Dua tiga kucing berlari, kucing keempat pergi mana?

KENAPALAH MOUSEHUNT NI LAMA SANGAT BUAT MAINTENANCE.

Okay so what's on my mind today (as facebook always puts it) - I'm still thinking of when should I go to Dublin. Should I take a bus straight away to airport or what etc etc etc. Haih...I'm very indecisive like that. Wait till the last minute then only I can decide everything..

Yesterday I managed to do everything except going to gym. Ergghhhh die now die. I diverted my plan for something. Urmm..cannot say yet until it's confirmed nantikenarentaphahahatipujer. What I can say now is.....I'm just hoping for the best. For all of us. May the luck is still with us and may you the last person to fill in is the one that really we can live together with >.<

My wardrobe is nicely (very subjective) arranged now. Bilik dah vacuum chanteque. Barang dah packing. Account PPMC dah settled. And my last day as a maid yesterday, I cooked ayam a la satay, kuah a la kuah kacang and sup sayur. Kenapa ada a la? Of course la sebab rasa dia masih tak sesama satay dan kuah kacang sebenar. Hehe..

Huu...malasnya nak tidur airport lagi ini malam. I'm gonna be alone summore. Hopes everything will be okay. I'm gonna bring me Cullen to accompany me tonight. Baca for the 2nd time pun 2nd time lah as long there's something to keep me occupied. Duduk sorang-sorang seremmm la mau tidur..

OK. Gotta move this lazy bump around and start to live life. Me homies yang baca yang sedang membaca, take care, jangan nakal2 and of utmost important, DONT MISS ME. muahahaha...See u on Sunday~ AND WEH JANGAN LA BUAT PICNIC TANPA AKU AAAAA KEJI ALYA JANGAN BUAT SANDWICH TU DULU KALAU KITE TAKDE PLISSS?????

Edited : Happy, happy, happy!!! Although there are still many uncertainties, but one thang for sure it is secured. Alhamdulillah...at least one major problem is settled =D

Tak paham, jangan tanya.

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die now die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Asam pedas saya tak kick machammana nak kawin ngan orang Melaka neh?

Tema hari ini : bosan-bosan malas-malas. JOURNAL HARIAN SEORANG PEMALAS.

On your mark..get set..GO!

Bangun pagi. Bosan-bosan. Malas-malas. Bukak mousehunt and check up facebook. Berbual di YM bersama rakan. Felt like going to swimming but I have no friend to go with. Nervous lah nak pegi sendiri-sendiri. Huhuhu..Wanted to go gym instead. Changed to my track bottom. Put on my contact lens..

But ended up on the bed watching Greys Anatomy. Sedih lah episode kali ini?

Boredom and laziness, when combined will produce a lazybump on the bed browsing the net.

Did not realize that it was past the AM already (ceyyy padahal bangun pun pukul 10) Wany requested for a bread pudding so being the one with all the time in the world finally moved my lazy bump downstairs. Bread pudding siap, panggil budak2 gumukkurus makan petang - Puding roti dihidang bersama kastard.

---transisi bahasa disini----

Bosan-bosan. Malas-malas. Lihat-lihat tiket di Ryanair untuk ke Nice. That gold-digging airlines! Claimed themselves as the lowest fare budget airline tapi handling charge je dah 10eu (20eu for return ticket) Aerlingus pun dah lagi murah untuk beberapa tempat...Oh tiket ini untuk percutian selepas exam bersama gumuk-gumuk terchenta. Walaupun exam berakhir 29hb, saya tetap mahu mengtidaksedarkandiri pergi bercuti bersama mereka yang sudah habis exam itu. Ada gap dari 22 sampai 29 *rasa* macam boleh mengexcusekan diri lari2 pergi bercuti bersama mereka,mungkin?

