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November 29, 2009

Things that I miss the most now...

I wonder, bila dia cucuk Pandemrix, did they injected laziness into my vein as well?


video
yang suara sedap tu mestilah kawan baik, yang pitching kelaut suara sumbang tu yours truly TT__TT



my karaoke partay ppl i misss.


Cuaca sejuk. Mahu pelukkk. Diri sekse. Matahari takde. Jiwa jadi mandom. Keluarlah post random.


cuace sejuk sangat, sampai hati membeku mengingatkan kata janji manismu. tsk

Banyak nak tulis..but my creative (if theres any)/writing juice is stuck in between my 4th ventricle and cerebral aqueduct. Ceyy tipu je main belasah je. But I know it is stuck somewhere in my brain lah. Will come out with a better post later days. Posting this for the sake of just updating sahaja..kekeke..

November 27, 2009

Kepalaku berat

Salam Aidiladha everyone.

I had my swine flu vaccination yesterday. Pergh teruk jugak penangan Pandemrix neh. I was all okay initially..but around 8ish like that my head started to feel heavy. I was on bed since then..Kepala berat gila. I was awake several times, dengar je bunyi sana-sini but I could not get myself up..pening gila. So I was on the bed from 8ish until this morning. Not sure whether this is side effect of Pandemrix or the fact that my screwed-up sleep-waking cycle is taking its toll on me.


The bad thing is I havent been studying since yesterday. Semalam pagi tu adelah baca Patho sikit. Lepastu pergi UCC for vaccination, print notes and to AIB to change my account. Balik-balik gi Tesco beli barang. Sampai rumah pening tengok bilik cam kapal karam so I decided to do some hsekeeping. Basuh sana sini..malam dah kiok. Sampai pagi ni..still looking for my momentum.


I hope I'll get better today. Need to start studying again I'm running out of time already..

November 25, 2009

Jangan biarkan gigi anda diselubungi misteri nusantara

Hello all. I'm in my sudden 1 week holiday now. Too bad I have exams next week so I'm practically stuck in my room most of the time. Doing the same 'ol routine. Bosan bosan bosan.

In the middle of revision I found this pictures kinda disturbing. Dah pernah pun tengok time lecture haritu but it still never failed to make me feel like vomitting. Can't imagine how am I gonna face them in real life later TT__TT



Doing basic probe examination on tooth. Macam nak ukur kedalaman gusi. Sepatutnya celah2 gigi (antara gusi blahh camne tah nak explain) tu tak patut ada lubang, tapi kalau ada gingivitis, maka akan adalah pocket2 di gusi anda (bukan poket doremon taaaaaauuu)


Pretty bad gingivitis. Gross eh. Orang ni sebab gigi dia tak rata and dia jugak tak jaga kebersihan/kesihatan gigi jugak.


saya rasa orang ni heavy smoker. sebab stain di gigi agak teruk disitu. perokok ni boleh mengundang macam2 masalah internally and externally. boleh dapat cancer segala gigi jadi buruk segala. hah suke ke kalau gigi jadi camni?



ahh orang ni pun gusi dia macam dah ada bengkak yang teruk. Not good not good. saya rasa semuorang tahu macammana peritnya sakit gigi kan?



Nak jaga gigi ni senang je...kalau anda :
  • berus gigi selalu dengan cara yang betul
  • floss gigi
  • pergi pemeriksaan rutin kat dentist
..dah bleh dapat gigi yang sihat. Eh gigi tu hidup tau dia pun nak sihat jugak.


Orang selalu tertipu dengan cara memberus gigi kat iklan2 ubat gigi. Yelah dia nak show off gigi dia cantik berseri pakai ubat gigi tu kena lah tunjuk bahagian gigi banyak2.


haaa..kurang tepat tu puan!

