Kelas kewangan 101

Pagi ni saya tabah bangun pagi-pagi jalan sejuk-sejuk naik bas pergi buat Gar*da Card (cam Immigration card la gittew)


8.45 dah sampai, 9.30 baru kaunter bukak. Tapi pukul 8.50 ada orang kiasu dah nak beratur depan sekali. Saya pun pegi laju2 duduk tapi dapat nombor empat je T___T" Dah sampai giliran saya baca doa puh kanan puh kiri mintak-mintak takde problem kali ini..Pom pang pom pang dah setel Alhamdulillahhh..9.50 saya jalan muka bangga keluar dari Gar*da sebelah orang yang kena beratur sampai ke pintu. Siaaannn....


Sambil jalan kearah town sambil pikir. Banyak betul dalam list bajet kewangan. Winter... Kelas Korea... Trip Dasar Pandang ke Timur summer.. Keyboard... Kerusi belajar..Kebab Istanbul..oh tiba-tiba mengidam kebab istanbul. Sambil jalan lagi sambil pikir lagi pusing-pusing beli lesung batu kat TK Maxx.


Pergi Istanbul tapi sayang, kedai tutup...Jadi oleh kerana duit jimat 7eu dah tak beli kebab Istanbul, terus pergi Argos beli kerusi belajar 67eu T__T" Kelas pengurusan kewangan mana saya amik pun saya tak tau. Tapi takpe...tu Aset..tu Aset...tu berguna untuk study (dari tadi sedapkan diri cakap macam ni)

perkenalkan aset terbaru saya, Dodi (nama random yang terkeluar sewaktu menaip)


Pathology tak abis baca lagi matiiilahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Men of my life

Dedicated to the two men in my life whom I missed dearly.

Arwah bapak and arwah tok.

Each time I got my results
from UPSR results
to PMR results
to SPM results
to IB results
till the day I went away from home
I always wonder what dad would feel if he's still around. Will he be proud of me?



I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back


Alfatihah.

Tips yang tak berapa nak berguna

Kalau tengah stress


Atau tengah depress


Atau tengah nak exam


Atau tengah homesick


JANGAN / DON'T YOU EVER


berasa nak buat online window shopping


dan tiba-tibe terasa dirasuk hantu lalu tertekan purchase now T___T''


Damage done -> a ticket to London in 3 weeks time and something useless


Yang benar,
Si Impulsive

DARN IT

saya adalah begitu sedih dan cemburu melihat gambar mereka pergi keluar beraya bersama-sama ketika saya disini adalah begitu miserable terkontang-kanting beraya dengan hambar sambil mencari masa untuk belajar pathology dan menyiapkan akaun-akaun yang tak henti-henti menghantui.



damn it.


i'm officially homesick like hell.


abang kak diah mana gambar rayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?




EDITED : Felt a bit better now. That is the kindest words I've ever heard from you Pa. Thank you so much. See....saya sangat senang dipujuk. Just don't add up salt to the wound. Take off your shoes and sit in mine. You'll know how painful it is to be away from home, family and to be surrounded with problems and exams at a supposed-to-be happy times. YE SAYA MEMANG SELFISH PON.


Mari ubat hati lara. Mari pergi London. Mari pergi Dublin. Pergi segala tempat yang ingin dipergi mariiiiiiiiiiii

Rubbing nose

Tadi clinical skill we discussed about cultural awareness and stuff..We had this "game" where we were given envelopes containing how people from different parts of the world greet each other. We were told to act that out to our group mates without telling them how exactly what were they..


So we were mixing around acting out our greetings when suddenly one of my classmates came to me and rub the nose on me.


I was dumbfounded.


Mek terkejut noksss~


p/s : I would appreciate if any of you who came to this blog for official matters to mail me at : nzra_007[at]yahoo[dot]com. I can also be contacted at +353 85 161 2986. Let's keep this blog as personal as we can shall we? ;)


Thank you!



lagu untuk dienjoy minggu ini :P

Bits and pieces of my learning progress

Hello hello hello...


How's everyone? How's raya? Raya tahun ni memang betul-betul hambar only that 1st day yang ada feeling raya (NOTE : FEELING RAYA, TAK SEMESTINYA FEELING BEST RAYA) and as the day goes by, everything seems to be plain and normal..