Nice have nice beaches. (lame) I love beaches- that's one perfect place to go. Tapi masalah besar timbul disini kerana pantai-pantai Europe diwaktu summer dipenuhi orang tidak berbaju. Huhu.. Nanti terkezut pula mereka-mereka ini. Jadi perlu fikirkan tempat yang lain. Yang tak ramai orang tak berbaju. Hurmm..tapi saya suka pantai. Atau tasik. Atau air terjun. Atau sungai. Sepanjang belajar disini cuma pernah pergi River Lee di belakang Castlewhite (uni hall tahun lepas) sahaja..Huuu...

OK sambung journal pemalas. Pukul 6 turun bawah untuk menyediakan makan malam. Kelmarin sudah ayam black pepper dan Paprik sotong + sayur. Harini mencoba masak asam pedas ayam dan mencampak2 crabstick dan sayur menjadikan hidangan yang saya claim saya cipta sendiri dinamakan EAST MEET WEST.

Salad rangup (itu yang dia tulis dalam packaging) Tuangkan sedikit sos salad. Gaul dengan crabstick yang digoreng bersama kicap, cili dan bawang bodo-bodo.. Walla..East meet West.

Ayam asam pedas.(cobaan pertama memasak asam pedas) Tapi tak sekick asam pedas ibu? Mungkin sebab guna ayam tak guna ikan (ceyyy salahkan ayam pulak)

Sampai sekarang masih bosan-bosan malas-malas. Padahal banyak perkara perlu dilakukan. Perlu mandi (ya, sepanjang hari tak mandi lagi) Perlu kemas bilik. Cadar tengah basuh pun tak tukar2 lagi T__T Vacuum dah bawak masuk bilik pun malas nak kemas bilik lagi. Akaun PPMC tak buat lagi. Selasa udeyh mahu ke Dublin. Rabu udeyh terbang ke Bruxelles (ya, pergi lagi ke rumah Mak Semah) Tiada duit tapi otak tiada tenang jadi perlu berjalan2.

Clockwise - lantai bilik, Gym Ball (jangan salah faham tak rajin pun bersenam tapi gymball berguna kalau tetamu datang bilik boleh jadi kerusi), cadar tak berlapik bergumpal malas nak tukar cadar baru, vacuum tersadai menunggu untuk memberikan perkhidmatan malangnya tuan punya bilik pemalas super.

Jadi perlu merancang untuk hari esok, if we fail to plan than we plan to fail.

-Basuh baju (round 2)
-Vacum bilik kemas wardrobe
-Pergi Gym
-Pergi ke kedai membeli roti (roti habis buat puding roti) dan mayonnaise. Mungkin akan ke town terus setelah dari gym. Moga2 tak terserempak dengan orang dalam keadaan yang busuk. Atau jika pemalas mungkin hanya akan ke Centra atau Lidl atau Dunnes Bishopstown. Huerrmm..
-Akaun PPMC. Nanti presiden saya dan naibnya tanya "kewangan cammana..kewangan cammana.." hihihihihi...
-Packing barang.
-mungkinkah pergi Dublin malam esok? si pembeli obat kata mahu bertemu jam 10 hari Selasa kalau bertolak dari Cork Selasa pagi mampukah?

kita lihat..kita lihat..

p/s : tajuk tu tipu je. hihihi..tak boleh kawen ngan orang Melaka carila orang laen. Orang Shah Alam? Orang Koala Lompur? Orang Kuala Neghang?

Kawan ketawa banyak-banyak, kawan menangis? hurmm..awak ada berapa? Saya ada 2..

Epinephrine boosted :)

20 minutes on cross training, 20 minutes on bicycle and 10 minutes on weight training. Not so much, I know tapi kita pelan-pelan kayuh k? Wanted to complete my exercise with rowing tapi saya malu lah sorang-sorang dekat situ nak rowing sebelah pakcik2 tough. hahaha poyo..

Hurmm..

It is ironic when people be all happy for YOU when YOUR exams are done but you just can't feel the same. Oh I'm so sorry I just can't help it to show my real feeling. It is too big to be hidden. I feel so bad :( Thanks for reminding me I'm done with me exams though :)

It is ironic too when suddenly everyone is there to cheer you up with the finishing of your exam but who were there with you when you were all stressful and painful?

