My unexpected trip in New Delhi, India FLY ME BACK TO CORK PLEASE

Hmmmmm kay. Nak update blog ke takmau. Given the situation I'm in right now banyak perkara boleh diblogkan. Alright where do I start?

So I was supposed to go back last Sunday. 11.45pm the gulprens and the boyprens made a surprise visit by sending me at KLIA. I was so delighted coz well, goodbye is never easy. By having a few people sending me away, it makes goodbye easier, lighter. Honestly everytime I go back, I wish my friends and family could send me. Tapi having mak is a must la. If she's not there lagi lah tak boleh balik.

wajah kesayangan hamba, thanks for taking the trouble to send me :')

This is my first time on KLM flight and what I can say is...the flight sucks. Maybe because I was on Boeing 777. Ugly chairs, very uncomfortable, screwed up flight entertainment. I'm biased to Malaysian Airlines kot. BEfore we departed the flight looked like there was something wrong la. They turn on and off the engine I thought it was normal.

Four and a half hours later, the captain made an announcement there was a problem with the motor, and assured it was under control. I was half asleep so I didn't think much about it. Twenty minutes later, the captain came again and said they we we had to land at New Delhi and that one of the engine has failed. At that time I was so confused and blur but started to think of bad things dah. Have I told you all I learned how to swim because I'm afraid if my plane crashed into a sea? Weird, I know right..

Fortunately the plane landed safely, on New Delhi's airport. Although it kinda parked weirdly in the middle of the landasan. We waited for like 1.5hours before we finally could get out of the plane. Since we don't have Visa, we had to give up our passports at the immigration so I actually don't have my passport with me now.

We had to collect our checked in luggage and after a while, much to my disappointment my luggage was badly damaged. Like it couldn't even stand up on its own. Dahlah flight jadi camni, luggage jadi camtu den tatahu nak kata apa dah. Tapi tulah, since I just left home, happily I'm pretty okay handling my emotions so I did not cry. I just..hmmm frustrated? I used shawls to hold my luggage together to bring it to the hotel.

the damaged luggage

They sent us to the hotel with a bus, a bus that will make you feel that you are, indeed in India. Checked in the hotel and dragged in my luggage to the hotel room. It was 6.30am New Delhi time when we finally got into our rooms. I opened the bag to find out a lot of things were damaged. Even my medicine. Itu pun still tak terasa nak nangis ke ape I calmly wash things that could be saved.

the bus

That morning I had to go out to buy a new luggage and boy oh boy this is place is indeed not as pleasant as any other country I've been. Even the shopping malls looked dodgy. That was one of the scariest experience I had. Bought a new, much smaller luggage coz oh well, takde apa sangat pun boleh disumbat dalam tu lagi.

So since then I've been sitting in the hotel room, online. At times, there will be power cut off in this hotel. Lunch, dinner and breakfast are provided by the hotel so at that time I will eat together with 2-3 Malaysians I met here. Berapa kali dah asyik makan kari ketiak pun dah bau kari. LOL.

my breakfast this 2 days, paratha and aloo gobi.

the hotel is surrounded by constructions. dodgy modgyy

the pool

Right now right here, I'm starting to lose my mind already. Patutnya fly this morning (11am, 4th Jan) but they delay us again. The hotel staff told us the next time they were given is at 1am, 5th Jan. I've never wanted to go back to Cork this much. I need to attend classes. I need to treat my patients. I need to get outta this place as soon as possible before I lose my marbles.

People, pray for me please?

Cranky doctor is cranky

So I've been down with mild diarrhea since I came back from Jakarta. Not a nasty one. Just the one who never let me rest if I consume food. And a lil bit of flu which partly contributes to the reason why I haven't been updating my blog.

The first 2 days I thought...hmm...oklah maybe the system is just cleaning off the dirty things kan..tapi bila it continues till today, it starts to bother me already. So I decided to go to my favourite clinic, Dr Zulkifli of Seksyen 27 :)

I've always been to Dr Z since as far as I could remember. He is a very pleasant doctor. He always greeted us with a big smile on his face. Nice soothing tone. He is good enough that I'd still find him even he moved to a new location already.

Unfortunately today he wasn't in. Dr P was in charge. A woman with her son went in before me and were in the doctor's room for like...less than 5 minutes? I was quite suprised. The nurse finally called my name. I went in, and Dr P hasn't finished blabbering something to her nurse and the few bits that I could caught was "dia datang ni nak mintak MC je kalau semua orang Malaysia macam ni, susah lah"

So she went on asking me, without calling my name, or adik, or cik or something lah she just went on with "sakit apa" in the most unpleasant tone I've ever heard from a Doctor so far. I told her I'm having diarrhea. Without really looking at me, she went on and asked me a few things like whether I vomit or not, whether I bleed or not. I answered no and not sure, lepastu she just scribbled some prescription. I tried to gave in a few information like how long I've been having, I've just got back from Indonesia just in case that could help her within that 2 MINUTES OF CONSULTATION, and ended up being scolded by her because I came to doctor only after 4 days and I didn't observe my feces.

In that 2 minutes I was too shocked to even question why she behaved like that. No eye contacts. A very brief history taking. Not even giving chance for me to ask or something. Gua nak cerita pasal flu pun tak tercerita. Gua dalam kepala nak tanya about a few other things pun tak tertanya. Or maybe is that how doctors are supposed to attend to the patient?

Iono if you are having bad day ke. PMS ke. You are disappointed with the previous patient yang datang nak mintak MC ke apa tapi I thought you are supposed to be professional? Rest assured lepas ni if I see your name on duty at the receptionist I will make sure I tahan segala sakit I am having for Dr Zul.

Now excuse me, I need to go to toilet!

