Heart and Heartache

disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kehidupan
bahagia
kau dan aku..

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
kuukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkinkah diri ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayangku akan hilang

My heart? Everyone does have this one special organ who functionally, works to pump your bloody blood throughout ur body. If ur heart stops beating than, that's it you are dead. If your heart failed to work properly, you can have new heart, from other kind people or kind but dead people.If you are the mother of a pity baby who doesnt develop a good heart, you can always give half of your heart. If you are Dani Duquette, you can always have Izzie Stevens to fight for your right and cheat and jeopardize her precious surgeon career so you can have a new heart.

Dramatically, heart plays crucial roles in your life. And once it is hurt, the whole body and mind doesnt seem to function appropriately and they seem to have lost their connection. But as time flies and your separated body and mind begun to cooperate again, your crashed heart will start to heal itself.Or vice versa once the self-healing heart started, your body and mind will start to connect. When they are together again, you seemed to have gain your stability, and you will, somehow feel you are given second chance to breath again. So inhale.. hurmphhsssss... exhale.... huuuuuhhh..And move on!!

But does the stability really exist? Yes and no. For someone who always fail to convince herself that life isnt that bad, she'll started to act like a paranoiac. She calls herself as being traumatised. She always hold herself back when her paranoid mind started to imagine something.She is haunted by her past and she will always feel insecure. And at the end of the day, she'll find herself sitting in her cubicle and grieving for herself. Oh, very pathetic.

So ppl, here's an almost true story of a girl who once lost her heart to an "accident" and is fatally traumatized from that incident. And now she decided not "to ride on any transport" to avoid from second accident. Now tell me, will she be able to survive?

Ok. Exaggerating? No, not really. Huhu..

I'll be back with a proper post..just wait..

Waiting is painful, but if it's worth the pain, then just do it