Hehe..saja je nak emo2. excuse me~

Tomok menang immunity lagi?

One day post exam and I have started to miss studying at night already. Hihihi.. Manusia tak pernah bersyukur begitulah.

And when asked how I feel right now, after the exam burden had been lift off..I don't know.... Honestly I was traumatised by the exam and even after they are done I can't actually feel relieved. Not just yet. It will take me quite sometime to regain my confidence again and for the time being, I would like to ask a favour from anyone who read this don't ask me how I feel okay? Huhuhu..sorry I'm emo cranky like that >.<

Okay so what's on the list for today..urmm..

Spring Cleaning. The room need serious cleaning. Ngaha. My fallen hairs are everywhere (jijik.. I know) nak buat guane weh gua stress banget neh..rambutnya lagi gugur berbondong-bondong....

Go to gym..I need some epinephrine now. Perlu hormone kegembiraan. Severely. Smoga jumpa lelaki kacak di gym. Okay salah niat. Muahaha....

Do my laundry. Need to wash all those negative vibes hanging on them clothes.

Cook for the homies. Urrrrmm...Apa mau masak? Apa? Bagaimana?

What doesn't kill you, makes you sronger, no?

Finally, it's O.V.E.R. Finished the last lap of my ever torturing back to back exams today with Pathology. It's done, man, it's done.

This is by far the hardest phase of my student life. Ever. I can't recall how many times I've broken down and how badly the effects of previous exams infected the others. I got carried away easily by my paranoid thoughts and each time it happens, I got panic attack.

Hereby I list out the ones who have been with me throughout this difficult time..

Mr. Redbull(s). The ones who helped me to stay awake eventhough my body is screaming for the bed.

Me comfy chair and pillows. For supporting me each time each day without fail. I must say I spent time with you more than I spent time with any other things in this house. However I'm ashamed how you have been witnessing me being vulnerable and weak..

Mrs BenQ. And I must say thank you from the bottom of my heart to her owner for lending me this precious thing. And with this I would like to extend my gratification to my besties for being there when no one seems to care. Thank you for the support. Thanks to Mr J for taking the trouble to wake me up with the annoying audibles when I decided to pull an allnighter last nite (which urm...didnt really happen coz I slept from 2++ to 5am.huhu)

A special thank you to me mommy for the wishes, endless supports and the comforts. And not to forget the bro and the future sis for helping me out with things.

May Allah bless everyone who supported me throughout the days and May Allah eases your way.

I am going to take a break outside Cork to regain my sanity and to rejuvenate before I'm coming back on the track for final exams. Rest assured the final exams would be less stressful than this one that I don't think I need to restrict my blog to private access anymore..huhu..

My class hoodie..

With this, I officially reopen Of Hopes and Desires, welcome back to those who haven't been here for the past 2 weeks :)

Happiest birthday

to special someone who meant the world to me..

Whom I think I inherited the strength from
Whom I regard as the super mom
Whom I love deeply
Whom I miss dearly



Happy birthday, Mak. May Allah bless you. Panjang umur murah rezeki :)

[Open]Bukak sekejap...

Assalamualaikum...

what lah you people, I am not closing my blog totally to public. I still welcome any of you who got extra time to read my ramblings...just give me your email address to me and I'll send out invitations. Simple sahaja. Look at my chatbox for reference...

I've got my own reasons to make it private temporarily :)

p/s : to be restricted again later today

Going private temporarily

Assalamualaikum and good day to all..

The past few days (and maybe for the next two weeks) my emotional turbulence has gone from bad to worse. I will be restricting my blog access to private, limiting only those who are interested to hear me rambling, cursing and ranting endlessly about my exams and exams and exams..

The blog will be open back officially on March 27th, 12pm as soon as my Pathology exam ends =D

With that said, to those who dare or care to watch me being very vulnerable and weak, do dropby your email and I'll send out the invitations..You can either hit the comment box, chatbox or even email me at nzra_007@yahoo.com

The blog will be restricted to private access by 11pm GMT +0 tonight :)


*prepare cursing words for my next entries*

Out yo psychosociopath

Some peeps had been messing around with the search engine with few disgusting keywords.

