i dun want but i have to

To whom it may concern..
I dont have the guts to tell anyone about this but it really kills me softly..I dun want to die a painful death so I shud just step back
I've gone through a similar painful experience. And I am still suffering.
The storyboard is just the same. Sharing secrets. Become closer. Regularly SMS and walla..I fell into the trap
Before things get worse, I shud just step back
I like to befriend with you. I am longing for a companion. But I just dont want to be haunted again.
I am sorry. FOr this silence treatment. For this annoying face. But blame it on someone who made my life miserable and still making it..