May - the month of beautiful people

May is definitely a month where gorgeous people are born. I'm yet to give a proper shoutout to these people :-)

May 29th :

Nadiah - my first friend ever in SMSS. Back in the year of 2000, at Dining Hall we met. She was my classmate of 3 years. Always somewhat cengeng but otherwise a very cheerful, energetic girl.

Aliyah - my classmate back in KMB as well as my college mate and ex housemate. Teman stay up, teman berRedbull and teman menggoreng cekodok at Laburnum. I definitely miss the FAT moments in Laburnum :') I can still count on her if I need someone to talk to.

May 31st

Ida - my bestest friend forever. My cheerleader, my lending ears. A person whom I always turn to for opinions. I can't wait for our Indonesia getaway. Ya Allah, semoga apa yang kami rancang dapat berjalan dengan jayanya :')

My wishes to them, may Allah bless them, with happiness, healthiness and wealthiness. Semoga berjaya dunia dan akhirat :)

As for this one particular person, I can't really wish him the same as the girls. I just hope Allah place him di kalangan orang beriman. Ampunkan dosa-dosanya, kasihani dia seperti mana dia mengasihani kami sewaktu kecil dulu.

For the man whose birthday I never really get to celebrate, whose presence I've always been longing for. I really miss you dad!

May 18th.

Happy Birthday Mak

R-L, Mommy, Mak Semah

Happy birthday to the greatest person in my life. I fail at delivering my love through words so I shall just utter this three words that could summarized everything - I LOVE YOU mak!

Yours Sincerely,

Adik

Apresiasi tanpa noktah

What I got for myself for my birthday

What Kak Diah and bro got for me for my birthday

The best gift would go to my mom..for giving me chance to puasa kat rumah, eventhough only for a while.

I'm a happy girl.

Thank you so much Mom, Bro and Kak Diah :)

Being twentytwo

How does it feel being twentytwo?

A mixed feeling of happy, sad, scared, anxious.

I've lived for 22 years, what have I achieved so far? Can I be proud of what have I done?


Honestly, I never thought I can go this far. I am neither a top scorer nor the bottom equipper yet I could still sit and stand where I am now. But this is still not enough. I still have too many flaws in this department. I still need to double up my effort. Should I continue doing what I am doing now, my life would go totally out of track and I'm gonna crash into pieces!


However I am still the biggest loser in the other department. Tipulah kalau kata saya tak risau. I'm 22, single and are surrounded by friends who are happily "coupled". Mungkin 22 nampak muda tapi for the next 3 years I'm gonna be surrounded by the same person that I am for the past 2 years. Celah mana pula mahu bertemu jodoh pula itu? And without realizing I might be reaching 25, partner-less (?) OMG typing this pun dah rasa sangat depressing apatah lagi melaluinya sendiri nanti T___T


Wah ni kenapa ni emosi sangat ini. hihihi..biasalah orang dah tua-tua..

A girl can only dream eh?

Dua-dua

Happy birthday to me :D

22. boy oh boy 22!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tahun lepas I had triple celebration. Tahun ni one small celebration will do lah. Thanx to my girls kerana berada disini.


Tapi..tapi saya bitter kerana dari siang tadi dah excited nak makan William.....tahun lepas bersama rugby angels makan di William...tibe-tibe tak menjadi ini malam. Baru nak jadikan William ritual birthday saya. hahah..


My wishes :

• May Allah ease my way to the coming years. 3rd year especially, 4th year and 5th year...done with that, go back home and serve my country, insyaallah
• Semoga sifat malas saya dapat dikikis sedikit sebanyak bersama lemak-lemak di badan (wish yang kill 2 birds with a stone. LOL)
• Semoga dikurniakan that someone yang right for me. Am no searching for Mr Right. Just searching the right one for me. Itu sahaja.
• Semoga my mommy and my brother and all my family members dikurniakan kesihatan and will be there to witness my success, insyaallah
• wish tambahan : nak the real Fahrin Ahmad wish, boleyh? hahahhaa..over kau nyahh
  

Goodbye 21 :(
Welcome 22 :)

Dua dah benam, tinggal lagi enamm

So today it's our phamacology paper. 90 minutes, 3 essays to be done. At first I read the questions, I was kinda dumbfounded because the questions are slightly different from the past years. I mean, memang lah takkan nak sama exactly dengan past years kan tapi ini the way the questions requirement cam, aih, lain la kire-kirenye. Being indecisive as always, I spent about 10 minutes to choose the questions that I can crap more. So I was left only 80 minutes to answer the 3 questions...

