Why..

...I'm so stressful?

1. I don't feel like human
2. I don't feel like woman
3. I don't know who I should turn to
4. I miss THAT old memories
5. I miss my old shoulder(s)
6. I haven't found a new suitable shoulder
7. I'm turned down by my very own bestfriend
8. My digestion tract is not functioning properly
9. My mesntrual cycle sucks big time
   
10. I don't get what I want
11. I am not a super genius
12. I am not skinny
13. I am not fair
14. I don't have someone to take care of me (d'uh)
15. I don't have enough time to shop
16. I have to go back to school
17. I have to work my ass off for exams
18. I have to wait for the uni application result
19. I have to put on fake happy face on certain ocassion
20. I want something that I won't get
21. I kept on breaking my very own promise
22. I betrayed myself

I am so sorry. I shouldn't ANNOUNCE my ungratefulness. This reflects my weaknesses and how infirm I am. Oh jiwa saya sungguh kacau.

if this is PMS, oh please.....cepat2la berlalu..............





Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting

I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying

I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Sayin' that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over