Another ramble from nearly insane fella II

bolehkah ku melompat lebih tinggi?

I thought yesterday was just another bad day
But today is worst
Tak boleh belajar
Semua tak kena
Rasa nak nangis
Rasa nak give up
Rasa nak terjun tingkap
Saya rindu itu semua rakan2.
Wani, Ida, Fuzah...datanglah sini :(
datanglah sini tenangkan aku :(

Kesimpulannya, semakin dekat exam, semakin gila seseorang.

p.s : wany, jangan marah, aku malas nak crop gambar nnt gambar jadi tak simetri. hehe..

ps2 : harini mungkin akan buat seploh entry. ha ha ha..

wii : saya nak beli wii

xbox : kau pehal weyh gile?

Another ramble from a nearly insane fella

sy tk phm knp org ske tls pndk2 cmni. ssh sgt ke tls p'kataan sbnr? klu sms tu sy phm la ade word limit nk jmt krdt. tp klu taip kt cmptr kn tkde word limit?

rimas!

-will be right back. later~

Norma (bukan Nor*mah Daman*huri) vs Hari ini (harap2 bukan hari esok)

Mood swings secara tiba-tiba

Norma - minuman pagi, sekeping/dua roti ditengahari bersama inti, minuman petang, makan berat di waktu malam
Hari ini - minuman pagi, mihun di tengahari, sup sayur 150 minit jam selepas itu, milo dan biskut 190 minit selepas itu, dan dalam masa 120 minit seterusnya menyantap ayam dan sup masakan teman serumah

Norma - mengacau2 dibilik orang
Hari ini - kurung diri dalam bilik sendiri

Norma - risau tapi tenang
Hari ini - resah lagi gelisah aku gundah

Norma - tiada intuisi membunuh
Hari ini - segala sesuatu yang berlalu pasti menyentap naluri kebinatangan

Norma - NORkuMAlasari
Hari ini - HARIkumar MarkoNI
(jangan cuba nak fahamkan aku sendiri pun tapaham)

Kehadapan ovari dan hormon2ku,
kalau ini kerja kalian, lekas hentikan. aku penat tanggung begini.

don't crack under pressure, X, 2009


come on dont give up...q(*o*)p, X, 2009

p/s : thanks for staying back when i'm about to crack :P

Snipet! Kau hengat kau chedet nyah?

1. New baby is coming soon. No I'm not pregnant. I'm still waiting for my baby from her/his surrogate mother. Baby costs me lesser than I thought, thanks to eBay. Hopes the surrogate mother doesn't send a faulty baby to me.

2. Baby's father is...urm...well, my sugardedi, hofkos. Baby will get adopted dedi too, dun wori *gelak kecil yg gedik* Don't think my sugardedi can provide adequate love for my baby. The name of my baby is yet to be revealed. Need to discuss with the dedi(s?) first. ha ha ha...psycho.

3. Apelah yang aku mengarut pukul 3 pagi neh.

4. A bottle loaded with air kencing safely arrived Brook*field He*alth Sc*ience Re*search Of*fice (annoying seyh type camneh) today. Rest assured no trace of urine is found in the middle of the way. I drove Kak D's RENTED, MANUAL CAR WOOT WOOT to Bfield, so no, I didn't cycled nor did I walked to b*field today

5. Okay. 3 minutes to Subuh and I'm done for the day.

Mungkin nanti suatu hari tiba masa kita perlukannya...

Do visit the official blog => http://crm09.blogspot.com

or just click : CAMBODIA RELIEF MISSION 09

People do anything for monayyyyy

fengshui yg diubah demi mendapatkan mood study yg betul

Everytime I wake up, I would promise myself ''OK. Harini kita takkan terbabas online secara besar-besaran" but each time each day, janji cuma tinggal janji~ Plus now I'm working on Dr.NC's lecture notes on Oral Physiology which is ..urm..what I can say is very brief, I really need to search for the extra bits and there online coz I really have limited source of books relevant to her lectures..

As always, bila dah bukak Wiki tu ctrl+T mesti terbukak benda2 lain jugak. SO much for ability to multitask eh? And now I'm in the midst of purchasing a new laptop. MacBabe? Innalillah. She's gone. For good. Tanpa kerelaanku. I have to let her go cause her HD is corrupted and the screen is broken. Replacing the HD OR the screen memanglah lebih cost effective dari purchasing a new one, but replacing the HD AND the screen...hhuuuu...ada baiknya membeli laptop baru. Salah sendiri. Saya tension2 lantas Babe bunuh diri terjun meja jatuh +____+

Persoalannya sekarang...to Mac, or not to Mac. Itu yg problem ye kawan2. Untuk seorang yang sangat tak sabar seperti saya, Mac is really the answer. With Mac I never had any major virus or any spam whatsoever problems. But the cons are, Mac only has 2 USB port (but I bought the external USB ports sudah, so not a problem sangat,KOT), tak boleh nak pakai VoipCheap (but I already get used to Skype), tak boleh nak bukak the new microsoft .docx / .pptx / .xlsx nya files (gotta recheck with the new Mac Office 2008) and other few stuffs yg Windows and Mac OS cannot run parallel..

