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Greetings dear blog and you, yes YOU.

The much awaited scholar is finally IN. Alhamdulillah :) The problem is...haishk after doing some planning and stuff, I'm left with almost nothing. Tapi I have to force myself to save some money for future, yes? Lepastu next scholar memang dah kena prepare untuk save up for summer flight ticket plak. Jadi nak ke taknak kena jugak bertahan. Haishkkk...

Benci gila buat literature review ni. Sumpah benci. I thought it is easy. But it is obviously nottt. Belit-belit otak nak tukar ayat. Sumpah dia macam take bits and pieces from the articles, tukar ayat sikit-sikit lepastu tu tempek. Eeeee pastu nanti kalau dia kata plagiarize camne? Tapi mmg kena review article pun. ARghhhh

Sebenarnya taktau what's the point of this post like. Otak tengah benganggggg. Eeee bengang tengok literature review ni. Macam eeeeeee kenapa la kena buat ni. Kenapaaaa. Ottokeee?

Ok dah let's stop running and face the reality. Nak ke taknak jap gi nak kena hantar dah lit review ni. Kena buat. Oh mulalah bila buat kerja susah sikit nak rindu rumah. Rindu mak. Rindu kawan-kawan sayang. 46 hari lagi cepat datang. Saya rindu bau pencemaran udara di Malaysia!

p.s : kepada orang yang mencari gambar ini, oh u perv! Hatim, walaupun Bangi bkan kat Negeri Sembilan, tetap nak tuduh jugak org tempat kamu perv. Hahaha...

*kelik imej untuk penglihatan lebih terang, nyata dan jelas - izhar halqi uwuwuwuww rindu nak balik sekolah agama

Of indecisive decision

Oh know, it's Sunday already =(( There goes my weekend! Noooooooooo...

Oh wait tomorrow is a holiday so yay for another day to laze around!

How come my weekend went so fast? I actually went up to Galway last Friday. It was a very indecisive decision. At first we were supposed to go to Dublin Games for futsal but apparently there aren't enough girls team participating this year. So what the heck kan takkan nak pergi lawan satu team je bazir masa gua je.

I gave a looooootttt of thoughts before going to Galway. Weekends are like the most precious thing to me since I started 4th year. During weekdays I always leave home at 8.20 and will only be back after 5.30 or so. At night I had to force myself to do some reading for lecture / any new or complicated treatment that I'm going to do the next day. Ok lah memang tak lama pun study every night I only spent like 1 hour or so tapi after a long tiring day, that's pretty much how long I can tolerate.

was greeted that nite with a delicious maggi goreng and chicken tandoori

went to Salthill and saw this old guy swimming with his dog T__T

chillin' like a villain yaw!

Tapi since Monday is a bank holiday I finally gave in and took the 2pm bus to Galway. The bus ride was a lot better than the first one I had last year. The weekend was well spent with a lot of singing, eating, watching ghost stories and just lazying around. No books, no patients' problem. It was also the first time I went to sleep at 4 in the morning for this semester y'all! Quite impressive innit selama ni by pukul 12 dah tido!

I came back home this morning with the 8.30am bus. Yes I am so determined like that. Guilt feeling starts to kick in as well as the body has started to get mad with the lack of sleeping time and comfortable sleeping place. Mengada betul tau kau ni. The bus ride to Cork only took 3 hours! By 11.30 I reached Cork. Stroll around the bazars in town and took bus home from the city.

Sampai-sampai rumah pun bukan nye study pun. Tidied up the room, gathered the dirty clothes to be washed and SLEEP! I miss my bed choooo much. Up until now NO academic thing has been accomplished. I might just save them for tomorrow or the day after tomorrow or 2 days after tomorrow or ok ok we geddit already.

On other note I really hope the people won't try to be funny and delay the scholar for this month. With the balance in my account, I don't know if I can even survive one week with it. Wuwuu....

