. Penat lah pindah2 ini +___+

Sapa kata gua jeles/terasa?

ketelusan beb, transparency.

bukan title yg saya mahukan. bukan populariti yg saya impikan. bukan cemburu yg sedang saya pamerkan. I just need to know. enough said. now go and correct your misconception. boohoo!

Happiness

Walaupun cuma seminggu, sangat berharga okay?

Alhamdulillah =)

Tired!

Bila nak pack barang pun dah penat, apatah lagi memindahkan barang itu sendiri kesana kemari..

Dari pagi ulang-alik membanting tulang, mengangkat barang, memandu kereta. Oh sungguh penat!

Hari semalam kita packing
Hari ini kita pindah
Hari esok kita unpack



Oh. Mulai esok, sesi menghantui internet provider sehingga internet berjaya dipasang akan bermula. ho yeah ho yeah! Mari kita mengannoy NTL~~

Oh.Oh.Panas gila weyh harini! Terik memancar bagai di Malaysia. Baru 19 degree neh +__+

sneak preview :
see that thing on the bed? yeap, it's unofficially mine :) bought it from Dayah
retikah saya main? haa..itu yang kita tatau..we'll wait and see

dari tadi tak siap-siap

I am amazed with the amount of things that can be stored in thi tiny weeny room.

PENAT GILE WEH DARI TADI KEMAS TAK ABIS-ABIS.

I give up for tonight. Esok sumbat-sumbat je lah dalam kereta tu.

Nanti nak unpack the things satu hal lagi...

haihhhhhhhh...

*semoga internet rumah baru dipasang secepat mungkin supaya saya tiada mati kesangapan. u know how my life largely depended to the internet dontcha?

Hari Ini dalam sejarah edisi 23 May 2009

Seorang Nadzirah, yang sudah bertahun-tahun meninggalkan alam kereta manual, dan sudah berbulan-bulan tidak membawa kereta, berjaya membawa kereta manual dengan jayanya ^_^ (oklah of courselah with occasional mati enjin. dan juga, setiap kali masuk Chimes, kalau ada kereta lagi satu atau orang dihadapan pasti akan terkejut lalu enjin mati (-_-")

Dari Charnwood, Bishopstown ke Chimes. Dari Chimes ke UCC (ulang sehingga berkali-kali-kali. lol) Dari UCC ke rumah Kak Ros. Dari rumah Kak Ros ke Laburnum. Dari Laburnum ke UCC. Dari Melakaa..ke negeri pahang, singgah di Johor belii berangan~ Walaupun rumah2 ini tidaklah jauh jaraknya, tapi kira kejayaan jugak la kan...

Walaupun saya penat, tapi saya happy juga. Glad I could lend my helping hand for the Cambodia Relief Mission 09 Team. And I guess the charity auction dinner was a success, bravo to the team. psssttt...we won a manual threadmill from the auction. eceyh eceyh...few weeks to SMSS 10s, marilah berusaha..Beberapa harini adalah sungguh banyak makan kuzi lah nasi minyak lah Any gegirl Bihun Sup Utara lah nasi tomato lah..hoiiiiiiii ini bagaikan mahu mengundang the undesired effect ini T___T

Oh tadi saya pergi USIT. Hurrrmmmmm....tukar tarikh tiket ke tak payah tukar? tukar ke tak tukar? tak tukar ke tukar?

p/s : rindulah dia skandal. gagagagagaga..

s.t.u.p.i.d

sabar sabar
jangan marah jangan marah jangan marah jangan marah jangan marah jangan marah

sabar sabar sabar sabar sabar

ho yeah ho yeah!

Hullo world!

First of all I would like to congratulate then-final meds UCC now-doctors for their victory today. Sweet innit? :') Wishing you all the best for the next level. Bertahan okay for whatever is waiting you behind the hospital doors? <--- maaf ayat mengarut sedikit, pukul 2.36am sekarang (-_-")

I decided to take off the sticky-exam-post as I'm now done with my written papers, Alhamdulillah. Now only one compulsury oral left on 29th of May, which is about a week from now. And since it's only a 10 minutes oral, and I have covered a few of the topics here and there during OSCE, I decided to declare myself 90% exam free after months of torture. Haih...but this oral is something not to be taken for granted - it costs 1/3 of the final marks hokayyy...And since I screwed my OSCE, I really need to work harder to nail this oral!

The last paper was Biochem, and I've been telling myself that I want to get it done fast. Jadi in 1 hour and 10 minutes, I kinda forced myself to finish it off and send in the paper. Padahal ada lagi 20 minit, apa masalah dia ni tah! The walk from Neptune back to town was filled with excitement and relieved in the same time, and I decided to reward myself with chips and garlic and chillies tandoori.

Now I'm down with boxes of clothes and books. Mahu pindahkan ini barang2 kerumah baru Ahad ini ho yeah ho yeah! Can't wait \/(^__^)\/ Tapi setelah memunggahkan barang dengan dahsyatnya, semangat mengemas sudah hilang. Haihlah labu, apa mau jadi innieww?

*sticky post* A dying battle

Doakan gwe..

(=_=")

To all UCC students, all the best in the final exam. May The Force be with us.

Berusaha!!!!!!!!

May 5 '09 - May 29 '09

Rabbi yassir wa la tuassir

Chronic homesickotitis part 2

It's freaking 812am and I still haven't started my engine yet. Ok ini adalah culik idea sahabat baik's post yang buat saya terlalu rindukan zaman sekolah.

Kalau dengar zikir yang sekolah teknik selalu bukak pagi2 tu. Teringat kenangan bangun pagi time F1 lepas tu nangis dalam bilik air sebab zikir itu sangat syahdu. Pastu teringat rumah. Tapi rumah tak lah jauh beribu batu kalau jalan pun 2-3 hari bleh sampai kot :'(

Lepas tu kalau dengar lagu Bila Rindu. Itu lagi lah..zaman meroyan time F5. Bila dengar ni satu dorm pun nak feeling-feeling. Huu...

Kenangan beratur hari sabtu demi nasi lemak juga adalah sangat terbaik. Kalau pergi awal dapat usya senior yang tak gi kuliah subuh bangun2 terus gi makan (-_-") Okaylah kalau pergi lambat plak usya senior yang baik2 sebab abis kuliah subuh baru gi makan.

