Of changes that I despise but it will still happen

This summer is starting to feel so different with the past summers. Partly because I've lost my partner in crime so my activities are a bit slow here.

The first 2 weeks was a blast but now it's almost stagnant already. I wanted to ask some friends out, but some of them are tied up with commitments already. Some even have boyfriend fearing that I might go out with the girlfriend too much. LOL. Saya balik tiap-tiap tahun tak sampai 2 bulan pun how could I take somebody's out within that 2 months more than you have in that other 10 months?

Thank God I still have Wani who would still spend some time for me for movie nights. Itu pun dah bersyukur sangat-sangat.

Ahaaa..I sounded too much like a loser now. Gotta start doing something lah tomorrow!

I'm still here

It's just too many things are going around in my mind. Couldn't bring myself to come out with a decent post. Rest assured I'm doing alright. Hurmm..Pharmacology exam is up on the 8th. I've amalgam exam this Wednesday and I'm still trying to adjust things around me.


I'll be back when I've cleared my minds off,k?

It's not that bad, isn't it?

This few days, I've been training myself to always stay positive. I've been so stressful lately that I think I could do silly things anytime. Seriously. So I need to maintain the positivity...Macam selalu kena ingatkan diri......it's not that bad. It's not that bad. It's not that bad.


Kalau ada pasangan klinikal yang berperangai jengkel dan unfortunately kau sama kumpulan pula dengan dia maka akan memandang dia 4 hari dalam seminggu, mesti terus tabah dan gembira, pura-pura dia tiada, berborak dengan rakan kumpulan lain jika ada, pandang siling atau dengar iPod kalau perlu.


Kalau kau malas benar nak pergi lab, tarik nafas dalam-dalam, pergi mandi sambil bernyanyi gembira sekuat hati, fikirkan yang kalau datang sesi lab ini, kau boleh siapkan kerja cepat-cepat dan boleh ponteng di masa hadapan.




Tapi bila pergi ke kelas, kau jalan dengan aura positif menemani, kau cuba untuk senyum selebar hati, bertembung di tengah jalan dengan orang-orang yang dikenali tapi tak mahu lontarkan senyuman malahan berkerut pula, perghhh...jengkel..memang jengkel. Benci..memang benci.


Cork, Ireland.
Aku perlu lari sebentar dari tempat ni.
..............................................tapi kemana boleh pergi?



p.s : Post #19 di hari ke 18 Januari. Sah memang sah. Saya memang sah adalah stress >.<

Ultimate WTF dream

HELLO kawan-kawan. It's freaking 4.31am in the morning. I've to actually wake up at 5 coz we are supposed to leave for airport at 7 to catch our flight is at 9. (berapa banyak masa daa...) But I had really disturbing mimpi just now..


Saya mimpi saya bertunang! Gagagaa..It all seemed sooo real. Siap ada hantaran kek tu nenek saya bake kan. Sungguh WTF okay.


I don't know how to explain..but it is so disturbing that it woke me up...and get me to blog eventhough my eyes couldn't really open. Hahaha..


Anyway saya kat Dublin ni. Yesterday we had dinner at Korean Restaurant- Bonga. The food was quite nice..Kinda worth it, I guess.


Oklah nak mandi bersiap segala. Wish me a safe journey. Take care everyone :)

The Reasons

For :

• saya nak jumpa kawan baik before dia fly
• oh bukan tak bleh ke tempat dia, cuma mahal gila je tiket dia T__T
• saya dah start rindu makanan malaysia. lol
• saya dah gian gila nak karok.
  
• ibu kata sukahatilah (typical jawapan ibu sbnanye) tapi dia boleh support 80eu duit makan bulan 1. lol.
  

Against :

• saya rasa sangat bersalah kepada teman sepatut-travel-an. dah beli tiket dah pun kan kan kan? T__T
• saya akan kekurangan duit dengan agak drastik
• saya akan ponteng lab 2 session. perlu cari jalan nak buat exam composite awal (tp ada je yg buat awal jugak so no hal sgt)
• saya tak dapat shopping boxing dayyyyyyyyyyy

Yang runsing,
NMS

chenta kata chenta

buat masa ini, cinta saya fokus kepada Pathology dan 2pm dulu ya?

The atmosphere

...is too saddening man..too saddening.


Gotta keep my head up high and put on the big smile.


If only someone could have a special scanner to scan through what's on my head and what's inside my heart.


and if I could use the scanner on people around me


life would be easier...a lot easier!

Kiri! Kanan! Kiri!

Harini saya mimpi pelik.

Mimpi zaman sekolah dulu.
Kena masuk blok lelaki.
Cikgu paksa masuk kawad.
Pastu jumpa kapten-kapten. (saya dan rakan2 yang dipaksa)

Buat muka kesian kat kapten saya.
Kapten saya kasi lepas ;)

Persoalan disini, ada 5 kapten saya pernah ada sepanjang sekolah. Yang mana satu yang menjejak mimpi saya?

Hantarkan jawapan anda taip IRA NAMA KAPTEN ke 0123815005 :P

The end

Peluang datang hanya sekali
Dan bila ia pergi
It will just go

Sayang?

Pernah tak anda bangun mimpi dan sangat rasa kesan mimpi tuh.

Macam dalam mimpi anda sayang sama orang itu, dan bangun to an awkfard feeling yang anda sayang orang itu sama macam dalam mimpi.

Apa maksud ini?