Winter holiday - A wrap up

Okay...so this is the last post on my 2 weeks winter holiday. Here's some points that I picked up along the way :-)

• handphone - that's why I was a bit disturbed earlier during the holiday when my phone went missing coz I know there are gonna be a lot of problem without the phone. make sure ur phone is useable - battery and credit. Be it, takde boyfren nak slalu contact fon ke ape ke..when it comes to travelling, handphone IS a very useful tool

• language - prepare urself with useful phrases should you travelling to countries that don't use English. very important in getting help (directions, bargaining etc)

• suitable clothes for the weather. especially during winter!

• panadol (or any kind of painkiller) - coz u'll never know if suddenly you need to drive 600km or sleep in airports/train station and your body is screaming in painnnn..a very very helpful aid indeed.

• driving license & the confidence to drive- u'll never know that one day u'll be missing the flight and need to drive across places :P
  

• monayyyy - perlu ke explain? hahaha. do plan ur budget. it WILL DEFINITELY goes over the limit, but at least u know how much you've been spending.
  

• research - do plan on places you are going and make some extra research what lies behind the place. or else it will remain meaningless even after u've been to the place.
  

My personal views?

Adakah saya serik?

The answer is no. Alhamdulillah. This trip has taught me a lot of things. How to remain calm eventhough you've lost something you love. How He works miraculously on planning things and arrange it the best way for you. I learn to accept and to be grateful, eventhough at times I do lost my temper (sorry pikah :P)

Adakah saya berbelanja boros?

Err...there are a few things slipped away from my budget. On food pun banyak bazir sebab teruja dengan food di Malaysian hall. Boxing day shopping? erm.. Tapikan.. in a year, I only go for a shopping spree twice. Once during winter and once during summer. Apart of that two season I'm not the kind of girl that goes for shopping spree every month ke ape..Jadi bakal suami (if any :P) tak perlu risau kerana saya akan menghabiskan duit anda secara habis-habisan setahun dua kali sahaja..muahahaha..ehh tak menjawab soalan ni..berbelanja banyak kerana ke tempat yang agak banyak. Puas hati..taklah menyesal sangatt. Tapi menanti hujung bulan untuk kemasukan elaun dengan tabah sambil menjeling jumlah kad kredit yang perlu dibayar tajam..

Adakah saya gembira?

Of course~ All thanks to Wawa for being a very good tourist guide. German best la Wawaaaaa..tak boring pun! Mai datang Ireland if u wanna get a better definition of boring. ha ha..My beloved hsemate Mieha and my beloved juniors Nik Wani, Hanis & Ira and Fiqah for putting up with me along the trip. To the Dubliners yang sudi menerima si pemerempat menumpang bilik (tetapi bayar okay..hahaha) seperti saya..


On the other hand...

School's opening on the 5th of January..new semester is starting and there are gonna be more hands-on things to be done this semester. Am nervous but excited in the same time!

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...

What a stupid lamb...

What a sick, masochistic lion...

*chuckles*

Kecil hati di pagi aidiladha

I am not going to..
Going to i am not..
Not going to i am..

Am I not going to?

Smile, for the life is too short to be wasted on this small-heartache

:(

Kalut lagi serabut (lalu mengarut?)

Hurm...refer to the title.

I am parasiting in Dayah's house, again (and again. And yet she said "ala korang bukan selalu pun datang rumah ktorang" --> awhh...terharu..dah lah selalu derma duit time Poker. hehehe) THE internet has yet to come. Called Eircom to order our broadband (first we need a landline. Need to wait for 10 working days but we ended up waiting for like...30 days? Then after line is set up we need 24 hours before we could order our broadband. After that need to wait another 10 working days before they send the router) Was quite relieve to find out they have a better option for the speed which is 7MB. Ok lah tu. Before this the highest was 3MB. I know it's far slower than NTL, Irish Broadband (20MB) and all, but who are we to choose lah kan?

Anyway what made me come out with the title was the things happened today. After receiving a kinda heart-stabbing comment from a friend I was kinda..disturbed. Not that I am gonna be mad at him, betul gak KOT apa dia kata. But...urm...is 21 years old is old enough to be labelled andartu? Hurm hurm...the word is kinda harsh but I'm trying not to get all fussed with him over this (walaupun dah serang menyerang laser di comment2 lain) cause I'm trying to respect the differences between Men and Women. Men kan from Mars and Women from Venus. Unless they have elective class to learn each other language in their syllabus, they'll never get to understand each other right? Cewwaahh...nice try untuk menenangkan diri disitu.

