Vampired

The reason why I can't sleep, can't focus, can't concentrate, can't study (but apparently CAN blog)
Get me out from this fantasy pleaseeeeeeeeeee...........


p/s : no dental-dentist info today. too preoccupied with abundant of workloads and constant temptation coming from that one black book. My Edward lives there. I need to get over this ASAP. hahahaha

~ But how do you expect me, to live alone with just me, cause my life revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe~

Terkapai-kapai mencari pelampung

A few trivia about me :

- I tend to connect things quite fast. For instance, given a situation when A is teasing B with a few words that only can be understood by them (private jokes, private secret). Sometimes I'd like to think I can decipher the coded words they used. And hence the assumption made in my mind (which most of the time turned out to be quite true) So in the end, I knew one new secret/gosip of B :P Sometimes I also could understand some guys talk which explained why I used to have a few best guy friends back then..

- Despite the infamous assumption of me being the gossip girl, I can keep secret quite well. I know when there is a need to zip off my mouth and never let the cat out of the bag. So you, the one who went bouncing-bouncing on my gymball and pull that you-are-not-supposed-to-know-that please-don't-tell-anyone look, your secret is safe with me. *wink* I can be a good secret keeper too, you know?

- However, in contrast, I find it rather excruciatingly painful not to have anyone from the same time zone (or better, same place) that I could trust to share my thoughts with. Back then in KMB, I would always reach my phone and dialled Ida, Wani or Fuzah's number whenever I feel the need to burst out something. The pain is really growing in me that I'm afraid the benign one might turn into malignant. The time difference between me and my life saviours in Malaysia is too long that I find it hard to meet them online. With classes going around during the day, it's too late to catch them up online everytime I log into my YM. Life has been quite tough these days. The hatred growing inside me is snowballing that I am starting to giving up already :(

- I tend to imagine each words I heard/read. Sometimes it can be quite annoying speshly when I read/heard something disgusting. And sometimes it is kinda torturing to imagine the unimaginable. Oh if only you could know what I mean...

Okay people. That's all for tonight. Am spending the rest of the night in the New Moon with my favourite bloodsucker Mr Edward *hot* Cullen :) Have a nice weekend everyone~

*angau*

Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu jey pee ey

House rent - House Monthly Groceries - Bills - Summer Ticket!!!! - Easter holiday

*pengsan*

*lontarkan ingatan ke Malaysia dan rumahku*

*bangun pengsan semangat balik*

*teringat exam berlambak*

*pengsan lagi*

janganshoppingbelibendabukanbukanadahhhhh
jangannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Crayzee

One (of thousanddssssss) disadvantage of having a credit card is - you will tend to act like a Paris Hilton when in fact your money is lesser than the total number of your teeth T______T

But...but.....I've been looking around this rugby jersey for woman since foreverrrrr...plus.it's on sale..

But...but....the TWILIGHT series is on promotion..buy 3 for the price of twoooo...

Cut the crap lah. Kalau psycho tu psycho jugak.

Today I had THAT homesick dream. The dream that came once in a blue moon when my homesick level has reached above the threshold. With my kampung in Muar, Johor as the background, in my dream I was in atok Pisah's room with most of my mom's siblings. Someone made a joke and we all burst into laughter.

Oh I miss =(

I miss mom's kueytiow goreng.
And mom's ayam kicap kari.
And mom's ikan masak asam pedas.
And sayur lemak pucuk paku ngan telur kedai depan.
I miss Shah Alam's roundabouts.
I miss hanging out with the friends.
I miss our karaoke session with our lagu wajib - Semakin Rindu Semakin Asyik

Dan bile homesick menjelma maksudnya apa????

Maksudnya pressure exam sudah tiba...

Tadi saya berbincang ngan rakan sekelas, Ahmed (mungkin nama sebenar) Kami senaraikan continuous assesment yang bakal kami hadapi...

N : So..how many exams do we have on March? I know we have 2 confirmed dates. Pharmaco and Biochem
A : Yeah, we also have the Dental Anatomy exams. But I don't even know where to start reading it.
N : Oh, right right. What else do we have? Do we have physiology exam?
A : Yeah. It's for our next physiology module. The assessment will be collaborated with Dental School for bla bla bla..(tak ingat dah :P) But then we will also have Pathology exams..bla bla..*time ni kepala otak dah pening2*

*pengsan*

5 exams in a month with ongoing lectures and it's not even summer exam yet!
hopes my class rep will negotiate with dental school for the exams date lorgh..

*pengsan kali kedua*

*bangun dari pengsan, terus bukak facebook*

HAHHAHAHA POYO. PANIK EXAM KONON

*shoots at myself*

Semangat setadi. Momentum belajarku. Datanglah padaku. kekasihKuseru.

Pulangkannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...

Happy birthday, mi amor

Happy 4th Birthday mi blog.

Tempat hamba mengadu domba.
Tempat hamba berbual bicara.
Tempat hamba berkongsi cerita.
Tempat hamba melontar idea.
Tempat hamba meluah rasa.
Tempat hamba menguntai kata.

Andai blog ini menghiris hati mana-mana pihak, maafkan hamba.
Andai kata-kata yang hamba lontarkan mengundang rasa benci, maafkan hamba.
Andai isi kandungan ini tak seperti yg kalian sukai, maafkan hamba.


Tulus ikhlas,
N. M. S.