One thing I realized this year that the time flew pretty fast..tup tup it's Thursday already...tup tup nanti dah October..November...so on so forth..wah wah...this is soooo good. Tapi saya adalah nervous kerana by November we are going to be treating our first real patient. Gaaaa....who wants to be my first 'victim' hands up please! Gagaga...


In order to prepare for our first patient we've been doing several things in the OTL lab as well as clinical skill session. For OTL, I'm glad that finally I've managed to take 2 perfect Impressions and mounted them on the plaster. Sebelum ni I've taken several. The first week, the mixing was problematic. Dah terkeras lah. Lambat bancuh lah. Nak jadi dentist ni kena pandai baking gak kot. Haha...the ingredients need to be precise (COP COP TAPI KALAU MACAM ADILAH YANG SUKA BUAT KEK CAMPAK TU TAK BLEH LAH) to get the desired impression.

taking impressions on the tray. macam kita main plasticin, pastu kita tekap kat something untuk ikut bentuk benda tu..in my case I use alginate untuk 'tekap' bentuk gigi supaya kita boleh buat model gigi orang tu. sebab takkan la kalau kita nak repair something kat orang tu kita nak tahan dia lama-lama 2-3 hari tak kasi balik plak kan? jadi kena lah ada model gigi..

Second week, dah gempak mixing boleh plak plaster buat halllll....And now the third week I'm all okay Alhamdulillah. Dah macam pro dah mixing and mounting within 20 minutes coffee break..uuuu~~~ Compared to 1st week, 2 jam tak siap2..

impression yang diamik tadi we mounted them on the plaster so we get a perfect teeth model.

Pastu I've started with caries removal jugak. Awal-awal tu nervous jugak because I don't really know to what extent I need to go and stuff. But everything is becoming clearer now..I'm so glad my instructor is very helpful and very the motivating. (WALAUPUN KANTOI DGN DIA SAYA PUKUL 8.25 BARU NAK LINTAS JALAN TIME CLASS START KUL 8.30. HAHAH) My problem is...I need somebody to tell me whether I'm good or I'm not in almost everything I do. If nobody tell me I'm doing good, I feel demotivated like that. Prof MC always praise us on a job well done and that makes me so happy and all geared up to become better. <---- wah wah wah poyonye dia ni...

removing caries using hi speed and low speed hand piece. alaa..benda yang bising macam bunyi drill yang orang suka takut tu..

Alhamdulillah things are moving so far so good. Pathology revision je so far not good at all. Tak start lagi kottttt...Omo...malam ni mesti start...mesti! I wanted to settle the account and everything but adeee je orang tak settle claim and stuff. Hwargh ini boleh menimbulkan kemarahan. But I really must get started or else I'm gonna be sooooooo deadddddd...


On the other hand...yesterday I had a dream...I bought ticket to go back for this winter! It was for me, Wany and Kak Iera. OMG is that a siggnnnn?? Hahaha...memang tak la kot..this year cuti winter 2 minggu je kottttt....(eh..haritu balik 10 hari je boleh whatt...gagaga)

Sour salt as a dental student :P

Hello. I'm a 3rd year dental student of UC of C. Today I'm gonna bring you around at what life being 3rd year is all about..


First of all lemme introduce you, my SUPER BOX. The €4000 toolkit box. Uh thank you JPA for that.If not, where am I going to fork out RM20,000 to pay for this box T___T Eh no JPA I won't even be here jugak. Thank you thank you -___- from the bottom of my heart..


Let's see what's inside the box shall we...

lotsss of hands instrument..

and mandible and hand pieces whatsnot

So where do we keep this precious Super Box? We would need a locker don't we? So here it is..presenting locker hempatplohtujoh --->

so small that everything had to bersempit-sempit inside there T___T

Next thing, what do I learn as a 3rd year? It's a clinical year so I'm moving on to do more hands-on things. I have 5 official subjects. Pathology being one, pharmacology being another and other 3 subjects are pretty much dentistry-ish subject that I don't even know what belongs to what. But basically in those subject I will have one-hour lecture on Tuesday till Thursday, 2 Prosthetic lab sessions, 2 OTL sessions and one clinical skill session.


