Thank you Skype!

Last December, I've finally managed to bring Mak to buy a laptop. She never really owns one, like really for her personal use.

I downloaded Skype and Yahoo Messenger for her laptop. Taught her how to basically use 'em. Since I know how easily she can forget stuffs I put the passwords on a virtual sticky note on her desktop.

Since then, it's easier to talk and "see" Mak in Skype. The very firssssst time we Skyped, she was having trouble to enable her webcam. I had to describe the webcam button with a very simple term "Mak cari yang ada segi empat dengan tiga segi kat depan dia"

Tapi sad to say, now that Mak has Skype, I only talk to her once in 2 weeks. Dulu with regular phone call, I call her almost every weeks! Maybe because I could see her in the webcam so it felt so much closer. Plus Mak only goes online on Skype whenever I texted her.

But today strangely enough suddenly I saw she was online. I only realize it when I about to log off. So I logged in back, check my phone and yes, I got a text from her when I was downstairs having lunch "Nak mintak tolong.Telmak skype"

I called her and she was having problem logging in into her account for some website. Problem is, Abang did all the registration for her and Abang forgot what did he put as Mak's username and password. Typical Mak - benda leceh2 ni malas nak buat! hahaha..

We spent like 50 minutes finding ways to retrieve the username. At last I just told Mak to re-register despite the fact that she kept on saying "ala leceh la Mak ingat haritu banyaakkkk nak tulis kat register tu". I stayed with her one by one, telling her what to put into the address box, convinced her that yes, Malaysia indeed is listed in one of the country and to rewrite her password when they asked her to confirm the password.

Long story short, we managed to retrieve Mak's username when we were trying to reregister her account. Little did I know Mak had texted me about 2 hrs before I realized and called her. Mak was so thankful and she kept saying "nasibla adik ada". Half-joking, half-serious, I took the opportunity and said "hehehe takpela Mak, kalau nak bagi seratus dua ratus euro pun ok jugak" and we burst into big laughs.

Thank you Skype, for turning this 10,998km distance closer.

Pulangkaaaaaaaaaaaan

Teruk sangat dah hilang mood blogging ni. Haha..mana dia mood blogging ku? Pulangkannnnnnnnnnn pulaaaaangkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnn!!

Anyway it's almost the end of February now. Lepastu masuk March, April, May and walla, June. Lately I've been stressing out about finishing the requirements. Not that I'm well below the targeted treatments, tapi sebab what I've been planning did not go accordingly. Patients cancel la, lambat bangun tido la. And it really pisses me off. This month only, I had TWO cancellations during my precious precious cons session. I'm so disappointed. Feeling dia macam dikecewakan kekasih gitu. HAHA!

Tapi as an effort to maximize the number of treatment, I've started planning to bring 2 patients in a session. I hope this works out well...I just had my crown and bridge practical exam last Tuesday. I hope that's gonna be my last OTL session ever. Tskk cuak kebebeh!

Other than that everything seems to be pretty much the same. Takde pergi jalan, takde buat benda baru nothing major. My next break would be this easter, which would be in another a month and a half lebih kurang. As much as I needed a break, I secretly hope it's not as long as what it is. Gile kau 2 minggu tu boleh settle macam2 patient ok. Hahaha poyo betul dia ni. I might be going to German to visit Wawa. I can't wait! Rindu nak jumpa budak sekolah.

At this stage, memang terasa time flies pretty fast. Can't believe I'm actually a 4th year. Really really really hope things are going well this year so I can enter my final year smoothly. Final year oh myy tak cayanya sayaaaaa. Nervous sebenarnya bila fikirkan future ni tapi takpelah, we take it slowly and just go with the flow. Heh!

Misinterpreted

Ada banyak benda merewang-rewang dalam otak but none of them were successfully translated into words. Pasal hidup. Pasal kerisauan. Pasal drama. Pasal itu. Pasal ini.

But I'm afraid I can't put it properly into words and people might take it wrongly. Sebab this few days I've been observing things around me and saw how some people can really messed up badly in communicating things. Like, maybe the intention is good, the person itself is good but somehow when they speak, things came out so wrongly. Maybe the tone, maybe the words, maybe language barrier, iono what's wrong but hmm begitulah, it just sounded impolite.

Other than that nothing much is happening. Exam is in two weeks. Tapi I have 1 practical and 1 proficiency test this week. Hopefully everything goes fine.

Dear sun,

Money money money moneyyyy

OK. I know I just came back from Malaysia like a month ago. But this..is quite important. My next allowance will be at the end of April, and by then it's gonna be too late already. Exactly a year ago, I bought it on this date. But if I buy it now, I am gonna go through another 2++ months of hell, living with a very very tight budget. But it would be the same anyway regardless of when I buy it. Now or later. But I'm still confused on what date should I go back.

IN A NUTSHELL I'M JUST FUDGING CONFUSED!

p.s : i'm talking about buying flight ticket for this summer holiday.

Welcome to the world Baby Girl

Picture credit of Kak Diah's friend's facebook.

11022011. 4.15kg, Prince Court Medical Centre

Iono the final name yet. Haven't called home.

I hope baby knows she has an aunty faraway from her whom she won't met until end of June. And I hope baby knows that aunty loves her so much.

Welcome to the world baby girl.

Lit review, being stupid, and abrupt ending

This past few days I have been spending my time trying to complete the 2nd literature review. Apparently the second topic was much more complicated I must say. It involves talking about 2 different things, making comparison between them and try to deduct our own conclusion. So on top of reading the 30++ journals, I had to try to put them points together to make the topic makes sense. Eh beria pulak nak explain but u get the big picture already lah, the topic is complicated, nuff said.

However after much hassle, tears, sweat, and screams it is finally coming to an end. Not quite there yet, but almost. Tinggal nak touch up here and there and I'm going to print 'em off, get 'em bound and send them away to Prof, with hope that he would give a not so disappointing grade to me. Hmmm..I hope he's not a strict marker.

Apart from that, I've got nothing new to share. Everyday doing the same routines OHHH ada satu last week I started my Monday rotation at radiology department. There's this one doc that is sooooo good and he also likes to ask a lot of question. His style? Sorta like teaching you learn to swim by throwing you into the sea. Kira kau menggelupur la camgitu, lepastu baru dia ajar. He's a nice guy it's just that the way he teaches kinda sent shiver down my spine.

Last Monday I kinda fooled myself in front of my partners and some other students. You see, I have this problem of telling right and left. Yes, even during driving my co pilots need to use sign language to tell me where to turn. In panic moment especially, I could translate right as left and vice versa. Sumpah rasa macam bangang + malu because he kept on pushing me to answer questions in front of them.

Lepastuuuuuuuu the next Wednesday we were having tutorial at the beginning of OTL. I wasn't expecting the tutorial so I was totally in silent. And I'm not proud of that. Gile kau muka terkebil-kebil je tengok orang lain jawab soalan. Rasa macam nak hantuk kepala kat dinding ok?

However, today things went much better. I could answer most of his questions and I managed to ask him a few questions jugak. So kira macam dah prepare la jugak kan. In a way it's a good thing that they teach us like this. I'll be forced to speak up and read up my stuff takde la masuk menonong tatau apape.

OKKK dah. nak kemas barang nak tengok Glee nak tido kthxbaiiiiiiiii

LOL

Ulang banyak kali, ulang sampai mati

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

So that how much I wanted to give up, how deadly tired I am, I can still push myself through the rain.