Tapi still tak puas hati. 21 y old single ladies are andartus dah ke nowadays?

I'd better not even discuss about marriage lah here kang ade pula makhluk Allah yang buat statement Cork people doesn't have nothing better to do other than talking about marriage. Huhu..Whatevs la peeps. I am proud to be Corkians. (mengapa semangat tetiba ni? bear with me people, it's 4.40am now :P) And of this marriage and getting hook up thingy I leave it to God to decide what's best for me la dey.

Jap jap..perasan tak this entry is getting...nowhere?

Ok lah let's make a flow lah..

Morning : Called Eircom to order broadband ->Petang: Check facebook at library, receive comment -> went back home dengan hati yang hiba (hiba? ke panas?) ->Hampir malam :ke rumah Dayah menumpang internet -> Dah nak pagi : menulis blog ttg perasaan hati tapi sebab tulis di pagi hari otak tingtong.

Hurm..adalah kot connection dia..

Anyway put ramblings aside, here goes our prove (ke proof? argh otak tak berfungsi) of winning..

Gold medal with gold tali. Cantekkkk...suit my room's theme. tehehhehe..

And...meet my latest possession..walaupun dah nak sebulan tapi tak up lagi gambar...

kaulah peneman dikala kesepian...kaulah penyelamat dikala kelambatan..
My pinky Jeep bicycle...made in.....Malaysia. yeah begitulah rakan-rakan...ikan di laut, asam di darat, di kedai basikal bertemu jua
I am officially a partial rempit now :P

Kadang-kadang

When I look into my archives, I realized I haven't been a frequent blogger throughout this summer holiday.

I don't know. Everytime I tap into the create post button my mind went blank. Even this post.

Urm...but fret not, as soon as I go back to that little place called Cork, my writing juices (euwh cam jijik je bunyi?) will be overflowing. There must be something to say about everyday..

Nonetheless, I still can't imagine how am I gonna survive the first 3 weeks. Yes, I am still talking about the torturous 9-5 non stop class. Huhuhuhuhu...

Anyhoo...I am still not done with packing yet. So far everything is bought. Tinggal nak sumbat je. My room has been in major mess since few weeks ago. And I'm stil waiting for the rendang Mak Pah insisted to cook for me. I lurve yu Mak Pah! Wohooo~

sesi luahan perasaan

Okay sebenarnya saya tengah jiwa kacau. Kacau macam Mc Flurry Oreo atau Cornetto (kegemaran baru saya. yang cair punya setaap) yang dikacau dengan menggunakan sudu yang diattach pada machine itu. Ngeng ngeng bunyi dia dikacau. Nak cari bunyi lain macam tak terlintas. Ngeng ngeng jugak keluar tapi bunyi dia ade macam rempit sikitlah.

Sempena dengan usia yang bakal bertambah ni (*alert alert wiu wiu wiu hint hint wink wink ne no ne no*) banyak perkara yang membenakkan otak saya*sigh*. Terutamanya tentang arah tuju hidup saya. Cey cey cecemelll...baru nak masuk 2nd year dah nak cari arah tuju hidup kan. Tapi biarlah..biarlah saya nak rasa hidup saya ada wawasan sikit. Dulu sekolah rendah kalau tengok tengok kat buku autograf kita letak cita-cita kan. Macam saya punya dulu ada macam-macam version. Yang biasa saya letak nak jadi peguam@doktor@businesswoman. Tuuuu..dia ambitious sangat kan sampai tiga. Tapi bila dah besar sikit saya dah kecikkan skop nak jadi doktor. Sampai lah form 4 tetibe rasa cam Biology susah bebenor saya divert sikit-sikit dapat jadi engineer pun ok gak. Tapi tiba-tiba SPM Biology saya tak teruk sangat baru ada confident nak amik doktor balik. Tapi pikir punya pikir takut scholarship tu competitive sangat saya pilih amik dentistry. Memang indecisive from now then and forever.

terimakasih website ini

So itu lah kira-kiranya roughly sejarah saya amik dentistry. Penat jugak nak jawab kat orang dengan FAQ (frequently asked question) tu. "nape amik dentistry?" "eh ko memang minat eh gigi gigi ni" "nape ko tak amik medic kenapa amik dentistry"
Rasa kalau ditanya soalan tu rasa nak tumbuk nangis je kat orang yg bertanya. Macam luka lama berdarah kembali. Rasa nak jawab "saya amik dentistry dulu sebab takut amik medic nanti tak dapat scholar. SPM Bio saya A2 jeeeeeee. tapi saya minat gila-gila nak amik medic" hah gitu jawapan sebenar di benak hati..

