Happy Birthday to me

Thanks a lot guys :)

I am 21 years old. heee...







p/s : I did not cry (just yet)

Whateverness

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
Family & Friends

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
couldn't remember


3) Where do you wish to get married?
by the sea.


4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
i don't have any idea

5) Are you in love?
not at the moment

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
old town white coffee kopitiam

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
thanks for the memories - cecilia ahern

8)What is your full name?
nms

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
both of course. tho one is by my side and one is gone.

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
fahrin ahmad or alan yun.

11) Christina or Britney?
zaiton sameon. muahaha

12) Do you do your own laundry?
most of the times yes

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
none currently

14) Hugs or kisses?
XOXO

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.

• likes to tag me
• secretive
• responsible
• organized
• creative
  

16) 8 things I am passionate about:

• gadgets
• music
• books
• blogs
• travelling
• moneyy
• sports
• photography (yeke?)
  

17) 8 things I say too often:

• wey wey wey
  
• ya Allah
• serius??
• yup
• hello
• amendeer
• hah
• jap jap
  

18 ) 8 books I’ve read recently:
don't remind me of how long have I abandoned books. just dont

19) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:

• sempurna - andra and the backbone
• always be my baby - david cook
• modern girls and old fashioned men - the strokes feat regina spektor
• losing grip - avril lavigne
• aku skandal - hujan
• 03 bonnie and clyde - jay z feat beyonce
• kau ilhamku - man bai
• that's when i love u - aslyn
  

20) 8 things I learned last year:

• cooking
• cooking
• cooking
• cooking
  
• cooking
• cooking
• cooking
• cooking
  

sesi luahan perasaan

Okay sebenarnya saya tengah jiwa kacau. Kacau macam Mc Flurry Oreo atau Cornetto (kegemaran baru saya. yang cair punya setaap) yang dikacau dengan menggunakan sudu yang diattach pada machine itu. Ngeng ngeng bunyi dia dikacau. Nak cari bunyi lain macam tak terlintas. Ngeng ngeng jugak keluar tapi bunyi dia ade macam rempit sikitlah.

Sempena dengan usia yang bakal bertambah ni (*alert alert wiu wiu wiu hint hint wink wink ne no ne no*) banyak perkara yang membenakkan otak saya*sigh*. Terutamanya tentang arah tuju hidup saya. Cey cey cecemelll...baru nak masuk 2nd year dah nak cari arah tuju hidup kan. Tapi biarlah..biarlah saya nak rasa hidup saya ada wawasan sikit. Dulu sekolah rendah kalau tengok tengok kat buku autograf kita letak cita-cita kan. Macam saya punya dulu ada macam-macam version. Yang biasa saya letak nak jadi peguam@doktor@businesswoman. Tuuuu..dia ambitious sangat kan sampai tiga. Tapi bila dah besar sikit saya dah kecikkan skop nak jadi doktor. Sampai lah form 4 tetibe rasa cam Biology susah bebenor saya divert sikit-sikit dapat jadi engineer pun ok gak. Tapi tiba-tiba SPM Biology saya tak teruk sangat baru ada confident nak amik doktor balik. Tapi pikir punya pikir takut scholarship tu competitive sangat saya pilih amik dentistry. Memang indecisive from now then and forever.

terimakasih website ini

So itu lah kira-kiranya roughly sejarah saya amik dentistry. Penat jugak nak jawab kat orang dengan FAQ (frequently asked question) tu. "nape amik dentistry?" "eh ko memang minat eh gigi gigi ni" "nape ko tak amik medic kenapa amik dentistry"
Rasa kalau ditanya soalan tu rasa nak tumbuk nangis je kat orang yg bertanya. Macam luka lama berdarah kembali. Rasa nak jawab "saya amik dentistry dulu sebab takut amik medic nanti tak dapat scholar. SPM Bio saya A2 jeeeeeee. tapi saya minat gila-gila nak amik medic" hah gitu jawapan sebenar di benak hati..

Pastu bila tengok orang lain belajar medic macam menarik je kan. Lagi-lagi bila jadi golongan minor. Tak berteman keseoorangan..Sedih je rase *sob sob sob* Tapi saya tarahal lah...benda-benda ni benda kecik je. Masa tengah meroyan ke ape je barulah ungkit kan. Tu yang saya rasa cam nak buat plan je kan. Tapi kenalah selalu ingat kita hidup ni hanya merancang tapi Tuhan yang tentukan. Cewyyywaaahh cecemell..

