Entry penuh complaint konon dia sorang paling penat dalam dunia

Oh oh..penat aje saya cuak harini. I was pretty nervous the moment I woke up today. Turned up, pasangan saya could not make it to the clinic today due to other reason. Phewwwww...boleh tarik nafas lega sekarang panjang-panjang. Cuak saya ni macam cuak nak pergi larian jalan raya time form 1 tuh. Tatau apa kaitan tapi the feel was the same. Siap baca selawat sepanjang jalan dari rumah sampai hospital just to calm me down. Hohhhh..


However I must admit working alone without partner is very very tiring. If you forgot to take something, you've to walk alll the way from one end to another and it's even more frustrating when you found out you forgot another thing pulak. Doing all the charting by yourself is also kinda difficult. Nak tengok the teeth one by one satu hal. Nak record it onto the chart satu hal. Running the routine checkup alone is pretty tiring because I haven't had much training on that. Eh eh eh kesimpulannye semua benda kalau buat sorang-sorang memang penat lah kire-kirenye.

cuba duduk camni 2 jam setengah campur marathon pergi ulang-alik amik barangan 5 kali. haha banyak komplen doh dia neh diam ah.

InsyaAllah I'll get used to it one day. Ini baru satu patient satu session. Belum lagi dua tiga empat lima enam tujuh sepuluh empatbelas lagi.


Tapi nak diikutkan bahagia je kalau assistant awak sedikit pain in the arse tu takde. HAHAHAHAHA ok keji. I know. Case close.


Ok sambung balik. By the time I went for my pros lab session in the afternoon my energy level is only 10% like that. Kalau saya ultrawoman kira lampu merah dah nyala tetttt tettt tettt dah. Pros lab plak kena buat surveying, something that demands a sharp vision and patience. Contact lens macam biasa kalau penat mesti dia pun nak kering-kering I think it nearly popped out just now (pengguna contact lens mesti faham perasaan neh). Using all the energy left, I tried to get done with the task ASAP and Alhamdulillah, dgn bantuan lagu-lagu pemberi semangat dari iPod kesayangan (iPod boleh selit dalam tudung cikgu tak perasan) I managed to finish the class within 1.5hours. Pulanglah saya gembira sebab dapat makan sambal ikan bilis yang mak hantar :)
Tapikan...balik-balik dapat plak bil letrik yang mampu buat pitam 2 malam sebab gila 5 kali ganda mahal dari biasa. Rasa nak pergi mintak sedekah kat English Market sekarang =S Tulah pandai-pandai kau beli keyboard masa tak betul kan membunuh diri namenye. Ada orang nak sewa keyboard I tak weekdays sejam 5eu je?

ni hah rupe the surveyor. how to use it it's very complicated to explain (padahal malas sebab nak tido cepat)

I am supposed to join the get together session organized by KUC today but I'm too tired to go. Memang nak pergi sebab lately memang dah jadi kera sumbang habis mana pergi dah mana-mana event. Tapi sumpah memang penat harini in fact I'm going to sleep once I'm done with this post. Tak cool langsung malam minggu tido pukul 8 memang betul, saya makin dimamah usia nampaknya. haha wtf.


KTHXBAI NAK TIDO.

The first (and hopefully NOT the last) get together

Mich and I

Today we had kinda a farewell dinner with Mich. By WE means those people in the class that is kinda in the same ''wavelength'', but sadly not all could make it. Anyway we still had fun tho. Reminiscing all those things we've gone through during the past years and the current things that going around. Since there are only a few of us doing dentistry we couldn't really talk much with other people about "our things" Coz not many would understand. Furthermore all of us are now separated into 4 different groups and we seldom had the chance to sit together and have this kind of conversation before. I'm glad we did it today :)

Mich, Jo Lin, Frank and Kamil


all of us together :)

This morning during the OTL class I was trying to get permission from Prof MC to skip next week's class since Wawa is coming down and I wanna bring her around. Punyelah cuak-cuak.. Much to my surprised he easily let me off without much hassle. I just need to tell the office that I'll be off for the day. This is one thing that I like about studying here. Most of them are very easy-going and not hard to deal with. You just need to tell them nicely and insyaAllah everything would be fine. Maybe not in all cases, or maybe I'm just lucky but so far, saya senang sama supervisors saya. Alhamdulillah =)