Was it enough? - NOT, obviously. Lapan puluh minit tu hanya mampu memuntahkan apa yang dihujung-hujung otak sahaja ya kawan. Kalau nak dig deeper tu memang tak dapatlah, unless memang dah stuck tak tau nak tulis apa.

Tapi harini yg menganggu saya bukanlah ketidakdapatjawaban saya didalam exam ya tuan2 puan2. Itu perkara normal..bukan sebuah berita hangat lagi..Harini saya mahu membebel tentang invigilators yang memakai baju fluorescent berwarna kuning yang mengganggu proses menjawab peperiksaan tadi ya kawan2.

baju begini, darab duapuluh orang. doink

Unfortunately today I was sent to sit at the most front. Jadi adalah begitu dekat dengan markas invigilators itu. Mereka ramai. Dan memakai baju kuning terang. Dan mereka mundar-mandir dihadapan saya owhhh sungguh annoying. Bayangkan anda tengah jawab exam lepastu maskot Digi ramai2 tengah nyanyi ~I will follow you~ di sekeliling. It's that annoying. Tak pikir yang bergurau senda lagi dihadapan itu lagi...Cissssss kau hang tuahhhh....Beta terganggguuu..beta hilang kosentrasiiiiii..marahnyaaaa sayaaaa....

Jadi pengajaran dari cerita, kalau ditakdirkan anda jadi invigilators, janganlah mundar-mandir tanpa arah. Lebih2 lagi kalau anda memakai baju kuning fluorescent. Jangan juga memakai kasut tinggi berkeletuk keletak dan bergurau senda ketika orang sedang panik memuntahkan jawapan diatas kertas. Jangan ya adik2..

Up next is pathology, dental physiology and scarryOSCE. Masa untuk menghafal nama encik2 microbe datang lagi~ Haih...cepatlah ini semua berakhir~

bring it own baby!

Happy birthday to my dear housemate soon-to-be (eh jangan terkejut. not now. later2 lah. in the end nanti smuorang pun nak kawen kan? tak salah kan? kan? kan?) Puan Anida...gagaga....Sorrylah sengaja tamau wish to save it for later. Selamat berjaya dalam kehidupan!

:)

:D

Haaaaappppyyyy burrrpppdaaayyyyy Eeeeeeepppppoooooollll

Dear Epul,

I know lah you busy busy here and there thesis thesis but why lah you don't send news to me nemore?

Anyway a very very happy birthday hope hope you'll have a good years ahead. Go go with your thesis and classes. Don't go cirit-birit anymore. HAHAHAHAHAH..

Luff,
nadz

I AM (overall) COMPETENT OH THANK YOU ALLAH!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Mari2 kita baca selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

صَـلَّى اللهُ عَـلَى مُحَمَّد صَـلَّى اللهُ عَـلَيْهِ وَسَـلَّم

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يَا نَبِى سَلاَمُ عَلَيْكَ يَا حَبِبُ سَلاَمُ عَلَيْكَ أَشْرَقَ الْبَدْرُ عَلَيْنَا مِثْلَ حُسْنِكَ مَارَأَيْنَا اَنْتَ شَمْسُ اَنْتَ بَدْرُ اَنْتَ اِكْسِيْرٌ وَغَالِى يَا حَبِيْبِي يَا مُحَمَّد يَا مُؤَيَّدْ يَا مُمَجَّد

