September 05, 2016

Down down down down down

I'm down with diarrhoea and nausea and vomitting for the past few days. It all started with a combo of throwing up + diarrhoea on Friday night. Toughened up myself to go to work for a few hours on Saturday and spent the rest of the day having diarrhoea and laid on the bed. Yesterday it was a throwing out fiesta and today, I'm back on diarrhoea. It's okay if it comes with only diarrhoea but at times headache and stomach cramp happens too so it sucks, really.

Anyway lama tak menulis tetiba cerita pasal diarrhoea plak. Lols.

Not enough with the physical pain that I am having right now, I am thrown right on the face of another heartbreaking news. It's about the project that I've been working on at work. We are finally presenting and bammm suddenly we are met with a huge bump. Honestly I'd really like to give up at this point. But giving up would mean having to live with bad names and reputation throughout my stay here (I assume so)

I've always wanted to lay low everywhere I go. I do my work, and that's it. I don't want to be put under spotlight, either the positive one especially not the negative one.

This project, I've been dedicating my time doing it...if it has to be thrown away just like that...what a disappointment.

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