Antara kesalahan orang selalu buat (ceyy padahal ni diri sendiri dulu buat) dan cara yang agak sebenar utk berus gigi
  • jenis berus gigi - mesti beli yang SOFT ye kawan2. Sebab yg hard ke apa tu dia sangat abrasive. itu tidak bagus untuk gigi dan gusi. dan size mesti bersesuaian. macam kalau awak mulut kecil jangan guna berus gigi besar.

  • jumlah gigi diberus dalam satu stroke. cam, dalam iklan tv dia duduk depan cermin dia gosok atas bawah sekali stroke dapat cover lebih kurang 4 gigi kan (2 atas 2 bawah) sebenarnya dalam satu masa patut buat lebih kurang dalam 2 gigi sahaja. biar lambat asalkan selamat!

  • sudut memegang berus gigi. berus-berus di berus gigi patut 45 darjah (JANGAN AMIK JANGKA SUDUT AGAK2 JE) dan pastikan berus2 tu mencecah celah2 gusi. walaupun nama dia gosok gigi tapi kita juga nak gosok area gusi2 yang menyelubungi gigi juga ya kawan2.
  • cara memberus adalah terpulang tapi senang kalau macam awak tengah buat bulatan lepastu stroke berus keluar. sebab aim kita sekarang nak cungkil bacteria keluar jadi dah cungkil2 mesti kena buang dia dari kawasan gigi (ahhhh fail gila penerangan saya tau) JANGAN BERUS KUAT2 MACAM BERUS KOTORAN DARI BAJU SEKOLAH (KHAS UNTUK BUDAK2 ASRAMA YANG BASUH BAJU SENDIRI) NANTI GUSI TERGURIS

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  • jangan lupa cover semua area dalam gigi. termasuk lah bahagian belakang di gigi geraham bongsu tu yang jauh dari pandangan. selalu banyak bacteria suka menyorok disitu sebab normallah kalau awak main sorok2 mesti awak pergi kat tempat orang cari tak dapat nampak kan? jadi bacteria mmg suka main sorok2 supaya dapat duduk digigi anda lama2
  • gosok lidah pun boleh bantu menyegarkan nafas. ada berus gigi yang sediakan penggosok lidah dekat bahagian belakang berus dia kan?

  • jangan lupa floss. FLOSS BUKAN HANYA KETIKA ADA DAGING TERSELIT DICELAH GIGI JE.mesti amalkan selalu ya!

Okeh tu je. Selamat mencuba di rumah tuan2 puan2.
kthxbai!



November 23, 2009

Of things around me

Of New Moon

Watched New Moon today. Not so excited as the first one, but of course, the thought of seeing Edward itself is pretty exciting. New addition to the hot clan is Jacob and the wolves. They are the true definition of hotbod seriously, like.


Of My Gossip Girls

Earlier on today me and my girlfriends had a spontaneous conference. It was sudden, but it was really good one. Webcam sikit~ Gossip sket~ Thanks to Ema who suddenly announced she's getting married...Gossip Girls la kata kan~ Kena la laju2 spread the words. Haha..But it wasn't for long as I had to leave for New Moon. We'll do it again soon girls, soon :)


Of Exams

I don't know..But I'm so worried with myself. The exams are around the corner but I'm not studying seriously and have no fear at all. This is bad man...this is bad...I want my fear of exam again...I need it to pushed me to keep on studying...tsk


Of Flood

The condition in Cork is getting better. I was in town just now and the river seemed to have gone back to its usual level. But of course the aftermath of the flood is pretty bad. Felt bad for being all happy when I was updating about the flood. Classes are postponed for the next week because almost 2000 students had to evacuate student accomodation hall. So that's quite bad for those who had their apartments drenched out with water..the laptops, assignments, books, cars, etc.


The court in Mardyke, post-flood.


Of Cork

Now that I've spent almost 3 years in Cork, I think I've grew fond of this place already. The town is getting more exciting with new shops in the streets. My lecturers are bunch of wonderful people. I love Cork despite whatever some people might think how boring our lives are. The only thing that make my life in Cork less bearable is the unnecessary dramas around me and now that I decided not to be bothered by that anymore, I can enjoy my life Cork more and more :)



November 21, 2009

THE best!