Pastu bila tengok orang lain belajar medic macam menarik je kan. Lagi-lagi bila jadi golongan minor. Tak berteman keseoorangan..Sedih je rase *sob sob sob* Tapi saya tarahal lah...benda-benda ni benda kecik je. Masa tengah meroyan ke ape je barulah ungkit kan. Tu yang saya rasa cam nak buat plan je kan. Tapi kenalah selalu ingat kita hidup ni hanya merancang tapi Tuhan yang tentukan. Cewyyywaaahh cecemell..

Memula saya macam ada plan gila rasa nak ambil medic lepas dah ada degree ni. Tapi eh *snap* back into reality awak tu scholar kerajaan ada seploh tahun bond dengan kerajaan ada hati kan nak buat bukan2.Okay so cari plan yang lebih real sikit. Saya ingat nak buat specialist dalam Oral and Macillofacial Surgery lah. Tapi kan...macam susah..Mau tak kawin dibuatnya karang. Pastu boleh ke saya handle. Anatomy pon cukup makan je *sigh* But that's the closest to medicine that I can do. And if I really want to do it, I really really really (really to infinity) need to work my arse off hard.

Kahwin pun satu hal jugak. Mak kata kalau saya tak kurus-kurus nanti tak kahwin. *sigh* lagi (entry paling banyak mengeluh)
*diam bertafakur tak boleh nak elaborate lebih*

Huerm fine lepas ni malas dah nak masak balik Ireland nanti. Tu lah dah pandai masak pastu makan. Pastu makan jadi ape? Jadi lah tu...bulat bulat bagai boleh bergolek. Kalau jadi bola ok lagi orang boleh main futsal. Ni jadi orang bulat...haishh..kucing pun tak nak berkawan.

Baru teringat yang saya perlu kembali ke Ireland *sigh* Boleh tak nak cakap...bencilah. Malasnya. Malas sangat. Reason being...huerm banyak sangat reason nye. Senang citer I enjoy being here with my close circle of friend and family. Celah manalah nak cari orang-orang cam diorang ni...*sigh*

Ok lah entry dah makin mengarut tapi tu lah main point nye. Arah tuju dalam hidup saya. Saya nak grad sihat-sihat (bukan sihat=180kg) pastu kerja 3 tahun. CheMi ajak saya mintak posting kat Sabah/Sarawak. Tuuuu dia lagi cita-cita menggunung Kinabalu. Pastu rezeki/semangat ada boleh lah sambung.

Oh by the way ade pengumuman. Ting tong ting tong...

siapa mahu beli camera saya Casio Exilim Z75. 7.2 megapixel, 3x optical zoom. Market price saya usha tadi dlm RM699 but I'm letting it go at RM350-400 sajorks. Comes with memory card some more dan ya, kalernye adalah pink, exactly cam dalam gambar. And it is still negotiable ok. Reason being saya *rasa macam* nak angkat DSLR. Beli la beli la..kalau berminat boleh email saya kat nzra_007@yahoo.com. Nak call pun boleh ade nombor fon saya dalam blog ni kalau tere carilah.

Attracting Positive Aura

A part of my job scope involves wishing people on behalf of the organization. It may look simple and people couldn't be bother with this one lil text they received but to me, a good luck wish really meant a lot to me (=
Today I found myself in some difficulties when I was structuring words to make up a simple good luck text.

Warga PPMC mengucapkan SELAMAT MAJU JAYA dalam peperiksaan pada hari esok. Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan.

It took me a lil while to convince myself that the above sentences are okay. They are correct, aren't they?
Ceh, where goes the perfect A I got from the Malay Extended Essay I did back in McB?


I'm glad I managed to flush away those negative thoughts out of my mind today. The epinephrine produced when I was working out in Mardyke was really doing me a favour. Should have hit the gym more often I guess. Right now I just don't want to be bothered. Yeah I messed up. But I've apologized. And the rest was up to those who are concerned. I am not interested in holding grudges upon anyone. The whole of my life has been wasted too much on keeping grudges on someone, and I am just too tired right now. So let's keep the environment clean and clear.