Hari sukan adalah hari terbaik untuk usya senior. Biasalah orang bukan atlit track jadi duduk je lah jadi supporter. Hey hey tapi saya pecah rekod shot put and rejam lembing so dapat lah amik hadiah kat podium. Saya suka tengok acara 100m. Hahahadihaha. Tak kisah lah zaman sapa2 pun. Zaman zaidi lari terkapai ke. Zaman mirtat pakai spek bajet Ato Boldon ke. Zaman lomu ke. Weh ni kenapa 2 perenggan asyik cite pasal usya senior ni T___T"

Waktu final rugby lagilah masa terbaik untuk melepaskan tension. Zaman SAS masih lagi jiran adalah best kerana mereka angkut satu sekolah untuk support. Jadi duduk di tepi padang sambil berbalas sorakan adalah syiok. Kalau ada yang semangat tu siap bawak drum brass band untuk berbalas siapa lagi hannoying. Jerit-jerit dengan gembira. Tension stress segala terluah. Kadang-kadang jerit pointless je sebab rasa nak jerit.

Hari Ahad habis prep pagi pukul 12, jalan laju2 pegi kantin nak beli nasi ayam ibuk. Walaupun bibik kantin adalah annoying kerana cuma melayan budak lelaki, tapi adalah terpaksa bersabar kerana 5 tahun adalah mengadap perkara yang sama. Lagi-lagi kalau balik aktiviti sukan nak beli air 50sen gila penat weh beratur tapi budak laki gak yg dapat dulu. Lagi kecewa kalau dia jual air cincau atau air warna ungu (i dont even wanna call it air anggur because it doesn't taste like that at all) sebab saya tak suka air-air tersebut!

Rindu betul zaman dimana masalah utama hanyalah sekolah takda air dan terpaksa menadah air dalam baldi dan memikirkan strategi bagaimana mengelakkan air dari dicuri. Seperti tutup dengan plastik sambil menulis nota-nota ugutan "sesungguhnya Allah maha melihat!"

Zaman sekolah orang-orang masih tak terikat dengan komitmen cinta, belajar or whatnots jadi masih punya tempat mengadu. Segala masalah dapat disalurkan cause it is only one SMS away :P Zaman masih punya A dan B sebagai telinga.

Rindulah :'(

OK cukup-cukup. Mari pergi belajar. tsk.

catatan perempuan yang sakit rumah kronik tahap 9

OH EM GEEEEEEE

POINT PERTAMA : I MISS HOME, I MISS MALAYSIA LIKE CRAZY. LIKE CRAZY CRAZY. RINDU RINDU RINDU NAK BALIK. TAHAP MENANGIS TAK BERLAGU :( TAHAP MERAUNG TAK BERAIRMATA. TAHAP DEWA. TAHAP MOKSYA.

POINT KEDUA : I AM VERY IMPULSIVE. I CAN DECIDE TO BUY A FLIGHT TICKETS TO ANYWHERE IF I FEEL LIKE DOING SO WITHIN 2 MINUTES.

Okay so today I had Histology paper at 430pm. I went out earlier as I'm afraid I might change my mind if I stayed longer because that's what usually happened. And I will end up changing to a wrong answer instead. While waiting for the cab, I had conversations with my classmates.

Until one point KB brought out this one point that changed my life forever (ceyywaaahh exagerrate nampak?) He said he's not staying long for the clinical attachment.Yes, THE clinical attachment - the one that kept me from going back earlier. And you know what my reaction would be - I WANNA GO BACK EARLIER TOO.

I know it hasn't been even one year since I left home. But the thing is, this year is so full of hardship. Saya penat. Started the year with 3 weeks of intensive classes. A few conflicts arose here and there towards the end of 2008. Endless assessments and draggy exams. Losing my beloved grandpa. Sejujurnya saya penat sangat. And I really need to go back to the faces that I longed for. The family. The friends. And hearing that one thing really made me go restless thinking should I or should I not change my ticket.

So should I? Should I not? Haihhh saya runsing lah ini :-( If I were to change my ticket, I'll make them earlier by a week. Maybe around 17th. But will there be any seat available? Will there be any difficulties? Hwaaaaaa....So, combining the abovementioned point 1 and point 2, I am seriously considering of changing my tickets. Mungkin perlu solat istikharah. Ya Allah berikanlah aku petunjuk. Tetapkan lah hatiku Ya Allah. Biarlah apa keputusan yang aku ambil ini adalah yang terbaik untukku Ya Allah.

tsk.

Hari ini dalam sejarah (harap2 tak berulang)

I so declare today as the worst day evaaa...

Bangun lambat sejam.
My ecstasy screwed.
Jari tersepit dipintu peti sejuk yang dihempas kuat oleh diri sendiri.
I guess I woke up to the wrong side of the bed la today.
Updated as of 8 pm
I was heavily distracted that I didn't study at all, despite having exams tomorrow
I banged on my bathroom wall, and my only specs is now senget sebelah
I found a copy of Stephenie Meyer's rough draft of latest project - Midnight Sun, stories from Edward's point of view and my mind is practically begging me to read those 264 pages PDF file.

4 hours til midnight.


What else awaits me until the end of the day I wonder?

-> Will keep u updated, definitely

Bernada sedikit serius.

doink.

saya tatahu patut ke tak saya cakap innii..oh well..let's just see how long this post will be up until I decided otherwise.

bila kita tulis blog, and decided to open it up to the public, there is one kind of unwritten agreement that we are responsible of what we write. jadi kalau kita tulis sampah, orang akan baca sampah, jadi sampah la yang akan kita dapat. on the other hand, kalau kita tulis benda baik, orang akan baca benda baik, jadi benda baik la yang akan kita dapat.

i must admit my blog falls on the former category. seriously like..blog saya adalah agak useless. nothing can be gained here unless overloaded ramblings of moi. i apologize to those who read this blog kerana saya adalah sedikit paranoid melihat blog rakan sekeliling yang menggunakan medium sebegini untuk menarik orang kejalan kebaikan, tapi bukan saya. maafkan saya kalau ada benda2, youtube2, kisah2 atau perkataan2 yang saya kongsi dalam ni menolak kalian kearah kegelapan.

blog saya berputar disekeliling kehidupan saya yg bosan. saya belajar diluar negara tapi saya masih menyorok di zon selesa. saya dikelilingi dengan peluang2 untuk membaiki diri kearah kebaikan tapi saya masih tenggelam dalam kejahilan. current obsession saya adalah video gadis2 berkaki kurus menyanyi lagu yang saya sendiri pun tak paham, bukan lagu2 yg sepatutnya difahami dan dihayati oleh mata dan hati.

tapi blog ini catatan perjalanan hidup saya. memori saya terhad. kenangan bersama arwah bapa pun saya gagal retrieve. i so hate myself for that. jadi saya perlukan sesuatu untuk mencatat. saya pernah cuba berdiari. tapi gagal. kerana kecenderungan saya kearah laptop/internet jadi blog adalah medium terbaik. dan masih yang terbaik buat masa ini. to private or to make it public itu soal lain. panjang lagi jadinya nanti entry yang patutnya dikarang diwaktu rehat yang saya peruntukkan beberapa minit malam ini kalau saya nak terangkan.

jadi pilihan menekan alamat blog itu ditangan kalian. pilihan untuk terus menggunakan Broca's dan Wernicke's area di cerebral cortex itu juga ditangan kalian. jadi, please, know what's good and what's not for you and make a wise decision. salah saya mempublish benda2 picisan, jadi jangan tambahkan mudarat dgn merelakan perkara2 sedemikian merosakkan otak kalian.