Gleek (bukan Geli Mat) - Hate On Me

My God this song is plain GENIUS! The last time when I was watching Glee I kinda had to fast forward everything because the storyline is kinda whatever....tahulah gua kan kurang sabar sikit kalau cerita tu tahpape. A few months after I'm done with that series only I realized the songs in that series are mad love and so superb.

Come along and sing with me if you feel like to :)

Al-Bimbobabutus

Today is another day where OTL session has gone wrong. In OTL, there must be a session where I'll end up questioning myself whether I'm fit for this job. Betul-betul mematahkan semangat jitu dalam diri :(


I missed the lab last week and so I was kinda left out a bit. In OTL, missing a session cost a quarter of your life. Oklah not that much but you got the idea la how important it is. So I went on doing the preparation for amalgam filling on upper left jaw which requires indirect vision (ie : using the mirror) but boy oh boyyyy susahhnyeeeeeeeeee.

#1 use your instrument wrongly and kantoi bodoh depan supervisor. wakaka

Lepas tu lepas tu lepas tu kantoi bodoh with my supervisor coz I used a wrong instrument!!! Dia punya lah kata guna chisel chisel pastu gua yakin je guna excavator. OMG bunuh diri sekaranggggg. Dahlah memula dia tegur the way I use the handpiece. Today is the day that I looked stupid twice in front of my supervisor. *bunuh diri dua kali* Lepas dah yakin salah guna instrument to my supervisor tried to remain calm sebab gua macam dah nak nangis je sebab buat kerja harini serba tak kena.HHAHAHAHA LOSER.

ingat sampai mati ini chisel. KH dulu pernah guna kaaaan. tapi dental instrument takde ah camni. working end tu je ah serupa.

Anyway things go pretty much okay towards the end. Takpe, at least kantoi bodoh sekarang dari kantoi bodoh dikemudian hari. Cumanyaaaa....it just pains me a lot when I remembered that moment. Sure classmate2 saya gelakkan si bengong seorang ini. Lepastu terus takde mood nak lunch beli pisang makan dalam bilik komputer je.



Arggggghhhhhhhhhhh..jangan lah terkenang-kenang dah. Syuh syuh

I'm tired

Parah, pedih, bernanah.


Entah dari mana datangnya idea dia saya mampu terima apa sahaja kata-kata dia
Entah dari mana datangnya pendapat dia kata-kata dia cuma gurauan semata
Entah dari mana datangnya dari kepala dan otak dia bait-bait sedemikian boleh diulang-ulang untuk dipertayangkan pada dunia


Mungkin perlu saya ingatkan
Saya masih seorang perempuan
Masih punya hati dan perasaan


Saya berdoa pada Tuhan
Semoga terus diberi kekuatan
Kekuatan untuk terus melawan
Kekuatan untuk terus melupakan
Kali ini, cukup kuat untuk terus mengabaikan

Menghirup udara (tercemar) KL buat kali yang terakhirnya tahun ini

One of the reason why I insisted on going back home, for the second time. Each year so far I've never failed to visit him during Ramadhan..


Alfatihah to Mohammed Suffian bin Mohamad Yusoff.




After visited Tanah Per*kuburan Am*pang, I went to Ka*mal Medi*cal Bookstore..and finally the last stop - the great Jalan TAR!

In front of Maju Junction

Hot selling moist choc cake at the bazaar

Cutting q kenari. Benci!

Bought a baju kurung pahang and a few selendangs there. Seriously, silalah melawat bazaar dahulu sebelum ke kedai-kedai di Jalan Tar ittew. Price diff is very the high okayh!


Later today I went to Bazaar Ramadhan (HATE to call it Param. macam nama the late Indian actor tu. Not that I hate him...tapi just..tak selesa..huhu) Taman Alam Megah. Meredah hutan semata-mata demi Nasik Kerabu! Huhuhu...dapat jugak Nasi Kerabu warna biru tu with Ayam Percik, Telur masin segala...tapi can't really taste it..Either the food is tasteless, atau memang tastebud saya yg ala-ala dilanda demam ni failed to carry its function..


On an another angrier note, harini saya nak bengang pasal ASAP. Yes, As Soon As Possible. Honestly I HATE it when ppl try to ASAP me. Especially for something given on short notice and came unwarned. Lepas tu nak ASAP plak kan. The only person that I can tolerate to accept her ASAP is Nabila (where are you la dude..lama tak contact aku :( ) Itupun for an unknown reason. haha..Okay dah bye tanak elaborate lebih2 dah. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee


p/s : cant wait for November. oh time, can u go slower within this 4 days, then after 1st of September go as faster as you can until November? huhuhu..

Entry emo yang terpaksa dirahsiakan - Sapa nak baca approach me personally

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Hati pahit

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile, Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.

Boleh takkkk nak bitch sikit? Sikitttttt je please?!?

Bitch 1 - Saya jumpa orang letak video selama 9 minit pasal dia unbox sesuatu barangan like wtf man wtf? Rasa nak forwardkan kat RayWilliamJohnson kang baru tauuu..Tapi tak baik memalukan orang kan.

Bitch 2 - #$%^&*()_(*&^%$^&*()IUYJHGFDHJKLHGT^&*()*&^%$

Bitch 3 - Tableh nak cakap sini takut orang terasa tapi gua memang bitterrrrrr aah.

Bitch 4 - Eh kata nak bitch sikittt je okay so dah takyah bitch dah.

*Bitch tambahan - I don't really entertain strangers in facebook. Strangers mean out of nowhere tetiba kau add kan. Lain lah cam aku ikut blog orang tu lepas tu aku rasa nak add. I'll give my info when I send friend request. Ni cam tetibeeee kau nak add. Lepas tu takde plak mutual friend lagi la freaky.


Ohh bitchy mode on Gear 4 baik stop sebelum melarat