resentment....

well..again n again.one hell of super hectic n feverish n freakin bz week in my life. it's all about the makkah trip n unfortunately out of 20 there are only 9-10 of us are putting our effort to work on this trip.n the f*ckin rest just spending their time nicely..have a nice sleep.

many many many many things need to be done this week.we've got problem in flight fare.the cost is way too high n we cant afford it.so we have to browse thru in almost every airlines in this world just to find an affordable rate.then we did try our luck in travel agencies.i thought mom's fren could help us but unfortunately, it turned out to be worst! pity madihah she had to hear all the f*ckin things from mr isa's colleague.oh c'mon.yeap we havent experienced any holiday abroad.yeap we r naive n we hardly knew anything..

i am f*ckin dissapointed wit most of my classmates.they prefer to watch us suffer rather than help us.damn u all.now all of them have done wit their work n can smile n we have to torture ourselves. if i had the chance to do anything to them,i'll punch them hardly until they lose their teeth.sum of them do have sumthing to help us.minor minor would be so helpful.sum contact number would be f*ckin helpful, seriously. but there they go...keep on living their heartless life.bangun awal makan sedap2.tido awal keje smua siap.f*ck f*ck f*ck

i've xperienced new things in my life this week.i did direct selling..haha..go from room to room..selling our jersey.bikin muka tebal.now i know how hard to be a direct seller.to see annoying ppl's face.excited face.but it's an interesting experience.despite the tired-ness the lapar-ness the ngantuk-ness n the bengang-ness of seeing f*ckin faces.arghh...ya Allah..beri aku kekuatan.beri aku kesabaran.smoga apa yg aku lalui ni...jadi pengalaman berguna dalam hidup aku..
hehe..we r the jersey girlsssss~

this week i've really developed great patience.more n more things need to be settled.more n more commitment need to be given.oh yippie.today i was the project manager in taska sygku.i thank Allah for making my life easier...the lil children r so obedient n almost well-behaved...kakak nad..shaaaayaanggg adik2 smua.pn raeida even praised me of handling them nicely.i was even selected as the role model.*pfft*. yesterday was a freakin busssyyyyyyyyyyyy day.after finish taska sygku at 1.30, 3.30 i rushed to lrc.i had a nap for only 30 mins.i thought of not going to the lrc but i have to be committed n i forced myself to go.then 5.30 i went to the netball training.after netball, i had to translate the proposal.after finishing the proposal i proceeded wit our direct selling activity.n there goes my day.without even doing any work.i've betrayed myself.i've promised to change this new sem.tsk tsk tsk

ya Allah.give us hope.give us strength.n most of all give us success.. =(