Dulu dan sekarang

spotted. tudung lobos-lobos dan kilauan spek sebesar hidung. gagaga..

Last night, out of boredom, I uploaded 2 pictures from my primary years. One on my classmates at SRA Seksyen 3 and one on my classmates at SK Hicom.

The most interesting one would be who I bumped into when I was in SRA Seksyen 3 because back then I have a very limited circle of friend there. Saya menetap di seksyen 26 Shah Alam, berskolah di SK Hicom, Seksyen 27 tapi sekolah agama di seksyen 3 when most of my friends berskolah di sekolah agama Puchong. I don't know why mom insisted on sending me to SRA Seksyen 3, tapi memanglah back then that was the best school in Selangor, kalau tak silap saya..

So adalah banyak yang saya tak kenal. Plus, looking at my tudung lobos-lobos, tak pin bersama spek mata besar sampai ke hidung tu..haha...sapa lah nak kawan ngan dia (-_-") Tanpa disedari, ada je a few yang sebenarnya saya kenal through friends of friend or at KMB without realising our path has crossed before..hihihi...Tapi, bila darjah 5, I managed to convince mom to transfer me to Sekolah Agama Taman Bukit Saga where I think I should belong. Serious dulu sedih gila pergi sekolah agama tak banyak geng-geng yang dikenali...

spotted. terlupa pakai baju rasmi pengawas. huhuhu..duduk umpama orang nak kawen tu apahal??

Back then my skin was I think...one tone darker than I am now. huhu...I suffered from the "teen acne" sampai form 3 rasanya and my self esteem was nearly zero back then..Saya rasa saya mula tinggalkan zaman sekolah berlengas bersama tudung lobos-lobos dan spek besar itu slowly sejak form 5. Walaupun taklah jauh berubah, tapi saya rasa saya bersyukur of how I look now, if I were to compare with my school years. Dan saya takdelah malu sangat kalau di tag di facebook zaman muka busuk2 itu..but clearly some people are not comfortable if pictures like this is shown to public. Chill la...especially if you are not the same as you used to be, u should be proud innit? Apa yang mahu dimarahcarutkan pada suatu zaman yang pernah kita lalui dulu? Kan itu part of our bittersweet life?

Tapi honestly, ada banyak lagi yang saya perlu buat to achieve a comfortable self esteem. Speshly with the evergoing struggle to shed off kilos neh..And also I seriously want to do something with my teeth. Gigi saya adalah kecil dari normal dan mereka adalah jarang-jarang. Jadi adalah malu jika menjadi seorang dentist yang membetulkan gigi orang tetapi gigi sendiri adalah jarang-jarang. Bagaikan ketam mengajar anaknya menari, padahal sebenarnya dia tak reti nak berjalan sebab tu dia ajar anak dia menari, lepastu SNSD pun ikut la gaya menari ketam dalam klip video Gee diorang (hahahahaa...apalah yang kau karutkan ni labuuu..)

Motif dari cerita : sebenarnya saya ni pemalas gila nak study kerja asyik main FB sahaja. gagaga...

Hari ini...

promised myself to settle first round of Histology notes and start reading Biochem tonight..
the first part is done. the second part took almost forever to start. haiyoh kenapa lah saya ini pemalas benarrrrrr....sayangku, mari salurkan tenaga terakhirmu untuk saki-baki exam paper iniii...perjuangan masih belum selesai okay? still 2 more weeks to go.

H1N1 outbreak in Malaysia brought by 2 Malaysian students from US. gagaga...ini beta gusar nih...kalau balik nanti dalam flight tamau bernafas 13 jam tak sempat pulak nak sampai Malaysia..dahlah beta naik SIA nanti (ceyy ada kaitan ke naik SIA ngan H1N1) Zack, nasib awak tak balik tahun ni! hahaha..

Tahun lepas saya buat countdown balik Malaysia setelah tiket dibeli. tapi tahun ini saya adalah begitu down untuk membuat countdown kerana tarikh pulang adalah begitu lambat sekali berbanding rakan-rakan lain. Tapi Malaysia, 27 Jun kelak nantikan kepulangan saya okayh? :')

Saya mahu menonton episode 23/24 of Greys Anatomy..mahu mahu....tapi aish....nanti ter-got carried away pula..

Dua minggu terakhir bersama Laburnum girls starts tomorrow..awh...sedih pula beta terasa..

i think...

I may have developed dependency on you.

Shyte.
How am I going to deal with the withdrawal symptoms in the future?




*sigh*

hwarghh makan nasik beriyani okay malam ni. warghhh macammana nak cuba untuk mengecilkan sedikit badan untuk balik smss 10s mengorat pakcik botak untuk dapat charkueytew tanpa taugeh free nehhhh..

roh-roh rajin.....meresaplah dalam dirikuuuuuuuuuuu...kuseruuuuu...

May 15th - the new house

After the torture ended.. I took bus to town. Had lunch at Banna Thai. Signed the agreement for our new house. Beli ayam kat Spice Cork and headed to our future new (rented) house. Drew lots on the room and guess what?

"penyiksaan" saya bakal berakhirrrr.

..yipppieeeeeeeeeeeee *lompat lompat* I got the room that I wanted. The only one room with white paint and the biggest as compared to other room. boleh kahwinbakal berakhirlah sudah penyiksaan saya duduk di bilik kecil yang sempit ini *lompat lompat lagi*
I am so happy, Alhamdulillah :-) Tak sabar mahu mendeco bilikku itu >.< Pictures will be up later when we have actually moved in!

Our future house ada 4 bedrooms. All 4 double bed. One living room. One bathroom. One toilet. And another living room + kitchen. Location is at the famous Summerstown area. Memang mostly Malaysian ramai duduk situ lah..mungkin boleh digelar Taman Summerstown Jaya dah..gagaga..Our landlord is a doctor, who runs Wil*ton Medi*cal Cen*tre (private practice, I guess) BESIDES OUR HOUSE. Jadi, kami berjiran dengan klinik landlord kami. He was so nice...summer rent is reduced. Sangat berbeda dengan situasi last year where we have to pay FULL SUMMER RENT yang sangat lah mahal (summer rent = pulang bercuti di Malaysia tapi masih membayar sewa rumah yang tidak didiami oleh sesiapa)

Overall, I am so tired today. Kepala berdenyut-denyut maksima. Penat weh penat. Histo dan biochem hampeh tak baca apa lagi. Tapi esoklah start study. Sudah mahu pingsan lah iniii..