يَا رَسُوْلُ سَلاَمُ عَلَيْكَ صَلَوَاتُ اللهِ عَلَيْكَ فَاخْتَفَتْ مِنْهُ الْبُدُوْرُ قَطُّ يَا وَجْهُ السُّرُوْرِ اَنْتَ نُوْرٌ فَوْقَ نُوْرِ اَنْتَ مِصْبَاحُ الصُّدُورِ يَا عَرُوْسَ الْخَا فِقَيْنِ يَا اِمَامَ القِبْلَتَيْنِ

مَنْ رَأَى وَجْهَكَ يَسْعَدْ حَوْضُكَ الصَّافِى الْمُبَرَّدْ مَنْ رَأَيْنَا الْعِيْسَ حَنَّتْ وَالْغَمَامَةِ قَدْ اَظَلَّتْ عَالِمُ السِّرِّ وَاَخْفَى رَبِّ ارْ حَمْنَا جَمِيْعَا وَصلاَةُ اللهُ عَلَى اَحْمَدْ اَحْمَدُ الْهَادِى مُحَمَّدْ

يَا كَرِيْمَ الْوَلِدَيْنِ وِرْدُنَا يَوْمً النُّشُوْرِ بِالسُّرَى إِلاَّ اِلَيْكَ وَالْمَلاَ صَلُّوْا عَلَيْكَ مُسْتَجِيْبُ الدَّعَوَاتِ بِجَمِيْعِ الصَّالِحَاتِ عَدَ تَحْرِيْرِ السُّطُوْرِ صَاحِبُ الْوَجْهِ الْمُنِيْرِ

Huhu..this brings back memories during my primary years...I was the solo for our Marhaban group. We won the first interzone competition (I still have the trophy in my room in Shah aAlam...bebebesarrr I loike) but got knock out during the second round. Awhh...too baddd :P

The result for the competency test is out. Alhamdulillah, I passed! I am competent. :P Passed the test coz I was competent for 3 questions out of 4. Made mistake on the probing question. Patooootttlaaaaa time buat tu rase semacammmmm je. I was supposed to use William's probe but I took CPITN instead. Hahahahahhaha...pastu confident je kan bagi reading pocket depths. Bimbo giler..Thank God my seating position and lighting was okay for that question..

This test isn't big, but it sure helped a lot in boosting my self confidence. If I didn't pass I need to take another test after Easter recess..which is before the Summer exam. It will sure distract my focus for that exam. And I will surely need to deal with my emotional turbulence of not passing the test, messing up with my current attention to the numerous exams lagi..huh huh..At this moment, I really need to preserve the positivity around me. The remaining days of March will be really really stressful as I'm trying to juggle between classes, revisions and of utmost important, EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSS.

And mon amie mon mon, glad u loved the thing that I sent. I must say, the value of our friendship is really not about the money nor gifts, but the fact that your presence in my life has surely helped me a lot throughout the joy throughout the tears. Thanks for always being there too :)

With that said, I end my post today with best wishes to everyone who's reading my entry(s?). May God ease whatever things we are dealing with :)

Sejarah mungkin berulang (apresiasi buat sahabat)

Tersebutlah kisah pada zaman dahulu...seorang gadis yang terkesima dan terpesona mendengar KEMERDUAN suara seorang jejaka yang ditontonnya di sebuah majlis keramaian...

Si gadis mula tidak keruan mengingatkan jejaka itu. Mandi tak selalu (si gadis memang suka malas mandi), makan tak lalu, tidur tak lena.....

Hinggalah pada suatu hari kawan gadis yang mempunyai kuasa separa Vampire (kerana kawan gadis dah berkahwin dengan Vampire.... *gelak gedik*

Menggunakan kuasa separa Vampire nya yang berkebolehan a la cupid yang boleh membuatkan orang jatuh cinta, si kawan baik pun memulakan niat murninya itu..Maka muncullah si jejaka pujaan gadis didepan matanya...