Memula saya macam ada plan gila rasa nak ambil medic lepas dah ada degree ni. Tapi eh *snap* back into reality awak tu scholar kerajaan ada seploh tahun bond dengan kerajaan ada hati kan nak buat bukan2.Okay so cari plan yang lebih real sikit. Saya ingat nak buat specialist dalam Oral and Macillofacial Surgery lah. Tapi kan...macam susah..Mau tak kawin dibuatnya karang. Pastu boleh ke saya handle. Anatomy pon cukup makan je *sigh* But that's the closest to medicine that I can do. And if I really want to do it, I really really really (really to infinity) need to work my arse off hard.

Kahwin pun satu hal jugak. Mak kata kalau saya tak kurus-kurus nanti tak kahwin. *sigh* lagi (entry paling banyak mengeluh)
*diam bertafakur tak boleh nak elaborate lebih*

Huerm fine lepas ni malas dah nak masak balik Ireland nanti. Tu lah dah pandai masak pastu makan. Pastu makan jadi ape? Jadi lah tu...bulat bulat bagai boleh bergolek. Kalau jadi bola ok lagi orang boleh main futsal. Ni jadi orang bulat...haishh..kucing pun tak nak berkawan.

Baru teringat yang saya perlu kembali ke Ireland *sigh* Boleh tak nak cakap...bencilah. Malasnya. Malas sangat. Reason being...huerm banyak sangat reason nye. Senang citer I enjoy being here with my close circle of friend and family. Celah manalah nak cari orang-orang cam diorang ni...*sigh*

Ok lah entry dah makin mengarut tapi tu lah main point nye. Arah tuju dalam hidup saya. Saya nak grad sihat-sihat (bukan sihat=180kg) pastu kerja 3 tahun. CheMi ajak saya mintak posting kat Sabah/Sarawak. Tuuuu dia lagi cita-cita menggunung Kinabalu. Pastu rezeki/semangat ada boleh lah sambung.

Oh by the way ade pengumuman. Ting tong ting tong...

siapa mahu beli camera saya Casio Exilim Z75. 7.2 megapixel, 3x optical zoom. Market price saya usha tadi dlm RM699 but I'm letting it go at RM350-400 sajorks. Comes with memory card some more dan ya, kalernye adalah pink, exactly cam dalam gambar. And it is still negotiable ok. Reason being saya *rasa macam* nak angkat DSLR. Beli la beli la..kalau berminat boleh email saya kat nzra_007@yahoo.com. Nak call pun boleh ade nombor fon saya dalam blog ni kalau tere carilah.

Futsal

I am so happy I still can play. Eventho takut-takut akan patelaku yang tercinta lari lagi. Kugagahi jua. Sampai bile mahu takut kan?

Ku mahu main lagi. Ada siapa mahu main lagi?

just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

takkan mampu menghadapi semua

Pengait rambutan obersi katenye. Ngahaaa...

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5 TABIAT BURUK ANDA DI SEKOLAH, DI UNIVERSITI..

Saya dulu malas. (sekarang tak ke?) Malas segala-galanya. Sewaktu di 4 tingkatan saya duduk dorm terperuk. So selalu la skip solat jemaah, skip kuliah subuh (dengan menggunakan taktik busuk memasukkan selipar kedalam dorm) dan paling hebat skip prep petang ketika Cikgu Ilias Hamat (guru disiplin tika itu) sedang membuat gotong-royong di asrama putera. hahaha..best wo tido tatkala itu. Pastu 5 tingkatan tu boleh kira ngan jari lah berapa kali saya solat berjemaah Maghrib. Biasa saya jadi imam dalam dorm je. Muahahaha....still berjemaah what..

3 FAVOURITE SUBJECT ANDA, KENAPA...

• I love Chemistry. Because I just love it. Period
  
• History. I just love it love it. Tapi hanya sejarah ketika sekolah menengah je lah
  
• Business. I loike mengarut mengarut neh.
  

3 SUBJECT YANG ANDA TAK SUKA, KENAPA..

• Biology. Maybe coz in high school the teacher made it look complicated. Hence the hatred. Don't ask how I can study dentistry when I hate Biology. Efek dia sampai time gwe buat IB dulu ok. SPM pon dapat A2 je. muahaha..IB pun dapat 6 (full mark is 7)
  
• Geografi. Sebab dulu selalu prestasi kekal di markah 57. Hahahaha
• Sains tingkatan rendah menengah. Oh kenapa lah subjek Sains & Biology jugak yang tidak disukai. Patutlah Anatomy cukup makan je..muahahaha..
  