2PM is THE best male group award...




and THE artiste of the year!





If you ask me why I'm so obsessed all over them, honestly I've no answer. Being 22 y old, and still going gugu gaga over boys band, I know it's quite embarasssing. But you know, when something really goes through your heart and not others', it's hard for you to make others understand, no?

November 20, 2009

Flood in Cork

Latest Update @ 2.06pm


hwarghhh kenapa kelas saya sekarang kat hospitalllll...kalau kelas saya still kat main campus dah cuti macam ni esok gak saya book tiket balik Malaysia. LOL!



Cork harini banjir! LOL LOL

Power off kat Dental Hospital LOL LOL

Class harini cancelled yeay yeayyyyyyy


WIll update more later later

Update at 11:16am!

Power is back on. *sigghhhh...But I'm still too late for clinics anyway. Nak pergi 10 minit. Nak tukar scrub 10 minit. Nak naik klinik nak prepare the chair 10 minit. Tak sempat....LOL LOL
I was on the way from Wilton Road when I received the text that the power is back on..memang tak pergi la kan...

Here's some pictures of the area affected. I wanted to go to the place near the River Lee. But unfortunately we couldn't even walk pass the Victoria Cross..


the area affected, just in front of Vic Lodge


How deep, you may ask..


Students from Vic Lodge (accommodation hall) had to be transported out by a truck! The buildings need to be evacuated and some of them were transferred to Engineering Building in UCC. ala ala pusat perpindahan banjir gitu. LOL!


These are images at town, credit to Irish Times


Tak sure apa street neh..

Patrick Street


The weather yesterday was one of the most horrible one eversince I came to Cork. Combination of continuous rain and wind throughout the day had restricted some of us to go out. Saya yang besar ini pun boleh ditolak angin cuba bayangkan! The rain only stopped later at night. As a result, River Lee burst its bank and most of the area in Cork is now flooded. Oh River Lee ni is the river sepanjang Cork city sampai area2 UCC semua. Sebab tu area2 situ banyak affected.


Classes at UCC are cancelled today. Our friends in Castlewhite, and University Hall are also affected. Mercy Hospital had to transfer the patient out from the hospital.


BUT I still have my class later on this afternoon because CUH is not affected. *sighhhhhhh Ni la dia bosan hospital atas bukit nih. LOL

Update at 1.47pm.

Nasib check henfon before blah. Class cancel rupenye. YYYYeeeaaaaayyyy! Happy weekend everyone! ^^


November 19, 2009

The hardest thing I'll ever have to do

So I think I've come to a decision. I think I might NOT going back this winter. Dah istikharah. Dah mimpi saya balik sekolah tengok rugby dan duduk kat asrama pagi tadi pun. Tapi..entahlah..


When I shared my dilemma on facebook, most of the people would choose travel over going back home. I don't know...I feel travelling just don't excite me anymore. Lagi-lagi tengok Europe ni..buildings buildings buildings and more buildings.


Nah ini untuk semua yang suruh sangat saya travel kesana kemari. This is for you all. Eventhough my heart is crying to go back home.


To all my SMSS friends, next year marks 10 years of our friendship did you realize that? I never regretted my decision to accept the offer to SMSS almost 10 years ago. The place where I learn the true meaning of friendship. The place where I met all my wonderful friends. I love you with all my heart.


To all my girlfriends. Thank you for staying there all this while. As much as I wanted to go back, things are just not meant to be for that, at the moment. How I wish you are with me now. Bleh gi jenjalan buat kerja gila. Kalau dengan korang, jalan-jalan kat Shah Alam pun boleh jadi happening :')


Jangan risau tahun depan I will think things thoroughly. Kalau saya nak balik saya akan plan awal-awal. Takkan susahkan siapa-siapa lagi..


