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March 05, 2015

Paranoia

Kita mulakan entry harini dengan lenggok ala Luna Maya dan AC Mizal ---- paranoyyyyya~~~
Eh yeke dia nyanyi ni dengan Luna Maya. Aku pun tak pasti. Kalau tak silap lagu ni kalau dapat 1juta download Pit Bull akan collab dengan AC dengan lagu ni. Tapi sampai sekarang takde pulak dengar. Ala tapi dengan bisnes dia tu 1juta download tu anytime je lah boleh settle. Kan kan kan


Eh

Where were we just now?

Paranoia. Right.

Yesterday night we had a confrontation. I was all geared up to sleep early. Had myself lying on the bed by 1030pm but suddenly I was confronted for being cold this few days. Yes I was cold. Partly preparing myself partly trying to get that other side to be fed up and just leave. Senang cerita tengah saiko diri yang I will be alone after this so you better be prepared not to have anyone to care about what you eat what you do throughout the day.

So aku buat taik je la this few days. Lama la jugak. Satu patah balas satu. Takde gelak besar. Takde mesra. Tapi dia just go on. Sampai malam semalam aku kinda push him to the limit and we had a talk.

Mistakes were made, we cannot undone. Aku just nak some sort of reassurance. Dulu dia pernah bagi that reassurance. But it has been a while since I hear that. Manusia mudah lupa and I was just wondering if he really means it.

Penyudahnya sampai pukul dua baru tidur. Cis betul.

Things are going nowhere no matter how hard I hope. Kun fa ya kun.

I will move on. I will.


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