Gendang gendut tali kecapi

Tomyam + Telur bungkus + Sotong goreng tepung + Kerabu mangga + Kailan goreng belacan + Cucur badak + Sirap = HAPPINESS

A weekend fulfilled by loads and loads of food. Tak padan dengan perangai takde duit. Sighhh. I really need to stop acting like I have money when I don't. =S

Tapi penuh sungguh aktiviti hari ni. Pagi pergi picnic, petang "spring clean" bilik. Waceyh bajet dah spring kan jadi kena la kemas2. Tapi ni baru first stage. 2nd one will follow I don't know when. Maybe after I'm back from German...or maybe later. Lepastu sambung pulak masak tomyam and kailan for tonight. Lepastu makan malam dan borak2 mengarut sampai malam.

The downside of this weekend was my laptop's charger broke down. I knew it wouldn't last long but I did not expect that it would die today. Biasalah kan sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga. Biasanya time-time kita tengah sesak ni la macam-macam nak pakai duit. I had to fork out a large amount of money to buy a replacement. Another month to go for next scholar. Sighhhhh..marilah bertahan sebaik mungkin. Dengan nak pergi German lagi nanti...sigghhhhh

Harini daylight saving berakhir, maksudnya rugi sejam. Sekarang jam daylight pukul 1239am tapi sebab dia dah abis sekarang sebenarnya pukul 139am. Rugi masa tido tapi dah minum kopi tadi rasa macam tak ngantuk plak.

Tapi kena paksa tido jugak sebab harini macam bangun *quite* awal jugak rugi pulak weekend2 ni tak rehat2 next week penuh sebab ada kelas ganti.

With that, I end this crappy post with thank you and have a good day.

Rahandom Rahambles

Oh oh. Bangun pagi-pagi bergolek-golek diatas katil lagi 3 minit cukuplah satu jam saya bergolek-golek T_____T


This past few days I realized that almost every nite I will get mild fever and flu. Dah malam sikit nanti mula lah nak bersin-bersin, selesema sket pastu mata panas-panas. Tekak sakit sikit-sikit. Suara pun mmg dah lain skit lah.


At first my paranoid thought said it was the famous H1N1 tapi bile tengok people who spent time with me mostly chillax je tak demam ape pon so I am positive, oh bukannn..saya bukan kes ke tujuh ratus something-something. Eh tapi saya punya kawan adalah case no.21. Woot woot gile bangge ada kawan selebriti H1N1 we laff yu syahirrrr!


So H1N1 bukan. What could that possibly be? And so I came out with a theory.


Sebelum-sebelum ini selama 2 bulan ++ saya punya satu rutin tapi akhir-akhir ini rutin ini tak dibuat lagi. Jadi saya syak demam ini tanda menunjukkan immune system body saya jadi lemah pada malam hari kerana merindui rutin itu. HA HA HA. Apekah neraka yang saya karutkan ini.


Orait so harini nak buat apa? Oh tatau lagi. Mungkin saya akan memberukkan diri jalan sorang-sorang ke Summit nak buat specs. Daym serius rasa beruk gila jalan sorang-sorang kat Malaysia ni >.<


Tapi sebelum melangkah panjang, wahai diri sendiri marilah kita mandi dulu ye?

Idacaiberry!

Kepada Idacaiberry,

Memang TTM. Banyak je orang saya TTM. Semuorang saya TTM.









kepada bukan TTM, beta tunggu khabar berita dari kamu tak kunjung tiba, i nak merajuk >:(
takde smangat nak study...gaaaa...benciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Antara tiga darjat --> ampunkan ibu Kassim Selamatttttttt

Ya Allah....kenapalah malas sangat ni Sabariahhhhhhh *menangis sambil berlutut*

Last night after so-called Nida's birthday celebration, lepas kemas the pharmacology stuff into the file sikit2.. I straight away went on bed. Didn't sleep straight away..I was on that addictive website until I did not realise I fell asleep. Woke up at 3.29am to shut down mi Boo and slept again.

I was up by 5.45 am. And up until now I haven't even touched my book. Kau ni kenapa perangai macam ni???? Exam habis baru D.U.A. sayang....bukan tinggal D.U.A... I tidied up my disastrous room. Did my laundry. Senang cerita I did everything but studying lah kira-kiranya...mengapa ini mengapa????? Minggu depan ada 3 peperiksaaan Sabariah. Semua killergilekiller. Wanna be killed? U want? U want??