MENARIK PADA KAMU..

• Ada ke? Ok la normally people would notice my eyebrow. Unik katenye. Katenye la kan..anything else I don't know. I have a very low self-esteem lah tatau apa kekuatan diri. Kalau buat SWOT Analysis pun konfem banyak kat W.
  

ANDA TAK BOLEH HIDUP TANPA..

• Family & Friends. For the obvious reason lah kan
  
• Laptop. Ini hari2 balik pun serang MacBabe ku dulu...
• Phone ku N95 walaupun dah calar2 sket..lobang hidung mu tatap menjadi pojaan hatiku
• Udara. Ok this one is so lame.
  

SETIAP MALAM SEBELUM TIDUR SIAPA YANG ANDA HUBUNGI..

• Hubungi Yang Maha Esa. Bismikallahummaayawaamut.
  

p/s : doakan ku slamat bermain futsal rabu ni. amiiinnnn..dear cik patella, DO NOT go dislocated ever again okay. penat haku nak mandikan diri sendiri nanti. nanti Taq ngan Dayah kena tolong syampukan lagi..muahahaha

p/p/s : !!!!!!!!!!!og annaw os I !!!in tsugua aisyalam gtd lirva!!!!!!!!!

The Dark kNight

Yesterday I watched the Dark Knight. Hee..just when I thought I can't watch Batman anymore kan..But huerm...people move on. Even the Batman moved on. So why don't I?

The movie was great. Adelah kot seram-seram here and there kan but overall it was good movie, from a point of view of people who doesn't read the comic at all la tapinya..

Went swimming again yesterday. Some people asked me whether my leg has fully recovered ke boleh swimming semua bagai kan. The answer is yes and no. Yes to boleh swimming but no to fully recovered. I can't really put too much pressure on the knee such as if I'm about to sujud dalam sembahyang ke ape kan. Coz it hurts sangat-sangat. Plus I can't really walk too long sebab cepat lenguh.I hope it's only a temporary condition. Gile tak mau tak fit beginii..But com next week I wanna try to play futsal. Heee..degil kan..but I miss playing futsal :(

Yesterday also we went to William! hehehe..at last. After months of terliuq je tengok kat blog orang lain kan. It was a sudden decision actually. So I wasn't really prepared for the direction to the place. Asked from my friend, Ina for the direction and we were lost for about...one hour kot terpusing2. Hehehe..then when it comes to ordering masalah lagi skali. Cuba ingat-ingat balik ape orang selalu order and I could only remember ribena laici je. So I called Ida to check up blog Duta Uncle William ;P for the menu..We ordered nasi goreng ketam,meatball carbonara and onion ring. Konyang..sodapp..I loike nasi goreng ketam best. Meatball carbonara pun ok ok je la..maybe because I don't really like rasa dia yg ada cam creamy2 skit kot..

Ok dah penat..ta~

Sin Wau Ya Mim Ya Nga

Finally, I went swimming today. Thank God it's open. UiTM Shah Alam swimming center by far is the best pool! Bersih. Jernih. And the best part is they separate the opening hours between ladies and men. Dahla kat situ ade surau gak..senang keroje..




And today we tried new style - BACKSTROKE. Hahaha..belajar ikut teringat2 swimmers biasa buat. Takde basic theory haprak tarak...For a start okay lah..not bad! But we still couldn't master breast stroke. Padahal itu yang biasanya orang belajar dulu. Free Style dah okay. Backstroke dah start. Butterfly ngan breaststroke tak try-try lagi..

I have also been gathering opinions from sifu-sifu dunia fotografi on recommended "guns". D40/D40x lah yang top the list according to my preference..We'll see one day..

Tomorrow I'm watching The Dark Knight at Summit USJ. Petangnya nak gi swimming balik. Heee..

Low Yatt - Swimming - Low Yatt

As always, I had some difficulties to move this lazy arse around. Early in the morning I had to send me bro to KLIA. Lalok2 bawak kereta balik coz I did not really sleep the nite before takut tak terbangun awal nak hantar dia. Finally around 12ish I took my shower and left home to fetch Fuzah.

At first I thought of going Low Yatt (the nite before I made this plan with Fuzah) BUT because dah terlambat kuar ingat nak gi swimming je kat Putri Court umah makcik Zack. Half way thru Zack texted me saying she went out with her mommy. Baru tersedar dia sibuk abang mahu kahwin so finally we went according to the initial plan - Low Yatt....