"Hai sayangku. Suaraku merdu bak buluh perindu. Sengauku menjadi igauanmu~ Undilah saya for One in A Million. *buat senaman warm up*"

Si gadis menjadi sangat terharu dan terkesima buat beberapa saat...

dan tersipu-sipu malu buat beberapa ketika. Si gadis melonjak kegembiraaan kerana impiannya tercapai. Si gadis sangat berterimakasih dengan kawannya yang memiliki kuasa separa Vampire *gelak gedik lagi* kerana menunaikan impiannya..

and they live happily ever after. Hari-hari gadis dapat mendengar suara MERDU penyanyi pujaannya itu..

Khas buat sigadis sahabatku,

Mintak maaf, ini sahaja yang dapat kuberikan diharijadimu. Kesibukan persekolahan dan kestressan peperiksaan menggagalkan aku menyediakan apa-apa buat kamu. Tetapi aku tahu, inilah hadiah paling bermakna dalam hidupmu bukan?

sigedik sahabatku,

Semoga dilahirmu yang keduapuluhtua ini, memberi seribu kebahagiaan buat kamu. Semoga Allah sentiasa memberkatimu. Dan semoga setiap sesuatu yang berlaku itu, pasti akan ada kesudahan yang baik buat kamu...Semoga dapat kamu diterima ke universiti yang berdekatan dengan aku supaya kita dapat pergi joli-joli selalu..

i mish u!

Yang baik dan comel selalu,
kawan baik separa Vampire ha ha ha

xoxo gossip girl
Nadzirah S.

Day 3 without you...

....the heaters.

Temperature rising temperature falling. I started to have shower at nights to keep up with the almost freezing temperature. (I don't know why I have this kind of beliefs. Is it even rational?)

the body's temperature has started to show off sign of protest....

What's the point of having this adipose tissue embedded all over the body when they can't even do their heat insulation job properly. *tarik tarik rambut*


And what's with the MouseHunt addiction??? Fhoiiitakdepeperiksaanke??




....the ever growing episodes of bitterness continues.....

p/s : Happy birthday my beluffed Hot Cokolet and my fellow bakal Dentist.

Wishes

Pictures taken on August 2nd, 2008...

my favourite picture (ever)

Us, 9 years and still counting...

Happy birthday Wani! May Allah bless ya :)

p/s :Dear gofrens,
saban tahun plan naik Genting ditangguhkan demi tangguhkan
macammana ini kawan-kawan?
muahahahahahah..

Happy birthday, mi amor

Happy 4th Birthday mi blog.

Tempat hamba mengadu domba.
Tempat hamba berbual bicara.
Tempat hamba berkongsi cerita.
Tempat hamba melontar idea.
Tempat hamba meluah rasa.
Tempat hamba menguntai kata.

Andai blog ini menghiris hati mana-mana pihak, maafkan hamba.
Andai kata-kata yang hamba lontarkan mengundang rasa benci, maafkan hamba.
Andai isi kandungan ini tak seperti yg kalian sukai, maafkan hamba.


Tulus ikhlas,
N. M. S.

Pembetulan

The previous entry was done to emphasis on how I badly need a breakaway.

Neither to show tactics to get your mom's money.
Nor to say that I am a spoilt brat.

Bukan ye kawan-kawan, bukan.

I just don't know the best way to tell her that I am in kinda stressful condition. The easiest way is to tell her that I wanna go back home. Itu cukup untuk buat ibu saya tahu yang saya sedang mengalami ketidakbetulan disini. Bukan untuk buat ibu risau, sekadar ingin berkongsi. Sekadar ingin menyatakan padanya betapa saya mahu bangun pagi diatas katil saya yang empuk dan didalam bilik saya yang bersepah. Turun ke dapur dengan jiwa yang gembira lantas menghadap kueytiow goreng yang tersedia. Bukan bangun pagi didalam bilik yang kecil ini (tetapi masih bersepah.hihihi). Turun ke dapur dengan fikiran tertumpu kepada peperiksaan dan beberapa perkara picisan yang membosankan, lalu menghadap bijirin sarapan pagi, butir demi butir dalam kerisauan.