Are they...done intentionally just to tick me off knowing that I'll be checking out my blog logs --> who came here and how did they ended here etc etc.

Or are they...done just for fun coz they find it very amusing..

Oh and this is not the first time the keywords appeared. It happened a few times already.But because my irritability threshold is very the low now I just need to spill this out >.< hurmmm...

p/s : CORK ≠ COCK. Get your vocab right, people!

p/s : penat :(

Check check..rock rock...

Dizziness - check. Fast hearbeat - check. Increase urination - check. Ketones in urine - check. Muscular tremor - check. Drowsiness - check. Decreased or Increased hunger - check. Irritability - check check check. Check check rock rock..

This is a lose-lose situation, really. Either way you'll definitely gonna suffer a bit. No caffeine - no energy = can't study that much. With caffeine, we can study when the effects are taking on the body. After the effects are gone, we'll suffer any of those situations above, so you'll be having difficulties to study. But at least I've got to study prior to the side effects kan? Huhu...

*jerit kuat-kuat*

I AM (overall) COMPETENT OH THANK YOU ALLAH!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Mari2 kita baca selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

صَـلَّى اللهُ عَـلَى مُحَمَّد صَـلَّى اللهُ عَـلَيْهِ وَسَـلَّم

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يَا نَبِى سَلاَمُ عَلَيْكَ يَا حَبِبُ سَلاَمُ عَلَيْكَ أَشْرَقَ الْبَدْرُ عَلَيْنَا مِثْلَ حُسْنِكَ مَارَأَيْنَا اَنْتَ شَمْسُ اَنْتَ بَدْرُ اَنْتَ اِكْسِيْرٌ وَغَالِى يَا حَبِيْبِي يَا مُحَمَّد يَا مُؤَيَّدْ يَا مُمَجَّد

يَا رَسُوْلُ سَلاَمُ عَلَيْكَ صَلَوَاتُ اللهِ عَلَيْكَ فَاخْتَفَتْ مِنْهُ الْبُدُوْرُ قَطُّ يَا وَجْهُ السُّرُوْرِ اَنْتَ نُوْرٌ فَوْقَ نُوْرِ اَنْتَ مِصْبَاحُ الصُّدُورِ يَا عَرُوْسَ الْخَا فِقَيْنِ يَا اِمَامَ القِبْلَتَيْنِ

مَنْ رَأَى وَجْهَكَ يَسْعَدْ حَوْضُكَ الصَّافِى الْمُبَرَّدْ مَنْ رَأَيْنَا الْعِيْسَ حَنَّتْ وَالْغَمَامَةِ قَدْ اَظَلَّتْ عَالِمُ السِّرِّ وَاَخْفَى رَبِّ ارْ حَمْنَا جَمِيْعَا وَصلاَةُ اللهُ عَلَى اَحْمَدْ اَحْمَدُ الْهَادِى مُحَمَّدْ

يَا كَرِيْمَ الْوَلِدَيْنِ وِرْدُنَا يَوْمً النُّشُوْرِ بِالسُّرَى إِلاَّ اِلَيْكَ وَالْمَلاَ صَلُّوْا عَلَيْكَ مُسْتَجِيْبُ الدَّعَوَاتِ بِجَمِيْعِ الصَّالِحَاتِ عَدَ تَحْرِيْرِ السُّطُوْرِ صَاحِبُ الْوَجْهِ الْمُنِيْرِ

Huhu..this brings back memories during my primary years...I was the solo for our Marhaban group. We won the first interzone competition (I still have the trophy in my room in Shah aAlam...bebebesarrr I loike) but got knock out during the second round. Awhh...too baddd :P

The result for the competency test is out. Alhamdulillah, I passed! I am competent. :P Passed the test coz I was competent for 3 questions out of 4. Made mistake on the probing question. Patooootttlaaaaa time buat tu rase semacammmmm je. I was supposed to use William's probe but I took CPITN instead. Hahahahahhaha...pastu confident je kan bagi reading pocket depths. Bimbo giler..Thank God my seating position and lighting was okay for that question..

