Silent mode

Brokenhearted

Rumours, Bad news are everywhere.

The day is creeping closer.




If you're not coming back, I'm gonna quit being a fan.

Tutorial untuk Ida je

Entry ni cuma untuk Ida aje. Orang lain don't bother. Susah kalau nak letak kat ym so sebab tu saye letak kat blog.

2PM ada 7 orang, tapi sekarang cuma ada 6 orang sebab ada sorang tengah ada crisis. But he will be back. Sooner or later he'll be back. I will list out the members according to my personal preference so here goes. Diorang nye producer is JYP, orang yg produce Rain jugak. He himself is an artist. Diaorg sama company ngan Wondergirls ngan satu lagi group, 2am. Originally diorg ni train 13 orang so dia pecah 2 group. 2pm and 2am. Together they are called Oneday.2pm 7 org, 2am 4 org lagi 2 org byk problem so debut lambat and dicampak pergi sister company of JYP.



Ok Taecyeon (Taec) - dia rapper group ni. Just turned 21 y o 27 Disember yg lepas. Aku suke dia sebab despite being called the beast, dia suka buat muka cute2. Lahir kat Korea tapi migrate gi US duduk sana 7 tahun. Kelakar. Comel. Dorky. wakakaka..ok cukup2.



Hwang Chansung - dia separa rapper and also vocal. Dia paling muda dalam group ni. Biase dlm group Korea ni the youngest diorg panggil Maknae so diorang kena act cute and all. Tapi mamat ni dia besar so kalau act cute jadi kelakar.



Park Jaebum (Jay) - dia leader. Nyanyi bleh. Rap bleh. Strongest point dia menari gempak gila. Dia ni duduk US sejak lahir. Dia audition kat US and dibawak balik Korea untuk ditrain.Last year bulan September kecoh pasal dia tulis kat MySpace cakap Korean gay tapi tu ditulis cam 4 tahun lepas time dia baru datang awal2. Rumors said it he'll be back soon aku depressed gak ah dia takde sebab dia ni memang bagus gile.


Lee Junho - dia vocal power, menari pun power. Tapi selalu tak dapat the spotlight sebab selalu buat lawak tak kelakar..huhu. Orang panggil dia Rain junior sebab muka dia sket2 macam Rain.


Kim Junsu - strongest vocal. Aku rasa 2pm banyak diselamatkan oleh dia sebab suara sedap. wakaka..


Jang Wooyoung - second strongest vocal. Aku suka suara dia compared to Junsu. Menari pun not too bad. Kelakar.




Nichkhun - semuorang suka dia sbb dia paling comel. Ayah dia Thai mak dia Chinese. Takde Korea langsung tapi JYP punye orang jumpa dia kat US bawak balik Korea train dia. Awal2 dulu dia tak reti langsung cakap Korea.



Lagu2 diorg yg best :

Again and Again


Heartbeat


I hate you



latest diorg tgh promote Tired of waiting. Lagu ni jadi pelik patutnye ada Jay dlm vocal tp sebab krisis tu diorg tpaksa cover suara Jay

Ok dah sebnanye nak listkan semua lagu tapi ni lah lagu hit diorg.

Ok idaaaa sila buat kad sayeeee...tenkiu. wakakka

The zombie dance

Never did I know 2PM and I connected so much...until I realized this pic..


Our pic was taken during our trip to Blarney last September, and Heartbeat started its promotion last October. What a coincidence eh?




Anyway..I'm back in Dublin. The weather is still cold and my only wish now is to be at my own home at my own bed. Unfortunately there's no train service to Cork tomorrow and I had to wait til the day after tomorrow to go back to Cork. There's another option....which is the bus but I don't want to rush things because the last bus to Cork is at 6pm...and I'll be in Belfast for Boxing Day tomorrow.


Next winter, as for now I'm 90% sure I'm gonna go back. No matter how expensive the tickets get..Imma save up starting from the next allowance. I've experienced Meditteranean winter, not so cold winter and untolerable snowy winter so next year, I wanna have a summer winter. LOL. Gile one year punya planning neh!