I now realized that to be a dentist you need to be artistic. In prosthetic lab especially, i play around with plaster.. I carve things..I shape things...jadi apa consequences nya kalau anda noob gila dalam art? Hahaha...anda akan jadi nervous each time membuat-buat kerja kesenian...seperti saya T___T Tapi saya suka lecturer pros saya, Mr H sangat-sangat motivating. Dia selalu puji hasil kerja saya ^__^ jadi saya tak rase noob sangat..

One more important thing is, your hands really need to be in good condition to be a dentist. Because your life pretty much depends on your precious pair of hands. Jadi kalau tangan anda adalah sakit-sakit kerana menolak meja-meja sewaktu hari raya, ia adalah agak malang kerana hasil seni anda akan tercacat sedikit sewaktu penghasilannya T____T


Okay lah I think that's all for now. See u another time, same website, different time.....tataaaaaaaaaaaa...

Raya schmaya

Raya celebration this year was so so. Not as good as the previous one. The day before I had to buy things from the town, set up the hall (that includes arranging the tables and chairs and whatnots), cook the rendangs and tidying up the house. And because of that I couldn't get up early this morning..

us black metal girls.

tersilap pilih tudung. i shouldn't really wear that 2-tone tudung (or what Kak Aziah called as tudung transformer. ngaha) the black part of the tudung bler dalam gambar nampak macam part of my baju. so jadi macam orang tanpa leher T___T

Moving on to the celebration itself. It was plain. Normal one. My body was tired. Ngantuk. Takde mood. No eye catching performance. Pergi buat kerja. Balik buat kerja. That's all. I'm glad this is going to be my last year as the behind the scene people. As of next year..I'm gonna come and go as "guest" and not the working people anymore ^__^

the behind the scene people

the singles.

Back from the celebration I called mom. Asking how's kampung and all. Lepak makan with the housemates as I didn't really eat properly during the event. Tidied up my room, lipat gosok baju. In the evening went to Carriglea and I'm glad I went there (eventhough I kinda had to drag my feet over there), banyak gile makanan menarik disitu!


Anyway the highlight of the day is when I found a video of Taec looking all charming and handsome that made my heart beats ten times faster. Hahah...cacat..raya-raya tapi 2pm jugak jadi highlight of the day. Whateverlah man. Ok I'm tired already...mahu masuk tidur. Bai!

should have worn this tudung instead. Aish..rosak gambar!

p/s : demam dah nak elok..penat2...sakit balik..bosan gileeeerrr

Dialog sayu di malam raya (malaysia)

Me : Helloooo...

Mira : Helloo..

Me : Sape ni?

Mira : Ni Mira..sape tu??

Me : Ni Kak Jiah laa...Selamat Hari Rayaaa!

Mira : ooo..selamat hari raya..

Me : Buat pe tu

Mira : Tengah tengok diorang main mercun

Me : *started to imagine* Ooo..yeke...yang lain buat pe

Mira : yg lain tengah borak2 kat meja depan tu...

Me : oo yeke..

*dah start sebak sebab dah start imagine*


Mak : hello dikk..

Me : *tenggelam antara nangis and hingus* Hello...selamat hari rayeeee..

Mak : adik dah raya ke?

Me : Belum...

*background suara Makpah* BELUM~~~

*background suara Makpah* adik terbang lah balik sini

*teresak-esak nangis*
Me : nak balikkkkkk...

*mak cakap kat Makpah - eh jangan Pah dia tengah nangis cakap nak balik*

Omo....this is too painful man. Toooooo heartbreaking.

And so the mind and soul has left the body flying all the way to Muar, Johor, Malaysia tanah airku

Hari Raya and all that jazz

I was supposed to share the *exciting* story of my dent student life. Penat semalam laju2 tangkap gambar dalam locker room but...ahh....fine ah...mari ah kita cita benda yang paling in-trend skarang....


Hari Raya is coming...it's my 3rd raya abroad. I'm supposed to be kinda 'adapted' to that already don't I? But no no no...not this Raya...I think is the most emotionally heavy for me. Of many reasons. Some of which I can't share here but it's killing me seriously..This few days I'm down with fever/flu/cough and partly is due to THAT. My body has this weird reaction to utter sadness that they will go on strike each time I have this sucky feelings. Dulu awal-awal masuk KMB bile nak balik KMB semula mesti demam sebab saya tidak berapa menyukai KMB kerana tiada kawan sangat..


