April 27, 2016


If you don't know already, I'm a big fan girl of the X-Men. I can watch the movies repeatedly and still enjoy it.

X-men Apocalypse is coming out this May and I am so, so, so, excited. Tazzzabarrrr nak tengok. I know I will make a big fuss out of it nak tengok wayang paling selesa paling best paling awal paling semua lah. Hmm but wondering who would be my movie date this time.

Oh well, I can just go alone kalau takde org teman.

Soooo essaaiteddd

April 24, 2016

Of doa dan pasrah

All I need to do now is pray and keep on praying. May He sheds some light on my way. May He grant me the strength that I needed.

Whatever comes may, saya pasrah.

April 23, 2016

Off my braces!

I am off my braces after almost 4 years. Who would have thought eh? Ingatkan pakai setahun dua je. Still obsessed with my braceless teeth. Sikit-sikit nak tengok cermin.

However I am so annoyed with the retainer nak cakap pun susah. But I need to be compliant, kena istiqomah pakai. I'm a bimax procline case so chances for relapse is quite high. Senang cerita kalau tak pakai retainer ni nanti gigi gerak balik la. Gitu. Harap-harap la berjaya bertahan..

I still need to get my gingivectomy done..have to wait around a month or two till my gum settles. Cacat sikit gusi gigi depan tu sebab dulu penah patah gigi tu and dia macam intruded ke dalam my incisor. Takpela 4 tahun leh tunggu sebulan dua ni apedehal sangat la..

April 20, 2016


Untuk kesekian kalinya, haishk, stressnya banyak kerja.

When I choose my career, my innocent mind went to think all my work will revolve around patient and none of them would haunt me post working hours. Boy, I have never been so wrong in my life. Juggling this project in between seeing patients, my mind gets tired really easily. Kadang-kadang tu nak consult patient pun I lost words.

Being the lead of the project, I tried to make sure everyone is not..unhappy. Kau banyak kerja? Fine takdehal, saya buat. Takleh nak edit video? Takpe, saya buat. Slides kena amend? Okay saya buat. I just want this whole thing to be done and over with. The annoying thing about this project is the courses that I have to go. Last week ada satu. Next week there's one more. And I really hate courses, I'd rather be busy with my kerja hakiki than doing this. This will last at least until end of July. Lamanya la lagi nak hadap. Erggh..

Last weekend I had my escape trip down south. It wasn't a fun,suka-suki one I didn't even take a single pictures. It was more of a...entahlah I dunno how to explain trip. Had some catching ups with a few people. Well, this trip has taught me to be grateful of where I am right now. Had I stayed there, I bet I would be more depressed than ever. This also reminded me of someone who supported me the whole 2 years I lived there and for that, I am forever grateful to him. Didn't get to eat my favourite kacang pol, wanted to drag around Piqa here and there but she's 6 months pregnant. My 2 bestfriends that I apit dedua dah on the way to becoming a mommy, Alhamdulillah.

Missing someone but at the same time bengang jugak marah jugak. zzzzzz

April 17, 2016

I need my vitamin sea

Three years since I left Perhentian but still can't move on from its beauty. Initially I wanted to plan a trip there to go somewhere in April but for some reasons I had to scratch off that idea.

One day insyaAllah.