When I'm back in Cork, I'll try to update stories and pictures from my trip before 2009 ends.

Ta ;)

My addiction?

WARNING : This story is solely written for the sake of keeping the memories. Just so when I grew up I could look back what used to be my addiction back then. Takde bahan berfaedah langsung so you can stop now if you don't wanna read a story of a fangirl who went gugu gaga over her favourite artists. Thanks!

Family Outing casts

Recently I'm kinda hooked to yet another Korean variety show called Family Outing. I found out it one of the episode, the famous sexy Rain is one of the guest in that show. And this brings me down the memory lane, back when I was kinda obsessed with this man.

Rain / Bo / Ji Eun

The Korean addiction actually has been residing inside me quite long. So that's just prove i'm typically girl didn't I? :P But I've to say not many dramas could really catch my attention...and the few exceptions are the famous Winter Sonata, Autumn in my Heart and FULL HOUSE (spazzzzzzzzz)

the famous bicycle / romantic scene

Back then I was so into Rain. Before he went into Hollywood (Rain = Ninja Assassin = Raizo!) he did came to Malaysia. Maxis was promoting his concert but hofkos la tak pergi kan but I just went gugu gaga over the promotional goodies they gave out in conjunction with Rain's concert. Adelah poster ngan kalendar yang sanggup dibeli (with top up) semata-mata nak gambar Rain :P


The K-Addiction went silence for a few years when suddenly, the second Korean wave attacked me. Mula-mula tak layan sangat but I started when I saw one of my senior (whom I've had crush since secondary school.LOL) posted Gee's MV in facebook. And then came Wonder Girls' famous Nobody. Initially I was only attached to SNSD...and I did what fans always do...digged out almost all their MVs and subbed variety shows.

Gee MV - very addictive!

The time when second K-Addiction wave coincided with the time when I was kinda down and didn't really have nobody around me - when I went back earlier to take the Autumn Exam. Eventhough it was only for 1 week but the pressure and the depression was so great that I had to find something to comfort me. I watched any variety shows with SNSD because seriously, Korean variety shows are one good source to get you laugh your heart out. There's this one episode of SGB where my lovely 2PM was there and I fell for them instantly after watching that.

that moment, that time. SGB August 15, 2008 :)

So the rest was history. I became a crazy fan since that. Like I watched ALLLL their variety shows and they never failed to make me laugh. Even after watching them several times. The fact that I was in sorrow and watching them always brighten me up is one major reason why I go crazy over them, if you are wondering.


I'm going away for a few days...but that doesn't mean I don't get to see my boys cause I've went all the trouble to bring them with me.I have to download the split files first. Then I have to re-join them. Then I have to convert them into mp4 files. Finally I had to convert them, again to mp4 files that is compatible for my iPod touch. Gotta say, iPod Touch is by far the most beneficial investment I've ever made :P

Depression level 77.

Exam dah habis. Level of depression has reduced from 99 to 77.
But now I'm struggling to fight this homesick feeling. Very shitty I must say. Stress gila semua bila ramai yang balik. Ingat kan bleh endure
Almost everyone in my group have asked me THE question. And it's very tiring and heartbreaking to answer "NO, I'M NOT GOING BACK" when my mind and my heart are screammmingg to be in my home country now.


Eff it. Another 7 long months to go.


Malaysia love, I miss you. So much >.<


With that said, I'm skipping today's lab. This is what I call cuti depressed. I tend to do this everytime I'm sad and don't feel like meeting people. I'm just gonna stay on bed doing whatever that won't worsen my day.


Excuse me now I'm going to continue mourning

Cita-citaku

Tadi clinical seperti biasa saya buat kat partner, partner buat kat saya
Time saya tengah fix facebow tu tiba-tiba blushing sebab partner tengok saya
Hahaha memang psycho dan perasan, sedia maklum thank you
Pastu saya terpikir camne nanti kalau jadi dentist, and tengah merawat orang hensem
Sure nervous
Nak drill gigi nanti koyak gusi


Pastu dapat ilham


Dapat jadi dentist saya nak buat part time amik kelas language Korea
Lepastu further master
Jadi dentist terkenal
Migrate pergi Korea
Rapat-rapat dengan JYP
So that bleh jadi dentist 2PM
Lepastu...

aah...you know what I wanna say already don't you?


