Pointless update

Resah gelisah remuk redam segala.


AGM is around the corner. Let's finish and settle this ASAP.

Exam pun around the corner. Takde plak nak finish and settle. *sighhhhhhhh


Dear sun, could you please come out a bit and brighten up my day?

Listen to my heartbeat

I should be happy for you. I really should. But why am I tearing up now?


I want to be there the day you going away. I want to send you away. I want to hug you before you go down the haunted escalator the same way you hug me the day I went away.


I'm happy that you've got a place. But I know I'll be missing you terribly.


To the one who always be there most of the time I need one. To the one who's place in my heart is irreplaceable. To the one whom I hurt with my words. To the one who'll be embracing a new journey in her life. I wish you luck.



*restraining myself from searching winter ticket*

Leadja in pink, we miss you hella much!

This is one hell of good news if it's true. Cmon boys just comeback already pls?


Am done with my prosthetic exam. today. Did an upper rim for the denture. Within 2 hours. Wasn't the best but at least I've tried hard. Dah pernah je buat dlm masa 2 jam last week tapi tak pressure sgt sebab tau tu bukan exam. Tapi tadi cam gelabah sedikit sbb we did that with the thought of exam in our mind. Hopefully Prof FA won't be too hard on us with the marking.


By the way here it is..the medal of DentCup. :D

now smile everybody =)

But wait wait wait..don't be fooled by the picture..the size isn't an average size of a medal actually..

Tadaaaa...

Two medals for this year, and more to come this coming AGM :P

Kekekeke..kecik je ah. But am still proud of our team.

Fangirl overload

Okay.


Mimpi ini adalah saya suke suke, jadi perlu tulis sini sebelum lupa.

Jadi saya mimpi saya, Wany, Jims and Izul (?!?!) pergi travel. Jalan2. Shopping2. Wany beli barang banyak sampai beg dia terkeluar. Hwahwahwa..



Oh tapi tapi tapi that's not the main point.


Main point is dalam mimpi tu 2PM ada buat performance jugak kat tempat kitorang pergi. And apparently taktau kenapa saya ada close contact ngan 2PM. Cam they told me their whereabouts and whatnots la.


Oh suke suke!

Lepas tu there was once after this performance saya call Chansung nak tanye how was everything. Chansung memang tak reti cakap English sangat so the broken Engrish was freaking real!


Oh suke suke!

Despite the unproductive weekend, this week kicks off with a pretty good start. Hopefully this will continue.

L-R : Kim JUNSU, Park JAYbum, Jang WOOYOUNG, NICHKUN, Lee JUNHO, Hwang CHANSUNG, Ok TAECYEON

Unfruitful weekend

I dislike this weekend. Did not do nothing much that what I consider as a weekend activity...except the bowling tournament we had today..Am glad I went to this event. Terlerai sikit stress di otak :)

3rd place
2nd place

1st place

Us

Anyway I've made up my mind for something. I just can't bring myself to continue with it anymore. I've been considering all aspects and sad to say the cons outweighed the pros. So it's time to put and end to this. It's not an easy decision I shall say. I love 'em. I love what I'm doing but, hurmm.. I don't know, I just...can't go on.


A new week is starting. I've practical exam tomorrow. Something big waiting this weekend. And I really hope I could make a progress with my studies this week.

Cork city at night. More pictures, of course at my (click and comment pls. pakai yahoo mail pun bleh comment kat flickr en? :P) --> flickr!

p/s : goodluck for your final dahlink. my prayers are always with you :)

Flickr-ed!

We won the dentcup. Yeeeeeeeaaaaayyyyyy! Final was against the 5th years. We won 1-0!


I just got a new toy today. After making research for about a week, I finally settled with this model.



Haihhh...story of my life. Tak pernah bersyukur dengan apa yang ada =S Anyway I'm so satisfied with the performance so far. Wide angle. A compact one.


And...with new toy, comes this new flickr account that I just explored today. Saje je nak abadikan gambar-gambar cas cun perasan sendiri cantek kat flickr. Jadi kelik-kelik lah my newly renovated flickr account :

http://www.flickr.com/photos/nzra/

Proklamasi Motivasi (heh?)

So much for the early preparation. Malam ni haprak tak buat pape pun :(


My clinical progress is so far so good. We are now restoring the teeth. Doing fillings and stuff. And to my surprise I can actually carve the composite quiet smoothly! Tak sangka! I thought I'll be having hard times restoring this teeth coz I suck big time in dental anatomy/tooth morphology. Alhamdulillah it all seems okay to me at the moment.

figure showing something like what I'm doing right now. The bottom part, that is.

/me hates winter. It's freezing. It's very energy consuming. It's always sleep-inducing. It takes good mood away.