Oh it's kinda interesting how people answered my "How well do you know me?" quiz in facebook. Speshly when most of the takers would put cheese cake or chocolate cake as my favourite cake flavour. Saje je letak soalan begitu because I know people would tend to generalize girls = cheese or chocolate cake. Or to be more exact wonderbig girls pasti suka benda2 yang sinful itu. Eceyh ada kaitan ke padahal cake in general memang fattening pun +___+ Tapi salah, I loike Mocha. Dan saya adalah tidak memakani cheese cake unless you put very light cheese seperti pembuat kek terhebat saya selalu buat, iaitu cik Wany kukikuki -hubungi dia di talian 085122645 nombor terakhir teka sendiri (sila bayar aku untuk promosi ini) Dan untuk kek cokolat pula, saya adalah orang yang selalu mencegah mereka dari meletakkan cokolat yang berlebihan didalam kek. Atau saya akan mencadangkan perletakan serbuk kopi/mocha didalam kek yang dibebani cokolat yang dahsyat itu.

yummylicious!

Dan kepada Adilah yang tidak puas hati kerana merasakan saya suka A&W juga...Most of the drink listed are my favourites but the most favourite one adalah lime assam boi. Kat sini hanya A&W yang dapat dijumpai so I settled for the least lah..plus, saya tidak berapa menggemari carbonated drink, jadi pastilah minuman lebih sihat (ke?) seperti lime assam boi menang. Kerana itu juga saya memaksa ibu membeli juice extractor supaya boleh dibuat lime assam boi selalu dirumah arghhh dah terliur.

Tak dilupakan soalan untuk superhero yang dimana kawan baik saya adalah salah menjawab...hahaha *gelak kecil* I know one person yang takkan salah jawab soalan ini. Dia lah hero penyelamat fon saya dan hero penerbang MacBabe ke Malaysia. because I have Ultraman stickers on my phone and on my laptop. And he noticed. Saya juga mempunyai 2 keychain ultraman berserta koleksi sticker Ultraman dirumah. gagaga...

kenapa dia nampak retarded sikit disini?

Haa kau tengok tu kalau membuang masa memang nombor satu. Bawak2 lah bertaubat Sabariahhhhh...

Tak paham, jangan tanya.

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[Open]Bukak sekejap...

Assalamualaikum...

what lah you people, I am not closing my blog totally to public. I still welcome any of you who got extra time to read my ramblings...just give me your email address to me and I'll send out invitations. Simple sahaja. Look at my chatbox for reference...

I've got my own reasons to make it private temporarily :)

p/s : to be restricted again later today

Out yo psychosociopath

Some peeps had been messing around with the search engine with few disgusting keywords.

Are they...done intentionally just to tick me off knowing that I'll be checking out my blog logs --> who came here and how did they ended here etc etc.

Or are they...done just for fun coz they find it very amusing..

Oh and this is not the first time the keywords appeared. It happened a few times already.But because my irritability threshold is very the low now I just need to spill this out >.< hurmmm...

p/s : CORK ≠ COCK. Get your vocab right, people!

p/s : penat :(

I won't give up yet

Dear blog,

This is really tiring and frustrating. I really hope I can get over everything as soon as possible. I really have to keep this up in my mind. This experience is good. This experience is worth the stress. This experience is gonna be very useful when the time has come. This experience is good for my personal development. And all I have to do is just to keep it cool and put everything into places, slow and steady.

Dear blog,

The possibility of not being able to finish my revision really disturbs me. Coz I really haven't started anything just yet. With March approaching, the images of failing papers really scare me to death and distract me from settling whatever thing I am doing now. I want to move on. I want to pass everything smoothly. I. just. want.

Dear blog,

Wish me luck. I'll be back soon with happy stories and happy endings once everything is settled.


XOXO,

-Won't crack under pressure-

Jeritan kata hati

- I love love love love Chuck & Blair. Sweetness to the max. But why oh why Chuck must leave Blair?

- I hate exams. They make me cranky and wacky. 2 days to go...cmon cmon....

How they reached my blog?