Menolak post boyan kebawah

Literature review (li.tri.cer.ri.vi.yu)

I have like at least 9-10 articles of at least 5 pages long (but mostly are 10 pages or so!!) to be read, summed up and reviewed. Oh my oh my. It's one of the requirement for subject Theoretical Adult Health. The mark allocated for this particular task it a lot. Something that we shouldn't take for granted.

Arghhhhh I wanna get over and be done with this fudging lit review but I haven't even started writing it! Arghhhhhh stress nyaaaa...

Another 2 weeks before our allowance is due :(

Another 2 months before HOME :)

Rindu

Kadang-kadang makin kuat kita melawan perasaan makin susah kita nak kawal perasaan tu kan?

Tapi it just take one turning point to totally change the whole situation. I'm proud to say I'm totally through. My feeling was quite strong that it took nearly x years to erase everything. Slow and steady wins the race, eh? (ada kaitan ke?)

Hari ini saya jenguk page dia through page kawan saya. Rasa rindu slightly sparked tapi tak la seperti dulu. Sekarang ni nak benci nak lupa nak pura-pura rasa dia tak pernah ada pun no hal.

Saya dah tak mahu kembali ke kenangan dulu :)

Post yang dipost for the sake of having a post, posted!

Aiyaiyaiyaiyai malasnya mahu update blogggggggg..

It's the middle of October..meaning there are another 2 weeks to go before my allowance due. But I'm deadbroke already. Like really really really broken. If I clear up my credit card I would need to survive on eating dusts, I think (exaggerate much? :P) Oh cepatlah ini 2 minggu berlalu, saya ini risau melihat akaun bank yang makin hari makin surut tuuu...

lukisan huduh yg dibuat dengan membazirkan masa selama 10 minit di Paint.

Apa lagi mahu cirita? Tiada apa-apa. About another 2 months to go before I hop on another flight back home, insyaAllah. It is really handy to have something like this to look forward tu. Macam kau balik dari klinik pinggang nak patah bahu senget-senget, otak macam kosong, mata nak terpadam, tapi kau tengok-tengok countdown macam aaaaaaaaaaaahhh...dah nak balik rumah lagi dah. Jadi kau teruskan semangat untuk teruskan kehidupan. Haishkkkkk

Disebabkan saya tengah feeling-feeling boyan ini malam, I present you one of my favourite song back in the 90s ya'aw.

Till then, have a nice day people :)

Post yang dipost for the sake of having a post, posted!

Aiyaiyaiyaiyai malasnya mahu update blogggggggg..

It's the middle of October..meaning there are another 2 weeks to go before my allowance due. But I'm deadbroke already. Like really really really broken. If I clear up my credit card I would need to survive on eating dusts, I think (exaggerate much? :P) Oh cepatlah ini 2 minggu berlalu, saya ini risau melihat akaun bank yang makin hari makin surut tuuu...

lukisan huduh yg dibuat dengan membazirkan masa selama 10 minit di Paint.

Apa lagi mahu cirita? Tiada apa-apa. About another 2 months to go before I hop on another flight back home, insyaAllah. It is really handy to have something like this to look forward tu. Macam kau balik dari klinik pinggang nak patah bahu senget-senget, otak macam kosong, mata nak terpadam, tapi kau tengok-tengok countdown macam aaaaaaaaaaaahhh...dah nak balik rumah lagi dah. Jadi kau teruskan semangat untuk teruskan kehidupan. Haishkkkkk

Disebabkan saya tengah feeling-feeling boyan ini malam, I present you one of my favourite song back in the 90s ya'aw.

Till then, have a nice day people :)

Ten o Ten o Ten

Saja nak meriahkan this wonderful date with a blog post. So here goes some nostalgic music video from KRU.

Dulu-dulu zaman kekecik zaman still guna kaset kalau dapat nombor 1 dalam kelas mesti mintak mak kaset. Kaset KRU ke Backstreet Boys ke. Siap hafal rap lagu diorang ok.