This test isn't big, but it sure helped a lot in boosting my self confidence. If I didn't pass I need to take another test after Easter recess..which is before the Summer exam. It will sure distract my focus for that exam. And I will surely need to deal with my emotional turbulence of not passing the test, messing up with my current attention to the numerous exams lagi..huh huh..At this moment, I really need to preserve the positivity around me. The remaining days of March will be really really stressful as I'm trying to juggle between classes, revisions and of utmost important, EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSS.

And mon amie mon mon, glad u loved the thing that I sent. I must say, the value of our friendship is really not about the money nor gifts, but the fact that your presence in my life has surely helped me a lot throughout the joy throughout the tears. Thanks for always being there too :)

With that said, I end my post today with best wishes to everyone who's reading my entry(s?). May God ease whatever things we are dealing with :)

Sejarah mungkin berulang (apresiasi buat sahabat)

Tersebutlah kisah pada zaman dahulu...seorang gadis yang terkesima dan terpesona mendengar KEMERDUAN suara seorang jejaka yang ditontonnya di sebuah majlis keramaian...

Si gadis mula tidak keruan mengingatkan jejaka itu. Mandi tak selalu (si gadis memang suka malas mandi), makan tak lalu, tidur tak lena.....

Hinggalah pada suatu hari kawan gadis yang mempunyai kuasa separa Vampire (kerana kawan gadis dah berkahwin dengan Vampire.... *gelak gedik*

Menggunakan kuasa separa Vampire nya yang berkebolehan a la cupid yang boleh membuatkan orang jatuh cinta, si kawan baik pun memulakan niat murninya itu..Maka muncullah si jejaka pujaan gadis didepan matanya...

"Hai sayangku. Suaraku merdu bak buluh perindu. Sengauku menjadi igauanmu~ Undilah saya for One in A Million. *buat senaman warm up*"

Si gadis menjadi sangat terharu dan terkesima buat beberapa saat...

dan tersipu-sipu malu buat beberapa ketika. Si gadis melonjak kegembiraaan kerana impiannya tercapai. Si gadis sangat berterimakasih dengan kawannya yang memiliki kuasa separa Vampire *gelak gedik lagi* kerana menunaikan impiannya..

and they live happily ever after. Hari-hari gadis dapat mendengar suara MERDU penyanyi pujaannya itu..

Khas buat sigadis sahabatku,

Mintak maaf, ini sahaja yang dapat kuberikan diharijadimu. Kesibukan persekolahan dan kestressan peperiksaan menggagalkan aku menyediakan apa-apa buat kamu. Tetapi aku tahu, inilah hadiah paling bermakna dalam hidupmu bukan?

sigedik sahabatku,

Semoga dilahirmu yang keduapuluhtua ini, memberi seribu kebahagiaan buat kamu. Semoga Allah sentiasa memberkatimu. Dan semoga setiap sesuatu yang berlaku itu, pasti akan ada kesudahan yang baik buat kamu...Semoga dapat kamu diterima ke universiti yang berdekatan dengan aku supaya kita dapat pergi joli-joli selalu..

i mish u!

Yang baik dan comel selalu,
kawan baik separa Vampire ha ha ha

xoxo gossip girl
Nadzirah S.

A day of mixed emotion

Guess what I had today?

kueytiow goreng!!!!

Not as good as mom. tapi boleh laaahhh...sekadar melepas kempunan. All thanks to Wany for getting the kueytiow from Dublin.



It was supposed to be a happy day. I leveled up to Master today in Mousehunt. Caught a birthday mouse..Had my kueytiow goreng...but at the end of the day YOU ruined everything...

HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT...ETERNALLY!

-bitterybutterybitttterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr-

Perincian (terperinci? memerinci?) dalam fabrik

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
Know your name
Go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)
Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)
Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine? (Go your own way)

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own)
Hell no reason go on and scream (Know your name)
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

I should be studying lah wehhhh...