Expedia, cepatlah naikkan harga. Biar tenang jiwa saya tak dapat tengok tiket murah untuk balik winter ni..Gosh I'm so sad!




till we meet again, sometimes later :(


p/s : I might just change my mind later. But for the time being, this is almost certain.

November 17, 2009

The Reasons


casinos poll


For :
  • saya nak jumpa kawan baik before dia fly
  • oh bukan tak bleh ke tempat dia, cuma mahal gila je tiket dia T__T
  • saya dah start rindu makanan malaysia. lol
  • saya dah gian gila nak karok.
  • ibu kata sukahatilah (typical jawapan ibu sbnanye) tapi dia boleh support 80eu duit makan bulan 1. lol.

Against :
  • saya rasa sangat bersalah kepada teman sepatut-travel-an. dah beli tiket dah pun kan kan kan? T__T
  • saya akan kekurangan duit dengan agak drastik
  • saya akan ponteng lab 2 session. perlu cari jalan nak buat exam composite awal (tp ada je yg buat awal jugak so no hal sgt)
  • saya tak dapat shopping boxing dayyyyyyyyyyy

Yang runsing,
NMS

Studay studay studayyyy

Macam dah lama tak cerita pasal my progress in studies. Post2 lately ni, tak 2pm, jiwa kacau. Kekeke...

The studies are getting more challenging day by day. Macam banyak je at one point I don't feel like going to class and felt like giving up like that. I kept on arguing with myself to attend each and every classes and labs in order not to be left out...


OTL lab we are now doing resin composite fillings on mannikin's head. That's when things are starting to get more difficult. Like...when we are doing fillings on mounted tooth (gigi yang dicabut, lepas tu kita dirikan dia guna simen gitu lah lebih kurang) it's easy breasy cover girl~ Tapi when you are actually doing it in oral cavity, because :
  • when you are doing the upper teeth, palatal side (yg sebelah dalam), you've to use indirect vision, meaning guna reflection dari mirror. Image kat mirror kan songsang. So cam selalu confused kiri kanan dia
  • It's actually very tiring to use both of your hands. Like one of the hands holding mirror and the other holding the probe/fillers. Lepastu nak kena sumbat resin composite tu nak carve dia lagi!
  • To sit in the lab for 3 hours, stretching out your necks and your back, omo omo omo...it's freaking tiring weh!

itu dia indirect vision. U actually have to rely on the image on the mirror to do fillings. susah wehhh...cuba try buat..potong rambut sendiri dekat cermin..agak2 konfius tak?


In prosthetic labs, we are now sticking out the teeth into the rim made. Before ni dah bentukkan wax tu jadi bentuk gusi kan..sekarang kena lekatkan lah gigi-gigi palsu diatas itu. I'm a bit left out in this session from my classmates because I had to miss one hour of the lab session twice for the football match. Tapi nasiblah our instructor, Mr JH is so nice and kept on encouraging us. Kena pula ahli kumpulan saya ini yang buat kerja laju-laju semua..mmg tertinggal habis lah saya si siput lembab ini. Tapi I'm glad I managed to catch up to be not so far from everyone..phew!



4 weeks ago bersusah payah bentukkan kepingan wax jadi bentuk ini



now we have to put on tooth onto the wax rim! susah juga nak dapatkan position gigi yang betul ya tuan2 puan2..


For clinical skills, I still haven't had my first patient yet. My lecturer is very organized that we had to go through everyting step by step.Last week saya scale gigi partner saya...and he said I'm his first dentist ever. T____T Agak-agak cuak disitu. Boleh bayangkan tak betapa banyaknya calculus yang terkumpul? Dah lah nervous, complex case pula ini . Mulut dia dah berdarah-darah and I kept on confusing between the calculus and the gum. JANGAN TAKUT SEMUA INI CASE COMPLEX SAHAJA AND BLEEDING IS NORMAL OKAYH. KEKEKE..SAYA TAKUT BAKAL2 PATIENT SAYA LARI INI :P


my "patient's" case is grade 3. Moderate yet still not easy to remove!



