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Zack, I Miss You lah..

Haha

Well as expected, nothing can be done at home except the facts that I got myself a new shoes, new pendrive, and get those questionnaires photostated

I'll be shooting to McB in 1 hour time I guess
So walla, time to say goodbye

Last kiss ~

P/S: am going for ayu's bday party b4 going back.for the sake of kawan kan...

bad results

Sometimes when you fall from a very HIGHHHHHH place, you are hurt so much that you feel like giving up life. Right now I am seriously suffering from the pain that I created it myself.Well as expected my results are dissapointing.Terribly dissapointing.I dun know how am I going to do my Uni application =(

I can feel the dissapointment of my result but the outcome is worst than it is supposed to be.In sem 2 I was a lazybump and I admit that it.

Rasa sangat nak menyesal sampai nak mati tau..

Somebody out there please help me out?

This week we are only allowed to go back after 2.Mak has told me to "dah lepas ni jangan balik tiap2 minggu dah"
Oh that is soOo...hurm..ntahlah

July will be the busiest month.1-8 July is our postponed sports carnival. The next week is our Minggu Penghayatan Islam n the next next week is my Kem Sastera thingy.I'll be only going back on the last week of July...Abg's engagement is on 1st July n I am going to do anything as long as I can attend that precious event

My inferiority complex worsen la.I feel like everyone is looking down on me.

hell

It's the end of the world and I'm going to hell in 2 hours time, I guess

Havent packed anything.I just.....dun wanna go back to that place

Argh...I hate myself for not being strong, committed, and dedicated.I also hate myself for letting this hatred thoughts controls me.

Help me? Anyone out there do have the ability to help me out? Coz I just cant stand this feeling anymore (paiseyh layan lagu plak)

Anyway my holiday was a fun holiday.Byk gler duit kuar n membazir banyak gler ok??
I had fun with my girls, my frens.I went back down the memory lane n I seriously miss all those memories

To zack, thanx for being a good co-pilot n rakan membazir n penasihat shopping.
p/s:duit nak crop dah gune utk beli benda bukan2 T_T, takpe next time aku janji, mesti aku beli gak crop kat zara tu.....btau tau kalo zara ade sale >.<

To fuzah : thanx gak sudi turun jauh2 n join us.Whatever happens, be strong beb.

To semua2lah : i love u all

To so-called bad boys : grow up.stakat merokok cam nak mati tapi perangai tak macho langsungg.Sumpah menyampah gler tgk prangai korang.Umur dah 19thn lah!!!!!!!!!!!!! budak umur 17thn lagi menyeronokkan dari korang.

Oklah.So gonna stop bergoyang2.Nanana..shakira shakira..Tahi2..B*bi2..Sebab kat sane I automatically surpress my kebiadapan demi menunjukkan imej muslimah yg tak la sejati sangat~~

U r not going to see my true smile thruout this 1 week.Plus, we are not allowed to go back becoz of the sports carnival thingy.Shit la weyh..

Slamat mati~~

part of us..

Y can they just throw away their stupid childish attitude n just mix up with other ppl??Who do they think they are? Whattaheck???

They think they can live with their bad boys clan forever?? Huh stupid stupid sangat2
To anyone who came across the sains slangor so-called bad boys of 0004, run for ur life.Coz they are totally useless fuckin creature who's presence is very annoying n irritating.Jangan la kawan ke kawen ke ngan diorang neyh.Buat merana hidup jer!

Anyway the reunion is quite ok la.The turnout is..quite OK.Except for the presence of bad boys who did not want to pay because they came just to meet up each other but ended up eating lots n lots.F*ck la wey.Abisla makan tak berkat~

Met with my frens..Hwa hwa..I miss themmmm sangat2...Berbuat gila berjoli gembira.I was so happy to see them.Each of them.Each faces are very important to my life.They are the colours of my life n I love them~

Towards the end we took pixies.Then talked with the f5 boys..UUuuuu..my junior dah beshar besharrrrr dah....I think they are 100X better than the bad boys.

Thanks to ida,z, n fuzah who took the trouble to cook the food.U r superb la my girls.*Clap clap clap*.Then to bad epul n whoever involved directly or indirectly.Thanks a lot.

I'm too tired to type anything.Plus I am so freakin piss off dengan setan2 brengset itu.Let da pixies + short video do all the talkings

fasi ilim

Without realising,actually many people do have SPLIT PERSONALITY.Including me, obviously.The smile I put on my face whenever I'm with my bestfrens is umsimilar with the smile I've shown at McB.I tend to not showing the true self of me when I dun feel comfortable to do so.

Hence when I got the chance to show my true self I feel relieved.A superb undeniable feeling of relieved no one wud ever understand it (yeah..I'm exaggerating). Met my ex-schoolmates at ILIM@Bangi. The skool called us to be the so-called facilitator to help our dear juniors.All of them are mostly my close fwens so I feel vary happy to spend time with them.Had our crazy times together bergoyang2~~


us

Went there and do almost nothing.Just watch them do something.Help them a lil bit..
Then had fun.Eat.Sleep.And at the end we got cert n rm50! Wahahaha thanks a lot pn roslina n smss!!!! Felt guilty,seriously! Thanx a lot anyway

big dan n the gang.


Surprisingly wan (bella's bro) still remember me n he knew I took perez as my pet bro.Hehe.Old story.Perez is supposed to be in this batch but he was expelled from my skool when he was in f3.I still remember the date, July 30,2004.Where I had my worst day on my bday.I did ask him but we were not oficially declared pon.But I've promised myself he's the one n only person I'd take as my pet bro.Even if he doesnt want.Seriously.I may have many2 ppl in my usha2 list but in my heart there's only 1 person will remain in my heart.Paiseyh terjiwang plak..Perez did come to ILIM but didnt get the chance to meet him..I wonder how he looks now..

Sadly it's only a 3-day chance to enjoy with them and I have to get my ass back at "homestay perkampungan jawa" bak kate syahir.Tsk..My work is not done.Lantak.I dun want to think bout it nemore.

me n epul cacat

Tomorrow is our reunion.Thinking of the turnout is nerve-wracking.I dunno who's coming n who's not.Hopefully everything will be fine.Thanks to Pn Roslina for providing many things for us.I know u love us all n we love u sangat2!! Infinity n forver.Best teacher forever2 n ever2.

SMSS won the best all-rounded school in last PPM.Hey, partly, it's our share too, okay? Coz the points are accumulated n it takes the achievement of school in 2-5 years time! So,I feel proud for u

Erm..this post is i-miss-smss version..So anyone who r not from this school, just bear je la with my jiwang words