Anyway...Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin to everyone. May this raya brings you closer to your family and let's pray that whatever we did during Ramadhan diterima oleh Allah.


I don't know what to say anymore..I hope my family back in Malaysia are doing well :') I miss all of you soooooooo much..Nak raya kat kampung...Nak makan mak pah masak. Nak salam-salam semua orang time raya..Nak lepak-lepak depan tv dengan bahagia sambil makan kerepek...


malas gile weh nak sambutan raya postpone tahun depan boleh? penattttt

Sesi berbangga dengan diri sendiri

Yesterday I couldn't sleep well and kept on waking up. This fever has made me quite uncomfortable. I'm hot but I'm cold at the same time. Serba serbi tak kena lah..At 3am I woke up again and couldn't sleep until sahur..I took the cough syrup and finally slept after subuh prayer.


Surprisingly, I could wake up at 745am to prepare for class. Tapi badan sejuk panas, kapla pusing, batuk-batuk, hidung sumbat yet I still pushed myself to go to classes..and I did not skip any classes at all today despite being unwell. Huhu..kalau statistik tahun lepas ni, ponteng kelas je sesuka hati sesedap rasa.


Oklah saya adalah sudah pening-pening. One more 2pm wild bunny and I'm off to sleep

I'm not crazy i'm just a lil bit unwell

i iz not well

demam + selesema + nearly batuk-batuk

i wanna rest rest rest :(

Hati cair

sang by Ok Taecyeon, originally sang by Craig David.

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On a way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Try to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can't somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry

As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

Kehidupan sebagai pelajar pergigian.LOL

I am yet to organize my life as a third year. The timetable is pretty hectic. My day starts as early as 8.30am in the morning and ends at 5 for Monday and Friday; and at 3 for the rest of the week. Pagi-pagi i'll either have lectures or labs. At 1 i'll be having my restorative dentistry lecture and by 2pm (two.pee.emm! saranghae <3 hahah cacat #1) i'll be struggling with my eyes to keep 'em open for the pathology lectures.


OI DAH LAH PATHOLOGY LECTURES HAREM TAK PAHAM WEH. Kelas plak dengan bdak medic yang menakutkan menjawab soalan dgn penyakit2 yang tidak pernah didengari. Eh bkan sebab kami tak pandai tapi sebab kami tak belajar. eceh tanak ngaku bodoh gak tuh. hahah..no seriously, I don't understand why are they putting us in the same lecture as medic students who are well, more familiar with the diseases than we are. Terpinga-pinga lah kami mendengar satu-satu term keluar. Pastu kena plak kalau dengan lecturer yang believes that dentists' brain worth lesser than their hands. No fair no fair...The thing is...we dentist had to handle too much info in our head. We deal with both human being and the non-human (ie the dental materials etc) so how can you expect us to be at par with the med students? gagaga...


Ok dah luahan perasaan untuk harini..moving on...I just received my scrubs today. Senanglah kehidupan memakai scrub ini tidak perlu risau untuk membeli baju formal. Hahah..selamat =)

My scrubs looked something like this...

And it has my name on it. Cool kan? hahah cacat #2

Jadi lepas ni kalau pergi kelas kena pergi 20 minit awal, 10 mins walking to the class and another 10 minutes to change. Aigoo...malasnye saye!


The new juniors are coming starting this Friday and I'm gonna be pretty much busier than I am now. Takpe-takpe this is one of my last tasks as AJK PPMC so I'm gonna give my best =) Lepas ni I'm gonna be very very busy with exams and labs. Before winter holiday saja saya ada LIMA, FIVE, 5 test okay! 2 for pathology EMQs, 1 written RD exams and 2 practical exams. Omo....I'm so deadd..

the meal card?

On the other hand when I browsed through the pictures, I'm starting to miss the family already. Damn lah baru 2 minggu kot? tsk..time, will u go faster and bring me to next summer ASAP? =(


Okay...that's all from now. Saya mahu mendapatkan tidur-wajib-sementara-menunggu-buka :P Tak baik tidur lepas Asar...tapiiiii..kalau tak tidur, nanti kat kelas jadi dingdong gileee...


p/s : My blog is getting so boringgggg la nowadays (not that it's fun-nier before..tapi..entahlah..)

Rest if you must, but dont you quit Jay!