Haish...gotta keep on going strong. Mesti kena tabah mesti!

November 16, 2009

November 15, 2009

Throwing the burden off my shoulder

Tak tenang this few days and hence the short hiatus (eleh baru 3 hari tak tulis dah hiatus) Been contemplating whether to stay or to bid goodbye...



AGM is finally over, Alhamdulillah! Taktau macam mana nak cakap how thankful I am..but oh I'm so happy that I am through with it.


Honestly, I'm sad to leave the comittee. After 2 years of working for/with the comittee and community it taught me a lot of things. I learned how to think things thoroughly. How to plan. How to attract people. How to manage things. I am so glad to have been given the chance to do something like that. And with the people I'm working with, minus all the shits they are such a wonderful people.


On why I decided to leave..let this be a secret I'll never tell (XOXO, Gossip Girl!) Simply said, there are things that I'm not happy with and I don't think I can carry on with that anymore. I'm afraid I might just explode one day. I just couldn't be bothered anymore and wanna live a less stressful life.


All the best to the newly chosen (ke...decided? lalala~) committee.


p/s : No naughty2 things done this year and oh u people who think you won successfully, that's just simply because we don't do anything :)

November 12, 2009

Pointless update



Resah gelisah remuk redam segala.


AGM is around the corner. Let's finish and settle this ASAP.

Exam pun around the corner. Takde plak nak finish and settle. *sighhhhhhhh


Dear sun, could you please come out a bit and brighten up my day?

November 10, 2009

Listen to my heartbeat

I should be happy for you. I really should. But why am I tearing up now?


I want to be there the day you going away. I want to send you away. I want to hug you before you go down the haunted escalator the same way you hug me the day I went away.


I'm happy that you've got a place. But I know I'll be missing you terribly.


To the one who always be there most of the time I need one. To the one who's place in my heart is irreplaceable. To the one whom I hurt with my words. To the one who'll be embracing a new journey in her life. I wish you luck.



*restraining myself from searching winter ticket*

Leadja in pink, we miss you hella much!


This is one hell of good news if it's true. Cmon boys just comeback already pls?


Am done with my prosthetic exam. today. Did an upper rim for the denture. Within 2 hours. Wasn't the best but at least I've tried hard. Dah pernah je buat dlm masa 2 jam last week tapi tak pressure sgt sebab tau tu bukan exam. Tapi tadi cam gelabah sedikit sbb we did that with the thought of exam in our mind. Hopefully Prof FA won't be too hard on us with the marking.


By the way here it is..the medal of DentCup. :D


now smile everybody =)

But wait wait wait..don't be fooled by the picture..the size isn't an average size of a medal actually..


Tadaaaa...


Two medals for this year, and more to come this coming AGM :P


Kekekeke..kecik je ah. But am still proud of our team.

November 09, 2009

Fangirl overload

Okay.


Mimpi ini adalah saya suke suke, jadi perlu tulis sini sebelum lupa.

Jadi saya mimpi saya, Wany, Jims and Izul (?!?!) pergi travel. Jalan2. Shopping2. Wany beli barang banyak sampai beg dia terkeluar. Hwahwahwa..



Oh tapi tapi tapi that's not the main point.


Main point is dalam mimpi tu 2PM ada buat performance jugak kat tempat kitorang pergi. And apparently taktau kenapa saya ada close contact ngan 2PM. Cam they told me their whereabouts and whatnots la.


Oh suke suke!

Lepas tu there was once after this performance saya call Chansung nak tanye how was everything. Chansung memang tak reti cakap English sangat so the broken Engrish was freaking real!


Oh suke suke!

Despite the unproductive weekend, this week kicks off with a pretty good start. Hopefully this will continue.