Ada faham?

Tapi saya rasa perkara ni normal lah. Hampir kesemua pelajar oversea ada moment-moment sebegini.Jarak yang memisahkan antara kami dan kesayangan-kesayangan terlalu jauh. Adakalanya kami juga mahu bermanja dengan ibu. Adakalanya kami juga mahu bergurau dengan bapa. Adakalanya kami juga rindu mahu bergaduh dengan mereka yang seibu sebapa. Adakalanya kami juga mahu bertemu dengan rakan-rakan yang sudah sebati dalam hidup kami. Dan bagi pihak saya, moment itu sedang menyerang *action kamen bip bip bip*

Apapun jua, no worries. Saya tahu bagaimana mahu memotivasikan diri. Saya sedang mengutip kembali kekuatan demi kekuatan untuk kembali bangun sendiri. I am not going to turn back and give up. I just need to take one step back and rest :) before I could go on fighting.

notakaki : dia yang bertudung, bukan yg berseluar pendek tu. masih single. ada siapa mahu mencuba? hhihiihih

Happy birthday, Che Mi.

Buat teman sedorm, sekelas, seSMSS, seSeoulllGarden (baca dalam nada yg betul), seswimming, sewayang, sefutsal, seMidValley, seLowYat, sePavillion, seiring sejalan (wtf?)
Moga tahun yang mendatang menjadikan kamu lebih hebat dan menjadikan persahabatan kita lebih erat.
Ketahuilah walaupun betapa confused nya saya pada tarikh kelahiran kamu, you are always in my heart (ceyyy..ayat cover baekkk punya)
Dan ketahuilah tiada siapa mampu menggantikan kalian semua dalam hidup saya.
SMSS in...ermmmmmmmm...out! SYA! *semangat rugby tetibe*
Terima kasih Tuhan, kerana menganugerahkan saya teman-teman sebegini dalam hidupku. =D

p/s : Fiqahoooooo...cerekarama dah habesss...Jalankan tugas anda mengsurvey tempat-tempat menarik hokayyyyyy

p/p/s : Maaflah kalian. Asyik baca saya mengarut jee...Rest assured that I am A Okay now. So shalala everyone~

Bow-sun

Hergh...I wanted to update on what I did last weekend but most of the time my life revolved around my bedroom, toilet, kitchen and living room, back and forth. So basically I had nothing to do during the weekend. Except during Saturday when I followed my mum to Kajang to my aunt's house.

Eh by the way I have yet to update on my QUADRUPLE celebration. Yes, people, I did, had the 4th celebration with the 3rd cake of my birthday. All thanks to my favourite ppl in my life =) But lemme get the pictures first okay?

So back to the story. I went to my aunty's house in Kajang. Mom wanted to send the curtains to the tailor and check out progress of the hantarans at my other aunt's house. I did not follow mak to MakTip's house and stayed at MakPah's and started to busy-bodying Syukri with his homework. Syukri is MakPah's youngest son. Tatahu mengapa when I was helping him with the homework tetibe rasa sebak semacam. Wish I could have my own lil bro to teach. Hahahahahaku emo. Tau tau memang la suke emo2.

Yelah, I am the youngest. Of 2 je pulak tu. I hardly had times with my bro kekecik dulu. Back in primary school sempat setahun je sama sekolah ngan dia. Itu pun dia sekolah pagi den sekolah petang. The thing I remembered was he came to my class in the evening mintak duit when he had football training. Eh betulke...ke aku je yang berhalusinasi pun tatau lah. Muehehehe..Then he went to boarding skool at Perak (STAR). So I was left at home alone. Mom's working. He came back pun not that often. What I know bile mak start beli2 barang memenuhkan the fridge, hah that is when he's coming back. Adelah one time I couldn't really remember when he came back for his holiday. Time tu macam we were so close la. Gi sewa tape sesame. Naik 337c gi Alam Megah, Beli KFC. Jumpe Aunty Aida pastu dier belanja. Take turns to wash the clothes. Ngehehe...And when he went back to Perak, I cried my heart out.Pendekkan cerita..Then it came my turn to go to boarding skool. And bro went to UTP to further his studies. Jauh lagi. And the story goes on when I entered KMB and lastly going abroad...