May 15th - scarryOSCE

Penat sangat hari ni :(

Entry today is divided into 2 parts. One is dedicated for my OSCE for my reference and for my juniors' reference in the future. Gagaga...

I was up at 6. Slept quite late the nite before as I was still busy panicking skimming through the notes. Seriously, I was so playful and didn't really prepare for this exam.

10.25am I left home to CUH. berdegup jantungku hanya tuhan yang tahu~~

10.45am met Jo Lin and we waited at Prosthetic teaching lab

11.35am our turn, finally

My first ever so-called OSCE

19 stations. 2 resting station.

Stations for dental material includes detecting error in alginate and zinc phospate mixing. Then there was statements on zinc phospate, fuji IX and zinc hydroxide cements. Menjawab soalan ini buat beta rasa seperti tidak pernah belajar bahasa Inggeris langsung kerana adalah begitu sangap sekali mahu mengeluarkan ayat2 procedure dalam bahasa Inggeris..suckaaaa....harap2 guru2 saya memahami ayat yang berbaur belitan itu +__+

Behavioural Science stations - ada 2. we have to fill in the blanks...of which I totally screwed. Big time, like...blanks = blank. One on chronic pain..another one on Biopsychosocial behaviour model. Gaaahh....big time suckerrrr

Ethics and Law. Dr KD was such a big help. He was in one of the 2 law stations and kept on giving hints. You are the best Dr KD! First station was on confidentiality issue on a pilot, who has an epileptic fit. Second case was kinda complicated. A girl, who is pregnant asked me the dentist to keep her pregnancy a secret, and the one who is responsibled behind the pregnancy is her mother's boyfriend who is HIV positive and just recently released from the jail. Like..waddaaaa...

There was a station on scaling instrument. Scale upper left 7, mesially and subgingivally. Gua hentam je guna Gracey curette 11/12. Gaaa...harap2 betul

One station on cross infection control...on the protective barriers and how to dispose the waste used..Okay so she laid down the things on the table. Ada cotton swap, ada the tools, cup, glove, mask etc..

One station on library wtf. Questions on STEPS TO SET UP LIBRARY RECORD. HOW TO SEARCH A BOOK. HOW TO DOWNLOAD A JOURNAL. wtf wtf wtf!!!

One station on smoking cessation. Tak sempat nak betulkan jawapan. Warghhh tension. Effect after quitting smoke. another one tak ingat..

One station on TOOTHBRUSH skali lagi wtf. and another one on needle stick injury. Dua-dua gua hentam dengan jayanya. Gaaaahhhh I'm sooooooooooooooo dead!!!!

One station on CPR. Upon stepping into the room then only I realised..OMG IT'S HIM. THE ONE WHO HATES US THE DENTAL STUDENTS SO MUCH!!!! gaaaaahhhh....time tu baru gua cuak gile beb. But thank God he was nice today. Tak PMS kot...gagaga...and I was lucky the dummy's chest rose up when I urmm..did the CPR. It wasn't during our practice y'know that's why I'm so scareddddd...

Okay the highlight of all - the communication station. Situation : a lady, has appointment at 9. Reached clinic since 845am but only get to meet the dental student (me) at 1030am (delayed 1.5 hours) So she was one angry patient who didn't stop blabbing on how angry she was. Mind you this is my first OSCE ever. Dah tentu gua kalut kan. I kept on apologizing..Reka cerita baekkkk punya. Siap kata ada power cut kat lab lah. Communication breakdown between receptionist ngan dental team lahh...wahhhh..pastu tak abes kata sorry sorry sorry...gagaga....cuak gilllerrrr..

At 1pm our torture finally ended.

..to be continued at Part 2.

Gagagagaga...

First and foremost....

Jazakillahukhairankatheera buat rakan kesayangan beta kerana menelefon bakal tuan rumah kami~ Jimat lah sedikit duit perbelanjaan beta lepas ni ^_^ Love yu Adilah...muaahhhhxxx..Esok ktorang belanja Banna Thai okay? Gagagaga..

On the other hand, before this I randomly added this guy's account and I doubt he's the real FA because it was kinda dormant all this while..apparently tetiba recently the account become more active and more alive, and it looks like the real FA is handling this account. So I'm like 10% connected to him now! gagagaga...jadilah kan..dari dalam mimpi je..

And you know I have this weakness for guys with babies. Okay not like that. Tuan-tuan, puan-puan suami2 anda masih selamat disekitar saya..It's just that, a hot guy is 75% hotter if he held baby in his arm like this particular guy does. With the smiling eyes somemore..gagaga...

hotness Richter scale 109.9

Oh I'm so screwed with OSCE. Sepanjang hari proses pembelajaran adalah terganggu dengan jayanya...Hwaaaa takottttttt...

Idacaiberry!

Kepada Idacaiberry,

Memang TTM. Banyak je orang saya TTM. Semuorang saya TTM.









kepada bukan TTM, beta tunggu khabar berita dari kamu tak kunjung tiba, i nak merajuk >:(
takde smangat nak study...gaaaa...benciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Empat selesai, dua campur dua lagi belum langsai

okayyy..i know i'm quite outdated...but here it is..my current obsession. kawaiii..saya tujukan lagu ni buat..ehem ehem...siapa2 lah
*blush gedik* <-- mari pukul budak ni beramai-ramai..

I had the "Physiology for Dental" paper just now. My first 4.30pm, Neptune Stadium paper. Seriously, Neptune Stadium isn't really a conducive place to have an exam. Dengan lighting yang cam haghemm itu, plus it was late afternoon somemore..Luckily the paper was only 1.5hours and I don't even have enough time to look around..



The paper went okay, Alhamdulillah. Some of the things that I focused on came out. Syukur. Seriously. Because I have to admit I didn't really study seriously for this paper..My focus and concentration dah ke laut dah..Plus with the pain in the neck since yesterday. Jawab paper tadi pun bertahan menggunakan saki baki tenaga yang terakhir untuk harini..seriously these exams are sucking the life out of me :(


Pathology pass/fail oral list was out half an hour before I left home for my exam. Syukur again Alhamdulillah I wasn't in the pass/fail list nor did I in the Autumn paper list. Cuak jugak nak check tadi, yelah in case my name is on the list, it will surely affect my exam tadi. But Alhamdulillah..all was good. Me and the rest of me homies are safe. Thank you Allah..At least I know there is ray of hope that I'm going to move on to the next level..


