WANTED

Momentum, where art thou?

Been trying to study the whole day. But the progress is almost nothing. This is not good! I think I need a change of atmosphere. A library would be a good idea but I'm just too lazy to walk. Plus I will need to bring lots of files and books with me.

Sighhh..I really hate this time of the year. When motivation starts to drain out, losing focus and crankiness rate starts to rise up.

69 days

2 OSCE

3 written papers

2 Orals

1 Case presentation

....and a few tutorials and clinical sessions in between those exams to complete our requirements.

Yup, clinics and tutorials are still ongoing. Most of the exams are scheduled on Wednesday, the day where we used to have lectures. That means for my group, we will always have full day of clinic the day before and after the exam. "Lucky" innit?

Patience. Endurance. Perseverance.

Let's do this!

Take 5

Bila tengok kawan-kawan dah kerja, macam bestnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Takyah pening nak exam. Takyah study pening2 untuk exam.

Tapi saya tau orang dah kerja banyak je yang kata they wish they are still student.

Ok sekarang cuma berharap cepat lah habis belajar kat sini. Sejuk oii kalau pasang heater nanti bil letrik mahal plakkkk

Entry tak bertujuan. Kthxbai

Cuak Muak

Assessment before Easter :

Ortho proficiency test : 11th March

Crown & Bridge Written exam : 16th March

Oral Health Development viva : 23rd March

Assessed Clinical Exercise

Deadline: 6th of May.

Week left to 6/5/2011 (minus Easter holiday) - 7 weeks.

Exam to be done = 3 (Pros, Perios, Cons)

Pros patient - my sessions are fully occupied until the last week of March. only 4 sessions left before deadline. Risky risky.

Perio patient - Very limited perio cases available. Current patient; 1 needle phobia, 1 can only come after 3 (which left me only 2 hrs to do the exam!!)

Cons patient - no suitable patient at the moment.

Ya Allah, berkatilah masaku. Bantulah aku untuk menyiapkan semua ini dalam masa yang ditetapkan =S

Jatuh

Once in a while I got demotivated, scared and sidetracked and really wants to give up. Like right now.

Kalau saya masih kecil, boleh selesai masalah dengan menangis. Dulu kalau dibuli abang, angkat telefon, panggil ibu mengadu, menangis, kemudian rasa puas hati, masalah selesai.

Kalau saya masih kecil, bina istana pasir tepi pantai, air ombak datang runtuhkan istana, menangis, lima minit kemudian dah lupakan istana itu, pergi main sama ombak laut.

Sekarang saya dah besar, mengadu pada ibu pun ibu cuma mampu bagi kata semangat. Masalah belum selesai.

Sekarang saya dah besar, semangat rapuh dihentak dengan cabaran demi cabaran, menangis macammana pun, lari jauh mana pun perjuangan masih belum langsai.

Tuhan, berat sungguh dugaan ini. Bukan aku tak redha. Cuma ingin mengadu. Kuatkanlah semangatku ya Tuhanku.

Money money money moneyyyy

OK. I know I just came back from Malaysia like a month ago. But this..is quite important. My next allowance will be at the end of April, and by then it's gonna be too late already. Exactly a year ago, I bought it on this date. But if I buy it now, I am gonna go through another 2++ months of hell, living with a very very tight budget. But it would be the same anyway regardless of when I buy it. Now or later. But I'm still confused on what date should I go back.

IN A NUTSHELL I'M JUST FUDGING CONFUSED!

p.s : i'm talking about buying flight ticket for this summer holiday.

Ulang banyak kali, ulang sampai mati

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

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I come here to study

I have responsibilities

I come here to study

I have responsibilities

So that how much I wanted to give up, how deadly tired I am, I can still push myself through the rain.

Perasaan ingin membunuh

I have a literature review that is due next month that I've got no idea how to do that I've found no article at all that can help me with this. Ngggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm damn angry.

I can't move on and do other things if I can't get this started. But I need to start revising Crown and Bridge and Ortho because I'm so clueless about 'em and I've got exam next next month. Nggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh marahnye @#$TYUY%T#@$%Y^%Y%$#@$%%Y!!!!±!@!

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