It's approx 96 days before I'm hitting Malaysia. Really can't wait!!!!!!!

My first Biochemistry class

Of textbook, free pads-cum-new-biochem-notes, and my batik anatomy notes.

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from

My 1st biochemistry class starts today. My brain was still okay during my first lecture (anatomy) but then it got worse during the biochem lecture.

The wordy slides used didn't help either..otak saye bagai mahu blackout...ngantuk T_T
And he's not going to post those slides on Blackboard?!?! (Blackboard-system where the lecturers post the notes/announcement online for student access). Oh apakah?!

Is this the effect of decaffeinated coffee I started to take today? Should I rely on the normal coffee back?? Psychological or physiological?

And this whole ticket hunting and house hunting is really tiring. I know this may sound too early but who cares..

travel agencies..
emirates..mas..gulf air..australia airlines..
daft.ie? let.ie?
this landlord..that landlord?

Oh Lord, pls make things better for me =)

biar berputar kearah selatan, ku tak putus harapan
sentiasa setia

Mommy~

Wandering aimlessly

Feeling down...and kinda lost

All I need is a phone call with my mom to ramble about my exams and my muda-muda dah mabuk2 Irish mates..

Tho I know her answer wud be typical "takpe..adek study jee.." or "takpe...adek sabar je.." I feel lots lots better now =D

Update from Melesia -

• Cik Nurul dah ade baby girl!! Wee....
• My atok pisah's blood pressure went up to 200 oh apakah?!?!?! Mak, MakPah, MakLimah,MakTip went back to kampung to check up on her yesterday (aihh..hikmah ramai anak..beshnyeee..)
  
• tapi dier dah okay and she's in Kajang with my Mak Tip right now. coming down to visit Cik Nurul
  
• Aqi scored 5As and Mira scored 4As 1B in their recent UPSR. Way to go lil cousins!! I know the both are u are great kiddos!!
  

I feel so bibik Indon in that scarf. Why oh why I'm not as fair as slim as me mom~

I miss..

Peeps I miss most..

Suasana I miss most..

Potpet + cook I miss most..

Lines I miss most..

Hall I miss most..

Gangsters I miss most.. (err..except Saifuddin? gangster kah bdak yg bakal amik SPM ni?? huu...tak sangkenye dier dah nak amik SPM...)

Yesterday I wasted my 16 (minus 5 for my sleep, 2 for my Anatomy lectures, 30 mins for cooking and 30 mins for solat) hours watching Korean movie - Coffee Prince. That's what I do when I've no mood in anything. I just don't feel like meeting ppl so I recluse myself in my room. I just don't feel like doing anything hence I chose to lazy around..Oklah I did my lab reports few here and there just to hide my guilt.

That's what I do when I'm down. Loosen up BUT of course not giving up. The brother has told me to expedite my course and the mother has told me to keep holding on. I will mak..I will bang..I'm not gonna let u down..insyaAllah. I just need to gather myself again.

Saye x gemar jadi hipokrit. Saye x brape suke kena paksa.

Forcing myself to pull a smile when my frowns are naturally appearing.

Sunyi

Sunyi.

I just don't feel belonged.

tetibe kena syndrome gile-homesick takleh blah yg chronic

I miss quality jokes

ohhh assesment anatomy 22nd november camno den nak blajar niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...

sangat whatever forever wherever whenever ~


someone save me. help me.

Revived!

Read the title..

Yes I am!

=)

No more silent treatment..I'm back to my normal mode
but I guess there'll be a slight silent moment with some ppl..

I know u miss me

Manjela &*&^^%%$#$ ni..

Jgn bawak kete laju2

Pls! Stop driving me crazy~~

I know, I know too well that this is just a fling. So better enjoy the excitement before the heat fades away~ *sigh*

P/S : Kejayaan besar tercatat : saya memandu kereta di tengah bandaraya Kuala Lumpur pada jam 8 pagi. Suatu perkara yg tidak pernah dilakukan, dan saya tahu saya hebat! yeah! Terimakasih papantanda KL yg berguna!