After surveying here and there, tiba2 jatuh cinta with the new aluminium Macbook which from several reviews that I read, adalah strongg dan bagus (gile general) Seriously, saya adalah begitu konfius sekali memandangkan saya tak sure which brand to opt if I were to ditch Apple from my life. And memandangkan the price of Macbook that I found from a few clarified online sites is kinda reasonable and way cheaper than the price in Malaysia, it made me even stronger to regain my trust in Macs. hurmmmmm..

NASTY TALKS AHEAD. STOP NOW BEFORE YOU REGRET.

YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!!!!!

A few weeks ago, when I was in the midst of bad financial crisis, I found this one piece of leaflet that gives me a ray of hope to gain extra money without slamming my bones (membanting tulang empat kerat? hahaha waddahell) So I emailed the guy, give my details and waited to be called back. He replied my email saying okay, but he never called me to proceed with the task...so I started to lose hope....

Until last week, I received a call from the guy. Arranged an appointment and signed the consent form to take part in his research of Safefood Studies (which I misread as Seafood. lepastu dah terbayang2 dia nak kasi ketam ke ikan ke sotong ke...hahaha.loser..) in return of 20 euros...Jadilah kalau setakat nak hidup sminggu gitu...haha..sapa nak kasi duit free camtu beb..

pee into this....

Here's the nasty part. What should I do? *bleurgh* I have to collect ALL my urine for a period of 24 hours in a bottle. ALL okay. 24 hours. So anything that I drink/eat and is not reabsorbed by my kidney will go into that one big bottle. ANYTHING. Macam tadi pagi saya minum air kopi, can u imagine what the turnout would be? If u can't, try drinking a cup of coffee and wait until you urinate, check out what is the product...hahaha *muntah*

...pour into this

And to think that I have a bottle of urine with me in this small, weakly-ventilate room (I can smell almost anything came from this whole house. like seriously!) really makes me feel uneasy..so today I am gonna restrict my food/drink intake to things that not going to ruin my atmosphere!

As for tomorrow, I'm still deciding whether i'm going ride on my bike with this bottle loaded with urine or to walk. Because imagining me cycling.. with high possibility of movements that will shake the thing --> mengayuh menaiki bukit dengan sebotol air kencing di belakang yg terhuyung hayang is not really a pretty sight. Hurmm...


Okay, let's get back to studies. Saya nak pulangkan laptop adilah kejap lagi. *pukul diri sendiri*

p/s : adilah tengkiyuuu..ai lef yuuu...hahaha (bodek sket..nak cucur~)

dongak, bangun, pandang depan, dan lari. lari jangan berhenti. jangan pandang belakang!!!!

I did not realize that it's been almost a month since I last actually cooked something :

a) proper
b) for my housemate

Minor cookings like throwing the onions, minced vege meat, egg and season it with black pepper and soy sauce is not included,of course, because that is certainly not something that falls under the abovementioned category.

With the soto, self made nasi yang ditepek2 menjadi nasi terhimpit and baked begedil (terlalu malas untuk mengepal dan menggoreng begedil, so I mashed the potato, gaul the curry-ed & chopped burger, gaul again with egg and bake it - CREATIVE INNIT?) and the bodekan pujian came from mi housemates, I *think* my cooking skill is still there..huhu..

And it just came to me that I put too much of YouTube videos in mi blog lately. Apekah masalahnya sugar high mungkin?

In the meantime, do enjoy the songs that I found very soothing and did not interrupt my reading. I am a person who can multitask at almost everything (eceyhh -> sambil mandi, menggosok gigi..kira multitask jugak kan? kan janet kan? kan?) but not combining music/noise with study. A big NO-NO except this few songs. Ahhhh...ketenangan. Tapi kalau jawab soalan maths buleh aa pakai lagu..

Gotta run and shower now. Tangan yang terkena sambal kicap ini sudah mula rasa pijar2 dan baju sudah terkena air ayam. Perlu mandi kemudian kembali belajar. I am wayyyyyyy out of my target sudah.

Ya Allah, kepadaMu kami sembah dan kepadaMu kami mohon pertolongan
Permudahkanlah ya Allah. Permudahkan lah urusan kami..

ditendang untuk wujudkan sedar. halangan diberi untuk belajar. jangan sedih lagi. bangun. bangkit. kembali berdiri. teruskan berlari, ada faham??

buktikan. buktikan kemampuan. buktikan kemampuan menggapai bintang. buktikan kemampuan menggapai bintang di langit tinggi.