L-R : Kim JUNSU, Park JAYbum, Jang WOOYOUNG, NICHKUN, Lee JUNHO, Hwang CHANSUNG, Ok TAECYEON


Unfruitful weekend

I dislike this weekend. Did not do nothing much that what I consider as a weekend activity...except the bowling tournament we had today..Am glad I went to this event. Terlerai sikit stress di otak :)


3rd place
2nd place


1st place


Us

Anyway I've made up my mind for something. I just can't bring myself to continue with it anymore. I've been considering all aspects and sad to say the cons outweighed the pros. So it's time to put and end to this. It's not an easy decision I shall say. I love 'em. I love what I'm doing but, hurmm.. I don't know, I just...can't go on.


A new week is starting. I've practical exam tomorrow. Something big waiting this weekend. And I really hope I could make a progress with my studies this week.

Cork city at night. More pictures, of course at my (click and comment pls. pakai yahoo mail pun bleh comment kat flickr en? :P) --> flickr!


p/s : goodluck for your final dahlink. my prayers are always with you :)

November 07, 2009

Flickr-ed!

We won the dentcup. Yeeeeeeeaaaaayyyyyy! Final was against the 5th years. We won 1-0!


I just got a new toy today. After making research for about a week, I finally settled with this model.



Haihhh...story of my life. Tak pernah bersyukur dengan apa yang ada =S Anyway I'm so satisfied with the performance so far. Wide angle. A compact one.


And...with new toy, comes this new flickr account that I just explored today. Saje je nak abadikan gambar-gambar cas cun perasan sendiri cantek kat flickr. Jadi kelik-kelik lah my newly renovated flickr account :





November 05, 2009

Proklamasi Motivasi (heh?)

So much for the early preparation. Malam ni haprak tak buat pape pun :(


My clinical progress is so far so good. We are now restoring the teeth. Doing fillings and stuff. And to my surprise I can actually carve the composite quiet smoothly! Tak sangka! I thought I'll be having hard times restoring this teeth coz I suck big time in dental anatomy/tooth morphology. Alhamdulillah it all seems okay to me at the moment.


figure showing something like what I'm doing right now. The bottom part, that is.


/me hates winter. It's freezing. It's very energy consuming. It's always sleep-inducing. It takes good mood away.


One of the therapies of this so-called sucky winter Seasonal Affective Disorder is to check airlines website for tickets to go back home. Macam setiap kali stressss je terus bukak Expedia. Check the price...tengok mahal..then teruskan kehidupan seperti biasa.


1592USD? Around 1000eu? Takpelah..lupekan sahaja x__X




Now I really need motivation.

Spend your lazy,
endless crazy,

days inside my head...

You're so selfish,
you're not the only,
one who thinks he's dead...
I'm paid to smile,
now i'm on trial,
for what you think I said...
But I never said,
that everything would be okay...
And I never said, that we would live to see another day...

Motivate me, I wanna get myself out of this bed.
Captivate me,
I want good thoughts inside of my head.
If I fall down,
would you come around,
and pick me right up off the ground?

I'm realistic, and narcissistic,
you say I'm selfish and absurd.

You try to change me,
try to save me,
you say I'm gonna learn.
I'm so blind,
I'm out of time,
you're so unkind sometimes.
I never lied, I never lied, I never lied...
Cause I never said,
that everything would be okay,
and I never said that we would live to see another day



p/s : I miss my girlfriends. Kawan-kawan aku cakap terang-terang ni, aku rindu korang. Korang rindu aku tak?

November 03, 2009

Tired of waiting

My boys' latest single.



기다리다 지친다... U Know?
I'm getting tired of waiting u know?
Kidarinda jichinda u know?