::Silent mode::

My heart and my soul, my life and my all

The reason why I couldn't keep my eyes dry
When Atok said "ambillah ni..takut nanti tak sempat nak hantar ke nak jumpe lagi ke"

And the time keeps running as the clock keeps on ticking

Something crossed my mind....
apakah?
biarlah rahsia..

p/s : to those who're receiving the silent treatment from me, i'm so sorry. there's a part in my heart that has been shattered to pieces. but i'll be back once I'm revived

Coz I can't write anything

So I let the pictures describe what's in my mind right now

I'm not okay, yet

Kenduri saya

A big thanks to them people who made it to my house ;
Ila - jauh dari Klate, it's time to return the favour
Fuzah, Wawa, Chemi for the sleepover
Nadiah - dari UTP sanggup turun. terharu~
Ida and Wani - plajar Universiti yg tekun. thanx a lot
Syahir - from Malacca all d way to Shah Alam and back to Malacca in one day. thanx a lot
Hakim - from UIA; after a phone call, he finally came to my house. Aku tau ko sayang aku~ thanx dtg walaupun naek skuter jauh2 pastu parents takde kat umah
Aizat & Syazwan..eventho memasing ade hall
Shera and Hazmi
Shazif, Akram, Alwi, Idris - haha..tak sangka anda kenal saya..haha lg skali
Fadzrul - finally made it to my house after 7 yrs of frenship. ngeh ngeh..at least ade la skali kan?
Fattah, Empa, Nadia
Nab & Laily - wlaupun lmbt..smpat makan tapai
Fiqah, Mun, Madihah, Aishah
Afif, Kacip & Tom
Yatie & Megat -* hot the couple*
Kapes
Mila

the family...east side to the west side...thanks a lot..my atoks- I love the both of you dam much!!!!
thousands trillion zillion thanks..especially to Mak Tip & Mak Pah - the two VVIP , the big women behind the scene..

the neighbours - for the angpau and the Doa..

err...did I left anybody out?

Thanks for the Doa...for the presence
Knowing that this gonna be the last get together before I leave, it's a lil bit different when I said goodbye. The atmosphere was saddening..I could feel the tears but managed to hold them on from raining
I wish more of them could make it..but..

Tiada gune merajuk hati. But damn I'm a bit dissappointed..especially those who needed to be texted/asked/called, baru nak inform takleh datang coz of this & that. Kalau tak tanye..damn they'll make me waiting all day long..Can't u just spent a few cents texting me ur absence so I would stop hoping?

When you're gone..

Recently...

The songs that occupied my playlist (and being played repeatedly...incessantly =P)

1. I'll be there (in my noks 3230 jua)
2. Menghapus jejakmu
3. Hari yang cerah untuk jiwa yang sepi
4. Terlalu cinta
5. When you're gone

I don't know why..I just feel like listening 'em.

And oh by the way today I was surprised to see bunch of my KMB friends in MPH. I was "busy" (bajet lah busy ke buat2 busy??) searching for books when suddenly I saw familiar faces and somebody said my name out aloud "eh Naaaaaaddddd"

And I saw Iman, Nisya, Nazi, Wan Maisarah (the one that Cik Imah told me about. bout her mom. bout her house and the snake that sneak into their house.eh yeke?), Aisyah Kaulah, and my dear classmate Ezzathy! Erm..ramai jugak yg ade tadi ade la ala2 rombongan Cik Kiah but I just could remember these names only T_T. Neway just managed to salam-peluk Iman n Wan since I had to handle the cash machine at that time.

Speaking bout KMB, I could finally see Baccalaureate 05/07 Yahoo Groups functioning well. Before this I thought It'd always be a medium to gather the Baccalaureans 05/07 (ade ke term cam ni? slamber lah buat kamus sendiri =P) , just to exchange news and asking what's the best movies/activities to be done during hols and all. But after the results ppl started to worry about the placements and YG has been the best medium to channel their worrisome without having the usually-cool-and-smiling Pn Sharifah turns into green and lost her patience, when they bombard their questions.

Anyway I could do nothing but bersyukur kehadrat Ilahi for clearing up the path for me (for the time being). Pity Puan Sharifah need to work her ass off to find placement for them Mara scholars and pity them Mara ppl scholars..menunggu penuh debaran tentang nasib mereka yg seterusnya. And to those who felt under the "what to do next" category, be grateful to The Almighty for his nikmat and kurnia (and this serves as a reminder to yours truly too!). Alhamdulillah...