Wish me luck, ey?

kantuk

tiga campur tujuh sepuluh
okeh sudah gelap

tujuh campur tujuh dua
okeh tunggu dijawab

hidup bak nokturnal
tiada ditolak tujuh
matahari meninggi ke keranda kau pulang

jumaat rabu petang kan diam
lama kasut tergantung kini mulai turun padang

sampai habis segala cerita berulang
sampai sembuh segala otot dan tulang

datang selepas hujan
datang sebelum malam

pergi. sampai suatu masa nanti pasti akan pergi.
in the meantime, let's be grateful for whatever we have now ;)

berhenti. sampai suatu hari nanti pasti kan berhenti.
aku x rela.aku pasrah.aku redha. :)




laif is neve izi antil wi med it izi izzit?

Uang nya mana pak JaaPAr?

sudah berkali-kali mendaftar masuk di perkhidmatan bank atas talian

masih tetap dua digit
masih belum maningkat naik

mana?

ceriakan aku tika mendung masih berarak dikepalaku...

EDITED : AWHHHH TERIMA KASIH UNCLE JaaPAr SUGAR DEDIKU..BAGAI MATI HIDUP SEMULA..MUAHAHHAA...Me luff yuuuuu...hahaha..

tapi, lepas tolak hutang sana sini. Bayar sewa bil sana sini...haih +_____+ I need an extra sugar dedi la i guess..sapa mau jadi angkat tangan? haha.

konon-konon puitis..

Sejujurnya jiwa saya kacau benar
Benar
benar
kacau

Saat ini rasa yang ada cuma rasa seorang pengecut
Ingin pulang
Ingin lari
Ingin mati

Tapi bukan itu cara kita menghadap cabaran
Ditendang kuat
Kita bangkit
Patah semangat
Kita bergantung pada Yang Berkuasa

Sakit
suatu hari kan hilang
racau
suatu hari kan tenang

pelangi petang,kip on wolking wif me pelis? et lis antil ai sevaiv dis horer episods?

yg disphorik berbaur euphorik, yg mendung berbaur terik, yg waras berbaur kronik, yg keras berbaur lembik
N.M.S.

Stay strong

Saya redha.
Saya pasrah.
Sebab Dia punya aturan yang terbaikkk sekali.
Saya akan cuba bangun semula.
Saya pernah jatuh, patella saya pernah dislocate, tapi sekarang saya dah boleh berlari semula.
Saya akan kembali berlari.
Semoga Dia bantu saya kembali berlari.

Tiada tajuk yang dapat diberi

Kita datang sama, makan sama, tempat sama,
Kita tahu siapa duka siapa gembira,
Kita kongsi lawak jenaka dan gelak tawa

Tapi sampai satu saat,
walaupun hati ini berat,
kita kan berpecah keutara timur selatan barat

Perpisahan ini bukan kerana kita benci,
Keputusan ini bukan bulat-bulat dari hati,
Mungkin ini yang terbaik buat masa ini.

Ikut hati, mati?

Duhai diri, berjanji padaku,
Andai pelangi petang itu tidak muncul lagi dalam hidupmu,
Janji padaku kau tidak akan meratap sayu?
Janji padaku kewarasanmu akan kekal seperti dulu,
Kerna bila ia pergi, aku tidak mahu kehilangan dia, dan juga diriku..

Janji?

Janji?

Rasa ini, tetap kamu disini temani aku boleh?

Layaannn...

Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi...Tak bercahya namun kau berseri...Tapi cukup menghiburkan..Hati ini

Today I woke up at 5.45am. Yes, freaking 5.45am dan mataku bagai segar bugar tidak mahu tidur semula...

then I .................... bla bla bla :P and went to Mardyke for our Basketball 3 on 3 and Netball friendly.

Played 3 on 3 against Belantara and won.

Break. (asal tah den baco ni sbagai berak instead of break. haih)

Played netball with Kak Ida and other sisters from Cork (most of them are chefs' wife) Since Cork Games is postponed, we have to fill up with something else and they are so ready for netball so we decided to have a friendly game. I played GD guarding the very active Kak Syikin T__T

Green

Red - ada twin sisters disitu..sorang main GA sorang main GS

and the winner iss.....Red!!!

Continued with 3 on 3 basketball against Samudera. Menang lagi~ hee...

Walked to town. Stopped by at Fitzgerald Park. Took pictures.

and so I'm saliling through the sea..

through an Island where we'll meet

you'll hear the music fill the air

i'll put a flower in your hair~

Bought groceries to town. Headed back home by bus..

bla bla bla bla.... :P

Made sushi.

Update blog.