See how we are trying to prove to each other that we can speak each other's language. So far the only thing that I can remember was Ware? and ka goreng? which means how are you, and why? (eh ke are u serious dah tak ingat) The rest of the thing I just imitate from what I heard from their conversation...ngahaa...

Mak sent me an email this morning. I've been meaning to call her last weekend but I was busy in the library sampai terlupa call (cey cey cey) I try to make a point that at least I'll call Mak once a week. 2 of the cousins are getting married this year, one in May and one in July.

Mak is retiring this March but she will extend her contract. So she's got one month holiday in April before she starts working back in May. And she said something about still haven't prepared for Bro's wedding. Chill lah mak. We'll make it simple and sweet okay? Grand-grand sampai membazir pun is not a good thing what...

Eh tapi sukati je this is not my wedding la doink. Cube tengok sikit nanti kalau diri sendiri punye wedding. Ceyyy diri sendiri punye ade hati kununs T__T hahahhaha...eh tapi i'm more than happy to get fully involved with the preparation from now. So abang or Kak Diah or any of u who's reading this, please do update me with everything okayh???

And oh yeah, this psychotic bestfriend of mine has been trying to convince me to support Tomok in OIAM season 3. Hahahahaha gileeerrrrrrrr....I know most of people said the sengau (nasal?) voice is gone but I strongly believe that the SeMok aka Sengau Tomok traces are still lying beneath his voice. Lalala~ hahahaha...and what's with the act lah weh. Sakit perut ke? Ke tengah warm up?? Oh lapan lapan lagi..

p/s : HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAYAH SI DICINTA PECINTA RATU, ALIE HUMDIE (err...the former part not the latter. haha) and ZACKKKKKK...ALLAH SELAMATKAN KORANG! :)

kthnxbai!

One down, loads more to go

Today I had competency test for our periodontal lab. I guess it went quite okay la..We were given 4 questions on which we are required to scale different tooth. Either upper or lower. Buccally or lingually or palatally.

As expected I was quite shaky. Nervous siot. When I tell you guys I am nervous, I AM actually very nervous. Nervous is my middle name I guess. Other than emo and hot tempered too. OMG panjang gile nama saya. N Nervous Emo Hot Tempered . Mesti penat nak tulis time exam.. T___T

Oh back to the exam...I was relieved to know that we are actually given time to try on the instrument as it wasn't a one-to-one kind of situation. We worked on the mannikin as in our usual lab session...which kind of reminds me how hard it was to work on real patient as compared to the mannikin.

Last week we had our clinical session and we did examination on plaque score and DMFT (Decayed, Missing, Filling Tooth) among ourselves ie. the classmates. In my group I was the first one to be the dentist (each time one person will be the dentist and another person will be the patient) so I was quite nervous (AGAIN)

It was SO HARD TO WORK ON REAL PERSON because first of all, the type of dental chair is totally different from the one we had in the perio lab. Secondly, the oral cavity of real person is pretty small and tight and you don't know whether you are putting too much pressure on opening the mouth or not. I was a bit reluctant to retract my patient's cheek so I had difficulties at the beginning to see the teeth inside. Tapi sebenarnya lecturer tu tarik je mulut tu luas2 cam takde hal pun sebenarnye T__T Thirdly, human breathe and it fogs the mirror. So I had to keep on wiping the mirror..But it was fun, really!


So one test is done, a lot more to go. I really hope I can do as much revision as I can this week so I can go to Dublin this weekend to meet Fiqah. I stayed back in the library until 7. When I go back, I tried to discipline myself to only switch on the laptop after I'm done with 2 notes..But I ACCIDENTALLY slept towards the end of 2nd note. And now here I am going online and not studying again. Arghh stress. I am trying not to feed myself with caffeine as it will make me go dizzy during the day but I might just need to do what I had to do...

Oh by the way, here's a result from the personality test I did from this website. I'm not tagging anyone coz kalau gua tag pun bukan lu nak layan. Buang masa gua taip nama lu. phbbt. So feel free to do if u are interested!