Okay. Saya adalah tension kerana pakcik jiran decided to put on his radio/tv on a full blast. Very distracting. Very annoying. Tah lagu spanish ke zimbabwe ke ape saya pun tatau. Yes I loike music, but not when I AM STRUGGLING TO SUMBAT MY NEUROANATOMY INFO. WEH ANATOMY WEH ANATOMY I'M SUCH A SUCKER IN ANATOMY CAN U GIMME SOME PEACEFUL ATMOSPHERE OVER HERE?

Okeh sebab tensi, so I decided to mengadu to mi blog (alasan)

This is how people ended in my blog Part 2 :

Okeh this is from last week..
Syah*ir Ahm*ad Friend*ster Dub*lin -> Lemme make this clear coz the hits is so high with this keyword. Yes I have a friend who goes by that name. Tapi dia Ahm*ad Sy*ahir. And this is a blog not a friendster. And I never linked his friendster here.

nzrasuffian cork -> Oh hi! You are in the right place

nzrasuffian -> oh hi jugak!

www.the63s.blogspot.com -> oh do visit their blog. salah salah this is not their blog.

kemba*li cloth*ing, gal*way -> eh, never heard of it? so no, never blogged bout it too. thanks!

sk hicom -> ah yes, i'm a former sk hicom member. upsr 99. ketua pengawas summore (matilahh berlagak) may i help yu?

gen*ting f*irst wo*rld del*uxe ho*tel room -> the last time i went up Genting was January last year. (Refer to this post) I don't think I can still remember the rate tho. But the room was kinda small for a deluxe hotel room if this might help.

gambar emo -> ah i took it from google images too. so, sila2 lah amik..

n*n-kenken -> erks. erm..no idea, sorry!

nzra.blogspot.com -> hey u forgot my father's name~


Last month's hits
nzrasuffian cork -> hi! he he

Syah*ir Ahm*ad Friend*ster Dub*lin -> wahh over sampai 16 hits..refer to the aforementioned statement

nzrasuffian -> he he!

of hopes and desires -> yes, this is my blog.

iq*bal dan day*ah com.my -> err...i have friends with those names. but i didn't know they have their own domain! sorry, no info available!

nzra suffian cork -> hi again!

kadang-kadang -> also sometimes. yes, kadang-kadang saya hairan kenapa kadang-kadang masuk blog saya..

www.the63s.blogspot.com -> no, not here. there there.

face*book teng*ku at*ique -> atiqwaaa...they came for u but they ended in my belog..come and rescue themm

This week's hits

Syah*ir Ahm*ad Friend*ster Dub*lin -> weyhhh ape niiiiiiiiiiii???

nzra blogspot desire -> oh ya! hi!

of hopes and desires -> exactlyy.welcome aboard!

distance from summit usj to uitm shah alam -> ah okay. urm...depends on which route u take lar. I suggest u to take kesas highway menuju ke shah alam, keluar exit shah alam hicom, turn right. go straigggghhhhttttt. pass a traffic light. mcD on your right. 1st roundabout JVC amik pukul 9, straightt, pass giant sect 18, pass a traffic light, until 2nd roundabout, amik pukul 3, then go straight, 3rd roundabout, amik pukul 12 lagi..then straightt..sebelah kiri dah hotel uitm, then straight. walla uitm disitu! exact distance i dunno. takes about 20 mins if the roads are clear. wanna know the exact distance google map la dey

wah very the informative one! haha...oh i miss shah alam. i can remember exactly the route coz kalau mahu swimming gi situ. kan poozah kan?

why do dentists need to understand embryology -> aiyohh...external world ditanya, dalam blog ditanya. tension acik gayak gini. okayh, like this. during development of face, there might be defects that can be repaired by oral surgeon. cleft lip/cleft palate and all. so whether we like it or not we need to know a bit about embryological development. and to learn the embryology from scratch when in the end we'll be focusing only on the cranial/facial part is because we have to know where is the origin and stuff. so begitulah. hope this helps! (jawab cepat2 dlm keadaan tunggang terbalik sbb dah ngantuk)

sm*ss tereng*ganu 19*87 blog*spot -> no no no. wrong blog mate. i'm from smss, kuala lumpur.

bicy*cle di malaysia -> urm...i seriously dont know. but there's one bicycle factory near my house. can go there also ask them. eh anyway my bikey is made in malaysia tau! (nada bangga dan patriotik) and if u wanna go cycling try bukit cerakah. but be prepared the paths are very hilly tau. he he..

gym pu*sat akuat*ik daru*l ehsa*n -> urm, i went there for swimming only. sorry. it'll cost u rm2.50 for the outside pool and rm3.50 (rasenye laa) for the roofed pool (eh pelik plak ayat)

raudhah's family -> no no. i don't know any. a house named raudhah adelah!

rap*id prem*ium account -> yes, may i help u? ya it's helpful if u need to download a whole series or something. BUT the download allowance is only 2.66GB per day.

okeh people. this pakcik jiran sebelah is showing no sign of stopping at all. i think i may need to shut my ear with sthg and jump on the bed now! later~

p/s : HAPPYYY BIRTHDAYYYY SHERA, SYAHIR AND MOON!

