I think my laptop is severely injured. Bleeding gums, bacterial infection, dental caries and any of related diseases have been attacking my baby (kate nak jadi dentist kan, biasalah name of diseases pun related to dental cases punyo). I cant afford to lose him now or anytime sooner (within this crucial 5 months) cause he's all I have to survive those lonely days in McB *sfx angin bayu yg sayu*
I know sumthing is not right with him. In fact, it had happened a few times before but I just took it for granted. Who knows deep down inside him he is crying of pains,begging me to seek for a saviour or at least someone who could ease the pain....What should I do, baby. Who should I turn to???? Somebody, anybody, could u please recommend a good,reasonable (and affordable) shop/people who could fix my baby within 1/2 days?????????????? Please3...I'm begging u..
Just now I was merrily having conversation with someone. Things between me and that person have started to get better when suddenly *pooff* the screen was all green(?) I was quite pissed-off and felt like crashing my baby with a big,fat hammer. I tried to comfort myself,patted my own shoulder, took a deep breath and calmed down.When I got myself back, I realised that things are worsening and someday I would never be able to be with him, anymore. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....please please please..mano den nak caghik oghang yg bule h membantu dgn ikhlas niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...
Ohhhhhh i'm so tensed up. The list of 'things to be worried' is lengthening but my 'to do list' is still left untouched,unticked, uncrossed.
January 03, 2007
January 02, 2007
i hate new resolutions
When you decided to make new resolutions, you are OBLIGED to materialize it, or at least, start to work your ass off to go for it. But when you dont have any of those, you might be accused for not taking a serious care of your very own life and live your life without a target, moving around aimlessly. Now, when you settled down with few new resolutions, but you are still wandering, which group do you belong to?????????????
Who to be blamed?
Myself.
Who'll be facing the consequences?
Myself.
Myself.
Myself.
My mood is seriously torn today. I don't know and I don't have any idea what went or goes wrong but I feel like cursing every people around me,including my mom. Heck uncertainties are very annoying, duncha think? I need a shoulder to cry on, but after "reviewing" the resolutions I made, I think I should think of another options. Lifeless options like tissue or hanky could be an appropriate replacement,I guess.
Smangat membuat kerjaaaa....ku seruuu.....kau datanglah semulaaaaaaaa padakuuuuu...bangkitkan dirikuu...Tempurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!
sekian, harap maklum
ta.
Who to be blamed?
Myself.
Who'll be facing the consequences?
Myself.
Myself.
Myself.
My mood is seriously torn today. I don't know and I don't have any idea what went or goes wrong but I feel like cursing every people around me,including my mom. Heck uncertainties are very annoying, duncha think? I need a shoulder to cry on, but after "reviewing" the resolutions I made, I think I should think of another options. Lifeless options like tissue or hanky could be an appropriate replacement,I guess.
Smangat membuat kerjaaaa....ku seruuu.....kau datanglah semulaaaaaaaa padakuuuuu...bangkitkan dirikuu...Tempurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!
sekian, harap maklum
ta.
January 01, 2007
welcome 2007
Welcome 2007
The new year has come, so time for a fresh,new change. It's not an another new year, but it's THE YEAR of nerve-wracking and effin mendebarkan . If I do well, I might end up somewhere farther the next new year and this is one thing that I'm dying for, and also the reason why I kept holding onto myself without fatal breakdown. However if I screwed-up, I might spend the rest of my life in dark alley, wandering around, smoking marijuana or taking ecstasy.
I've been reviewing what I've done in 2006. Mostly the acts that reflected mere stupidity rather than intelligence. I tried to search for the answer of my action and the problem roots in my own attitude. Yes, my ATTITTTTOOOOODDDD...Hence, I came up with this few resolutions that might fix the problem. I hope things will work well and my life would be better,day by day next year.
Should I reveal my new resolutions? Naa...I dun think I should reveal ALL of them. Because it is just too private and some might not understand why I decided to settle down with certain decisions. Nonetheless there are few resolutions I need some of you to know in case you notice some changes in my behaviour..ekekeke..poyo nye
First of all I will try to slow down my having-fun-tak-ingat-dunia-activities. I know this might sound impossible and that explains the phrase I WILL TRY. I hope it would last for 5 months...Yup...5 effin months. Anyway I still need some timeouts for rejuvenation,kan kan kan????, so a few outings should be okay. Ngeee...Moving on, I will try to ditch a few people from my life.Those people are the closed ones, I should say. I want to take a short pause from their lives. Okay, this might be very cliche and u've heard it many times oledi but, seriously, I will try my best to make it real this time around...
Anyway good luck to me and you in this coming 2007.
The new year has come, so time for a fresh,new change. It's not an another new year, but it's THE YEAR of nerve-wracking and effin mendebarkan . If I do well, I might end up somewhere farther the next new year and this is one thing that I'm dying for, and also the reason why I kept holding onto myself without fatal breakdown. However if I screwed-up, I might spend the rest of my life in dark alley, wandering around, smoking marijuana or taking ecstasy.
I've been reviewing what I've done in 2006. Mostly the acts that reflected mere stupidity rather than intelligence. I tried to search for the answer of my action and the problem roots in my own attitude. Yes, my ATTITTTTOOOOODDDD...Hence, I came up with this few resolutions that might fix the problem. I hope things will work well and my life would be better,day by day next year.
Should I reveal my new resolutions? Naa...I dun think I should reveal ALL of them. Because it is just too private and some might not understand why I decided to settle down with certain decisions. Nonetheless there are few resolutions I need some of you to know in case you notice some changes in my behaviour..ekekeke..poyo nye
First of all I will try to slow down my having-fun-tak-ingat-dunia-activities. I know this might sound impossible and that explains the phrase I WILL TRY. I hope it would last for 5 months...Yup...5 effin months. Anyway I still need some timeouts for rejuvenation,kan kan kan????, so a few outings should be okay. Ngeee...Moving on, I will try to ditch a few people from my life.Those people are the closed ones, I should say. I want to take a short pause from their lives. Okay, this might be very cliche and u've heard it many times oledi but, seriously, I will try my best to make it real this time around...
Anyway good luck to me and you in this coming 2007.
i just want to post this lyric
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama
Sering, kala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
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