The End.


p/s : MANA STUDY???? MANAAA?? APAA??? BILA????? BAGAIMANA????? KENAPA???????

:)

With Love, Jdrama 1998

Where can I get this drama? Huu...am gonna drag myself into the jdramas during my 3 weeks clinical attachment.

Hurmm..mau jalan2 ya ngak ada uang dan rakan2. Awal2 tu mungkin lah akan berjalan bersama siapa2 yang ada tapi hujung2 tu daku akan sendiri lagi sepi...*sigh*

Saya juga mahu mengumpul uang untuk membeli Wii....Adakah impian itu kan jadi kenyataan...Itu yang kita tatau..let us wait and see...bukan mudah untuk menggapai bintang di angkasa!


Sekian,

~TeruTeruBozu~
ceyyy dan dan jadi teruterubozu

Andai diberikan emas permata.....

I am finally a [MouseHunt] Legendary. Pheww...after much hassle and Failed-To-Attracts, I finally made it!

The heaters and the warm weather are back! So I have no reason to have this sucky feeling anymore!

Need to freshen up and get back to my studies. Dear pharmacology,pathology,neurophysiology, oral physiology, histology, OSCE wtf, and biochemistry, I am choo choorrii I abandoned you all this while. I promise I'm gonna be a better err...student? Help me not to get bored easily with will ya?

Need to keep myself occupied. Please remind me of my life before you and the anticipations :P wuwuwuw...poyo nye sepak laju-laju sikitt?

thousand of emotions

but i chose to feel lonely..

sepi.

where art thou?

:(

Warkah buat dia...

Cuaca gloomy, buat aku jadi moody

Atmosfera sejuk, buat aku jadi dingin

Saat ini, hanya kamu mengisi ruang ingatanku

Tika ini, wajah kamu yang menghiasi sanubariku

Sukar aku nyatakan perasaan ini tapi itulah itu hanya kamu

Tatkala seluruh mindaku harus difokuskan kearah buku-buku

Tatkala seluruh semangat harus aku lontarkan kearah pelajaranku

Fikiran aku cuma tertumpu pada kamu

Kamu,

cepat datang ke rumahku betulkan heater voleyh? sejuklahh...tokleh nak studyyyyyy...

Mr EK, datanglah mari, ada banyak harus kita bincangkan dari hati ke hati. hiks..

Sekian,

Sweater-and-socks-during-spring-aren't-cool I-want-to-study-but-I-can't I-really-need-to-study-now,

N.M.S.


P/S : Announcing the arrival of......MR STRESSSS...tet tenenet tenetttttt...

p/p/s : malam tadi sewaktu REM sleep (ceyy dah itu je yg baru dibaca Neurophysio, damn it!) saya mimpi saya jaga seorang baby..tapi lepas tu saya letak baby tu kat sink sebab nak mandikan dia..saya gi ambil sabun...pastu sepupu2 kecil saya pegi bukak air yang sejuk sampai baby tu jadi keras!! *nangis kuat2* Saya cuakkkkkk giiiillllllleeeeeee lepas tu urut2 baby tu kasi warm balik sampai dia menangis balik.

Notes taken from the mimpi :

1. Alya baru tunjuk video Mish'al. haha..chumellll kecik saja
2. Saya stresss sebab air sink sejuk2 (heater rosak,sperti luahan perasaan daitas) nak basuh tangan gosok gigi basuh apa2 yang patut semua sejuk2
3. Eh tu bukan baby saya, sekian.

Perempuan psycho dijumpai merayau-rayau disekitar kawasan rumah anda? Run for your life!!!

Alhamdulillah...Dua tiga kucing berlari, kucing ke4 macam dah dapat. Hopes everything runs smoothly. Ya Allah, Make Easy, And Do Not Make Difficult >.<

In the meantime, I'm still dealing with this psychotic self of moi. Damn it, perlu ke gedik begini? Nanti nak amik kuiz "adakah anda gedik" kat facebook lah. LOL

Oh by the way..

Today I woke up...4 hours earlier than yesterday --> Congrats!

I went to library at 9am --> Congrats!

But got distracted with the abovementioned riddle (teka teki?) --> Danggg...

And am only at my 6th notes now --> Dangggg....ding dang tora datang lagiiiii.......

*I am shivering*

*Can I sing another song, please?*

Haaaaappppyyyy burrrpppdaaayyyyy Eeeeeeepppppoooooollll

Dear Epul,

I know lah you busy busy here and there thesis thesis but why lah you don't send news to me nemore?

Anyway a very very happy birthday hope hope you'll have a good years ahead. Go go with your thesis and classes. Don't go cirit-birit anymore. HAHAHAHAHAH..

Luff,
nadz

Pertama ku melihat mu bergetar rasa hati ku, Berdebar-debar jantung ku mungkin ku suka pada mu?

cube teka lirik diatas lagu apa? The first one to answer will get a prize from me..cmon cmon!

