Second Half Marathon

Ran my second half marathon after around 4++months I ran the first one. Kali ni lari bawa rendang ketupat nasi impit dan bariyani dalam perot. Aummm

So, I finally let go of my hatred towards Putrajaya and registered for this run. It was a last minute decision tho. They opened a few slots for 21km and for a half marathon, the price is quite cheap. Sebab time register tengah puasa, boring takde patient so I thought to myself.....ala belasah la. Plus I wanted the shirt. Memula macam nak 10km je tunggu orang nak let go bib tapi sebab tamau risk it, belasah la register.

Was I prepared? Honestly yes. Eh yeke. Sort of. Better than the first one la. Trained for a few times..at night during Ramadhan and 3 times last week.

Tapi actually I was quite disappointed with my performance. I could do under 3 hours should I ran with my earphone. Kalini lari kosong tak dengar lagu takleh bajet pace. Bawak dah earphone lepastu terselit dalam bag malas nak korek lepastu givap je lari tanpa lagu. Kahh.. During training longest I could run without stopping was 5km. Tadi 3 km dah malas dah. Tapi in every Km I would run la sikit. Finished at 3:03hour..okayla bolela not bad. Towards the end of the run I almost cried already sebab panas sangat.

I've ran around 260km with my Mizuno..guess it's time to hunt for new shoes!

Baju "raya" kita

To be honest I haven't had the raya spirit since Atok Pisah is gone..especially this year, with our main house down to ashes leaving us to the rooms and no main hall to gather. And there will be very few of us going back this year so hurm..sedih la jugak.

Anyway every ramadhan after visiting arwah @ Tanah Perkuburan Ampang we will go to Jalan TAR for annual raya shop. We went there first week of Ramadhan and we were so fortunate because the weather was so good to us. Jalan dari 11-3ptg pun tak ketiak basah okay. Honestly bukan la nak membeli baju raya sangat but more to membeli baju baru pergi kerja because they will be cheaper, and more options. Baju bridesmaid saya pun tahun ni ada la 2 yg fashion meshion bole buat raya so I don't need a "baju raya", really..

So yesterday I showed off my baju baru cum baju beli sebelum raya cum my picture baju kerja..(future baju kerja I mean...) and here goes comments from my critic and I can say my critic is quite legit because he used to always see in my baju kerja before this. So he knows what looks the best on me (or is it what looks the best on me...according to him? Hmm..)


#1 (pink ones, most expensive sebab kurung moden) krik krik..cisss dia tak komen pape maybe tak cantik sebab weols tunjuk gambar camtu tak pakai kot whatever

#2 (cheapest. Ni baju belasahan je) okay la murah. Ni baju raya fashion tahun lepas la kot ye harga murah. Tapi you kalau pakai baju corak-corak camni selalu nampak you mcm lagi berumur. Ouch. Tapi komen diterima

#3 and #4 (the green and and the red one) haa yang ni okay. Hijau tu macam ada songket-songket sikit cantik. Merah ni yang paling lawa la baru ceria sikit. You kalau pakai baju yang plain-plain macamni baru nampak muda..

#5 (ni good deal, baju is only 20 and kain is 39 if i'm not mistaken) approved. Murah. Tapi baju ni tak bawak gi kerja kan?
Kah taktau kenapa takleh pakai gi kerja..

So begitulah kisah baju baru ku.

Kandas

Like last year, kandas di penghujung Romdon..Tapi last year sempat khatam sebab lagi 3 hari macamtu. This year tinggal 3 juzu' je. And sempat qiam satu malam je haritu. Ralat sikit malam 21  ngan 25 tu tak terbangun. Haishk. Next year do better, please?


Patutlah perangai super sentap this few days. Anyway I've warned orang yang bakal terkena and my change of attitude has been noted. Kalau tiba-tiba tone berubah tu je mesti ada orang cakap jangan fikir banyak please...heh..sorry la I just can't help myself.


The posts on my fb feeds these days really shaken up my emotion. Dah lah memang tengah tak stable, bertambah-tambah tak stable la bila baca. Everyone is fighting their own battle. Soal jodoh, anak, wang ringgit, semua ni rezeki ketentuan Allah. Lambat atau cepat je. Not gonna lie I'm feeling the pressure day by day. Still praying and hoping He sheds some light on my pathway.


It's July already. I'm dreading actually. Cepat betul tahun ni berlalu. A lot of things have happened since the past few months. Didoakan moga July ini berlalu dengan baik-baik aja. Moga aku tenang sampai kehujung bulan. Especially hujung bulan.


Hai lapar plak.