기다리다가 지친다 음~
I'm getting tired of waiting eum~
Kidaridaga jichinda eum~

U Know 넌 넌 내맘아니? 우~
Do you know how I feel?
U know nun nun naemamahnee? Woo~

기다리다가 또 지친다 음~
I'm getting tired of waiting again eum~
Kidaridaga ddo jichinda eum~

너는 아직도 날 기억하니? oh~Know
Do you still remember me?
Nuhneun ahjikdo nahl kiukhani? Oh~know


하루가 지나도 난 너를 못 잊어
Even as a day goes by, I can't forget you
Haruga jinado nan nuhreul mot eejeoh

한달이 지나도 난 너를 못 놔줘
Even if a month goes by, I can't let you go
Handaree jinado nan nuhreul mot najwoh

아직도 널 원한 내 맘을 아니? oh~Know~
Do you know that I still want you?
Ahjikdo nuhl wonhan nae mameul ahnee? Oh~know~


너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Nuhreul kidarida jichuh michigo

또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
Every single day feels like a year
Ddo haruharu maeilgachee ilnyunee gatgo

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you yeah~
Kidaridaga nuhl kidaridaga yeah~


금방이라도 니가 다시 올 것만 같고
It feels like you could come back any second
Geumbangeerado niga dashee ohl guhtman gatgo

뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Dweedoraseomyun dashee nuhreul bohl gutman gata


오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~
I'm going crazy being tired, I'm going crazy being tired yeah~
Jicheo michigo nan jicheo michigo yeah~


니가 올까 봐 또 참는다 oh~yeah
I'm holding it in, thinking you'll return~ oh~yeah
Niga ohlggabwa ddo chamneunda oh~yeah

너를 아직도 난 기다린다 oh~yeah
I'm still waiting for you oh~yeah
Nuhreul ahjikdo nan kidarinda oh~yeah


한달이 지나도 난 너를 못 잊어
A month could pass and I wouldn't forget you
Handaree jinado nan nuhreul mot eejeo

일년이 지나도 난 너를 못 놔줘
A year could pass and I wouldn't let you go
Ilnyunee jinado nan nuhreul mot najweo

아직도 널 원한 내맘을 아니? oh~Know~
Do you know how I feel? oh~know~
Ahjikdo nuhl wonhan naemameul ahnee? Oh~know~


너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Nuhreul kidarida jichuh michigo

또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
Every single day feels like a year
Ddo haruharu maeilgachee ilnyunee gatgo

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you yeah~
Kidaridaga nuhl kidaridaga yeah~

금방이라도 니가 다시 올 것만 같고
It feels like you could come back any second
Geumbangeerado niga dashee ohl guhtman gatgo

뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Dweedoraseomyun dashee nuhreul bohl gutman gata

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~
I'm just getting tired, I'm just getting tired yeah~
Jicheo michigo nan jicheo michigo yeah~


왜 이렇게 난 자꾸 힘든데
Why am I always in difficulty
Wae eereokae nan jakkoo himdeundae

머릿속이 복잡해 죽겠네
My head feels so complicated, I could explode
Muhreesokee bokjabhae jookgaetnae

기다리고 기다리던 나인데
Waiting and waiting was I
Kidarigo kidaridun naindae

아직도 소식이 없는데
But no word from you
Ahjikdo soshikee ubneundae

너 땜에 울던 내가 아닌데
There's no way I would've cried for you
Nuh ddaemae ooldun naega ahneendae

나 땜에 떠날 니가 아닌데
There's no way you could have left because of me
Na ddamae ddeonahl niga ahnindae

어째서 이런 내가 힘든데
And through this it's hard for me right now
Eojjaesuh eerun naega himdeundae

어떻게 지금 너무 힘든데
It's so difficult for me now
Eottoke jigeum nuhmoo himdeundae

일년이라도 난 기다릴거야
I'll wait even if it's a year
Ilnyunirado nan kidarilguhya

십년이라도 난 기다릴거야
I'll wait even if it's ten years
Shibnyunirado nan kidarilguhya

oh~난 난 난 난 난 난 난 난
Oh~ nan nan nan nan nan nan nan nan

기다리다가 난 지쳐도 좋아
I'm okay if I get tired of waiting
Kidaridaga nan jicheodo joah

너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Nuhreul kidarida jichuh michigo

또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
Every single day feels like a year
Ddo haruharu maeilgachee ilnyunee gatgo

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you yeah~
Kidaridaga nuhl kidaridaga yeah~

금방이라도 니가 다시 올 것만 같고
It feels like you could come back any second
Geumbangeerado niga dashee ohl guhtman gatgo

뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Dweedoraseomyun dashee nuhreul bohl gutman gata

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~
I'm just getting tired, I'm just getting tired yeah~
Jicheo michigo nan jicheo michigo yeah~

Pagi yang gelap, tak terang-terang

We won the 2nd match against 1st years today!!


