Check check..rock rock...

Dizziness - check. Fast hearbeat - check. Increase urination - check. Ketones in urine - check. Muscular tremor - check. Drowsiness - check. Decreased or Increased hunger - check. Irritability - check check check. Check check rock rock..

This is a lose-lose situation, really. Either way you'll definitely gonna suffer a bit. No caffeine - no energy = can't study that much. With caffeine, we can study when the effects are taking on the body. After the effects are gone, we'll suffer any of those situations above, so you'll be having difficulties to study. But at least I've got to study prior to the side effects kan? Huhu...

*jerit kuat-kuat*

Aku adalah emo lagi psycho

Seriously, this exam pressure has started to getting on me.

Sumpah stress.

Those things that really make me ticked off :

- balik Malaysia. or anything about balik Malaysia. Doesn't matter what part of balik Malaysia lah. Kau balik aku tak balik ke. Kau balik awal aku balik lambat ke. Kenapa kau tak balik ke. Kalau aku ada duit, aku balek. Kalau aku banyak masa, aku balek. Kalau aku takde manyak exam camni, aku balek. So yeah, i don't have money, i don't have enough time and i have loads of exam so I can't go back.

- Seeing the balance in my account. Although actually I have a saving account, but i really don't want to touch 'em. Lucky me I've still got people owing me some monay..Money makes the world goes around. But in my case, money makes me stay put in Cork. lolz. And money makes my bestfren sad too :( Please, don't be sad my frenggg..

- Seeing the amount of things that I need to revise within this short period of time. Yes, this is my own fault. Procrastinate lagi kan. ficketyfucketyfish

- oh i miss kueytiow goreng! especially mom's. but at this moment, any kind of kueytiow goreng would do me good. cork oh cork napa takde kueytiow :(

- i really wanna go somewhere but reason #2 doesn't allow me to do so. i wanna go to maksemah's. untung2 bleh dpt mkn kueytiow :) or i wanna go to wawa's. or to anyone who would actually can calm me down. blergh.


Arghhh...really need to KEEP IT COOL..KEEP IT COOL..

oh by the way, sapa yang terkena atau bakal kena serangan emo saya, SORRY!

Why so soon?

I know this day will come

But never imagine it's gonna be this soon

S.E.R.A.B.U.T!

Meroyan

I miss my phone.......

He's stranded in Dublin now :(

I miss my MacBabe.........

Yesterday I had a bad dream -> My current balance is €209 but my credit card total is €210.

Up until now, I'm still afraid to check the balance in the account and the credit card amount. Huhu..


Welcome 2009. An interesting opening indeed, huh? :(

Stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Mentari Kembali Menyinar

mentari kembali menyinar is simply because the sun is rising high on the sky and makin the temperature hawt hawt hawt...I walked back from CUH without any jacket/overcoat and I still sweat a lil bit. It's 18 degrees bebeh~ And all the irish pun dok berjemur tanning themselves under the sun..Me?? Tanning? More like turning into the wok's butt rather than tanning.


The oral went fine today. I was given 3 slides. One on Cyst, one on Dental Material - Alginate and the last one on Psychology. I think I did the best in cyst compared to the other 2. Coz I was crapping all along the way on the dimensional stability of the Alginate and the application of Psychology in HSE. But the examiners looked fine and said I was good and all so that made me felt better I guess.


Right after the oral I rushed to the Physiotherapy center. Luckily the distance between Cork Dental Hospital and the center was not that far. I accidentally booked the session at the same time of my oral. Luckily the flow of my group was faster and I think I finished earlier than 12 minutes. I was late by 15 minutes for the physiotherapy but luckily my physiotherapist was fine with it.


My leg progression? Since the last 2 weeks I didnt show any much improvement, this week was by far my best. She added some intensive exercises for me so basically now I am start jumping and jogging with my legs. She even get me jumping on the trampoline since I said I wanna get better faster and get going in the gym sooner. She said I'm doing well so far so Alhamdulillah =)

My stress level has gone down a lil bit. Managed to do some damage control on our unexpected holiday plan. Well things move on. The world offers u many options and also challenges to be faced. Now it's time to show how well u handle the pressure. I admit I was being so weak yesterday since bad things came one after another. But today I felt I grew up a lil bit stronger than yesterday *sambil menyanyikan Britney's stronger*

Onto plan balik Malaysia. Since I am going to be mobile-less, guess I'll just have to stay in home lah. Yeah public transports in my house sucks big time. Now it's time for my girls to return the favor - cepat hamik aku kat rumah!!! Terosak la sikit plan nak kembali bersosial berfutsal bagai. Haihh =(

Whatever lah..life goes on...could u please hold on dear life?

jangan ditambah stress yang tersedia menghantui

Kids, here's some simple basics of life. DO learn this off, as it could be really really useful in future. But this only applies IF U ARE SHARING ROOM WITH SOMEONE ELSE

Lesson #1
During exam week, DO NOT do things that they dislike (eg; bring guy into the room)

Lesson #2
During exam week, watching movies at 3am with the lights on is not encouraged

Lesson #3
During exam week, watching movies ACCOMPANIED BY INCESSANT GIGGLES is strictly prohibited

Lesson #4
During exam week, if u are awake at 3am (eg to watch movie) giggling giggling and ur roomate suddenly opens her eyes (ie wakes up from her sleep), and make annoying sounds, DO TAKE NOTE and stop from doing anything that u are doing

Lesson #5
During exam week, if u are chatting with your boyfie (whom u are actually being unfaithful to him) over the internet, do it some other time but not at night when other ppl in the room is trying to be panic and reading the notes. Especially if during the daytime, the other ppl will not be in the room AT ALL.

It's as simple as ABC provided ur Emotional Intelligence is developed well along with ur brain and mind. Selamat mencuba!

Hilang momentum nak study

ada sapa-sapa nampak mana momentum saya pergi??????????????

Severe homesick

Lo and behold my friends,

The HoMeSiCk virus is attacking again..

Stress + exam + homesick = disaster.

Like..seriously seriously, perlu ke nak datang sekarang?!?!??!?!

I browsed thru the pictures. Worrying will I be able to recognize their face anymore? (hehe..over sikit baru 9 bulan tak jumpe)

Bosan lah kan asyik cerita homesick je? hehehhe..


P/S : Duit JPA baru masuk semalam. Elaun buku + perkakas + sara hidup 3 months. Bleh la saye bajet untuk bayar sewa rumah + joli di Oz & Melesia + simpanan di masa hadapan. Yeayyyy..tenkiu Encik JPA me laff u muah muah~~