Haa takde kerja la tu pagi-pagi jawab tag dengan semangat wey exam tak abis lagi aaaaa..

pic credit : http://www.ugotrade.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2007/12/tagged-copy.jpg

by Kak Aina (eh atas ni bukan dia :P)

7 facts about me.

- a second year dentistry student.

- have a final exam next week and yet still wasting time on the net and the blog har har

- a reverted (this word is so similar with pervert that i am getting confused ady) online shopping addict

- a second child of two (eh betul ke ayat camneh?) the only daughter of Mrs Alfiah and the late Mr Mohammed Suffian (random fact : nama bapak saya agak panjang untuk dieja especially ketika sedang mengejar masa menulis jawapan didalam exam. dahlah kena tulis surname dan hitamkan (yang macam hitamkan jawapan MCQ dlm OMR paper tu) satu-satu huruf. Abang saya nama Mohammed Redza Yusoff bin Mohammed Suffian lagi panjang har har. Mesti selalu tak rempat tulis nama sendiri dalam exam. Terima kasih mak bagi nama pendek-pendek (I used to question her why lah my name so simple one) eh panjang plak bracket ni)

- lives in Tmn Bkt Saga, Shah Alam, Selangor i mishh u Shah Alam chupa chupa chupss. My house is next to the Proton factory and surrounded by another few factories. I guess if u open up my lungs memang dia pun dah tegar dengan asap-asapan (bukan acapan) Eh saya mana ada merokok la! (la la~) Saya belikan rokok untuk orang adelah (Pa, bile nak amik rokok kau nehh?)

- craving for kueteow goreng / charkoeyteow pacik botakkkkk. harap-harap sempat balik untuk SMSS 10's tahun ni nak makan char koeytiow sambil mengusha org bermaen rugby eh kenapa lately saya gatai ni?

- pagi-pagi bangun buka fesbuk. Stumbled upon someone's photos and found out his face has similarities with Denny Duquette (tamau kata resembles tu kata cam sebijik sangat pulak) Haih..the old memories kembali. Just an excitement of immature romance feelings. Dah lama takde perasaaan itu. Har har...oh read :

Kuakui, tubuhku melonglai
Sempatku memuji dalam hatiku
Jangan fikir aku kan mencinta
Ku hanya kagumi, hanya memuji

eh ini jawab tag ke writing a full post ni?

6 unspectacular quirks:

- have a very low span of concentration. situasi : sedang menelaah buku fisiologi sambil menutup laptop untuk menahan dugaan online. 5 minit membaca, tiba-tiba saya mengerling ke arah laptop dan menjadi rajin untuk membersih dan mengelap laptop. dan 10 minit yang seterusnya, saya kelihatan sedang bersungguh-sungguh mengelap laptop. tak online pun boleh terbabas-babas T__T

- a low profile online stalker har har yet a semi-professional one. Now that I've made the announcement, I may need to take off the low-profile status. :P

- can be very screwed-up during exam period. one moment happy the next one moody. so the very unstable one.

- a very impulsive online shopper (situasi : eh memory card fon dah rosak. urm, nak beli baru lah. masuk ebay, check price, compare things, -->COMMIT TO BUY --> PAY. gile punye olang) but the total opposite when it goes to real shopping. takes me ages to decide whether to buy or not when I go shopping. ngehngeh. can ask me mom and my fren oso. selalu menjadi mangsa.

- very indecisive.

- weyyy dah takde idea

7 persons to tag...

- fuzah
- ida
- epul
- fiqaho
- fadzrul (just checkin whether he still reads my blog)
- muhamad albab
- urm..piahzadora har har

okeh Greys Anatomy ep.10 sudah siap! Later peeps~

Is trouble a friend?

