And I hope all those will come true.
Pls, friend, whoever. Who came to this blog and is reading this post, pray for me, pray for my success. I want to be there. I want to make my dream come true. I want my wish to be granted. And seriously, I dont want my efforts and suffercations in IB, and in fact, my efforts since I learned A,B,C wasted, just like that. Just like that. Pls. Pretty pretty pls...
Huhuhu..would it be my last ramadhan and syawal in malaysia? I dont know. But, hey, let's just treasure every moment and celebration we had in our life, kan?
Went shopping with mommy today. UuUuuu...I told mom "nak baju pelik, yg bukan baju kurung", and here u go ; my first baju pelik-pelik bukan baju kurung..
We went to jusco, but I didnt buy any clothes or jeans or whatever that I always buy. I was seriously not in mood. But I finally bought the vitamin C (z, if u are reading this,aku terpengaruh dah dgn vitamin C ZA ko tuh) for my dearly kering-sana-kering-sini face and my finishing powder. Aiceyh. And, I bought cards too!! I am very determined to send cards to my friends tau this year!
Anyway I'm just trying to keep myself occupied. So I wont be thinking of how dull and how sad, this aidilfitri gonna be. CikPi is going to be at Tganu. Baby Fariq is at Pahang. And I dont think my mom would do "open house" this year since she believes no one is going to help her out. She's kinda discourage when CikPi is not with us. He's my mom's right hand...
Haih..raye terakhir la sangat...
Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now Im standing here
My hearts so full, I cant explain
Seeking faith and speakin words
I never thought Id say
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (you can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
They dont always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when youre blinded by your pain
Cant see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near
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