I slept with a question I needed an answer last night and woke up to no answer this morning. So naturally, I was mad lah kan. I kinda knew the answer already but the way I had to dig for the answer....itu yang buat aku angin actually. Lepastu balas amarah dengan amarah. Memang gone lah mood already.
Plus I am still burdened by the problem going around people close to me. It is hard to witness. It's hard on eyes on my brain. I wanted to close eyes and pretend I don't care. But I can't. I am trying my best not to be affected by it. But I can't. At the moment I can just pray and hope for the best.
To add fuel to the flame, I was given another task at work. Very small time frame to execute. Really, really, really stressful. Plus everything had to be delivered perfectly.
Very close to give up everything in this life. But then I came to read a blog I frequented and see how that person just hadap segala masalah yang dia ada dengan cara dia. It comforted me a bit.
Hoping for better days to come.
