THE best!

2PM is THE best male group award...




and THE artiste of the year!





If you ask me why I'm so obsessed all over them, honestly I've no answer. Being 22 y old, and still going gugu gaga over boys band, I know it's quite embarasssing. But you know, when something really goes through your heart and not others', it's hard for you to make others understand, no?

Flood in Cork

Latest Update @ 2.06pm

hwarghhh kenapa kelas saya sekarang kat hospitalllll...kalau kelas saya still kat main campus dah cuti macam ni esok gak saya book tiket balik Malaysia. LOL!

Cork harini banjir! LOL LOL

Power off kat Dental Hospital LOL LOL

Class harini cancelled yeay yeayyyyyyy


WIll update more later later

Update at 11:16am!

Power is back on. *sigghhhh...But I'm still too late for clinics anyway. Nak pergi 10 minit. Nak tukar scrub 10 minit. Nak naik klinik nak prepare the chair 10 minit. Tak sempat....LOL LOL
I was on the way from Wilton Road when I received the text that the power is back on..memang tak pergi la kan...

Here's some pictures of the area affected. I wanted to go to the place near the River Lee. But unfortunately we couldn't even walk pass the Victoria Cross..

the area affected, just in front of Vic Lodge

How deep, you may ask..

Students from Vic Lodge (accommodation hall) had to be transported out by a truck! The buildings need to be evacuated and some of them were transferred to Engineering Building in UCC. ala ala pusat perpindahan banjir gitu. LOL!

These are images at town, credit to Irish Times

Tak sure apa street neh..

Patrick Street

The weather yesterday was one of the most horrible one eversince I came to Cork. Combination of continuous rain and wind throughout the day had restricted some of us to go out. Saya yang besar ini pun boleh ditolak angin cuba bayangkan! The rain only stopped later at night. As a result, River Lee burst its bank and most of the area in Cork is now flooded. Oh River Lee ni is the river sepanjang Cork city sampai area2 UCC semua. Sebab tu area2 situ banyak affected.

Classes at UCC are cancelled today. Our friends in Castlewhite, and University Hall are also affected. Mercy Hospital had to transfer the patient out from the hospital.


BUT I still have my class later on this afternoon because CUH is not affected. *sighhhhhhh Ni la dia bosan hospital atas bukit nih. LOL

Update at 1.47pm.

Nasib check henfon before blah. Class cancel rupenye. YYYYeeeaaaaayyyy! Happy weekend everyone! ^^

The hardest thing I'll ever have to do

So I think I've come to a decision. I think I might NOT going back this winter. Dah istikharah. Dah mimpi saya balik sekolah tengok rugby dan duduk kat asrama pagi tadi pun. Tapi..entahlah..


When I shared my dilemma on facebook, most of the people would choose travel over going back home. I don't know...I feel travelling just don't excite me anymore. Lagi-lagi tengok Europe ni..buildings buildings buildings and more buildings.


Nah ini untuk semua yang suruh sangat saya travel kesana kemari. This is for you all. Eventhough my heart is crying to go back home.


To all my SMSS friends, next year marks 10 years of our friendship did you realize that? I never regretted my decision to accept the offer to SMSS almost 10 years ago. The place where I learn the true meaning of friendship. The place where I met all my wonderful friends. I love you with all my heart.


To all my girlfriends. Thank you for staying there all this while. As much as I wanted to go back, things are just not meant to be for that, at the moment. How I wish you are with me now. Bleh gi jenjalan buat kerja gila. Kalau dengan korang, jalan-jalan kat Shah Alam pun boleh jadi happening :')


Jangan risau tahun depan I will think things thoroughly. Kalau saya nak balik saya akan plan awal-awal. Takkan susahkan siapa-siapa lagi..


Expedia, cepatlah naikkan harga. Biar tenang jiwa saya tak dapat tengok tiket murah untuk balik winter ni..Gosh I'm so sad!

till we meet again, sometimes later :(

p/s : I might just change my mind later. But for the time being, this is almost certain.

The Reasons

For :

• saya nak jumpa kawan baik before dia fly
• oh bukan tak bleh ke tempat dia, cuma mahal gila je tiket dia T__T
• saya dah start rindu makanan malaysia. lol
• saya dah gian gila nak karok.
  
• ibu kata sukahatilah (typical jawapan ibu sbnanye) tapi dia boleh support 80eu duit makan bulan 1. lol.
  

Against :

• saya rasa sangat bersalah kepada teman sepatut-travel-an. dah beli tiket dah pun kan kan kan? T__T
• saya akan kekurangan duit dengan agak drastik
• saya akan ponteng lab 2 session. perlu cari jalan nak buat exam composite awal (tp ada je yg buat awal jugak so no hal sgt)
• saya tak dapat shopping boxing dayyyyyyyyyyy

Yang runsing,
NMS

Studay studay studayyyy

Macam dah lama tak cerita pasal my progress in studies. Post2 lately ni, tak 2pm, jiwa kacau. Kekeke...

The studies are getting more challenging day by day. Macam banyak je at one point I don't feel like going to class and felt like giving up like that. I kept on arguing with myself to attend each and every classes and labs in order not to be left out...


