dongak, bangun, pandang depan, dan lari. lari jangan berhenti. jangan pandang belakang!!!!

I did not realize that it's been almost a month since I last actually cooked something :

a) proper
b) for my housemate

Minor cookings like throwing the onions, minced vege meat, egg and season it with black pepper and soy sauce is not included,of course, because that is certainly not something that falls under the abovementioned category.

With the soto, self made nasi yang ditepek2 menjadi nasi terhimpit and baked begedil (terlalu malas untuk mengepal dan menggoreng begedil, so I mashed the potato, gaul the curry-ed & chopped burger, gaul again with egg and bake it - CREATIVE INNIT?) and the bodekan pujian came from mi housemates, I *think* my cooking skill is still there..huhu..

And it just came to me that I put too much of YouTube videos in mi blog lately. Apekah masalahnya sugar high mungkin?

In the meantime, do enjoy the songs that I found very soothing and did not interrupt my reading. I am a person who can multitask at almost everything (eceyhh -> sambil mandi, menggosok gigi..kira multitask jugak kan? kan janet kan? kan?) but not combining music/noise with study. A big NO-NO except this few songs. Ahhhh...ketenangan. Tapi kalau jawab soalan maths buleh aa pakai lagu..

Gotta run and shower now. Tangan yang terkena sambal kicap ini sudah mula rasa pijar2 dan baju sudah terkena air ayam. Perlu mandi kemudian kembali belajar. I am wayyyyyyy out of my target sudah.

Ya Allah, kepadaMu kami sembah dan kepadaMu kami mohon pertolongan
Permudahkanlah ya Allah. Permudahkan lah urusan kami..

ditendang untuk wujudkan sedar. halangan diberi untuk belajar. jangan sedih lagi. bangun. bangkit. kembali berdiri. teruskan berlari, ada faham??

buktikan. buktikan kemampuan. buktikan kemampuan menggapai bintang. buktikan kemampuan menggapai bintang di langit tinggi.

Wish me luck, ey?