I'm really tired now. Neck is in pain. Body screaming for rest. Mata pun dah layu. Start my next revision tomorrow la kot..Next paper is on Friday morning - OSCE. It stands for Objective Structured Clinical Examination but my kind of OSCE is seriously way different from the definition. OSCE amender ada soalan ethics and law kat tetengah tu? Pastu ada soalan pasal Library codes. Wadda???


Fellow oversea friends sudah mula balik Malaysia for summer. This is gonna be a tough time for me to endure. hadoihlaaa...need to keep myself occupied..buat2 busy untuk menghilangkan kesedihan...14-16 Jun I'll be going to Sweden. Lain-lain plan takde lagi..huuu...sedihnyaaaaaaa...I'll be alone until June the 26th :(( Sempat tak shed off a few kilos before balik Malaysia ni...gagaga...

Julai Juli bintang tujuh

Underlined Red : Wany!!! kita lahir salah bulan sebenarnya...gagaga..

Underlined Brown : I wish!!! Kajian Dr tak target wider population kot. Rajin kah saya belajar dan membuat kerja?? Jeng jeng jeng..tu yang kita tatau..

Underlined Blue : So if I had my eyes on you, don't misunderstood as if I'm checking you out/interested in you. I'm observing..observing..gagaga...

Underlined Orange : Awwhh..deep jugak beta ni rupenya.ngaha..waddahell...

The rest of the description...urm most of them are true. Betul, saya mmg pendiam kecuali kalau ada orang yang initiate the conversation. Tapi I don't think I am that easy untuk dipujuk dan bercakap lurus..


I sent the delivery notification back to them since I couldn't ring the place with this note. This morning, I heard the door being knocked very hard, like ada orang mabuk mengamuk gitu..marah ke pacik~~ chill la...~~ Hahahaha..sure dah kena pangkah ngan pakcik An Post neh (+_+") Bukak2 pintu, dia pass je barang neh dengan muka yang agak bengis...gagaga...


Laptop casing for my boo. Bought it at £4..so not worth it to go all the way to Togher, pay expensive taxy fare to get this thing..

Now I'm still waiting for my external harddisk....harap2 it doesn't go through the registered mail. Kalau tak sure pakcik An Post tu baling kat dinding dulu parcel saya sebelum hantar...gagaga...

Sepi.Alone.Yadda-yadda-yadda.Alone.Needy.Gibberish.

My revision progress today is very very slow that if a snail or a Streamyx connection races 'em, my revision will definitely be defeated.

Risau la camnih =S

One minor reason of the slow progress - the super simplified lecture notes. Senang je jadik lecturer neh...arrow sana sini, simple, mudddaahhh. Lukisan buah-buahan tropika (durian, tembikai dan mangga serta pokok kelapa) dan gunung-ganang membuktikan ketidakkosentrasian saya didalam kelas >.<

Ultramanku merenung nasib diri keluar sana..Will I make it to the next level? Tsk..I'm damn worried >.<

Dinner alone in my room. Bertemankan mi Boo..My meds housemates had a study group for the whole day for their BH paper tomorrow. So I was practically being abandoned until tomorrow. Ade lah one time or two, Adilah came into my room to send pizza for lunch and bumped into Aliyah when I was downstairs menggagau kelaparan mencari dinner.

I'm officially declaring the arrival of homesick. Like... Homesick homesick. Tsk. Kamek mo balitt (sejak bile jadi org Sarawak?) hwaaaaaaaaaaaa.....nak balekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.......

HWARRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Hullooo world :} (senyum bitter)

So today is the Pathology day innit? Did I managed to pull an all nighter last nite? Did I survive today?

Well last night I didn't really not-sleep-at all la hofkos. At about 2 or so I tried to seek external aid to wake me up and managed to pick Fendi out from my YM list because he's the one who seemed to be still online and relevant to be my external alarm. I slept until about half 3 and my external alarm called. I didnt straightaway get up, obviously, until about 3.45. And then Alya came into my room to sleep. I had my subuh prayer and finally restarted my engine at about 4ish.

820am the taxy came and we left for Neptune stadium. The traffic was kinda busy but we managed to get to Neptune in 20 minutes. As always we had our last minute stuffin things inside your brain session panicking and spreading out mnemonics. LOL.


And so the paper started at half 9. *turns to page 1* oooookkkkaaaaaayyyy....slightly unexpected..chill....do whatever you can...*flips to next page* and so on and on and on. FISH. Look at the genetic questions. They ask the name of the gene...Like..they expect us to memorize all those COL1A BRCA1 HEXA NEMO CFTR FUCH FICK FISHHHHHHHHHHH. Memorizing the microbes' name is painful enough now you expect us to sing to this weird gene names???? Really, like..hwarghh marahnya saya. The only thing that I remember was BRCA cause it stands for breast cancer. But there wasn't a question about breast cancer. And then there was a question about colon to which I think..aaahh...COLon must be associated with COL1A kan?...but turns out COL1A is actually for osteogenesis imperfecta! Life is like a box a chocolate innit? Die la now dieeeeeeee...

The fact that I was sleep deprived worsen things too. Like I was trying to keep myself all alert when half of my mind has started to detach from myself. Lesson learned. NEVA EVAAAAA DO LIKE THIS AGAIN. I was lucky I didn't blackout. And my brain still could store and digest information even though the functionality was greatly reduced.

I sent in the paper 40 minutes earlier and left the Neptune with mixed feelings. I just hope I managed to pass this paper. +__+ Went down and met Wany at Aiysha, bought kebab at went back home. The next thing I know I was on the bed as my body kept on screaming for a rest.

And here I am, finally woke up to face this harsh reality again *eceyh drama*

ceh ceh..bajet cute cam baby plak.

p/s : oh lupa nak cakap. yeay! to the nonexistence of fluorescence-jacket invigilators. kalau ada sure gua stress lagik..hahaha...but today I finally got to see the pink-haired medic stud. he sat quite near to me. boleh tahan mengganggu lah but i was too busy keeping myself awake.

p/s/s : oh yes lupa nak cakap thank you Fendi! A good external alarm you were! might use your help later2 in the future but not tonite definitely...haha matilah gwe kalau hari2 buat pangai gini..

Panic! At the disco

Code Blue! Code Blue!
Just got some sample questions from Mich and after browsing through them, I decided to pull an all nighter tonight.
Needed some external help to keep me awake. Exams at 930am tomorrow so I hope I can survive another 12 hours without sleep. (promise I'll take a nap in between the notes tonite!)
How I wish at least someone could keep me accompanied with the jokes and the random info like cikgu sahri kat skolah dulu kentut dalam kelas pastu salahkan orang lain?
Tapi sebab tuan hamba nokturnal, beta pasrah je la beb...