Eh apsal cerita macam dah termelalut ni yeh? Anyway the main point is. Daku sayang lah kekandaku yang sorang itu walaupun dier suke merokok di dlm tandas. Haha matilah kutuk abang sendiri....

Moving on. I have finally finished the novel I got for my 21st birthday from my darling di Sydney itu. Thanks a lot weh. Daku appreciate it a lot. I took the whole nite to finish it. You know if the story is really good, I could not resist the temptation to keep on reading until the last page. OK tipulah. Last page tak bace lagi semalam sebab tak larat. Last page pun from author's comment je. The novel was so good. I like Khaled Hosseini's way of describing things. He takes u into his story. Kalau dier citer pasal kampung kat Herat ke kat Kabul ke, u'll feel the keindahan/kesengsaraan of that place. Kalau dier describe org tu..kalau buruk+jahat mmg buat ko rase menyampah. Sampai terbawa-bawa dalam mimpi okay. I dreamed about Afghan. Tapi watak-watak dia terdiri dari my friends sahaja. Apakah! Kartun sangat lah mimpi ni. I was Laila. And guess who was Tariq and Rasheed. Agagaggaa..I don't dare to tell u. They are the scandal of my past. Yg jadi Rasheed yg tak tahan tu. Sesuai sangat! Opss...terlebih sudahh..

Superb!!!

But all thanks to my other darling di Bukit Jalil juga kerana struggle memerahkan idea mencadangkan hadiah yang patut di beli oleh darling-darling lain. BUT I still want a funky pouch for my N95. Hwaaaa...mahuuu...mahuuu....Any colour as long as it's not black or purple inside. Lemme check sape yang tak bagi hadiah lagi..huerm...haha ok fine. At least tell me where can I get one. And plus I want a new, genuine fascia for my N95 sebab macam dah calar-balar sian dier. But that one I can get once I'm back in Eire from eBay UK!

Macam ni. Tapi tak mahu hitam saje. Mahu funky2. Mane mau cariii.

The double triple celebrations

Hehe..the 21 y-o girl is finally updated. I was busy being 21 lah...hehe...anyway this year's celebration was by far the best. All thanks to my friends and mommy for being there...tehehehehe..

It all started on Tuesday the 29th. I went to Sg Wang Plaza with CheMi to buy my birthday gift sponsored by me mom. Thanks a lot mak!!! hehehehhee..

the birthday gift =)

I went home that evening after sending CheMi to MidV. The girls (Aimi, Ila and CheNad) have arrived safely in KL Sentral but they demanded to go on shopping spree immediately instead so yeah, I let them be with a warning - to reach Shah Alam Komuter NO LATER than 5 coz the match between Chelsea and Malaysia would cause a horrendous disaster.

But u know, girls being girls and shopping is not something u can take away from them just like that. They were late so since Nabila and I were already in Summit USJ (I asked for her help to terminate my gym membership) we went goofing around the mall and tried this particular thing below :->

@ fish spa yang tak berapa nak spa

Yeap the fish spa! It's not as exclusive as other places but for a price of RM24 it is definitely worth it la kan. I have been wanting to try this fish thingy since I saw them in other people blogs. Hahaha..memang sangat senang terpengaruh! But sadly my kaki is not busuk enough to attract lotsa fishes unlike my other company (hey, I did not mention names, didn't I =P) ngahahahhahahahahahaha...

2 Big Apple doughnuts and a bottle of mineral water later, finally them girls arrived in Subang Jaya Komuter station after I told them to divert their route to somewhere nowhere near to Shah Alam. BUT I made a big mistake and went back through the Federeal Highway so the traffic was kinda ugly especially at the tol plaza. We managed to get over the disaster in less than 1 hour (thank God!) and reached home safely at about half past 8.