One of the therapies of this so-called sucky winter Seasonal Affective Disorder is to check airlines website for tickets to go back home. Macam setiap kali stressss je terus bukak Expedia. Check the price...tengok mahal..then teruskan kehidupan seperti biasa.

1592USD? Around 1000eu? Takpelah..lupekan sahaja x__X

Now I really need motivation.

Spend your lazy,
endless crazy,
days inside my head...
You're so selfish,
you're not the only,
one who thinks he's dead...
I'm paid to smile,
now i'm on trial,
for what you think I said...
But I never said, that everything would be okay...
And I never said, that we would live to see another day...

Motivate me, I wanna get myself out of this bed.
Captivate me, I want good thoughts inside of my head.
If I fall down, would you come around,
and pick me right up off the ground?

I'm realistic, and narcissistic,
you say I'm selfish and absurd.
You try to change me,
try to save me, you say I'm gonna learn.
I'm so blind,
I'm out of time,
you're so unkind sometimes.
I never lied, I never lied, I never lied...
Cause I never said, that everything would be okay,
and I never said that we would live to see another day

p/s : I miss my girlfriends. Kawan-kawan aku cakap terang-terang ni, aku rindu korang. Korang rindu aku tak?

Tired of waiting

My boys' latest single.

기다리다 지친다... U Know?
I'm getting tired of waiting u know?
Kidarinda jichinda u know?

기다리다가 지친다 음~
I'm getting tired of waiting eum~
Kidaridaga jichinda eum~

U Know 넌 넌 내맘아니? 우~
Do you know how I feel?
U know nun nun naemamahnee? Woo~

기다리다가 또 지친다 음~
I'm getting tired of waiting again eum~
Kidaridaga ddo jichinda eum~

너는 아직도 날 기억하니? oh~Know
Do you still remember me?
Nuhneun ahjikdo nahl kiukhani? Oh~know


하루가 지나도 난 너를 못 잊어
Even as a day goes by, I can't forget you
Haruga jinado nan nuhreul mot eejeoh

한달이 지나도 난 너를 못 놔줘
Even if a month goes by, I can't let you go
Handaree jinado nan nuhreul mot najwoh

아직도 널 원한 내 맘을 아니? oh~Know~
Do you know that I still want you?
Ahjikdo nuhl wonhan nae mameul ahnee? Oh~know~


너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Nuhreul kidarida jichuh michigo

또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
Every single day feels like a year
Ddo haruharu maeilgachee ilnyunee gatgo

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you yeah~
Kidaridaga nuhl kidaridaga yeah~


금방이라도 니가 다시 올 것만 같고
It feels like you could come back any second
Geumbangeerado niga dashee ohl guhtman gatgo

뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Dweedoraseomyun dashee nuhreul bohl gutman gata


오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~
I'm going crazy being tired, I'm going crazy being tired yeah~
Jicheo michigo nan jicheo michigo yeah~


니가 올까 봐 또 참는다 oh~yeah
I'm holding it in, thinking you'll return~ oh~yeah
Niga ohlggabwa ddo chamneunda oh~yeah

너를 아직도 난 기다린다 oh~yeah
I'm still waiting for you oh~yeah
Nuhreul ahjikdo nan kidarinda oh~yeah


한달이 지나도 난 너를 못 잊어
A month could pass and I wouldn't forget you
Handaree jinado nan nuhreul mot eejeo

일년이 지나도 난 너를 못 놔줘
A year could pass and I wouldn't let you go
Ilnyunee jinado nan nuhreul mot najweo

아직도 널 원한 내맘을 아니? oh~Know~
Do you know how I feel? oh~know~
Ahjikdo nuhl wonhan naemameul ahnee? Oh~know~


너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Nuhreul kidarida jichuh michigo

또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
Every single day feels like a year
Ddo haruharu maeilgachee ilnyunee gatgo

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you yeah~
Kidaridaga nuhl kidaridaga yeah~

금방이라도 니가 다시 올 것만 같고
It feels like you could come back any second
Geumbangeerado niga dashee ohl guhtman gatgo

뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Dweedoraseomyun dashee nuhreul bohl gutman gata

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~
I'm just getting tired, I'm just getting tired yeah~
Jicheo michigo nan jicheo michigo yeah~


왜 이렇게 난 자꾸 힘든데
Why am I always in difficulty
Wae eereokae nan jakkoo himdeundae

머릿속이 복잡해 죽겠네
My head feels so complicated, I could explode
Muhreesokee bokjabhae jookgaetnae

기다리고 기다리던 나인데
Waiting and waiting was I
Kidarigo kidaridun naindae

아직도 소식이 없는데
But no word from you
Ahjikdo soshikee ubneundae

너 땜에 울던 내가 아닌데
There's no way I would've cried for you
Nuh ddaemae ooldun naega ahneendae

