Hoih lamanya tak menulis. Taktau apa nak tulis dah pun.
I tried to post a few times, tapi berhenti separuh jalan for some reasons.
Anywayssss, updates :
Had my 1st task as facilitator done, Alhamdulillah I would say job done okay kot? I mean we were given tiny tiny time to execute the task and managed to get some awards so I'd say that's not too bad eh? Although, it was just a mini convention and we still have the regional and (hopefully) the national to go but at least first, huge step is done. Lepas menang ada cakap-cakap tak best here and there I'm glad I took a leave right after the convention so I wasn't in a stressful place to receive the news. So I am able to give lesser feck to the news although of course, I'm hurt by what I heard.
Also there are few occasions that I feel like resigning from this place. Ada a few things that make me unhappy and my career progression seems to be on plateau phase when I'm here. However there are loads and loads of things to love about this place. It brought me to places and things that I wouldn't do by myself. I love working with most of the people here (most not all ye :P) Plus, I get to involve with sports activities which I am always excited about. So at the moment these things are keeping me from leaving this place.
Other than that same 'ol same 'ol life. We are already in Ramadhan which I think to me, quite fast. Talk about Ramadhan where we are supposed to memberi kemaafan and such there is certain someone that although I already make peace with what happen, but still couldn't given kemaafan until today. Talk about having grudges eh? Taklah, I mean, I'm okay I'm fine, but I just couldn't bring myself to forgive, just yet. And this is not something that I can change by listening to advices seperti janganlah kita berdendam atau sentiasa memaafkan orang but let this be one stubborn thing that I'd like to hold onto for as long as I want okay?
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I tried to post a few times, tapi berhenti separuh jalan for some reasons.
Anywayssss, updates :
Had my 1st task as facilitator done, Alhamdulillah I would say job done okay kot? I mean we were given tiny tiny time to execute the task and managed to get some awards so I'd say that's not too bad eh? Although, it was just a mini convention and we still have the regional and (hopefully) the national to go but at least first, huge step is done. Lepas menang ada cakap-cakap tak best here and there I'm glad I took a leave right after the convention so I wasn't in a stressful place to receive the news. So I am able to give lesser feck to the news although of course, I'm hurt by what I heard.
Also there are few occasions that I feel like resigning from this place. Ada a few things that make me unhappy and my career progression seems to be on plateau phase when I'm here. However there are loads and loads of things to love about this place. It brought me to places and things that I wouldn't do by myself. I love working with most of the people here (most not all ye :P) Plus, I get to involve with sports activities which I am always excited about. So at the moment these things are keeping me from leaving this place.
Other than that same 'ol same 'ol life. We are already in Ramadhan which I think to me, quite fast. Talk about Ramadhan where we are supposed to memberi kemaafan and such there is certain someone that although I already make peace with what happen, but still couldn't given kemaafan until today. Talk about having grudges eh? Taklah, I mean, I'm okay I'm fine, but I just couldn't bring myself to forgive, just yet. And this is not something that I can change by listening to advices seperti janganlah kita berdendam atau sentiasa memaafkan orang but let this be one stubborn thing that I'd like to hold onto for as long as I want okay?
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