This past few days..when i was down i was unhappy i resorted my sadness by watching their variety shows. So I gotta give credit to them who had made me a lil bit calmer and happier.

Park Jaebeom, u gotta be strong. Take a break, but just don't quit.


2pm fighting!!!

p/s : bear with me people. I'm not always like this so when I do, I guess they really meant something to me. LOL

The chronology

March - The terrible written exam. The moment I handed in the paper, I knew I screwed the paper big time. I couldn't answer the essay questions...at all! So since that day, I was really disappointed. Tanyelah housemates saya how cranky I was at that time. I broke down a few times because I knew it I would never pass that paper. And having my brother's wedding in my mind, that made me even sadder because I'm afraid I can't be there.


April - The result was out. As expected I did not make it. I could see this coming and so I did not broke down. I guess I'm tired with crying already. But I was kinda worried on the resit examination. Takut clash dengan abang's wedding. But I was assured that the resit exam will be done on the week after the wedding. So I rescheduled my ticket.


June - Summer exam result came out. Syukur, I passed everything, except that one bloody paper that was not even in the summer exam! *sighhh


July - The timetable for resit was out. 20th August it is. But I couldn't bring myself to studying..while I'm at home. I was worried but I just can't study. So I just enjoy the holiday. Helped out with the wedding. Pretended everything was okay eventhough I was damn afraid with the exam. Suddenly that time I came out with a crazy decision - to fly back to Malaysia again after the resit exam! And that was then that I got a bit calmer and re-motivated.


August - I flew back on the 14th for the exam. In that one week, there are times when I feel like I'm giving up. But with the thought of making my 2nd kepulangan to Malaysia is worth it, I just give my shot (although not the best one) in the exam. A day after the exam, I flew back and reached home on the first day of Ramadhan. Enjoyed my 10 last days in Malaysia to the max :)


September - I flew back to Cork with mixed feelings. For the past 7 days, I came to class with an unofficial status of a 3rd year dental student. I wasn't so confident with the paper, hence the cranky mode and the sadness. But Alhamdulillah, as of today, I'm officially a 3rd year student. I have my toolkit and my very own locker. I should be getting my scrub anytime soon and I'll be starting a new journey for this year,InsyaAllah..

2 feelings in a day ^__^

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah

I'm contented. I can continue walking straight without the need to turning back.

I'm so happy that I shed tears for a super good news.

let's just hope things run smoothly this year

:)

Bad weather, bad day

I woke up to a bad news today.


2pm's leader Park Jaebeom is leaving.


2pm won't be the same anymore


You know the missing feeling when you are so attached to one person and suddenly he leaves?


:'(


And I still don't know my results yet


I'm so sad :(

terlalu takut

Perasaan saya sekarang.

takut sampai pening2 kepala.

I might be smiling..but God knows how am I crying inside.


:(

My 1st trip for this semester...

..is to Blarney Castle, Cork. LOL. My 2nd trip to this place actually. Membawa pelancong dari Galway and Dublin to this so-called Cork famous tourist attraction (?)

the castle

bukti i was hyper today. hasil sahur melo dan nestum.

barney gang

pelancong dan pelencong


saranghae tak jadi. gagaga..

i think i havent said thanks to the giver. thank you!


ok dah malas nak citer lagi. kthxbai!

Ketagihan (cuba sebut banyak2 kali mesti rasa pelik)

Weekend is here..finally :) Ceyh..walaupun baru 3 hari gi sekolah kan..But I'm seriously tired. Ini baru introduction week. Maybe because I'm fasting..or maybe because I've been lazying around too much this past 2 months I don't know.


Classes have started. I really hope I'd be on the right track. No U-turn no turning back no whatsoever. Ya Allah make ease, and do not make difficult :-S


Anyway..this week my schedule were pretty tight. Classes starts at 9. Ends at 5. By the time class ended I'll be out of energy already. Break fast at 8.20ish. Makan-makan solat semua and it's almost 11pm. I can't stay up so late because I have to wake up at 4 for sahur. So I usually went to sleep at 12 like that. I'm glad I'm not experiencing jet lag this time. Mungkin my body dah fed up kot asyik nak kena tune its clock that they just decided to surrender to the current time. (cey ye ye je..)