Ok dah nak sambung Patho supaya bleh jadi dentist

THE best!

2PM is THE best male group award...




and THE artiste of the year!





If you ask me why I'm so obsessed all over them, honestly I've no answer. Being 22 y old, and still going gugu gaga over boys band, I know it's quite embarasssing. But you know, when something really goes through your heart and not others', it's hard for you to make others understand, no?

Leadja in pink, we miss you hella much!

This is one hell of good news if it's true. Cmon boys just comeback already pls?


Am done with my prosthetic exam. today. Did an upper rim for the denture. Within 2 hours. Wasn't the best but at least I've tried hard. Dah pernah je buat dlm masa 2 jam last week tapi tak pressure sgt sebab tau tu bukan exam. Tapi tadi cam gelabah sedikit sbb we did that with the thought of exam in our mind. Hopefully Prof FA won't be too hard on us with the marking.


By the way here it is..the medal of DentCup. :D

now smile everybody =)

But wait wait wait..don't be fooled by the picture..the size isn't an average size of a medal actually..

Tadaaaa...

Two medals for this year, and more to come this coming AGM :P

Kekekeke..kecik je ah. But am still proud of our team.

Fangirl overload

Okay.


Mimpi ini adalah saya suke suke, jadi perlu tulis sini sebelum lupa.

Jadi saya mimpi saya, Wany, Jims and Izul (?!?!) pergi travel. Jalan2. Shopping2. Wany beli barang banyak sampai beg dia terkeluar. Hwahwahwa..



Oh tapi tapi tapi that's not the main point.


Main point is dalam mimpi tu 2PM ada buat performance jugak kat tempat kitorang pergi. And apparently taktau kenapa saya ada close contact ngan 2PM. Cam they told me their whereabouts and whatnots la.


Oh suke suke!

Lepas tu there was once after this performance saya call Chansung nak tanye how was everything. Chansung memang tak reti cakap English sangat so the broken Engrish was freaking real!


Oh suke suke!

Despite the unproductive weekend, this week kicks off with a pretty good start. Hopefully this will continue.

L-R : Kim JUNSU, Park JAYbum, Jang WOOYOUNG, NICHKUN, Lee JUNHO, Hwang CHANSUNG, Ok TAECYEON

Tired of waiting

My boys' latest single.

기다리다 지친다... U Know?
I'm getting tired of waiting u know?
Kidarinda jichinda u know?

기다리다가 지친다 음~
I'm getting tired of waiting eum~
Kidaridaga jichinda eum~

U Know 넌 넌 내맘아니? 우~
Do you know how I feel?
U know nun nun naemamahnee? Woo~

기다리다가 또 지친다 음~
I'm getting tired of waiting again eum~
Kidaridaga ddo jichinda eum~

너는 아직도 날 기억하니? oh~Know
Do you still remember me?
Nuhneun ahjikdo nahl kiukhani? Oh~know


하루가 지나도 난 너를 못 잊어
Even as a day goes by, I can't forget you
Haruga jinado nan nuhreul mot eejeoh

한달이 지나도 난 너를 못 놔줘
Even if a month goes by, I can't let you go
Handaree jinado nan nuhreul mot najwoh

아직도 널 원한 내 맘을 아니? oh~Know~
Do you know that I still want you?
Ahjikdo nuhl wonhan nae mameul ahnee? Oh~know~


너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Nuhreul kidarida jichuh michigo

또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
Every single day feels like a year
Ddo haruharu maeilgachee ilnyunee gatgo

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you yeah~
Kidaridaga nuhl kidaridaga yeah~


금방이라도 니가 다시 올 것만 같고
It feels like you could come back any second
Geumbangeerado niga dashee ohl guhtman gatgo

뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Dweedoraseomyun dashee nuhreul bohl gutman gata


오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~
I'm going crazy being tired, I'm going crazy being tired yeah~
Jicheo michigo nan jicheo michigo yeah~


