F*ckin day

engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk menghentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

"Awak, saye dah nak balik ni"

"Saya pergi dulu eh"

I'm just too pissed off + sad today. No, the former lines were not the sole reason. Too many reasons.

F*ck off. Just because he was there, i can't be there too?
F*ck off. I don't hate him. But I am beginning to hate him.
F*ck off. Something/one must stop this from worsening.

Serabut. Marah. Bengang. Sangat. Speechless.