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A few trivia about me :

- I tend to connect things quite fast. For instance, given a situation when A is teasing B with a few words that only can be understood by them (private jokes, private secret). Sometimes I'd like to think I can decipher the coded words they used. And hence the assumption made in my mind (which most of the time turned out to be quite true) So in the end, I knew one new secret/gosip of B :P Sometimes I also could understand some guys talk which explained why I used to have a few best guy friends back then..

- Despite the infamous assumption of me being the gossip girl, I can keep secret quite well. I know when there is a need to zip off my mouth and never let the cat out of the bag. So you, the one who went bouncing-bouncing on my gymball and pull that you-are-not-supposed-to-know-that please-don't-tell-anyone look, your secret is safe with me. *wink* I can be a good secret keeper too, you know?

- However, in contrast, I find it rather excruciatingly painful not to have anyone from the same time zone (or better, same place) that I could trust to share my thoughts with. Back then in KMB, I would always reach my phone and dialled Ida, Wani or Fuzah's number whenever I feel the need to burst out something. The pain is really growing in me that I'm afraid the benign one might turn into malignant. The time difference between me and my life saviours in Malaysia is too long that I find it hard to meet them online. With classes going around during the day, it's too late to catch them up online everytime I log into my YM. Life has been quite tough these days. The hatred growing inside me is snowballing that I am starting to giving up already :(

- I tend to imagine each words I heard/read. Sometimes it can be quite annoying speshly when I read/heard something disgusting. And sometimes it is kinda torturing to imagine the unimaginable. Oh if only you could know what I mean...

Okay people. That's all for tonight. Am spending the rest of the night in the New Moon with my favourite bloodsucker Mr Edward *hot* Cullen :) Have a nice weekend everyone~

*angau*