Pagi ini bangun satu jam awal dari semalam..tahniah!!

Mandi hari ini dilakukan sebelum pukul 12...tahniah!!

Hari ini berjaya keluar membeli groceries di Dunnes Bishopstown..tahniah!!

Baru tadi tahu apa yang akan ditanya dalam peperiksaan OSCE...takziah!!!

Notes2 first year semua macam dah buang je...takziah!!!

Matilahhh..matilahhh...

Facebook is anoyyingly tempting. Dan kini pula tiba2 berhubung dengan senior yang diminati sewaktu tingkatan 2. LOL. Plus another factor not to let go facebook other than me MouseHunt. Urghhh....

My momentum is nowhere to be found..But I have feelings she's coming back. Hopefully not too late before exam. Bencilahhh...bencikkkk...lemme listen to the key first..can i sing another song? Please?

Lenaku panjang, mimpi2 bertandang, tetapi siapakah kamu yang datang?

Hilang mood mahu update perihal Easter Holiday voleyhh? Harini separuh hari dah habis masa tidur. Separuh lagi hari pergi melagha di Facebook dan Youtube menonton si Anas Tahir koq dan Akbar menggila2. Kalau saya tahu mereka pelajar Swansea pasti dah ajak makan sekali haritu! ha ha ha..Mana tau dapat masuk Youtube dengan mereka jugak koq!!

Kini saya sedar saya patut mengutip kembali momentum yang mungkin sudah hilang di Brussels ataupun Nottingham ataupun Birmingham ataupun Cardiff ataupun Swansea ataupun London. Macammana nehhhhh nak cari balek nak beli tiket Ryanair dah mahal kalau beli lambat2 lagipun duit dah nak habis wahh tak sabar nak tunggu hujung bulan ni untuk duit elaun selama 3 bulan!!!!!

Tadi buat cakoi tapi tak berapa menjadi. Oh saya rindu cakoi Pasar Malam Jalan TAR!!!

Harini mousehunt tak berapa berhasil saya duduk Mousoleum tikus2 cokia je makan RB cheese saya. Weyyy mahal ok cheese itu silalah tikus yang worth it sikit makannnnnn...

Kesimpulan dari cerita diatas : Sebenarnya saya sudah mula rasa nak stress akan kemalasan diri yang tidak mahu study2 walhal exam berada disekitar sudut (around the corner?) Saya hembusan motivasi fuh fuh fuh...perlu study fuh fuh fuh.....

abang lembu boleh tulun saya study?

kawan2 bleh tulun saya study?

abang mraz bleh tulun saya study?



lawak cam haram..sedap..tapi penuh unsur humor! hahaha
really made my day

Jauh perjalanan, luas pengalaman ke?

Cardiff and Swansea
8 and 9 of April 2009

We departed from Birmingham to Cardiff at 1245pm by National Express (bus). It costed about £8 per pax. People with rail card should opt to travel by train *I think* coz it will be cheaper and more convenient. Reached there at about 320pm.

The first thing I saw upon reaching Cardiff was its castle. Prolly because it has our flag (Malaysia) along with a few other countries' flag. It was big. But we didn't take a tour inside the castle since it will cost us about £7.50. LOL. We are kedekut/nearly broke like that. Huhu..

Entrance of the castle

dapat gambar ni pun jadilah...

The next thing I noticed was the obsession of people of Cardiff towards rugby. They said because they don't excel in football like other English country does, so they go for rugby instead..Here, there everywhere got rugby shop. AND of course, the famous Millenium Stadium where Ireland won the Grand Slam title ittew~~ I should have brought my Ireland's rugby jersey and wore it there. Kasi kena baling batu sikittt~~ Hahahaha...

one of the many rugby shop

ha'a kat sinilah Ireland menang tuuu~~~

courtesy to random guy who saw us struggling to take our own pictures. hehehe..thanx!

But anyhoo, to my dissappointment, tour to Millenium Stadium need to be booked in advance! *cries* I've never been so excited about stadium tour except this one. Should I know and think about this before we came, I would have booked, of course! Stadium tour will cost us £6.50. Kalau stadium tour, takpe, tadehal mau bayar instead of bayar masuk castle. Huu...~ Kak Ra's friend said the design of the stadium was to resemble a ship..Because the stadium is situated by the sea/bay like that. So the idea is like ship, floating on the water like that. LOL. Excuse me I'm very bad in explanation ("T_T") but hopefully you get the idea!

