And one day I am gonna wake up from this so-called sweet dream feeling all sad mad and scared just like having a nightmare.
And that one day is pretty soon enough.
I am scared. I am so so scared.
Dia yang membantu hero disaat memerlukan.
Dia yang tau bila hero disaat kelemahan.
Dia support system hero.
Tapi kerana dia hodoh.
The hero won't fall for her.
But the hero will always have her at his back.
And she will always be there whenever needed.
Kerana perempuan tak hodoh peranannya utama, dia yang patut diselamatkan, masalah dia yang hero agungkan.
Masalah hero perempuan hodoh sama tanggungkan.
Perempuan hodoh pelengkap dunia.
Things. Things happened.
Why did you cry?
Of mixed feelings. Betrayed. Pain. Crushed hope. I start to get a feeling that I'm hopeless.
Don't. Hope is there to those who believe in it. Things will happen. Maybe not the way you hoped but it will be designed the best way for you.
I am currently going through a hell lot of confusing turns that I wish I can just stay put and lay low...
A brief update from yours truly. I am done with 6 months rotation for primary care and starting with my specialist rotation. All I can say is...its not quite a joy ride as I expected. Hospital...how can this place be curing and be depressing at the same time?
Now rethinking my career path. Ya Allah..pls make ease of my way. In career. In life, generally.
|Spot budak gemok hitam muka penat after the larian jalan raya|
|Me and SIL..my motivation to run!|
|Happy face after the run!|
|Genting. September 2012.|
|Raya. August 2012.|
|Dinner. Last Saturday nite.|
|Gedik di gym. A few weeks ago. Cheating sikit la amik angle bagus and tahan nafas sikit :P|
Bila kau datang kau bagi rasa bagai nak terbang
Tp bila kau hilang, dapat tak kau bayang rasa bila orang disana lepaskan tali yang dipegang. Sakit. Jatuh. Tergolek.
Tp bodoh dan aku tak dapat dipisahkan. Bila kau datang lagi pantas laju tali itu aku pegang. Dan kita main lagi tarik tali.
Main lagi selagi ada hati. And when the phase is over, it's gonna be history, baby ;)
Been reviewing and rewinding things lately.
I wish I could dissect your brain and read what's on your mind. Are you just plain nice.
But if knowing things deeper might jeopardize things and end whateverthings that's going on right now, I'd rather not know and just enjoy the flow. Coz honestly I am really really comfortable with you around :-)
|Us at Nadiapa's reception.|
|Bukit Ampang, and kanak-kanak zaman sekarang bersosial dengan hp je..|
|Siakap set meal. Quite a large portion for 2 people. But we managed to finish most of it. Buruk lantak!|
However to balance the dull life, my weekends are fully used with nonsense activities. Makan pun tak jaga sangat :p