Bad girl! Baaaaaaaaddddd girrll!!!

my 3rd bag of kerepek pisang in 1.5 weeks.

medan perjuangan

kthnxbai!

The greatest love of all

Happy Mothers' Day to the one who brought me to the world. Who provides me with love and shelter. Who remains all patience and calm when I throw tantrum and act shitty. Who constantly giving me support and be the driving force in my life.

Ya Allah, kasihanilah ibuku sebagaimana dia mengasihaniku sewaktu kecil dahulu. Peliharakan lah kesihatan dan keselamatan ibuku.

This is also dedicated to all my aunties and grandma, happy mothers' day. Not to forget to every mom who's blog I read and anyone who came across this too :)

I hope when the day has finally come I would be able to be a good mother to my kids, insyaAllah. (waahhh blum apape dah berangan jauh~)

Antara tiga darjat --> ampunkan ibu Kassim Selamatttttttt

Ya Allah....kenapalah malas sangat ni Sabariahhhhhhh *menangis sambil berlutut*

Last night after so-called Nida's birthday celebration, lepas kemas the pharmacology stuff into the file sikit2.. I straight away went on bed. Didn't sleep straight away..I was on that addictive website until I did not realise I fell asleep. Woke up at 3.29am to shut down mi Boo and slept again.

I was up by 5.45 am. And up until now I haven't even touched my book. Kau ni kenapa perangai macam ni???? Exam habis baru D.U.A. sayang....bukan tinggal D.U.A... I tidied up my disastrous room. Did my laundry. Senang cerita I did everything but studying lah kira-kiranya...mengapa ini mengapa????? Minggu depan ada 3 peperiksaaan Sabariah. Semua killergilekiller. Wanna be killed? U want? U want??

Oh it's kinda interesting how people answered my "How well do you know me?" quiz in facebook. Speshly when most of the takers would put cheese cake or chocolate cake as my favourite cake flavour. Saje je letak soalan begitu because I know people would tend to generalize girls = cheese or chocolate cake. Or to be more exact wonderbig girls pasti suka benda2 yang sinful itu. Eceyh ada kaitan ke padahal cake in general memang fattening pun +___+ Tapi salah, I loike Mocha. Dan saya adalah tidak memakani cheese cake unless you put very light cheese seperti pembuat kek terhebat saya selalu buat, iaitu cik Wany kukikuki -hubungi dia di talian 085122645 nombor terakhir teka sendiri (sila bayar aku untuk promosi ini) Dan untuk kek cokolat pula, saya adalah orang yang selalu mencegah mereka dari meletakkan cokolat yang berlebihan didalam kek. Atau saya akan mencadangkan perletakan serbuk kopi/mocha didalam kek yang dibebani cokolat yang dahsyat itu.

yummylicious!

Dan kepada Adilah yang tidak puas hati kerana merasakan saya suka A&W juga...Most of the drink listed are my favourites but the most favourite one adalah lime assam boi. Kat sini hanya A&W yang dapat dijumpai so I settled for the least lah..plus, saya tidak berapa menggemari carbonated drink, jadi pastilah minuman lebih sihat (ke?) seperti lime assam boi menang. Kerana itu juga saya memaksa ibu membeli juice extractor supaya boleh dibuat lime assam boi selalu dirumah arghhh dah terliur.

Tak dilupakan soalan untuk superhero yang dimana kawan baik saya adalah salah menjawab...hahaha *gelak kecil* I know one person yang takkan salah jawab soalan ini. Dia lah hero penyelamat fon saya dan hero penerbang MacBabe ke Malaysia. because I have Ultraman stickers on my phone and on my laptop. And he noticed. Saya juga mempunyai 2 keychain ultraman berserta koleksi sticker Ultraman dirumah. gagaga...

kenapa dia nampak retarded sikit disini?

Haa kau tengok tu kalau membuang masa memang nombor satu. Bawak2 lah bertaubat Sabariahhhhh...

Dua dah benam, tinggal lagi enamm

So today it's our phamacology paper. 90 minutes, 3 essays to be done. At first I read the questions, I was kinda dumbfounded because the questions are slightly different from the past years. I mean, memang lah takkan nak sama exactly dengan past years kan tapi ini the way the questions requirement cam, aih, lain la kire-kirenye. Being indecisive as always, I spent about 10 minutes to choose the questions that I can crap more. So I was left only 80 minutes to answer the 3 questions...

Was it enough? - NOT, obviously. Lapan puluh minit tu hanya mampu memuntahkan apa yang dihujung-hujung otak sahaja ya kawan. Kalau nak dig deeper tu memang tak dapatlah, unless memang dah stuck tak tau nak tulis apa.

Tapi harini yg menganggu saya bukanlah ketidakdapatjawaban saya didalam exam ya tuan2 puan2. Itu perkara normal..bukan sebuah berita hangat lagi..Harini saya mahu membebel tentang invigilators yang memakai baju fluorescent berwarna kuning yang mengganggu proses menjawab peperiksaan tadi ya kawan2.

baju begini, darab duapuluh orang. doink

Unfortunately today I was sent to sit at the most front. Jadi adalah begitu dekat dengan markas invigilators itu. Mereka ramai. Dan memakai baju kuning terang. Dan mereka mundar-mandir dihadapan saya owhhh sungguh annoying. Bayangkan anda tengah jawab exam lepastu maskot Digi ramai2 tengah nyanyi ~I will follow you~ di sekeliling. It's that annoying. Tak pikir yang bergurau senda lagi dihadapan itu lagi...Cissssss kau hang tuahhhh....Beta terganggguuu..beta hilang kosentrasiiiiii..marahnyaaaa sayaaaa....

Jadi pengajaran dari cerita, kalau ditakdirkan anda jadi invigilators, janganlah mundar-mandir tanpa arah. Lebih2 lagi kalau anda memakai baju kuning fluorescent. Jangan juga memakai kasut tinggi berkeletuk keletak dan bergurau senda ketika orang sedang panik memuntahkan jawapan diatas kertas. Jangan ya adik2..

Up next is pathology, dental physiology and scarryOSCE. Masa untuk menghafal nama encik2 microbe datang lagi~ Haih...cepatlah ini semua berakhir~

bring it own baby!

Happy birthday to my dear housemate soon-to-be (eh jangan terkejut. not now. later2 lah. in the end nanti smuorang pun nak kawen kan? tak salah kan? kan? kan?) Puan Anida...gagaga....Sorrylah sengaja tamau wish to save it for later. Selamat berjaya dalam kehidupan!

