First off I saw this one person I fancy today. And the only thing X gave me was a cold brush look that totally breaks my heart to pieces.
And then I had VARICELLA VACCINATION. It's for chicken pox and it's a live vaccine. Meaning, I may get the chicken pox itself had my immune system failed to produce enough antibody against the live vaccine they injected me.
This is seriously frightening. I can't afford to lose a few days and down with the fever. Let alone be CHICKENPOX fever. I don't have my mommy to take care of me. I am surrounded by busy medic students who hardly have time for themselves. I have exams in the coming few weeks. I have deadlines to catch up =(
I think I'm overreacting. Here's what I Wikipedia-ed :
Common and mild reactions following vaccination may include:
- Fever of 101.9 (38.9 C) up to 42 days after injection
- Soreness, itching at the site of injection within 2 days
- Rash occurring at site of injection anywhere from 8 to 19 days after injection. If this happens you are considered contagious.
- Rash on other parts of body anywhere from 5 to 26 days after injection. If this happens you are considered contagious.
So I may need until 5-8 days before I could see any signs. Ohhhhhh my immune system, toughen up and please please please fight this antigen. I know u are strronggg..
And, crap. I did something bad onto my roomie and now she's pissed off. T_T
and...being a transitional adult is tiring. There's an inner rebellion in yourself that is waiting to explode, yet you have to stay professional and calm through it. U cannot act childish and u cannot be the innocent one.
11 hours to go before tomorrow becomes today. aih..p/s : i'm such a crap. hari mengdownkan diri bermula. tenkiu!