Haa..camnilah. Geddit?
Image courtesy of http://www.premierinternationaltours.com/rugby/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=37&Itemid=54

mahu masukk... :(

Other than that Cardiff city was a nice not so big town (relatively compared to other country in the UK that I've been lah, of course) Kak Ra kata Cardiff kampung but as always, they never been to Cork for a better definition of kampung. hehe..They also have Cardiff Bay, like a leisure complex by the urmm...bay. Ada shopping complexes, bowling, etc etc. But we didn't actually went inside them. Just sightseeing with the car sahaja. Actually there are more historical and nice places around Cardiff but coz we have limited time and limited energy (LOL!) ini sahajalah tempat yang dilawati~

Hard Rock Cafe tapi All Access Card sudah hilang bersama purse :(

In front of Cardiff Uni

Halal food is quite easily found in Cardiff. Our favourite would be Wok to Walk. Simple yet very interesting concept. Tamau ke orang bukak franchise kat Cork??? Huu...~

undilah Wok to Walk! dijamin sedap!

We also got the chance to visit Swansea, a place about 1 hour drive from Cardiff. As the name tells, the city is by the sea. Sangat cantik! Sangat lawa! Sangat mengujakan! Of course la I'm biased coz my obsession is towards watery places like this. The university is by the sea. Seteress study boleh jalan2 tepi laut, kalau terlebih seteress boleh terjun laut! Watersports like parasailing pun ada, boleh jugak surfing bila masa sesuai. Kalau air tak pasang boleh jalan2 to the opposite place. Hwaaa...very adowable saya mahu apply masuk Swansea Uni can or not?

sejukk...bajet gagah tidak memakai coat

with Kak Ra (or Kak Mai, kalau orang2 situ panggil. hee...), me cousin

Kak Ra was super duper nice to pay for our dinner at Miah's Restaurant in Swansea. Muslim community here is quite big and strong that many halal shops can be seen in this one stretch of road. Even the food in the uni pun halal, nice ay?

A big thanks to Kak Ra and her *ehem ehem* friend, Aidil, for driving us around Cardiff and Swansea. And for the delicious dinner and icecweam too (gambar takdak ITU MEMORY CARD PHONE BUAT HAL, REMEMBER?) And also special thanks to Syakira for the hospitality and also the camera. For without you, we won't have any picture at all!

Bersama tuan rumah

Okay mari pulang~

Berat bahu memikul, berat lagi mata mengantuk

I'm back in Cork, finally :)

Everything was okay, Alhamdulillah. Slept at London Stansted's airport last night. As always I slept for like 1-2 hours only coz despite being very experienced having overnight at airports, I am still yet to master sleep-anywhere-you-like skill. took flight back to Cork this morning at 620am.

TAPI HOI CORK NI SEJUK GILA HOKAY APA NI CORK GILA OUTDATED ORANG LAIN DAH NAK SUMMER WUMMER PANAS DAH NAPA AWAK SEJUK LAGI?

Reached home at about 9. Seperti biasa, housemate terchenta memang sukaaaaa tinggalkan makanan untuk kami. Banyaakkkk kali ni. Ada ayam, ada mee, ada salad cokelet, ada nasi. Dapur pun tampak kemas dan bersih. Terima kasih! NOT!!

And unfortunately, my phone's memory card went crazy and deleted ALL MY PICTURES AND VIDEOS DAMN SEDIH GILA OKAY considering the fact that my camera died on me on our nite at Birmingham, my phone's camera je lah harapan bangsa. arghhh!!!! SEMUA.VIDEO.HILANG.SEDIH.GILA.GILA.SEDIH.

:(

Nemind, let the memories be on my mind only kay? *ayat pengubat bitter*

Bengang akan soal kamera, saya lantas mengemas bilik dan mula mengemas barang-barang sehingga terjadi rajin dan mula membungkus barang yang tidak mahu digunakan didalam kotak sebagai persiapan untuk pindah. Ya begitulah stress ditahap itu sekali.

Okay. Need to catch some Z's now. Sudah berpuluh-puluh jam tiada tidur.

edited : setelah menimbang berat, rancangan tidur dibatalkan demi perkara lain. OH TIDAK!!!!!

And all the angels they'll be singing --> Ah la la la ah la la la I la la la la love this

Wake up everyone

How can you sleep at a time like this?

Unless the dreamer is the real you

Listen to your voice

The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue

Leap and the net will appear

I don't wanna wake before

The dream is over

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes, I... I wanna own it

I'm gonna make it mine

Yes, I'll make it all mine

I keep my life on a heavy rotation

Requesting that it's lifting you up

Up, up and away

And over to a table at the gratitude café

And I am finally there.....

Nottingham ---> Birmingham --> Cardiff (now) --> London (the day ater tomorrow)

I'm starting to miss Cork already (bluwekk) padahal dah penat naik bas naik train naik bas naik train..

Pictures and details later....

Once I'm back in Cork perlu kembali memulakan enjin belajar secara besar-besaran.

Haihhh...