Nak update blog

...tapi taktau nak update apa. Everytime I want to "create new post" the only thing I wanna talk is about my patient. My patient this, my patient that. Here there everywhere ol Mac Donald have a farm ee ya ee ya oo!

As much as I bragged how fun the last weekend was, I can't do the same with how this week went. Half of the week was kinda shitty. Monday was okay. Crown and bridge lab in the morning..I enjoy carving them teeth! Oral surgery in the afternoon we learned how to pull off the teeth. It was cool but come to think of doing it in real people..that's gonna be slightly scary. I'll be doing it this Monday :S Wish me luck ya?

Then came Tuesday, the shitty day. My supervisor really gave me a hard time due to some mistake in my history taking. Aaaahhh commonnnn, I'm learning here. No need to give it to me in front of the patient,yes? Luckily my patient was super duper sporting. She even felt guilty for not giving me the necessary info needed. Ok I take back my words. Young Irish aren't that bad actually! Later on that Tuesday I had paeds patient. It was sooooo hard to carry out any treatment to lil kids coz their mouth is so small and to get the handpieces and the instruments into them mouth is soooo hard. Lepastu tiba-tibe the doctor said I can't treat the patient coz it's quite complicated and just sent her off begitu. Aaaaaaaaa marahnye saya. Rasa macam nak suruh Edward Cullen tukar saya jadi vampire supaya saya boleh gigit doctor tu!

when I'm turned into vampire I'm gonna haunt you Dr C!!!! Makan budok!!!

The Wednesday went on kinda badly too. The lectures in the morning was grand but in the OTL I messed up the tooth preparation twice! Twice baby twice! I don't know what has gotten into me.

Luckily that Thursday the gloomy days were brighten up again (not literally, coz it has been raining all the days this week - Irish weather at its peak y'all) I finally broke the wall and built a bridge (wah kau nak bermadah apehal) with my patient. She used to be quite unfriendly due to her previous traumatic dental experience. Tapi saya berjaya to find ways to make her be comfortable with me. Syukurrrr Alhamdulillah, Hai O pilihan saya! Lepastu petang tu I had a patient who thanked me generously of the things I done. Macam kau boleh rasa his sincerity that all the tiredness just snap off just like that.

The Friday went on pretty fast. I had ortho tutorial that morning and was done by half past eleven. Lajuuuuu je berlalu hari-hariku. Me likey likey :D

I am supposed to start with my literature reviewwwwww. Aaaaaaa but the weather is so dull and gloomy that it's forcing me to stay on the bed :( I promise soon when I'm back from Tesco I'll start reading the articles. Wuwwuwuwuwuwuuu..

Gloomy weather is gloomy :(

Finally, a happier post

I had a blast this weekend. Full of food. Full of fun. Totally swept away all those tension and tightness be it mentally or physically. I kicked off this week pretty much lightheaded and a kinda good mood.

First off was the Open House organized by KUC. Sadly I didn't take pictures and the friends haven't uploaded the pics so no photography evidence for this blog just yet ;) The food was grand, lovely crowds, and the event went smoothly despite minor mishaps.

Later on that day we had some tension release session. Such an eventful day. Enjoyed the evening so much all thanks to the people who were there that day. You guys are simply the best. I love my small circle :P

Today my patient cancelled his appointment for tomorrow. At first I thought of giving myself a rest but after some thinking, it's just the starting of the week. I tried my luck to ring another patient and thank God she's available. I just hope my supervisors won't mind if I bring a Cons (fillings) patient for a Prosthetic (denture) session. I'd say selagi takde exam around the corner, I'll just try to maximize the amount of work can be done in a week. Sounds like a good plan, yeah?

I have also received the parcel containing the stuffs I bought back home. My maggi, kopiko, kopi 3 in 1, milo and kaya is restocked now. Alhamdulillah I'm one happy girl. Hopefully this week goes smoothly without unnecessary drama or tragedy, Amiiin..

Quoting Mr Coelho

Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.