:)

:D

Musim peperiksaan adalah

waktu paling vulnerable
waktu paling sukar dalam hidup
waktu paling senang distracted with small things
waktu paling emosi
waktu when little things could lead to bigger consequences
waktu bila segala tak kena
waktu paling sukar nak concentrate in studying
waktu paling banyak nak pikir benda2 lain kecuali study
waktu rasa nak tukar eating preference to cannibalism
waktu hati paling kecil
waktu kepala paling besar
waktu mata paling basah
waktu otak paling bengap
waktu paling homesick

haih.

Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim, tenangkanlah hati-hati kami, permudahkanlah urusan kami.

trauma yg melanda, menikam-nikam jiwa, selemah ku lemah daku berserah >.<

Yg lemah dan mengharap,
NMS

hari ni hujan. takde pelangi :(
**edited. gaaah.....euphoriants ku baru bangkit.
waktu-waktu exam ni gua perlu manyiak dadah
so siapa2 jadi gua punye pusher, lu olang jangan stopkan gua punya supply ok
keep on injecting euphoriants to me
^^

Seorang perempuan yang dilanda kemarahan yang sungguh amat sangat

Oh.Em.Gee.

I am one really angry old woman today. I was anticipating a few items I ordered from ebay, and these few days I've been like the doorkeeper, kept on checking up the doors if there any items coming in (style sini takdak postbox dia masuk surat ikut pintu jaa...)

So this morning I heard a sound. Bunyi cam orang tolak tempat masukkan surat tu..After 2 mins, so I thought, oh let's check it out, mana tau barang dah sampai ke.

damn you surat penghilang mood seharian

To my disappointment I received this notice letter. HOI KEPALA HOOO KAMUUU ADA TUJUH ORANG KAT RUMAH NI CAMNE PLAK BOLEH UNDELIVERED. DEMMMITTTTTTTT! Problem is, TOGHER (THE DELIVERY OFFICE) IS LIKE FAR FARAWAY FROM MY PLACE OKAY..stttoooooopeeeeeddddddddd (cubaan mencerca skala lemah lembut)

I don't know whether it's my laptop sleeve case, or the keyboard protector or the external hardrive. It says it's a parcel from foreign so I guess it's either my laptop case or keyboard protector. Bought it at kinda cheap price (China mali, hofkos) tapi kalau gua kena naik teksi susah payah bayar mahal2 gi situ baik tak payahhhhhhhhhhhh..I really hope it's not my external hardrive because (1) I ordered it because it says the item is from UK. And I hope it is really from UK. And not China. Like really..kau kasi barang tak ori kat aku siappppp kau hang jebat.. (2) I needed that external hardrive quite badly. Vavviiiii laaaaaa...

I tried to call the post office but no one answered. stttttooooppppeeeeddd kau kata bukak pukul 730am bluekkk credit crunch ni tak mampu ke nak hire operator?????

Excuse me, I am one mad (angry, or crazy. any will do) lady today.

Choc dah tinggal separuh sebab rumah saya ada piranha. haha..tipu je.

Random picture : Ferrero Rocher given by our so-called neigbour in return for my help. That was months ago during our Winter holiday rasenye. She kinda broke in to our house (sebenarnya terlupa nak kunci pintu blakang. LOL) lepastu semua orang cuak2 ingat pencuri ke apa. So keep the story short we helped her get a taxy to airport and she bought us this nice chocs. Thank you!

wassupp?

Random picture : Re-introducing Damia, 7 months later. Super.Cute. Tengok tangan dengan pipi dia tu penyekkan nanti baru tau...

OKAYH LETS GET BACK TO THE DRUGS NOW. WARGHHHHHHH TENSIONNNNNNNN

Satu jatuh, ada lagi tujuhh

google "one down seven to go" keluar gambar ni..ada kaitan ke? hentam la labu..

So the first paper is done. How was it? Hurmmmm...MCQ was tough. Really.Like...really tough. Saja nak mainkan perasaan the 1st 2 questions was okay, but the other 10 was...erghh...tatau nak dikato. And the essay...I didn't expect her to come out with Sleep question AGAIN. Endogenous analgesia came out too...but I didn't answer that. And the 3rd question was very...urmmmm...I don't know. The scope was quite narrow. Functional unit of cerebellum with aid of diagram. Like one tiny diagram with fibers running here and there and it cost me 25% of the summer paper. How should that be eh?? But anyhoo I still answer that question despite the probability of getting good marks is so low because compared to the analgesia question, I THINK I have more things to crap in this question...

There. One whole paragraph dedicated for you neurophysio. Haha...Anyhoo overall the paper was not so good, not too bad. Judging from the absence of tears and absence of suicidal-giving-up feelings I'm having right now..I hope I did okay with that paper. Unlike you-know-what-paper lah kan. Ya Rabb, lembutkanlah hati pemeriksa kertas saya. Semoga dia menanda dalam keadaan senang hati dan bermurah hati memberikan markah yang banyak buat saya. Ameen...

Went to the faraway Neptune stadium (my exam venue) by taxy and went back home by bus from town. Singgah Ginos jap makan aiskrim bajet reward diri secara kecil-kecilan. haha..matilah kau baru abis exam satu je, tak kuar result pun lagi nak reward2 diri pula +___+

ketepi ketepi..gergasi sudah kemari

Next up is Pharmacology. 430pm Friday at Mardyke. I think I have to stop now and let the stimulation of my lower pons and medulla begins (cewwahhh ayat yo yo je...) I need to sleep off neurophysiolgy stuff to give way for the drugss, neurotransmitters, and segala whatnots in pharmacology getting places in my cerebral cortex and *hopefully* my long term memory now..

credit : http://stimulatedcomicproduct.com

Confession of a weak servant

From: Alpiah Haron
To: N
Sent: Monday, May 4, 2009 5:03:51 AM
Subject: Re: Exam dates

Waalaikumsalam dek,

Mak doakan adek boleh buat, YOU CAN DO!!

A very very BEST OF LUCK to you, dek!! Selamat STUDY!!

On Tue, Apr 28, 2009 at 10:38 PM, N

<nzra_007@yahoo.com> wrote:

Assalamualaikum mak,

Ni semua exam dates adek :

5 May - Neurophysiology
8 May - Pharmacology
11 May - Pathology
13 May - Dental physiology
15 May - Objective Structured Clinical Examination
20 May - Histology
22 May - Biochemistry
29 May - Oral Clinical dentistry

Wish me luck, Mak!

A simple reply from my mom made tears rolling down my cheek. Kau sebenarnya takut innit?

Yes, aku takut aku kecewa lagi.
Aku takut aku kecewakan dia
Paling aku takut aku kecewakan diri sendiri

Tuhan, bantu aku hadapi ini.
Terangkan mata, terangkan akal, terangkan hati
Kurniakanlah ilham, tenangkanlah diri ini
Permudahkanlah urusan kami
Berikanlah kejayaan kepada kami
Dunia dan akhirat.