P/S : Mengapa aneh dengan nAzira? It's a part of my name too, hokay? I meann...it's 75% of my name tauuu (compared to nAd 37.5% jeeeee...)

I tell u....sometimes I need nAzira-ness in my life. Too much of a nAd-ness lowers my self-esteem y'know?
And yeah...All NAD and no NAZIRA makes NADZIRAH a dull girl.
Lalalala~

ta!~

Just call my name, and i'll be there~

Yesterday wasn't a very good day.
It was a VERY bad one, indeed.
But at the end of the day, being at home, dining together with mak and abg & had a gibberish talk with Wani were such a pain relieved.
Again, family & close friends. The 2 Fs that made me a me. I love u all!!
(emo kejap bergenang airmata)

AlFatihah to the 6 RMAF armies..
And to the rest of Moslem around the world who has left the world..

My favourite song. This one goes to everyone who cared, and will always care.

You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love
I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name
And I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you
I'll build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad I found you
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness well it's all I'm after
Just call my name
And I'll be there

I'll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name
And I'll be there

If you should ever find someone new
I know she better be good to you
'Cause if she doesn't
Then I'll be there

Don't you know
I'll be there
Just call my name
And I'll be there

Just look over your shoulder
Just call my name
And I'll be there

P/S : En.Zarif, IF ever u read this la..sorry ya. Saye da tdo time kamu ym... and this song goes for u too =P


Kak Su : Nad..ni keje sampai bile ni?
Yours truly : tatau lagi la kak su..
Kak Su : Ala..tunggu la sampai akak balik cuti
Your truly : tu la..ingat nak tunggu akak abis honeymoon sume...tp...ni jadi benda macam2 ni..pnat2 lagi, saye rase ESOK JUGAK NAK BERENTI!

Tuhan,maafkan diri yg tak pernah bisa menjauh angan tentangnya..

My Lollipop-Coloured Room

Scaling is procedure that meticulously removes contamination toxins, micro-organisms, plaque, tartar, cementum, dentin that is rough and/or permeated by calculus from around, below and under the gum line down to the bottom of the pocket. This is done to remove biofilm, calculus, and toxin down to the bottom of each periodontal pocket in order to obtain a healing response.

This seems to be a procedure that causes so much confusion for patients in trying to understand the difference between "just a cleaning" and Scaling and Root Planing and the need and reason for this procedure.

Scaling and Root Planing is done to remove tartar and hard crusty calculus, that is loaded with bacteria, around and BELOW the gum line. A professional polishing or prophy removes only the soft sticky plaque that is above the gum line. It is a method of treating gum disease when pockets are formed around the teeth have a measurement of greater than 3mm.
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Hoho..so much la for a future dentist. Didnt even know that u need THAT STRONG reason before undergoing scaling treatment. I went to dentist for scaling treatment last Saturday. The nex day I freaked out went my gum went bloody. Siott..Luckily my bro kept me calm by saying "laaa...biaselah tuuu....memang dier berdarah"

I managed to overcome my greatest fear, that is to step again into my previous workplace. Heck it took a lot of thinkings, doa2 selawat and all before I finally dine in there. HOhohohoho...I even had to call wani and ida to make things the more, the merrier. Gaaaaa. Mind you, my working experience can be marked as my very own Dark Ages. Sorry but I could not elaborate more but that is the fact. My Dark Ages. My worse nitemare. Argghhh...ape2la. Anyway luckily he's no longer there. Alhamdulillahhhhhh...The only person I knew was Nash, my supervisor. I hardly recognized her though because she was wearing tudung (with skirts? LOL) and I think she gained weight too. huhu

I finally made decision to accept whatever Fuzah chose in her life. I'll be supporting her, no matter what she does.

This weekend was the most filled and beneficial weekend I ever had. Went scaling, fixed few thing, and the most important thing--> I cooked for my classmates. Hahaha...I cooked them spaghetti. Thank God they said it was okay. Puji sedap lagi ader. Wahahahaha...malu lah sayee~~ Actually this is my treat, my nazar for my IELTS. So that explains the usaha gigih to wake up early (takla early sangat) and prepare things.

I've finally realized. After watching Hana Dori Yango, I realized something. Haha..I'll be waiting for someone. Someone who never hurt me. Someone's cold, yet loving. I hope he's worth the penantian. Amiin...

Maaf saye rambled a lot. So much things to say, yet so little time left.