Trouble will find you no matter where you go, oh oh.
No matter if you're fast no matter if you're slow, oh oh.
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh.
You're fine for a while but you start to loose control.

He's there in the dark,
he's there in my heart,
he waits in the winds
he's gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh.
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh.
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh.
So don't forget as you ease on down the road.


So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm.
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel.
And how I try to make him leave; I try.
Oh Oh I try!

p/s : I'm currently up-to-date with all 9 episodes of Greys Anatomy Season 5 all thanks to the uploaders and RapidShare :)

Oh oh! Exam is a friend, Oh oh!

Rainbow? Is that you?

The weather has been so unpredictable for today.

Earlier this morning the sun was shining brightly. Nyaman je..Wany and I went merempit to Lidl (a supermarket) to shop for our groceries.

Tapi kusangkakan, panas berpanjangan..rupanya gerimis..rupanya gerimis mengundang-hang-hang-hang (nyanyi dalam nada Zamani dalam Slam, tenkiu)

On the way back, with our back loaded with vegetables, cooking oil, milk, nan bread, and segala whatnots household thingy..we had to cycle against the strong wind.

A few minutes after we reached home, it started to rain.

Continued with stronger rain for about urm..10-20 minutes?

Not long after that..

(nyanyi dalam suara Ning Baizura. Yes, Ning Baizura. Tiada Siti Nurhaliza dibenarkan)

Mentari keemasan
Indah menyinar bumi
Burung bersiulan
Meniti pelangi
Ombak berlari-lari
Menyusur pantai impian
Membawa bersama
Misteri seribunya cinta
Engkau dan aku
Ada punya persamaan
Bagai alam diciptakan
Saling bergandingan
Berputik cinta asmara
Mekarnya berbunga
Menghiasi ruang taman hati ini

pemandangan luar bilik, when suddenly I saw something

Weeee......rainbowwwwwwwww...i've been searching for u!!!

(boleh lagukan mengikut Sudirman, Asheed of Def Gab C, or Faizal AF4 wtf??)

Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi
Kegelapanku

Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung
Bersamanya...

( korus )
Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini

Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
Pergi jua...

(ulang dari korus) --> jangan tak ulang okayyy!!

menangkap gambar rumah jiran depan rumah. jiran kah? jiran kot. cam kaya je jiran ktorang. ada anak hensem tak?

pandangan dalam bilik.

As the lyric said, kau pergi jua. Not long after that, it started to rain again. And stopped. And rain again. For few times. Haiyohh apakah Cork, apakah?

p/s : terimakasih kerana sudi meluangkan masa membaca saya merapu.

Nah saya hadiahkan lagu best


cam 4u2c kan...muahahahahhaa..

Preserving the positivity (and I am still searching for the rainbow)

Dear mom,

I miss you. I miss your kuetiow goreng. I hope you are doing just fine. I wanna go back home. huuu..

Dear brother,

How's your wedding prep? I hope everything goes well.

Dear room,

I miss your massive space and your massive destructions. I hope I'm sleeping on you now, my comfy bed.

Dear Fuzah,

I hope time flies faster. I hope you could come anywhere nearer so I could always run to you whenever I need someone to talk too. Then we can go shopping together2.

Dear Ida,

I hope your mom could send you to my place faster.

Dear Chemi, Wani, Zack and Zairin,

I miss all of u dearly. Bile lah kite bleh nak menggila-gila lagi?

Dear Wawa,

Cepat lah winter.

Dear myself,

I hope you can stop thinking now and start studying.

Dear rainbow,

where art thou?



p/s : BE Positive positive positive positive positive positive positive positive

p/s/s : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS DIAHLICIOUS AND MR REDHUAN. MAY GOD BLESS THE BOTH OF YOU :)

Saya nak taco chips yang tidak berkambing. Mahuuuuuu...

ni nama dia hot water bottle with cover aliyah ngan adilah kasik saya sebab saye suke sakit perut (saya tak suke sakit perut sbnanye. tapi perut yg suke sakit.). schweet tak diorang...hahahaha..tengs korengs.

Jadi seperti biasa hari ini saya bercerita lagi (minggu ni mood nak bercerita)...

I woke up as usual. Check out the net..Being bombarded by emails of the thing that nearly makes me go insane this week...which I'll blog later when everything is done.