Kepenatan umpama pesawah padi di musim menuai

Lost my purse :(

Took private transfer at 415am
Reached Charleroi Airport, checked in, ate mihun, flew to Dublin.

Sampai Dublin dengan selamat.
Berlari2 menahan sakit perut yang teramat kearah kaunter imigresen
Terbang ke Cork dengan selamat.

Hiasan taman semarak. 1st prize cupcake deco.

Bergegas ke Hari Helwa.
Menghakimi pertandingan Cupcake Deco
Turn up was not too bad. Buat apa buang masa dwelling on the bad things when we actually enjoyed some other things kan?

Gaya konon professional padahal...

Played volleyball.
Semarak my house won yeay!
Ada sekali saya took over the serve from 0-0 to 8-0 he he he ingat bagus sangat ke?
Tapi kaki sakit kembali, benci

Bersedia untuk menampar

Penat esok ke UK pula :(
Tidak tidur hampir 24 jam sudah.
Need to sleep now.
Aih..malasnya mahu ke UK..

Konon sweetlah tu pakai baju banduan sama2?

Meninggalkan aku dalam kepelikan?

Given by someone during our chats in FB. Someone from the past. Not that kind of past lah. Eh tatau camne dah nak describe. But I guess it was just a friendly kind of sharing the favourite song kot (ayat amender neh maafkan saya sudah pukul 3pagi sekarang)

He asks me to feel the lyrics. Eh sekali lagi jangan silap paham. Friendly kind of sharing (masih mahu guna ayat aneh lagi) But nice song I must admit. So I want to friendly share this with ya all~

Sometimes I wish I knew your name
At times I want to say hello
But you seem so far away
To let my feelings show
And though I don't know what to say
I feel that someday soon one day
Love will place you by my side
And it shall be our guide


And then manana sera se si
Means our love will always be
Something special and also true
Girl I long to be with you
Oh manana sera se si
Means our love will always be
Something special and also true
Girl I long for you

When I have you by my side
You will always be my pride
Love so simple yet so sweet
I do think you're all I need
So I thought I'd let you know
That my heart forever grows
Closer to your warm embrace
Everytime I see your face


And then manana sera se si
Means our love will always be
Something special and also true
Girl I long to be with you
Oh manana sera se si
Means our love will always be
Something special and also true
Girl I long for you

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

And so manana sera se si
Means our love will always be
Something special and also true
Girl I long to be with you
Oh manana sera se si
Means our love will always be
Something special and also true
Girl I long for you


Do you know I don't know you
I wanna show you I do love you
That I do do, do love you
Oh babe, I think about you
Even though I don't know you
I wanna show you I do love you
And that I do do, I think about you
Oh babe, I do love you
Even though I don't know you
I wanna show you I do love you
I think about you
Oh do do, oh do do, oh do do

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Perkara Benci Fasal 3 : MENGAPA DENTAL SCHOOL TIDAK MINTA DILETAKKAN PEPERIKSAAN OSCE DAN ORAL DIDALAM JADUAL SAJA JE NAK KASI KAMI PERASAN EXAM SIKIT.

Sekian.

Yang membencimu,
N. Mohammed Suffian --> selalu kalut menghitamkan nama ayah didalam borang OMR sewaktu peperiksaan kerana ejaan agak panjang.

Jika sang waktu kita hentikan dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan

muat tak nak masuk pintu rumah kelak?

So it's getting to the end of my visit to Brussels. I am so not ready. Tak puas lagi bergumbira disini :'(

Yesterday I went to Abbertoire (tidak pasti dengan ejaan, maaf) - a market which caters for almost everything. Barang dapur ada, barang letrik ada, buah-buahan ada, baju-baju ada. Of course, they won't be selling chicken besides the clothes, ada lah bahagian2 tertentu jual benda2 tertentu. The clothes aren't bad and most importantly, they are really cheap. And they also sell Pashmina at 1eu! The normal ones where we bought at Spain for 2.50eu, they sell it here at 1eu! Cheap ay?

mahu kot spring itu mahu...perlu sugar daddy perlu..

Today, on the other hand we went to Woluwei (sekali lagi, tidak pasti dengan ejaan), a shopping complex not far from Mak Semah's house. Macam2 ada. C&A..H&M..Zara..Promod..Caught my eyes on almost everything..but ended up with only one thing. LOL. I'm very indecisive kata dah kan...so I need more time to shop. Kalau sapa2 ikut gwe shopping pastinya kecapekan dan ketensenan. Hee..