At about 10pm we took off from home to Williams. Hehehehe...it's definitely my favourite place now :) This time around we ordered Nasi Goreng Ketam (a must have!!), Mee Raja Daging+Ayam, Blue Pasta Cheese, Roti Hawaii, 2 BIG glasses of Ribena Laici, Mango blended and Asam Boi blended. Siap kena perli dengan the boy who took our order coz yeah, the portion of each food is BIG dan sangat mengenyangkan. We had to tapau the blue pasta cheese coz we were too full to handle it..tehehehehhehee..

Muke kekenyangan

We went back home at about half past 11 and I celebrated my birthday on the Federal Highway :) The girls sang the birthday song for me in the car...uuuu..terharulah..then came the msgs from my other lovely friends. Thanks a lot friends!!! We reached home quite late since I brought the girls jalan2 around Shah Alam.

And to my surprise, the girls had prepared a birthday cake for me which I have totally no idea where the hell they sorok them. Teheheehehee..Thanks a lot girls. You really made my day, seriously. Especially you Nabun. Jutaan terimakasih ya :)

Nabila terbimbo tak pasang timer. But my face is always ready. haha

Picture perfect!
Muka tahan gelak nak tunggu timer yang begitu lambat.

Me and my cake which had to be eaten the next day coz we were too full

The next day (on the July 30th itself) we went to Mid Valley for our small reunion with us 5 girls + Syahir, Adli, Usop and Anas. Luckily Syahir managed to be there kalau tak memang putus persahabatan la hahahahhahaha..We had Kenny Rogers and went to play bowling right after that.

CheNad had to meet up with her sister in Sogo so she didn't join the bowling. Nabila parted after the game and we then separated and made our own way. Me, aimi and Ila went to Summit USJ coz I wanted them to try the fish spa! Hehehehe...and later on we continued they day with 10 songs of karaoke at melodi box Summit USJ.

Mom treated me for dinner at Sri Ayuthaya USJ. Oh ini memang berhari-hari makan sampai mati lah agaknya..hehehehe..thanks Mom!

Later that nite CheMi tricked me to go downstairs and picked up my present. Bad attempt there CheMi coz the reason was too unrealistic? hahaha..but I just followed her demand and went downstairs to get my present..and Yup, indeed it was such a heavy present I had to bring in..

My presents. tehehehe..

Presentsku canggih boleh berubah muka dan bentuk!

Cisss..happy decaying day katenye....Kureng asseeemmm...ahhahahhaa

Anyhoo it was such a wonderful day surrounded by wonderful peoples around me. Thanks a lot girls and guys. Especially to them girls yang datang dari jauh kemauh itu. Berserta masterplan nya Nabilon. Thanks thanks thanks..And to those who wished me via Friendster, YM, comments, text messages and calls. Appreciate it a lot. Thanks thanks thanks...


By the way today I just checked my term dates for 2009 and to my disappointment, tsk...my summer holiday will start only after July 10th next year as I have to attend anatomy class to prepare for my clinical years. Sedeyh sangatttttt..that will make my holiday is only limited to 6 weeks. Yes...SIX freaking weeks as compared to my sweet 3 months ++ holiday I'm having now. Hwaaa...rasa seperti mahu menangis semahunya...Even got me considering on going back home this winter but I want to go on holiday and shopping spree jua =(

Happy Birthday to me

Thanks a lot guys :)

I am 21 years old. heee...







p/s : I did not cry (just yet)

Netball training

First of all I would like to wish a haaapppyyyyyyyyyyyy happpppyyyyyyyyyyyy birthday to my dear Mommy.. I love u mak!!!!!!!!!!

Gambar tarak la plak..I'm still using Wany's laptop..My MacBabe is with someone else..



Went to netball training. Me and my usual GET FREE problem. I know I always go behind my opponent regardless when I'm defending or attacking. Been having this problem since ages. I think I am not meant for netball kot. Rimas taawwwww ade orang jaga-jaga neh rase nak pukul je. But that's the gist of netball pon I guess. It's a one-to-one game. That's why I prefer futsal. We focus on the ball not the people/position. Waaa...I miss futsal so muchossss!!!! But my shooting skill is drowning in the drain jua. Hahaha..we played using the basketball's ring, big and got the thingy behind bleh la masuk je smua. I wonder how will it be if I were to play on the real net.