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. [er....haven't i showed my true colour enough? hahaha..]

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. [oh that explains why I'm still single till now. orang takut agaknya romantik2 T__T wey tipu la I don't think I'm romantic like that]

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. [one word : gelojoh. hahahahaha..hurm i'll keep on waiting, if it's worth waiting for :)]

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. [*pitam*]

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. [wow wow wow very true. that's why I've been online for about an hour and abandoning my Pathology book. study hard eh? *raise eyebrows*]

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. [ahaa...close enough.]

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. [that's part of the reason I opted for Dentistry rather than medicine. oh in my mind I actually wanted to try a field in dentistry that not many people are doing. cey ada hati baca patho pon tertido2 nak bincang pasal career advancement kunun]

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. [waahh..true true!]

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. [hahaha really?? but how come the last part I sounded like a very complicated person meh *shoots my ownself*]

p/s : maafkan bahasa rempit saya. tadi terserempak dgn Wamiketika memparking basikal dia kata saya rempit *nangis*
Sekian.
Yang benar,
NNEHTMS
~rahsia di hati tak siapa yang tahu kah kah kah dan dan nak jadi jiwang lepas buat personality test~

Aku adalah emo lagi psycho

Seriously, this exam pressure has started to getting on me.

Sumpah stress.

Those things that really make me ticked off :

- balik Malaysia. or anything about balik Malaysia. Doesn't matter what part of balik Malaysia lah. Kau balik aku tak balik ke. Kau balik awal aku balik lambat ke. Kenapa kau tak balik ke. Kalau aku ada duit, aku balek. Kalau aku banyak masa, aku balek. Kalau aku takde manyak exam camni, aku balek. So yeah, i don't have money, i don't have enough time and i have loads of exam so I can't go back.

- Seeing the balance in my account. Although actually I have a saving account, but i really don't want to touch 'em. Lucky me I've still got people owing me some monay..Money makes the world goes around. But in my case, money makes me stay put in Cork. lolz. And money makes my bestfren sad too :( Please, don't be sad my frenggg..

- Seeing the amount of things that I need to revise within this short period of time. Yes, this is my own fault. Procrastinate lagi kan. ficketyfucketyfish

- oh i miss kueytiow goreng! especially mom's. but at this moment, any kind of kueytiow goreng would do me good. cork oh cork napa takde kueytiow :(

- i really wanna go somewhere but reason #2 doesn't allow me to do so. i wanna go to maksemah's. untung2 bleh dpt mkn kueytiow :) or i wanna go to wawa's. or to anyone who would actually can calm me down. blergh.


Arghhh...really need to KEEP IT COOL..KEEP IT COOL..

oh by the way, sapa yang terkena atau bakal kena serangan emo saya, SORRY!

Apakah aku psycho?

Brian O Driscoll - man of the match for Ireland vs England game. Result -> Ireland 14 - England 13. Ireland was leading 14 to 6 when England had a try a the very end of the game but luckily the conversion made by Andy Goode only resulted an additional of 2 points. huhuhu..

I just realised that unlike other girls who loves to watch sport would mostly opt for football, I would choose to watch rugby instead.

I find watching rugby more exciting, more fun and more nervewrecking as they tried to get the ball touching down the other site of the field. In rugby you get to see various ways of earning points, u either get a try, kick a penalty and in the middle of the game u do all sort of things like scrum, do a lineout and passing the balls. Where else in football, all u do is kick the ball, pass here and there and walla~ goal~ B.O.R.I.N.G.

Tapi apakah saya psycho kerana suka menonton bola bujur itu dari bola yang bulat?

Hurmm...I wonder.....

Alhamdulillah a few things that I planned earlier on today was well on schedule. Do my laundry - check. Go to library - check. Watch rugby - check.

And now I'm at the toughest part of the day --> trying to study in my own room. Like seriously, why is it so hard to study in my very own room? Why oh why? Aura apakah yg menghalang saya dari menelaah pelajaran dari bilik ini?