makan waffle diatas kerusi

Mahu duduk disini lagi :(

Saya juga gumbira mendengar cerita2 saudara2 di Malaysia. Bagaimana pemergian atuk memberi kesan kepada anak2nya.. He goes easily, silently and very fair to all his children. Tiada susahkan sesiapa. Keadaan sayu sekitar hari pemergiannya. Bagaimana pakcik saya sedih ketika keluar membeli ayam untuk majlis kenduri tahlil kerana kerja2 sebegini biasanya dilakukan bersama2 atok. Begitulah dia...setiap kali raya, pasti atok akan keluar membawa van dan seorang anak untuk menemaninya membeli ayam, daging, ikan dan bahan2 memasak. Bagaimana sekeluarga menghabiskan masa bersama2 bertadarus selepas beberapa hari pengebumiannya. Saya.Rindu.Semua :(

Okay mungkin sudah tersasar jauh dari tujuan sebenar bercerita tentang Brussels.

ya, memang baju baru :P

Urm..dimana tadi? Oh okay, Mak Semah fed me with all sort of things edible. Especially seafood. Prawns, squids, fishes. Haih...dah jadi macam Laut China Selatan dan perut saya neh T___T Terimakasih Mak Semah. And the fact that she reads my blog means she already knew what I want. Kueytiow goreng dapat. Ada kerang ada udang ada sotong mewah mewah. Ikan asam pedas yang bukan ikan mackerel dah dapat.

Oh and another notable thing is the fact that she resembles my mom melepaskan kerinduan saya pada ibu :)

I'm taking a taxy (or what they call Private Transfer sthg like that) to Charleroi at 0415am this morning. Sedikit gerun disitu memandangkan saya bakal keseorangan menaiki kenderaan itu ke Charleroi di keheningan pagi. Mak Semah cadangkan saya baca ayat-ayat AlQuran kuat-kuat. Dan perlu hubungi dia setiap 15 minit begitu. Oh semoga semua selamat T___T Nanti kalau saya tak pulang siapa mahu tampar bola di Mardyke untuk pasukan Merah (poyo)? Siapa mahu bawa colouring untuk pertandingan cupcake deco (ya, diimport dari Brussels)?

kuch kuch hota hai

Semoga semua selamat..

Semoga saya berjaya membawa bihun serunding suun cokolat karipapfrozen kopiaikcheong (kalau boleh dia mahu saya bawa semua benda di garajnya mungkin? ho ho) dengan selamat tanpa dibuang orang airport.

Semoga saya sempat melepasi imigresen Dublin yang menjengkelkan dan sempat berlari2 untuk check-in untuk menaiki pesawat ke Cork dalam masa sejam

Dan untuk itu semoga pesawat tidak ditangguhkan esok. NO RYAN AIR, PLEASE. NOT TOMORROW. PLEASE. I NEED TO GET MY ASS BACK TO CORK ASAP TOMORROW (eventhough my heart is screaming to stay longer here :'(

bersama cecemel dan murtabak raja

Terlalu panas untuk ditahan-tahan

Cuaca panas..orang panas...panas panas

*tunes into Nelly's hot in here*

Syurga makanan

Hello all. Update from Bruxelles is dedicated especially for my housemates.

Arrived Airport Dublin on Tuesday's night approx at 12. To my disappointment the usual ''sleeping place'' at the Mezzanine floor was closed for some cleaning session ke hapetah. Ku bawa diri lara ke tempat duduk besi gila sejuk. Tapi kerana orang disebelah membuka kasutnya dan stokin berbau busuk, ku lari jauh2 ke tempat duduk lain. Lucky me the dining place were opened back after 2am.

Cut the story short I arrived Bruxelles Charleroi at 1045am. Took bus and arrived Kraainem at approx 1pm. Kudos for Mak Semah for finally overcoming her fear of driving coz she actually drove to the Kraainem Metro to get me. *clap clap*

Okay here's the best part. Now my housemates, pls pay a close attention to this :

Upon arrival I was served - homemade karipap gila sedap, rendang ayam, kari udang, sayur tak ingat, ikan masak lemak. Petang2 makan bubur jagung manis tapi sedap, murtabak Raja made in Kelate, dan menculik seketul ayam drummet milik sepupu. Malam pula kerumah pegawai dan dijamu ikan BAWAL masak sweet sour, ayam masak lemak, suun dan kentang goreng kicap, udang masak butter, dan dijamu dessert urm sagu dan santan dan gula merah dan juga air kelapa muda ke apetah.

Pagi ini pula saya dijamu KUEYTIOW GORENG yang digoreng bersama sotong dan udang yang sedap. Tengahari saya makan ikan goreng masak sedap (tatau camne nak describe) bersama sayur sawi dan sayur campur (cubaan untuk makan dengan terkawal dengan membanyakkan sayur kerana telah disumpah gemuk oleh Mihah setelah brag dapat makan murtabak Raja semalam)

Haish...ini Bruxelles kah syurga makanan?

Teka teki - brapa banyak perkataan sedap diatas?

Sekian, yang merinduimu