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Frustrated
I'm so frustrated that I have to take it here before I sleep. I hate it when what I said got misinterpreted. Especially when I have no intention at all to divert from whatever I have said before.
Or could it be I'm a lil too sensitive and overreacting and negative, or the other person is? I don't know.
Anyway..let's just hope I can sleep off this uneasy feeling.
Oh well.
Today I got to break fast with my girls, and it's one precious moment for me, especially after all of them are married now. Makan banyak ketat perot gelak senak perot. However I came back feeling a lil tad too tired, padahal drive gi curve je pun. Dah tua dah aku ni, tak biasa dah drive sendiri malam-malam macam ni dulu ulang alik KL steady je pukul berapa berapa pun. Almost let go of my terawih tonight but I wanted to make sure my azam Ramadhan is alive, so I pushed myself through it.
Speaking about azam Ramadhan...kinda disappointed I don't get to read as much as I hoped so during the day. Busy with slides and treating patients although banyak je pt orang lain yg treat. Sigh. Serabut la slide ni. But I'm on juzu' 13 right now I hope I can keep the momentum up. No intention to brag I just want to compare notes with my progress from last Ramadhan's reading. So far so good I hope I can keep it up.
Semoga hilang perasaan tak best ni dan semoga azam Ramadhan saya tercapai. Amiin.
Or could it be I'm a lil too sensitive and overreacting and negative, or the other person is? I don't know.
Anyway..let's just hope I can sleep off this uneasy feeling.
Oh well.
Today I got to break fast with my girls, and it's one precious moment for me, especially after all of them are married now. Makan banyak ketat perot gelak senak perot. However I came back feeling a lil tad too tired, padahal drive gi curve je pun. Dah tua dah aku ni, tak biasa dah drive sendiri malam-malam macam ni dulu ulang alik KL steady je pukul berapa berapa pun. Almost let go of my terawih tonight but I wanted to make sure my azam Ramadhan is alive, so I pushed myself through it.
Speaking about azam Ramadhan...kinda disappointed I don't get to read as much as I hoped so during the day. Busy with slides and treating patients although banyak je pt orang lain yg treat. Sigh. Serabut la slide ni. But I'm on juzu' 13 right now I hope I can keep the momentum up. No intention to brag I just want to compare notes with my progress from last Ramadhan's reading. So far so good I hope I can keep it up.
Semoga hilang perasaan tak best ni dan semoga azam Ramadhan saya tercapai. Amiin.
June 06, 2016
Ramadhan Mubarak!
Pejam celik pejam celik, dah sampai bulan puasa dah. Here we are again, Alhamdulillah blessed with another Ramadhan. The time seems to travel a tad too fast this year. Halfway through it already.
Last Ramadhan I managed to achieve a few targets, I remembered it quite clearly I was still in devastated state. Harapnya tahun ni emosi dah tenang dah stabil takdela tak achieve target pulak ye. I'm also adding up another target for Ramadhan this year. Let's see if I can manage. Ayuhlah berusaha.
Other than that..I'm still stuck with the slides. Plan to revamp the slides and give it a more lively touch tapi apakan daya after 5 days of not working my brain seemed to be a bit rusty. Went for CPD last week in Cherating for 3 days and my mind can't seem to function well. I have been staring to the slides for a while now. Ergh. Let's hope I will be given some enlightenment sooner or later.
I hope I will be able to get as much benefits as possible from this Ramadhan. Make ease Ya Rahman.
Last Ramadhan I managed to achieve a few targets, I remembered it quite clearly I was still in devastated state. Harapnya tahun ni emosi dah tenang dah stabil takdela tak achieve target pulak ye. I'm also adding up another target for Ramadhan this year. Let's see if I can manage. Ayuhlah berusaha.
Other than that..I'm still stuck with the slides. Plan to revamp the slides and give it a more lively touch tapi apakan daya after 5 days of not working my brain seemed to be a bit rusty. Went for CPD last week in Cherating for 3 days and my mind can't seem to function well. I have been staring to the slides for a while now. Ergh. Let's hope I will be given some enlightenment sooner or later.
I hope I will be able to get as much benefits as possible from this Ramadhan. Make ease Ya Rahman.
June 03, 2016
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