Once in a while a strong feeling of missing comes as if there's this part of my heart that has not been healed yet been touched. Don't get me wrong I remember him everyday in my prayer but this is a stronger pain.
If and only if you are still here, would you be proud of where I am right now?
If and only if you are still here, would you protect me from ... urm.. things.
Al Fatihah. Forever you shall be missed. I will see you later, insyaAllah