And I was surprised to find out that this week is my group's turn for the Communication Skills Training. Nasib dah letak reminder dalam phone..haiyohhhh..so I had to cancel my plan to go kecebur kecebur at Mardyke. Siap-siap ke kelas semua...

I went to class as usual. This week we discussed about "Culture and Perception", which should be interesting lah kan. When we were discussing about Perception, our lecturer gave us two different photos. 2 models, one is plus size and the other one is the typical skinny model. We were told to explain what can we describe the models from the photos. Their lifestyle, image, eating habits etc etc...What amazed me was...how they judge the plus size model over the typical model. One of the point being raised was, we cannot really judge their eating habits from their sizes coz the skinny model may eat like a horse but still end up..being skinny while the plus size model may have different metabolic rates, genes eventhough they don't really eat that much..

sekadar gambar hiasan..

Menarik kan? I think if the same photos were given to urm..people of our country they would go.."eh gemuknye yang sebelah tu. model jugak ke??" "makan banyak ade hati nak jadik model" and etcetera..Hurm..this is some of the points to ponder and reflect jugak..

Moving on after the CST class I rushed to Boole Basement for our Histology class. Bottom line is B.O.R.I.N.G. heheheheh...

After the histology class..I was kinda in dilemma. To go to gym or to go to Wilton Shopping Centre. So I leave it to destiny to decide my destination. If I wait at the bus stop and the bus comes no later than 10 minutes, I'll go to Wilton.

gambar hiasan jugak lah!

Amazingly the bus came after only 2-3 minutes I reached there. BUT. heheheheh...the bus was full. So I guess this is a sign for me not so waste my money again lah...So to Mardyke I go..

BUT BUT BUT...On the way back from Mardyke to ma home sweet home..I accidentally stopped by at Fusion Cuisine coz I had this taco chips craving since last week. Sinful - I know..Gemuk - I know. Sia-sia je gi gym - I know. Diet konon - I know.But I just cant help it. Ngehngehngeh..While waiting for the taco chips AGAIN, I accidentally bought a cone icecream. Ish ish ish ish....ape nak jadi nihhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Tapi kan best tau berjalan pulang sambil makan icecweamm..tak rasa jaohhhh pun....hehehehhe..

Back at home, I was so dissappointed when I found out the taco chips was a combination of CHEESE and minced LAMB. Oh tidak. Kalau nak rasa pening semalaman..ha cubalah. So I digged out the fries and left the cheese + lamb to my housemates. Betul la bak kata pepatah..if u cannot go slimmer, make everyone else fatter. hahaha (pepatah buat sendiri)

makan fries dan sos lingham. aum sedappp..tapi ade bau-bau kambing lahhh..kenapalahhhh kambing yang murah disini...banyak kambing sangat yeee

hahahaha that's all from now. minggu ni minggu pening so in full blast of crapping....

P/S; Al Fatihah buat Arwah Tok Aman (datuk saudara saya) who passed away yesterday, 4pm Malaysian time. Semoga dia di tempatkan di kalangan orang-orang beriman. Amiin..

Hari Busuk Sedunia

Today I woke up as usual..

Went online and checked for something..

And I felt like giving up again and again and again...

But the next second I had a deeper thought. Tried to absorb everything and surrender to whatever they are doing. I had enuff. Buatlah apape and I'll try to make things better for myself..

I opted to resort my heartache to something healthier. Something that doesn't involve anyone else. Just me myself and I.

So the day of Hari Busuk Sedunia starts...

The only place in my mind that can ease my stressfulness is none other than Mardyke aka the gym. Since I've got no class today, I decided to extend my steps (memanjangkan langkah?) to town.

Tapi satu persoalan timbul....perlukah saya membawa baju salinan untuk ke town setelah ke gym? Huerm..

So without a morning shower (hey hey saya mandi selalunya DUA kali sehari ok. lagipun rugilah kalau mandi pagi nanti mahu bersenam berpeluh lagi..), I put on my clothes and walked to Mardyke..

muka terlebih masam.

right or left?

And I arrived Mardyke at about 11..(kantoi bangun tak pagi sangat sebnanye). Went to the female's gym. Turn on my iPod, created a world of my own, and worked out my unfit body, surrounded by a few old ladies yang sedang melakukan latihan fitness. Yes. Old ladies of the age 50s-60s-70s, in the GYM, doing some fitness steps. A rare sight in Malaysia bukan?

tangkap gambar laju-laju sebab segan. hohoho..

