Tak biasa leww

Still can't quite digest this new title. When people in SPA addressed me with the new title I choked a bit.

Dokter kewwww.

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Cheers to a new life

It has been a week since I touched down home. Since then I've been struggling to adapt. I'm overwhelmed by my surroundings. I became really restless. I broke down at a few silly moments, like in a bank full of many foreign people and while driving back home alone at night. I didn't want to fix my jetlag-ed sleeping time because I think I've been living in a denial.


Why? Has it not been what I always wanted? Home. Being close to family. Being in a very familiar place.


Because I'm kind of afraid. This thing going on is like my real real life. But it is very very unclear, very foggy, very uncertain. Where am I going to work? What will I be doing? What is going to happen after this? Will I settle down? Will I further into doing max-fac surgery like what I wanted?


Tonight I had a very long debate myself. So I came out with a few short term resolutions. I'm going to take things slowly, one at a time and to go with the flow. List down my wishes and my targets. They might or might not be achieved but at least I have something that I can work on.


Here's to a new life. Bismillah.

Strange enough...

..I miss Cork's serenity. This place I call home seemed so alien to me.

Give it a time. Give it a break.


Kembali berpijak dibumi nyata. 

Goodbye Cork

Sleeping on my bed for the last time ever.


Thanks for having me for the past 5 years.
I'm really going to miss you.


Goodnight Cork.
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Euro Trip - The End

Brussels - Antwerp - Brugge - Geneva - Zurich - Paris - [Gold Coast-Sydney-Melbourne] - Andalusia - Barcelona - Madrid - Osnabruck - Berlin - Koln -Hannover - Nottingham - London - Bath - Birmingham - Cardiff - Swansea - Bristol - Belfast - Stockholm - Salzburg - Vienna - Prague - Amsterdam - Milan - Nice - Cannes - Monaco


Cork - Dublin - Limerick - Galway - Kerry - Tralee - West Cork - Tipperary


Sadaqallahulazim. Moga ade rezeki lain untuk berjalan kesini lagi :)

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