Pastu harini jugak during lunch I was trying to get used to not going to lunch in between the 1 hour lunch break because I won't have anyone to have lunch with after this. Eceyh bunyi sedih je kan :P My timetable is usually like this - lab from 9 till 12. Break 1 hr and continue with lecture at 1 until 2 so I can always go back for lunch after 2. But then Jo Lin was there so yeah I was happy I could go to lunch with her but apparently both of us have no cash! LOL. So we ended up in the computer room during the break. During the lecture my oh my....my stomach was growwwling like crazy. Sumpah malu!! It is so used to getting food at 12 o clock that it starts to make sounds like that. I was so embarassed that everytime it started to growl I would move and played with my pen to distract anyone from hearing it. lolololol maybe pas ni kena bawak something to munch during the break!

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Life have been pretty wacky these days. Ada hari stress ada hari happy-happy. Mungkin saya tak bersyukur bila saya hari happy-happy and so He shakes my life a bit just to send a reminder to me. For now what I wanna try to do is to stay happy and healthy and just to avoid things that could make me angry. I'll just do my own things and be with those who can accept me for who I am rather than be somebody else to fit into the society. I'll try not to judge and generalize. I'll try just to be good to everyone. Those who can't reciprocate, omong sama tangan~ (talk to the hand~) I just couldn't be bothered anymore!


Oh and just in case adik-adik dent gua baca ini...if you are having hard time with the studies ke apa and u need help, don't hesitate to ask from me. The first two years are pretty crazy and messy I know...tapi I hope all of you are holding on there~ Come to me if you trust me to help you to unwind a bit. Wakaka..apakah jenis ajakan ini. Jgn risau saya tak buat ajaran sesat XD. tapi sila lahhh bertabah ye adik-adik =D


p.s : ESOK CLINICAL. Mari set in mind to be positive! Positive! Positive! Positive! I can take control! I can handle it! Don't get angry! Don't be upset! Come onnnnnnn.

p.s lagi : Alhamdulillah! I managed to convince her =D Now I just need to brush up my skill supaya ia menjadi perkara yang berjaya sahaja. yippieee!!

Life these days..

TOP lah sangat :P

Haritu semangat-semangat hari-hari ada entry sekali pappp takde entry dua tiga hari. Huhu..I'm in the middle of some "project" so macam tak larat nak tulis blog. Eceyh banyak la tak larat. Dah 2 malam by 10 dah tido. Nanti dah abis tempoh project I'll reveal a bit what I'm currently doing now. Syhhhh girlfriend-girlfriend jangan pecah rahsia :P


So how's things these days? Hurm...pretty good I guess. Last Tuesday, for the first time of the year 2010 (padahal baru 3 minggu start class :P) , I went to the 8.30 pharm class. Amazing innit? Itu pun setelah paksa diri tido awal so I could get up early. I came because when I was printing the notes, the topic looked important. And it happened that....they took attendance for the class! lololol.

amalgam fillings.

Tomorrow I'm gonna start doing amalgam filling. Yes, that nasty black/silver material used to fill your teeth. Tadi I managed to complete the complex restoration. It looked simple, but it is not, really! Hopefully things will go fine with amalgam. Aih...nervous lah saya ini!


This Friday I'm gonna have Atiq as my patient. I really should start looking around for patient that could fulfill my requirement. I have one already...tapi tapi tapi I need to convince her that I can do it. Provided that my assistant do not suck up, I think I can do it just fine. Like everyone else. Camna nak convinvekan orang neh T__T Maybe I should start sabotaging my housemates by cooking sticky, sugary things and hide their toothbrush so that they could be one of my patient later. kekeke~ Saya dah ada 1 gingivitis case. Now I need another 2 gingivitis, and 3 fillings. Wuwuwuwuwu....Semoga dipertemukan saya dengan orang-orang yang memerlukannya. Amiinn..


Oh...and Mich, one of my closest classmate is taking a year off and going back to Singapore next week. So sad liao. I've got nobody to eat lunch with after this. :-(

Happy Birthday

...errr...maybe a belated one, that is?


To my blog. Happy 5th birthday. Tak sangka dah 5 tahun umur blog saya. Dalam diam tak diam. Dalam tak ramai yang baca. Gagah jugak dia berdiri sampai 5 tahun. Maksudnya saya memang cukup psycho untuk membebel sorang-sorang selama 5 tahun. LOL.



p.s : and to you you you you you as well. happy birthday :)

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