Okeyh so lanjutan the first game before this, we were then put up against 1st year. It was scheduled at 4pm today at Mardyke but I had prosthetic lab till 5. But that's not a problem at all. Since our beloved instructor Mr JH is a super nice guy with great passion for sports cam memang takdehal lah dia nak release awal.


Tapi seksanya lah nak kena jalan laju-laju dari Hospital pergi ke Mardyke tu. Dahlah nak kena kejar classmate's pace. Irish nih jalan laju weyyhh..Dalam renyai-renyai hujan dalam sejuk beku tu rasa macam nak nangis pun ada....Tapi tidaklah saya tiba-tiba buat drama disitu kan kang tiba-tiba classmates cop saya freak ke ape pula.


nak gak tunjuk. Hospital to Mardyke, Google maps said 25 minutes walking. Lebih kurang dari KLCC nak gi Jalan Bukit Bintang kalau jalan ikut kereta nye route. wahh struggle kau nak explain.



*not related picture - the route I've been taking everyday from my house to CUH, 1.5km about 11 mins walking (according to Google Maps) Kalau dulu kat sekolah sukantara lari 1.5 km within 11mins dapat point tak?


Orait..onto the game. We played 6 a side game, for 15 mins each half. First half 1-1. 2nd half, still 1-1 and so my worst nightmare materialized. PENALTY WTFFGHJKLJHFUI! Dahlah sebnanye tengah tahan kencing since before pros lab lagi. Sejuk lagi. Nervous lagi. But thank God they are not so good with aiming into goals and we won by 2-0 (penalty kick). Takdelah heroin mana pun yang betul-betul selamatkan cuma 2 gol je. Lain diorg sendiri sepak melencong. Eh tapi time game heroin jugak ok berjaya menggagalkan beberapa cubaan.


So final, we are up against the final years. Harap-harap diorang taknak datang main. LOL.


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The weather is getting colder and colder nowadays. Dahlah cold, wet pula ini. Tak suka-tak suka. Hari-hari gelap mandomm je gitu. Nak *cuba* study pun susah sebab heater tengah bengongz. I'm now trying to prepare earlier for my coming winter exams. Sebab haritu exam patho result dah sampah habis, jadi I have to do a damage control. Ada 2+1 exam pula ini winter nanti. Combination of gloomy weather + freezing temperature + exam preparation is seriously not good at all so be prepared everyone I'm so allowed to get bitchy and cranky everytime I want now. So f off everybody who's trying to get in my way! Bwahaha..


Pandai baby ni lakonkan ayat di caption.


Countdown at 2PM's official website. Woooooooohhhh saja nak kasi jantung meletup berdebar sama dengan countdown ni kan?

November 01, 2009

F/O from my life

Zaman sekarang ni kalau marah kalau bengang senang je, delete je facebook orang tu.


I love my weekend. A peaceful one. Kalau boleh nak socialize pun malas. I just want to spend quality time by myself. No disturbance. Do whatever I wanna do. Stop thinking about the surrounding for a while.


Saya tengah belajar cara-cara mengcirrhosiskan hati. Sebab orang Islam tak boleh amik alcohol so tokleh lah nak dapat alcoholic liver cirrhosis. Jadi kita keraskan hati dengan bekukan daripada apape perasaan. Nak jadi apa pun jadilah weh secara perlahan-lahan malas dah nak amik kisah.