Jadi bila badan dah penat after classes I usually will lie on my bed melayan my latest addiction, 2pm. Oh they are my sweetest drug :P I swear I got their songs playing in my mind almost all the time..pegi kelas..tengah dengar lecture..balik kelas..wah wah..ini adalah kronik! Ni semua salah Peja for introducing me to KPop..


Ah nak taip pun dah tak larat dah ni. Haha..kthxbai nak layan Idol Army 2pm plak.

Kembali bersiaran di Taman Wilton Jaya, Cork darul ladang, Ireland

Hello everyone! How are yer doing?

Classes has commenced and I am yet to adapt myself with the learning environment again. *sighhhh. I skipped classes for 2 days but thank God I didn't miss much. And currently my leg is suffering from sorta culture shock after they've been put on rest since 2 months ago..tu lah duduk Malaysia nak pergi kedai depan umah pun naik keta tapi kat Cork, anywhere I go I have to walk! walk! walk! Basikal plak takde angin..sedih..


Puasa in Cork, although it's 16 hours long....I guess still tolerable. Of course there are times when I feel very tired that I want to break fast speshly when I have to drag my feet to here and there but hey..things are going okay.


As for coping with the withdrawal effect from Malaysia....I think I'm doing quite well. Cam biasa kalau balik je mesti nak kecik hati dekat kawan-kawan yang tak say goodbye so I don't feel quite sad pun leaving them. And watching 2pm, especially Taecyeon oppa has certainly distracted me from thinking about home...so yeah I'm A okay here, emotionally wise! Lagipun semalam sampai2 je dah meriah2 Adilah Alya semua datang. Thanks tawan2 :)


By the way haritu flight from KLIA to Heathrow I was very very very lucky to have been upgraded to Business class since the flight was full! All thanks to the asam jawa because I actually went to KLIA a bit late because I waited for compact living store to open to buy the asam jawa. Ended up checking in late and walla - a free upgrade to business class!


I was kinda nervous actually. Yelah...mana tau duduk sebelah businessman kaya-kaya ke apa. And me...I dont bother putting up even powder on my face for a long journey knowing my face will end up berkilat dan busuk pun after long hours. But but but...I was glad because actually there were only a few on us in that area...

The food in business class was heaven I tell you! I didn't puasa that day because of the long hours and because my bags are them heavy (musafir musafir!) so I get to enjoy the food. The service for the business class are definitely wayyyyyyyyyyyy more different. They call you by your names and they would always ask you if need anything. Saya adalah nervous kerana tidak biasa makan appetiser pelik-pelik dan dilayan seperti orang khaayeee...haha~

The best part of business class is the seat of course! In my previous flights I had difficulties sleeping but of course not in here! I can recline the sit as far as I want and they even had the massaging function! The leg space is big and there wasn't anyone sitting beside me on that day. Best gila!


I hope my life will run smoothly this year. I'm gonna let go a few things that I am not happy with and I'm gonna fix any part that I'm lacking of, insyaAllah. Till then, take care everyone :)

Meninggalkan tanah tumpahnya darahku

Selamat Ulangtahun Kemerdekaan, negaraku sayang. Ketahuilah cinta aku padamu teramat mendalam.

a pre-raya buka puasa with my family

So this is it. The Goodbye. The real one. Not the i'll-be-back-in-a-week one. I'm leaving this beloved comfort zone of mine to the foreign land. It's hard to describe the feeling I have right now.


Honestly, to be separated from my beloved family.. To not see my mom's face in another 11 months.. To not feel the joy of being home... To not celebrate the Eid with the family once again...it's kind of painful. But I guess I'll just have to suck it up and just face whatever things waiting me ahead.

as always, overloaded luggage full of foods

I'm going back with full of insecured feelings. Let's just hope things run smoothly in my way. Ya Rabb, make ease..and do not make difficult.

all my bags are packed, but am I ready to go?

selamat tinggal kawasan terselesa dalam dunia :'(

10am, KLIA, Tuesday, 01/09/09
Malaysia, saya pergi ni
Jaga mak saya..abang saya..kakak saya baik2 eh?
Jaga kawan-kawan saya jugak eh?
Jangan konflik teruk-teruk sangat eh?

Nasiblah balik internet laju boleh tengok YouTube laju-laju boleh pulun abiskan 2pm nye show plak. Hahahah~

Taecyeon oppa~~ make me smile again :')