And with all the mess organizing the game. I pity Dayahs and Pe'e. I bet they must be getting stressed out with this thing. Not included those minor minor things came up in between. You know in this kind of situation I think we should focus on the game itself instead of..errmm...other things. Eh apapejelah...moga dipermudahkanlah Ya Allah...

Yesterday we went to Dr Shidi's house. Oh itu rumah sungguh besar okay. Even got us thinking of renting a house there. Calculated here and there, hahahaha in our dream je lah! And I ate ohhhh feel like shooting myself in the head. Cam setahun tak jumpe makanan okay. Luckily I don't really eat lamb meat. Else could u imagine the cholesterol been built up in your body clogging your heart and blood vessels. BUT I think same je kot with the amount of rice and BBQed chicken I took. Sampai sekarang pun bau kari lagi tangan. Oh sangat apakah...And that was the first time I cut the hair for the baby. Excited sikit, pls...hehehhe....Pastu..sayeee...erm...sayee..heee... :D

Later days, ppl..I'm hitting the gym later. Ta~

Mahfuzah Ruselan

Lagu cam takde kaitan, tapi abaikan =D

Happy 21st Birthday Fuzah~~

mesti dia rase cool pakai shades ni kan. muahahaha =P

U should know her from my previous post.

To the one who've always been holding me down
From back then to now in my story
Straight from the hood
She's always been there for me

I pray to God..
Please give her health and strength
Please grant her happiness and wealth
And please, do give her chance to further her studies somewhere near to me
For life without her is somewhat a misery T_T


P/S : Glad that she still celebrated her birthday despite the God-knows-what-problem-she-had-but-she-doesn't-tell-me.

My birthday this year, I wish I could run away as far as I could and I would celebrate it all by myself. I'll try not to disappoint myself, wishing and longing for people to wish/celebrate me. I'll buy my own cake. I'll sing my own birthday song. I'll give my own gift. As pathetic as it sounds, this whole birthday celebration thingy means a lot to me. I like celebration. That's why I held it for other ppl. I like gifts and surprises. That's why I gave it to other ppl. As far as I could remember, the only time surprise party I had was last year, by my dear KMB friends during my trip to Kelantan, and also by my roomies back in 2004. So be sad no more, my dear self =)

Zahirah Md Yusoff

taken years ago when we were still young *sigh*

I love u bebeh, I'll always do.
Looking forward to meet u up this June. Mari beronggengggggg~

Quoted from birthday girl :

"21 rasa sangat muda ok"

Hahahahha....

Love,
ur gossip girl
XOXO

P/S : can't wait to receive my new babyyyyyyy...will post that up once I got 'em. Aaaaa..can't waitttttttt

Happy 21st Birthday Wani!!!

Had I been there, I would drive all the way to celebrate your day.
You're my tissue, my crying shoulder, my laughter shareholder, my gossip girl, my secret keeper, my kaunter aduan, my driver, my fashion advisor.
Life without your company is a total boredom. I miss the days we go out early in the morning to jog. I miss the days we go out late nite for cinema. I miss the megi goreng mamak n roti planta I shared with you. I miss your mi tomyam/nasi goreng CILI LEBIH/PEDAS SIKIT. I miss our crazy plans. I miss our rubbish talks.

*I've lost words*

Officially 21 years old babe. So where's next stop? Zouk? Orange? hehehehhee....
Wherever it is, pls hold until 3rd of June, okay?

Happy birthday. May Allah bless you.

To all my girlfriends, gw kangen banget sama loe smuaaaaa!!!


Stay there. Stay where? Stay under my umbrella ella ella...eh eh eh...

CONGRATS WANI!!!!

U know u love me,
ur Gossip Girl
XOXO