First time I drove & parked my car there. Huh...sayalah anak KL yang tak tahu jalan KL, sekian harap maklum. Setakat jalan dari skolah nak gi JJ Maluri pastu nak gi Kota Raya sesikit tau ah sebab selalu naik taxy. So adelah tawaf area Jalan BB, Jalan Hang Tuah dan Jalan whatnots selama beberapa pusingan before I finally parked at the open parking besides Lowyat tu..


Barangan rembatan : Sinchan vol 30, 33, 47, MacBabe's new protector, SD card, new mouse (gatal nak match warna MacBabe), shoes from Momoe and jeans (not in picture)

Reasons? => Sinchan coz dah terputus bekalan SinChan selama 8 bulan, MacBabe=> because it's simple irresistable...sangat cunnnssssssss, new mouse because I needed one tapi belum tergerak nak beli Mac's wireless mouse, SD Card because susah selama ni travel2 kena tumpang2 laptop orang nak upload pictures jeans and shoes sbb nak pakai lah kan..

But I simply love my MacBabe's new look. Chic and elegant. ahahahhaah..

Esok, MESTI either swimming or gi gym. MESTI!!!!!!!

SMSS 10s 2008

Yesterday I went to my beloved school SMSS for the annual event SMSS 10s (Rugby Tournament). At first I did not want to go coz I was too tired with the amount of things I've been doing in the past few days but since kerinduan gwe terhadap sekolah serta sukan serta pakcik botak membara-bara, kugagahi jua untuk pergi.

I went with 1001 mixed feelings. Nervous. Anxious. Scared. Ironically, the first people who spoke to me was my senior back in 2000-DB. Hahahahaha...malu seyhhh dier kenal gw lagi..ni smua Wani nye pasal la gatal bagi number fon gw kat diaaaaaa...

And as expected I met few people from my batch. Talked to them for a while pastu naik jumpa Cikgu Rozi and Cikgu Su jap. Anyway Cikgu Su said the news on the paper was a bit exaggerated. Dah agak dah!!

Waited a while to watch match between SMSS old boys versus SAJOHA (Sc Johor alumni ke?) We won!!! Huhuhu..

them boys - SMSS in...eeemmm...out! SHAAA!!

bila Sains, bila Sains, masuk padang, bila Sains...masuk padanggggg semuaorang pandang pandangggggg

Scrummmmm

Actually the main mission to school was this, none other than the famous pakcik BOTAK Char Koew Teowwwwwwwwww...ya aw aw....Siap dapat layanan eksklusif lagi dari pakcik botak okay...hahahhaa..

my scrumptious char koey teow tanak taugeh!

After the game we went to the school hall. They were busy preparing the hall for next week event - Academic Week which will be officiated by SHEIKH MUSZAPHAR. Over kan?!?!?!?! Over sangat tau!!!!!!! Met teacher Noreit, her husband yang memang selalu tolong school dalam persembahan2 and saw Ahmad Izham Omar of 8tv (dia alumni SMSS okayy).

And I am so proud to see this. Our batch's record PMR 2002 - 88.43% straight As. Masih kekal disitu sebagai record holder. So far no one could beat our record. Even for SPM. Academic wise we are the best batch ever produced kot. BUT intra batch relationship masih kuat badi SMSS nye...Tah bila semuorang boleh grow up kan..

Update #3 - Sydney

Went to Sydney and stayed at Epul's house. I loike the place coz it's a so-called harbour city. So manyak pelabuhan and pantai. Saya sukkkkkaaaaaaa air! (be it beaches, seas, ocean etc etc)

So sebab dah feeling-feeling photographer hebat kan, here goes some of the pictures captured by my camera yang tak canggih ittew..

Sydney Opera House - overrated sangat!

The ferry & the bridge - candle mode

Budak moody atas ferry. hehehe..

Tatkala matahari menembusi bumi. ngehgeh..

Bridge & sun

Beach at Manly Harbour

In Sydney we purchased a weekly ticket that costed about 40Aud. Yes, transportation fare is so high in Aussie. But it's kinda worth it la coz we get to ride on the ferry too with the ticket. A single ride to Manly Harbour would cost us about belas-belas dollar sudeyh..Plus, Epul's place is quite far from city so like it or not, we have to take bus to the city..