After 45 mins or so I left Mardyke to town. WITH MY GYM OUTFIT AND WITHOUT SHOWER. Hehehehhe..at that time I could only pray that all Malaysians would be attending their classes/hospital attachments and be at anywhere else but not town. Segan la den..Kalau Irish takpe diorang dah biasa pegi mana-mana pakai tracksuit je..

After 2++ hours and 2 bags of miscellaneous items, I finally reached home.

Up until right now, while I am typing my blog, I still haven't had myself in the shower just to preserve the gist of this Hari Busuk Sedunia so I can get the feeling to write this post better (alasannnn). Ngehngehngeh..

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

Not productive

I havent been to the gym

I am so lazy

I haven't done anything productive except calling Mak Semah

Wuhuuuu..everything's confirmed. Now I need to search for places to go around in Swiss and France

And how come I am the last one to know...Cik Lin dah almost 8 months?!?!??!!?

Yeayy....new baby in the family...it's been so long since...huerm...lemme think...since Fariq Imran?? Eh ke Afrina Maryam?? Owh I lost track already..

And Cik Pi's & Cik Imah's next! Aaaa...Alhamdulillah..the family is getting bigger..I loike!!

Oh I really miss everyone!!!!!!!!!

Next thing coming up today...going to town and also Dr Shidi's house. I MUST find time to go to gym somewhere in between. Cannot lose the momentum wehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Announcement

I hereby declare that I :

• am freakin' nervous to the max
• can't wait for tomorrow
• miss going to the gym. Oh Mardyke tunggu daku!!!!!
• am so excited for the Easter holiday
• can't stand reading any nerves or muscles anymore

Apa Itu Kekasih Gelap?

Kumencintaimu lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
Kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Kutahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu
Waktu yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang kucari s’lama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
Mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
Kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
Kekasih gelapku…

Semalam kekasih gelap saya call pukul 1.47am. Like...what the fish? My maxis phone rang (si putih) to its maximum volume, purposedly tuned for its alarm function but little that I know it'll be disturbing my sweet sleep.

And I put it off. As much as I wanted to talk, I think I need my sleep more. As much as we haven't talked since ages, I love my good night sleep more. heee....

A friend has once asked me what is kekasih gelap? I told him to go figure himself. Refer to the above lyric and make ur own judgement. I've even highlighted some points to ponder..Here I list down some options for u :

• kekasih berkulit gelap. mungkin dari Botswana?
• lelaki/perempuan simpanan
• org yg hanya dihubungi ketika gelap (e.g pukul 1.47am)
• org yg rase nak call, call la...tanak call..tanak laa
  
• ...
• ......
• ........

oh dah takde idea.....anyone have opinion?? but one thing for sure, I don't wanna be the kekasih gelap. I want to be the bright one. One fine day, I hope I found my very own Mr. bRIGHT :)

Ahh....this anatomy test is seriously eating me inside out!!!

p/s : megi goreng saye skett lagi bleh same ngan mamak ABC. Wa caya sama lu!!

Just an another update

I'd like to give myself a pat on the back for finishing the 19 lengthy anatomy subtopics in 2 days but I'd also like to give myself a big smack too for going to sleep right away after I finished the last topic and lost the momentum. And now I've been stuck on the net for few hours already *sigh*

As for my favourite quote of the day...what's for dinner...what's for dinner. Been waiting for "the" nasi beriyani haha but it was to no avail. No sweat la wa tau smuorang tgh stressed up with the exams. =P And been offered to join-order Indian Moon - our one and only "favourite" take away source. Haha...would love to. But I am kinda in broken state so..orang miskin buat aa care orang miskin kan... *sobs* If my mom know she wouldn't mind me spending money on food coz I know she wouldn't let me go starving. No wonder la anak dier membesar dgn sehat bagaikan juara kan X_X

No fancy pictures today. I didn't go out from my house at all. Except when I walked few steps upstairs to Wany's place. Embraced myself to stay in the hellish place. Tidied up my place...and wallaa...suitable for study :)

Ahh...better disengage myself from this addictive net. Need to get going for my second round of anatomy. Orang sedikit bebal sperti saya pastilah terpakse baca berulang-ulang. Ape mau masak ini malam? Makan megi goreng dah aa....

gambar sekadar hiasan. tak masak pun lagi....
rindunye Mamak ABC!!!!