OTL lab we are now doing resin composite fillings on mannikin's head. That's when things are starting to get more difficult. Like...when we are doing fillings on mounted tooth (gigi yang dicabut, lepas tu kita dirikan dia guna simen gitu lah lebih kurang) it's easy breasy cover girl~ Tapi when you are actually doing it in oral cavity, because :

• when you are doing the upper teeth, palatal side (yg sebelah dalam), you've to use indirect vision, meaning guna reflection dari mirror. Image kat mirror kan songsang. So cam selalu confused kiri kanan dia
• It's actually very tiring to use both of your hands. Like one of the hands holding mirror and the other holding the probe/fillers. Lepastu nak kena sumbat resin composite tu nak carve dia lagi!
• To sit in the lab for 3 hours, stretching out your necks and your back, omo omo omo...it's freaking tiring weh!

itu dia indirect vision. U actually have to rely on the image on the mirror to do fillings. susah wehhh...cuba try buat..potong rambut sendiri dekat cermin..agak2 konfius tak?

In prosthetic labs, we are now sticking out the teeth into the rim made. Before ni dah bentukkan wax tu jadi bentuk gusi kan..sekarang kena lekatkan lah gigi-gigi palsu diatas itu. I'm a bit left out in this session from my classmates because I had to miss one hour of the lab session twice for the football match. Tapi nasiblah our instructor, Mr JH is so nice and kept on encouraging us. Kena pula ahli kumpulan saya ini yang buat kerja laju-laju semua..mmg tertinggal habis lah saya si siput lembab ini. Tapi I'm glad I managed to catch up to be not so far from everyone..phew!

4 weeks ago bersusah payah bentukkan kepingan wax jadi bentuk ini

now we have to put on tooth onto the wax rim! susah juga nak dapatkan position gigi yang betul ya tuan2 puan2..

For clinical skills, I still haven't had my first patient yet. My lecturer is very organized that we had to go through everyting step by step.Last week saya scale gigi partner saya...and he said I'm his first dentist ever. T____T Agak-agak cuak disitu. Boleh bayangkan tak betapa banyaknya calculus yang terkumpul? Dah lah nervous, complex case pula ini . Mulut dia dah berdarah-darah and I kept on confusing between the calculus and the gum. JANGAN TAKUT SEMUA INI CASE COMPLEX SAHAJA AND BLEEDING IS NORMAL OKAYH. KEKEKE..SAYA TAKUT BAKAL2 PATIENT SAYA LARI INI :P

my "patient's" case is grade 3. Moderate yet still not easy to remove!

Haish...gotta keep on going strong. Mesti kena tabah mesti!

Help me to decide!

Throwing the burden off my shoulder

Tak tenang this few days and hence the short hiatus (eleh baru 3 hari tak tulis dah hiatus) Been contemplating whether to stay or to bid goodbye...



AGM is finally over, Alhamdulillah! Taktau macam mana nak cakap how thankful I am..but oh I'm so happy that I am through with it.


Honestly, I'm sad to leave the comittee. After 2 years of working for/with the comittee and community it taught me a lot of things. I learned how to think things thoroughly. How to plan. How to attract people. How to manage things. I am so glad to have been given the chance to do something like that. And with the people I'm working with, minus all the shits they are such a wonderful people.


On why I decided to leave..let this be a secret I'll never tell (XOXO, Gossip Girl!) Simply said, there are things that I'm not happy with and I don't think I can carry on with that anymore. I'm afraid I might just explode one day. I just couldn't be bothered anymore and wanna live a less stressful life.


All the best to the newly chosen (ke...decided? lalala~) committee.


p/s : No naughty2 things done this year and oh u people who think you won successfully, that's just simply because we don't do anything :)

Pointless update

Resah gelisah remuk redam segala.


AGM is around the corner. Let's finish and settle this ASAP.

Exam pun around the corner. Takde plak nak finish and settle. *sighhhhhhhh


Dear sun, could you please come out a bit and brighten up my day?

Listen to my heartbeat

I should be happy for you. I really should. But why am I tearing up now?


I want to be there the day you going away. I want to send you away. I want to hug you before you go down the haunted escalator the same way you hug me the day I went away.


I'm happy that you've got a place. But I know I'll be missing you terribly.


To the one who always be there most of the time I need one. To the one who's place in my heart is irreplaceable. To the one whom I hurt with my words. To the one who'll be embracing a new journey in her life. I wish you luck.



*restraining myself from searching winter ticket*

Leadja in pink, we miss you hella much!

This is one hell of good news if it's true. Cmon boys just comeback already pls?


Am done with my prosthetic exam. today. Did an upper rim for the denture. Within 2 hours. Wasn't the best but at least I've tried hard. Dah pernah je buat dlm masa 2 jam last week tapi tak pressure sgt sebab tau tu bukan exam. Tapi tadi cam gelabah sedikit sbb we did that with the thought of exam in our mind. Hopefully Prof FA won't be too hard on us with the marking.


By the way here it is..the medal of DentCup. :D

now smile everybody =)

But wait wait wait..don't be fooled by the picture..the size isn't an average size of a medal actually..

Tadaaaa...

Two medals for this year, and more to come this coming AGM :P

Kekekeke..kecik je ah. But am still proud of our team.