나 땜에 떠날 니가 아닌데
There's no way you could have left because of me
Na ddamae ddeonahl niga ahnindae

어째서 이런 내가 힘든데
And through this it's hard for me right now
Eojjaesuh eerun naega himdeundae

어떻게 지금 너무 힘든데
It's so difficult for me now
Eottoke jigeum nuhmoo himdeundae

일년이라도 난 기다릴거야
I'll wait even if it's a year
Ilnyunirado nan kidarilguhya

십년이라도 난 기다릴거야
I'll wait even if it's ten years
Shibnyunirado nan kidarilguhya

oh~난 난 난 난 난 난 난 난
Oh~ nan nan nan nan nan nan nan nan

기다리다가 난 지쳐도 좋아
I'm okay if I get tired of waiting
Kidaridaga nan jicheodo joah

너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Nuhreul kidarida jichuh michigo

또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
Every single day feels like a year
Ddo haruharu maeilgachee ilnyunee gatgo

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you yeah~
Kidaridaga nuhl kidaridaga yeah~

금방이라도 니가 다시 올 것만 같고
It feels like you could come back any second
Geumbangeerado niga dashee ohl guhtman gatgo

뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Dweedoraseomyun dashee nuhreul bohl gutman gata

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~
I'm just getting tired, I'm just getting tired yeah~
Jicheo michigo nan jicheo michigo yeah~

Pagi yang gelap, tak terang-terang

We won the 2nd match against 1st years today!!


Okeyh so lanjutan the first game before this, we were then put up against 1st year. It was scheduled at 4pm today at Mardyke but I had prosthetic lab till 5. But that's not a problem at all. Since our beloved instructor Mr JH is a super nice guy with great passion for sports cam memang takdehal lah dia nak release awal.


Tapi seksanya lah nak kena jalan laju-laju dari Hospital pergi ke Mardyke tu. Dahlah nak kena kejar classmate's pace. Irish nih jalan laju weyyhh..Dalam renyai-renyai hujan dalam sejuk beku tu rasa macam nak nangis pun ada....Tapi tidaklah saya tiba-tiba buat drama disitu kan kang tiba-tiba classmates cop saya freak ke ape pula.

nak gak tunjuk. Hospital to Mardyke, Google maps said 25 minutes walking. Lebih kurang dari KLCC nak gi Jalan Bukit Bintang kalau jalan ikut kereta nye route. wahh struggle kau nak explain.

*not related picture - the route I've been taking everyday from my house to CUH, 1.5km about 11 mins walking (according to Google Maps) Kalau dulu kat sekolah sukantara lari 1.5 km within 11mins dapat point tak?

Orait..onto the game. We played 6 a side game, for 15 mins each half. First half 1-1. 2nd half, still 1-1 and so my worst nightmare materialized. PENALTY WTFFGHJKLJHFUI! Dahlah sebnanye tengah tahan kencing since before pros lab lagi. Sejuk lagi. Nervous lagi. But thank God they are not so good with aiming into goals and we won by 2-0 (penalty kick). Takdelah heroin mana pun yang betul-betul selamatkan cuma 2 gol je. Lain diorg sendiri sepak melencong. Eh tapi time game heroin jugak ok berjaya menggagalkan beberapa cubaan.


So final, we are up against the final years. Harap-harap diorang taknak datang main. LOL.

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The weather is getting colder and colder nowadays. Dahlah cold, wet pula ini. Tak suka-tak suka. Hari-hari gelap mandomm je gitu. Nak *cuba* study pun susah sebab heater tengah bengongz. I'm now trying to prepare earlier for my coming winter exams. Sebab haritu exam patho result dah sampah habis, jadi I have to do a damage control. Ada 2+1 exam pula ini winter nanti. Combination of gloomy weather + freezing temperature + exam preparation is seriously not good at all so be prepared everyone I'm so allowed to get bitchy and cranky everytime I want now. So f off everybody who's trying to get in my way! Bwahaha..

Pandai baby ni lakonkan ayat di caption.

Countdown at 2PM's official website. Woooooooohhhh saja nak kasi jantung meletup berdebar sama dengan countdown ni kan?

F/O from my life

Zaman sekarang ni kalau marah kalau bengang senang je, delete je facebook orang tu.


I love my weekend. A peaceful one. Kalau boleh nak socialize pun malas. I just want to spend quality time by myself. No disturbance. Do whatever I wanna do. Stop thinking about the surrounding for a while.


Saya tengah belajar cara-cara mengcirrhosiskan hati. Sebab orang Islam tak boleh amik alcohol so tokleh lah nak dapat alcoholic liver cirrhosis. Jadi kita keraskan hati dengan bekukan daripada apape perasaan. Nak jadi apa pun jadilah weh secara perlahan-lahan malas dah nak amik kisah.