니가 올까 봐 또 참는다 oh~yeah
I'm holding it in, thinking you'll return~ oh~yeah
Niga ohlggabwa ddo chamneunda oh~yeah

너를 아직도 난 기다린다 oh~yeah
I'm still waiting for you oh~yeah
Nuhreul ahjikdo nan kidarinda oh~yeah


한달이 지나도 난 너를 못 잊어
A month could pass and I wouldn't forget you
Handaree jinado nan nuhreul mot eejeo

일년이 지나도 난 너를 못 놔줘
A year could pass and I wouldn't let you go
Ilnyunee jinado nan nuhreul mot najweo

아직도 널 원한 내맘을 아니? oh~Know~
Do you know how I feel? oh~know~
Ahjikdo nuhl wonhan naemameul ahnee? Oh~know~


너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Nuhreul kidarida jichuh michigo

또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
Every single day feels like a year
Ddo haruharu maeilgachee ilnyunee gatgo

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you yeah~
Kidaridaga nuhl kidaridaga yeah~

금방이라도 니가 다시 올 것만 같고
It feels like you could come back any second
Geumbangeerado niga dashee ohl guhtman gatgo

뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Dweedoraseomyun dashee nuhreul bohl gutman gata

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~
I'm just getting tired, I'm just getting tired yeah~
Jicheo michigo nan jicheo michigo yeah~


왜 이렇게 난 자꾸 힘든데
Why am I always in difficulty
Wae eereokae nan jakkoo himdeundae

머릿속이 복잡해 죽겠네
My head feels so complicated, I could explode
Muhreesokee bokjabhae jookgaetnae

기다리고 기다리던 나인데
Waiting and waiting was I
Kidarigo kidaridun naindae

아직도 소식이 없는데
But no word from you
Ahjikdo soshikee ubneundae

너 땜에 울던 내가 아닌데
There's no way I would've cried for you
Nuh ddaemae ooldun naega ahneendae

나 땜에 떠날 니가 아닌데
There's no way you could have left because of me
Na ddamae ddeonahl niga ahnindae

어째서 이런 내가 힘든데
And through this it's hard for me right now
Eojjaesuh eerun naega himdeundae

어떻게 지금 너무 힘든데
It's so difficult for me now
Eottoke jigeum nuhmoo himdeundae

일년이라도 난 기다릴거야
I'll wait even if it's a year
Ilnyunirado nan kidarilguhya

십년이라도 난 기다릴거야
I'll wait even if it's ten years
Shibnyunirado nan kidarilguhya

oh~난 난 난 난 난 난 난 난
Oh~ nan nan nan nan nan nan nan nan

기다리다가 난 지쳐도 좋아
I'm okay if I get tired of waiting
Kidaridaga nan jicheodo joah

너를 기다리다 지쳐 미치고
I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Nuhreul kidarida jichuh michigo

또 하루하루 매일같이 일년이 같고
Every single day feels like a year
Ddo haruharu maeilgachee ilnyunee gatgo

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

기다리다가 널 기다리다가 yeah~
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you yeah~
Kidaridaga nuhl kidaridaga yeah~

금방이라도 니가 다시 올 것만 같고
It feels like you could come back any second
Geumbangeerado niga dashee ohl guhtman gatgo

뒤돌아서면 다시 너를 볼 것만 같아
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Dweedoraseomyun dashee nuhreul bohl gutman gata

오~난 나 나 나~
Oh~ nan na na na~

지쳐 미치고 난 지쳐 미치고 yeah~
I'm just getting tired, I'm just getting tired yeah~
Jicheo michigo nan jicheo michigo yeah~

Hati cair

sang by Ok Taecyeon, originally sang by Craig David.

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On a way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Try to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can't somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry

As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

Rest if you must, but dont you quit Jay!

This past few days..when i was down i was unhappy i resorted my sadness by watching their variety shows. So I gotta give credit to them who had made me a lil bit calmer and happier.

Park Jaebeom, u gotta be strong. Take a break, but just don't quit.


2pm fighting!!!

p/s : bear with me people. I'm not always like this so when I do, I guess they really meant something to me. LOL