"Have no fear, for Allah is with us"

Edited title to fit in the story : Kisah Hari Ahad

Good morning UPPER EAST SIDE, Gossip Girl here. Your number one source of the scandalous lives of Manhattan's elite.

Setelah hampir 2 minggu menyorok didalam rumah (pergi menghantar air kencing menaiki kereta tak dikira. itu seperti tidak keluar rumah sahaja. menyarung tudung, bermuka seperti tidak mandi naik kereta, pulang, 10 minit) harini saya bagai seekor Ravenous Zombie mouse di Mouseleum (mousehunt jargon disini, excuse me) keluar dari sarang..berjalan2 menunggang basikal yg sudah lama diketepikan..

rupe Ravenous Zombie Mouse. Tangkap ni dapat 5000++ Gold oh..

Destinasi cinta pertama ialah Balai Polis di Bishops*town yang tak tumpah seperti...urmmm...rumah biasa2 sahaja. Perlu melapor kehilangan purse yang dah berminggu2 lepas..So this is my 1st time in a Police Station...How was it? Urrmmm...not too good..abang polis adalah agak lambat menaip laporan itu (kadar satu perkataan satu minit) hingga membuatkan saya menghabiskan masa selama hampir 30 minit disana dah lah tak bawak nota tak bawak apa duduk melanguk membaca nota2 dilekatkan didinding balai polis kalau masuk peperiksaan takpelah jugak (=_=")

Usai urusan laporan saya lantas ke Wil*ton Shop*ping Cen*tre untuk membeli ubat mengantuk saya - sang kerepek pisang sambil menjalankan kegiatan speed window shopping (masuk kedai laju2 membelek barang dan berhenti pada yg benar2 berkenan betul2 sahaja laju2) Oleh kerana saya terlalu marah dengan urusan bersama abang polis itu saya pun membeli kek kopi (hahaha....ada kaitan ke? sukati laaaa...) awhh sedapnyieeee dah lama tak makan kek kopi (sekarang wany tgh makan kat blakang saye...ngahngahngah..) --> maaf perenggan ini saya berbunyi hyper sedikit.

Sebenarnya.....saya nervous lahhhhhhhhhhhh nak exam neh...Nervous2 tapi tak study. Haiyohh...exam saya banyak pukul 430pm...Itu waktu peak mengantuk tuu.Tapi saya adalah paling produktif pada pukul 630-930am. Jadi bagaimana? Takkan nak bawak kerepek pisang masuk time exam. Kang ada gak kena sumpit ngan rakan2 disebelah kerana berbunyi bising ketika exam.

not this kind of nervous

yaa..this is more like it..

Gagaga...kabut aku ribut lagi serabut...ok ok...laptop ini perlu disorokkan buat harini...Poyo je sorok2 laptop tapi nanti kalau boring2 bukak gak internet guna phone...Memanggg gigihh...kenapalah tak gigih cemtu dalam pelajaran?

Good nite. Kalu jupo bewok pade dale mimpi jange lupo wak sate. Hohoho...

Bang, seploh tahun dulu saya pernah beli kaset abang, tanak kongsi ke duit sejuta tu? *wink wink*

Today I learned that my attention span/focus span/concentration span lasts only about 3 notes, approximately 2.5 hours. ga ga ga...pepagi semangat bangun bukak buku meruap2 kalau keluar asap mungkin dah boleh trigger smoke alarm.

1st note, ho yeah semangat membarrraaaaaaa

2nd note, ho ho, we are holding on bebeyhhhh

3rd note, jai ho...eh, harini nak masak apa eh. urm...eh nanti nak buat apa aa...eh harini cam rasa nak gi balai polis aaa

4th note, ho...tak kauuu kata tanak bukak laptop langsungggggggggggg

I also realised (dah lama dah sedar) that at one point I really need to put something on my head to keep me focus and to ensure the stuff that I put in doesn't come out from the pores in my scalp (matilah kau...ada pores ke kat scalp? tapi rambut mesti keluar dari pores kan? kan Janet kan? kan? kan? kan?) Bila rasa cam ada ilmu leaking, I'll start putting towels on my head..wrap it around tightly....when I feel the towel starts to bug me sebab tak pin I reach out for my scarf. Wahhh bagus ni anak sapa lah neh....

masih jakun bersama camera yg dulu pun ada. kesian budak neyh...

kalau lah ilmu masuk tu boleh mengembangkan kepala and otak physically, kan bagus...sebab I'm pretty sure kepala saya akan leper selalu lantas menghantar alarm kepada my brain untuk teruskan belajar demi mengembangkan kepala seperti diatas..

Bebelan tak berasas - baik jangan baca

tiga orang budak cumel : iklan -iklan sapa mahu boleh letakkan harga lelongan anda

Hari ini badan saya sakit-sakit, lutut saya sengal-sengal

Lantas saya teringat pesanan seseorang untuk minum susu untuk menguatkan tulang

Saya turun, minum suku cawan kecil plain milk. Tahniah, anda telah menjadi seorang yang lebih baik dari semalam.

Kenapa yeh semakin hari semakin malas?

Whyyyyy??

Whyyyyyyyyy??

Harini juga saya sedar bahawa orang lain juga punya banyak masalah lagi banyak dari saya.

Jadi saya akan cuba kurangkan whiny kecuali kepada urm urm...urm...





Gambar eksklusif tak dapat di mana-mana

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan kami +__+

Presenting my Boo..

Finally, my baby has arrived. Ngeee.....I'm so excited!!

Am exploring her now. Oh and yes, it's a she. If you wonder how I put the gender of my things, the rule is simple. If they can multitask, they are definitely a she. Yeap...as simple as that..


Her version is a UK version. So I might need to take up some time before I could familiarize with the keyboard. And urgh....I'm still waiting for the protector coz for a clumsy person like me, anything can get stucked in between the keys. She's similar to babe, but with newer OS version..After some consideration, financially and stuff, I think I might just stick to this spec..takpelah nanti dah kerja and earn my own big monay baru la beli lain ye dok?? Boo costs rm1.5k cheaper than Babe (haha geli siot panggil camneyh +___+) and 160eu cheaper than the normal market price..such a grab innit? Harga dia lebih kurang cam other brands sahaja..


So the name has been decided, My Boo~
I'm one happy girl today. Thank you mom, thank you sugardedi, thank you Avesta UK Ltd :D
Boo, I hope you won't leave me and go commit suicide like babe does. I promise I'll take a good care of you okay?

Another ramble from nearly insane fella III

I don't know what has gotten into me....

But I am damn sleepy now. Isya' kul 11 lebih subuh kul 3 lebih so how?

panda gi hibernate perlu ke ikut??? perlu ke???

die la now die u lazy ass