Sydney & Melbourne to me are two cities with different attractions. In Melbourne the shopping area is kinda concentrated in the city so u could get everything within walking distance. But it's different from Sydney. In Sydney, shoppers might find it hard to get a place to shop til u drop coz the shops are everywhere. But I loike Sydney coz my favour towards water-ish place kan.

With Epul on the ferry

Muke blagak with Zack

Aussie aboriginees.

Muke sengal depan opera house

Budak-budak riang depan Opera house captured by budak tak bleh lompat *sob*

p/s : I'm back in Malaysia. Terpaksa bersiap-siap berlari-lari ke Kelantan pula. *sigh* See u in another 3 days!

Update #2 - Melbourne and Eating

My impression about this Aussie trip, particularly in Melbourne - it's all about eating. U eat eat eat till u fat and then u get mad. Itulahnyer...U think u go on holiday u eat less and walk more. But expect something different from Melbourne. With the overflowing halal shops, u can stay there for a week and dine out at different places EVERYDAY!

Us at Kanpai, Japanese shops

Here are some places we went to eat/drink:-

• Max Brenner for its chocolatey drink
  
• Kanpai restaurant for Japanese cuisine.
  
• Es Teller for Indonesian food
• Dolce Fredo for the oh so yummy ice cream
• Bismi for Mamak food
  
• Koko Black for again, hot/iced chocolate
  
• i-forgot-the0-name little cupcake shop
  

besides Yarra River

at Dolce Fredo, eating the yummy Rocher Ice-cream.

On our last nite in Melbourne, we went to Crowne Plaza to watch................
fire.
Yes, a flame that came out every hour. We missed the last fire by 5 minutes so we had to wait for another 50 minutes for another...fire. So we went into the mall. Fooled around here and there and finally the fire went out.

saya dan api. di belakang. tak nampak sangat sebab kamera tak canggih. *sigh*

Suddenly we bumped onto segerombolan..oh tidak sebenarnye beberapa (iaitu banyak) gerombolan perempuan. And guess who I met?

me & Ezzathy

Maaf gambar gelap, but it's Ezzathy! My ex-classmate back in KMB. She was my ex IRP mate. We weren't super close, but I respect her a lot! Ermm..of something I don't dare to elaborate. Malas nak timbulkan kontroversi. *sigh*

cheeessyy

at Koko Black

at Bismi with Oya!

And di Melbourne juga, setiap baju hitam saya dipenuhi dengan bulu-bulu kucing. hehehehe...In Zu's house we were entertained by 2 cute cats, Meon (Shana's) and Zorro (Zu's)

Me and Meon

Zack and Zorro

Update #1 - Skiing

First of all, haha..ampun for the previous post. It's just one of the days where ur head goes somewhere different from your mind. Pastu mulelah meroyan kan. Anyway thanx Lily for the words. Hahaha...it is soooo true!

So here's the first batch of countless pictures I took. Gold Coast picture had to be put on hold coz we uploaded the pictures to Zu's hard drive pastu terlupa nak amik. These are the pictures of our skiing trip to Falls Creek, about 4-5 hours drive away from Melbourne. Credit to Fizzy for the wonderfully captured moments.

Anyway 8 of us went to this ski trip. Fizzy as the driver + photographer, Aqeem the co-driver, Lina, Zu, Yus, Shana, Zack and yours truly.

Zu, part of Zack, Aqeem, Lina and Me

Lina, Me and Shana

Do you realize some of the pictures are so...wonderful? Some of those are taken by Fizzy's Nikon i-dont-remember but it's one of those camera that really shoots beautiful pictures lah! I had the oppurtunities to handle for a moment and fall incredibly in love with it. Ni yang rasa nak terjun in the photographing world ni. Hahahaha..but it's costly and I really need to learn properly before I got one. Eh betul-betul nak beli ke ni? Lalalala..

Me and Zu

Anyway........I lost my newly bought sunnies at Gold Coast. Maybe in airport I guess. Ouh kesedihann:((

Despite the name skiing trip and the picture above, I did not ski neither did I snowboard-ed pun. I am still recovering from my knee injuries hence I do not want to risk it. Coz u surely need to use the strength of ur knee to control from falling. And of course to not fall is really not an option for beginners! :P

I took this picture by my Exilim Z75! haha..santek kannn

In front of our accomodation.

haha..tatau ape motiffff..

Sejukkkk...

The skiing trip took almost 3 days. But it was wonderful knowing this cheerful people. Hehe...thanks everyone!