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July 27, 2020

Getting Old

A lot of time, I get a tad too emotional around my birthday. Tak pasti mengapa. Marah kerana menjadi tua barangkali 😭 


I actually planned to take a day off on my birthday to pamper myself. Unfortunately this year it falls on a day before Raya Haji. So naturally a lot of people will be taking leaves on that day and a colleague of mine requested to swap our standby day because she'll be on leave too. What choice do I have...dah la single rumah dekat takkan nak jadi selfish pula kan. So I agreed.


I already anticipate me being grumpy and upset on that day. In fact I am already one since yesterday. Cried on random things. Orang dapat suprise pun aku nangis. SMS puji bini dia pun aku nangis. Some random dad got guitar as present from his kiddos pun aku nangis. Ergh...getting older is not fun. And this is not me PMSing. I just had my menses last week.


Sigh. I hate this feeling right here